Chapter 4: Falling in Love with You Before Dawn

Zhang Xun's psychological studio is in a secluded alley. The entire alley is paved with bluestone, and the stone walls on both sides are jutting out with huge stones. Zhang Xun parked the car at the entrance of the alley, and we slowly walked along the alley to the depths of the interior.

Along the way, I saw a simple and elegant coffee house, with retro decoration and noble style. Through the window, I saw several square tables inside, covered with tablecloths with red checkered on a white background. There are several such small and exquisite coffee houses. There is also a book bar that serves drinks, a "pirate ship" is placed at the door, and a bronze bull's head hangs above the solid wood gate. There is also a private gallery where the author's proud paintings and calligraphy are displayed, and a young man with black-rimmed glasses is sketching on an easel at the door, next to which stands a wooden sign that reads, "Portrait services are provided for a fee."

Zhang Xun's studio is in the innermost part of the alley. Opposite is a courtyard planted with ginkgo trees, and there is a small two-story building in the courtyard, and when you get closer, you know that this is the former residence of a celebrity. This celebrity is a great writer, known to women and children. Zhang Xun said that I used to visit the former residence of this celebrity, and I also liked to pick up the golden fallen leaves of the ginkgo tree.

I glanced at Zhang Xun suspiciously, I couldn't believe that I could forget so cleanly about a place I frequented. As if to confirm his words, Zhang Xun stopped, took out his wallet from the inner jacket pocket, and then took out a photo and handed it to me: "Bai Bing, take a look, this is your previous photo." ”

I eagerly took the photo, a little happy in my heart. In the photo, I am more immature than I am now, wearing a pair of white jeans, a loose light gray T-shirt on the upper body, and a faint smile on my face, standing under the ginkgo tree. On the ground were large golden fallen leaves, piled up layer after layer, golden and shining, thick and solemn. I recognized myself in the photo, but I couldn't remember anything.

I returned the photo to Zhang Xun and looked at him in surprise. He actually put my picture in his purse, is he so precious to his patients? Zhang Xun's eyes flickered a few times, staring into my eyes, as if he had something to say to me, but in the end he stopped talking. Could it be that there is any other intersection between me and him?

Zhang Xun took me by the shoulders and led me into his studio. Before entering the door, he turned sideways and said to me seriously: "Bai Bing, don't tell Luo Shicheng, I have a photo of you here, okay?" ”

I was stunned, looked at him as if I didn't understand, and nodded earnestly. His worries may be unfounded, and my brain doesn't have any information in place anyway.

We walked into the house and a young woman with a charming face approached. She was wearing a white lab coat, but she still couldn't hide her sexy and charming figure. She is very plump, full of flesh, sultry eyes, and peach face. She approached me, as if she had just seen me clearly, and suddenly stopped. There was some hostility and resentment in her eyes when she looked at me. But after a few seconds, she immediately smiled and called out my name.

"You know me?" I looked at the sexy stunner in front of me in amazement.

Zhang Xun patted me on the shoulder and said to me, "Bai Bing, this beauty is called Chen Jiao, you used to know each other. After you left here, I was too busy to do it alone and decided to hire an assistant. Chen Jiao was recruited at that time. She used to be a nurse in the hospital. ”

I stretched out my hand to Chen Jiao apologetically: "Hello, Chen Jiao." I'm so sorry, I don't remember you anymore. ”

Chen Jiao's face showed a touch of tenderness and held my hand tightly. "Bai Bing, you'll be fine. No matter what has ever happened between us, I hope you get back to health soon. ”

It seems that there has been an intersection between me and this Chen Jiao, and it seems that the past was not pleasant. I suppressed my curiosity and didn't ask her anything.

I looked around at the studio. It is neat and tidy, without any extravagant decorations, only a few pots of flowers and plants on the windowsill. Walk through the antechamber with sofas, where there are several separate offices. White wooden doors, white walls, pale wood floors. There were no piles of items, and the transparent window panes were shiny as if no glass had been installed. Coming here is like entering a hospital, which makes people's nerves a little nervous.

"Bai Bing, there is also an office for you here. If you want, you can come to work at any time, and there is a job right now that suits you. Zhang Xun took me by the arm, walked into a spacious office, and motioned for me to sit down on a single sofa.

I looked at Zhang Xun in surprise, thinking that my ears had misheard. "You mean, can I come out and work now? I'm a patient myself, is that okay? ”

Zhang Xun handed over a glass of white water and put it in the palm of my hand. Then, he sat sideways on the arm of the sofa, looked down at me, and said, "I'm going to open a worry mailbox for those who need psychological help, but it's not convenient for them to come to the door for consultation." This service is free of charge, even if it is an act of gratitude to give back to the society! You're the psychiatrist who relieves everyone's worries. You don't need to be in a hurry, you can review the books on psychology first. I think you can do it. You have this talent, and you can do it even if you don't study psychology. ”

I looked at Zhang Xun gratefully and said excitedly, "Thank you, Mr. Zhang." In case you don't know, I was still thinking about finding a job this morning, because I wanted to earn some money for my family and support my family. Otherwise, Luo Shicheng's financial burden is too heavy. I thought, my medical expenses over the years must not be a small amount, right? I want to try this job, and I'll try to do it well. ”

Zhang Xun patted me lightly on the shoulder and said comfortingly: "Don't worry, I'll help you!" This job is very flexible. All you need to do is receive an email and answer your questions by replying to them. You can do this job by staying at home every day. I have your own office here, and if you want to move, you can come by at any time. Anyway, it's all up to you, and I'll pay you a monthly salary. How about a salary of 4,000 yuan a month? ”

I stared at Zhang Xun in disbelief, and said dumbfoundedly, "You, will you give me so much money in salary?" It's too much, you give me 2,000 yuan a month, it's fine. I'm just replying to letters. Besides, your project itself is free of charge and not profitable. ”

Zhang Xun looked at my surprised look and couldn't help but smile. "Bai Bing, the salary of 4,000 yuan is something I willingly gave you, so you can accept it calmly! Although you think that the salary is good, Luo Shicheng may not be satisfied, and I am still worried that he will not agree to this matter! ”

I said to Zhang Xun with confidence: "How could he disagree? In the future, I can help my family earn an extra 4,000 yuan every month, so what a burden I have to reduce for him. I think Luo Shicheng will be as grateful to you as I am. ”

At this time, Chen Jiao came over with a plate of fruit, and when she heard my words, she couldn't help laughing. "I said Bai Bing, does Luo Shicheng care about your four thousand yuan?"

I retorted to Chen Jiao seriously: "How could he not care? He's a doctor, and he's earning a dead wage. He has dragged me, a patient, for so many years, and he must have survived by saving money. ”

Chen Jiao looked at me with a stunned expression, and then turned her head to look at Zhang Xun.

Zhang Xun immediately said to Chen Jiao: "Bai Bing is very reasonable, Luo Shicheng is indeed not easy. It's rare for Bai Bing to be so sensible and want to help her husband support his family. ”

Chen Jiao turned away with a strange expression, her face full of questions and the meaning of wanting to speak.

"Bai Bing, I plan to put a "Worry Relief Tree Cave Mailbox" in front of our door, and I have already found someone to order it. This mailbox, carved into a tree hole, is for those who can't access the Internet. If they have any confusion, they can always write a letter to the problem they encounter and deliver it to this tree hole. ”

Chen Jiao came over with a plate of dried fruits, smiled diligently, and placed it on the coffee table next to me. She asked Zhang Xun: "Then after we took the letter of consultation from the hole in the tree, how did we mail the reply letter?" Presumably, these people are unwilling to expose their privacy and will not tell us the real address. ”

Zhang Xun smiled and said, "I will set up a special mailbox next to the tree hole to hold the reply." According to the signature of each letter, the reply letter is packed in the corresponding envelope. Inquiries can be taken advantage of when we get off work to pick up the letter. ”

Chen Jiao's big eyes turned around with rippling water, and she clapped her hands and said, "Good idea, not bad, it's very mysterious!" ”

Zhang Xun laughed like a child, and seemed to be happier than me. He stood up and said mysteriously: "I have announced this project in the newspapers and on the Internet, and the start time will be on the first of next month." How about it, Bai Bing, give you a month to prepare, and start fighting at the beginning of next month, do you have any confidence? ”

I stood up solemnly, bowed to Zhang Xun, and said in a choked voice: "Teacher Zhang, thank you so much, I have the confidence to do this well." ”

Zhang Xun's eyes became moist in an instant. He helped me up and said to me, "Bai Bing, you don't need to be so polite to me at all, you really don't need to." ”

Zhang Xun and I talked about things at work, and time became pleasant and fast. In the course of our conversation, I almost forgot that I was an amnesiac patient. Zhang Xun didn't say a word about my condition, as if I was a normal person who was physically and mentally sound. I also found at this moment that I was no different from a normal person except for amnesia. First of all, I had no mental problems and no damage to my IQ.

In the afternoon, Luo Shicheng came to pick me up and go home. Zhang Xun told him about my work, and sure enough, he frowned and resolutely objected. I really don't understand, why is he so stupid? With such an easy job, I can earn 4,000 yuan a month, why don't you let me do it?

Zhang Xun and Luo Shicheng had a dispute, Luo Shicheng was very domineering and refused to compromise. My begging gaze fell firmly on Zhang Xun's face, pinning all my hopes on him.

Zhang Xun understood my eyes, grinned at me, and then said to Luo Shicheng: "Doctor Luo, you have to go home so early, didn't you have surgery today?" After speaking, Zhang Xun raised his eyebrows at Luo Shicheng and raised his face to look at Luo Shicheng.

Luo Shixiang was enraged, rushed to Zhang Xun's eyes, grabbed him by the collar, and said ruthlessly: "Okay, you kid dare to come with me?" You wait for me, and I'll clean you up when I find time! Luo Shicheng's gaze was full of arrogance, staring at Zhang Xun with a smile, full of threat.

The elegant Zhang Xun didn't care, and said slowly: "Boss Luo, why don't you take Bai Bing to the hospital to observe your operation one day?" "Seemingly opposing words, but they sound like coquettishness. It can be seen that Zhang Xun and Luo Shicheng are very good friends.

Luo Shicheng glared at Zhang Xun with affection, let go of the big hand that grabbed him by the collar, and returned to the sofa.

Zhang Xun smiled proudly and looked at Luo Shicheng.

Luo Shicheng looked at me and said to Zhang Xun, "Then let Bing'er try it." However, if Bing'er has any mistakes, I won't let you go! ”

Zhang Xun stood up excitedly, clapped his hands vigorously, and said, "Okay, then it's a word!" This will also help to recover Bai Bing's memory. ”

On the way home when Luo Shicheng took me, I passed by a deserted field, where weeds grew wildly, and there were more than one person tall. Luo Shicheng suddenly slammed the direction and drove the car towards the wilderness. The car stopped deep in the weeds, and he opened the door and pulled me out.

I leaned back against the car and looked at him warily. His face was slightly red, his eyes were misty, and he looked at me obsessively.

"Bing'er, I can't wait for the night, I'm afraid that you won't fall in love with me before dawn and will reject me again!" As soon as he finished speaking, he overcame him frantically, and the heavy kiss was like a sudden raindrop.

I was forced to lean back on the hood of my car, staring helplessly at the blue sky high in the distance, my heart aching and tangled. I couldn't accept this stranger, but he was my husband, so I had no reason to push him away.

"Bing'er, say you love me, hurry up and 、、、、、、" He looked at me stubbornly, and lifted his short skirt with his big strong hand.

I exclaimed and shouted, "Don't be here, be careful of being seen!" ”

He smiled wickedly, and in a deep voice lay in my ear, and said, "That's why I told you to hurry!" ”

His fingers twisted hard, and he kept making circles, and the force gradually increased. I don't know how long it took, and it slid down suddenly, spinning and falling into the abyss.

"Luo Shicheng, I love you、、、、、、" I shed tears aggrievedly, and my blood rushed unruly, like a crazy tide, gradually drowning my reason.

"Haha, Bing'er, it's not enough to just say you love me. Hurry up and beg me, don't hold on. Oh no, it looks like someone is coming over there! However, I will not let you go, and you are in love with me today、、、、、、"

Before he could finish speaking, I hurriedly begged him, for fear that someone from afar would come by. However, after he wandered for a long time, and finally calmed down, he did not see anyone. Only then did I know that I had been fooled, and I was unwilling to beat him.