Chapter 3 Every Day is First Love
I followed the ringing phone and walked briskly up the stairs to the upper floor. I walked into the bedroom and saw my phone at the bedside, playing beautiful music "To Alice". I stared at my phone blankly, hesitantly picked it up, and saw the name "Zhang Xun" displayed on the phone screen.
I remember that in the morning, Luo Shicheng said that Zhang Xun might have to contact me today, he is my personal doctor. My heart was pounding, and I was inexplicably nervous. I took a few deep breaths, finally mustered up the courage and picked up the phone: "Hey, hello, Dr. Zhang Xun." ”
On the other end of the phone, a gentle and sexy male voice sounded, teasing my sensitive and fragile nerves. I felt like someone was holding a fluffy dog's tail grass and gently scratching my tickling flesh. I was strangely reminded of the warm spring and the green grass of the summer riverside.
"Hello, Bai Bing, I'm Zhang Xun. We made an appointment yesterday, and today I will pick you up and take you to my office. This is my studio and where you've worked in the past. ”
I held my phone and couldn't speak for a while. I no longer remember Zhang Xun as a person, nor do I remember the agreement I made with him yesterday. I thought hard, trying to remember any details, but it was all in vain. I can't remember Zhang Xun's studio, let alone think that I used to work there.
"Oh, Mr. Zhang, I'm so embarrassed, I can't think of anything." There was a hint of desperation in my helpless voice.
"Bai Bing, it's okay, let's take our time, don't rush. Your memory is only a temporary outing, like a naughty child. When he's done wandering around outside, he'll be back in your brain. The damage on your body has been completely healed. Now, it's just that your mental trauma has not fully recovered, causing your memory to be missing. ”
"Am I traumatized? Is it serious? What happened in the past that hurt my spirit so brutally? Who caused me all this? I couldn't suppress my curiosity and asked a lot of questions in one go. I was so eager to learn about my past, I wanted to know what my past life was like.
"Bai Bing, don't be too anxious. There are some things that I will tell you at the right time, and it is not yet time. I don't mean to hide it on purpose, just out of your condition. Please cooperate with me as much as possible. Your current amnesia is caused by mental damage, which can also be said to be a psychological cause. There is also the possibility that in your subconscious, you will deliberately forget the memories that make you feel painful, which is the kind of "selective forgetting". Of course, this is just my personal speculation, not yet certain. ”
I listened quietly, my mind racing. But there was nothing real but the hum of the machine, and the brain was still blank.
"Bai Bing, let's meet and talk, I'll leave now, and it is estimated that in about two hours, I will arrive at your house. You take a break, and I'll call you then. Bye. Zhang Xun hung up the phone.
I stared blankly at my phone and sat on the bed, feeling like life was terrible for me. I collapsed on the bed depressed, my eyes closed in exhaustion, and there was nothing in front of me. My memory is like a blank sheet of paper, and no matter how hard I step on it, I can't leave any traces on it.
Is it because of this that I have to stop the pace of life? No, I don't want to be a real piece of waste! I'm looking for something to do, preferably to make some money and support my family. Even if you can only earn ten yuan a day, you can buy a Chinese cabbage for your family. In any case, I have to share the pressure on Luo Shicheng, and I can't let him bear the financial burden for a long time.
I got up and walked to the closet, opened the cupboard door, and prepared to take a shower and change into the clothes I went out into. In the wardrobe, there are women's skirts, jeans, T-shirts, light and warm jackets, and sets of casual clothes. There is more than one of each style of clothing. The clothes are fashionable and exquisitely made, and the price should not be cheap. It seems that Luo Shicheng dotes on me very much, I am sick like this, and he still prepared so many beautiful clothes for me.
I chose a navy blue woolen dress with a white cotton shirt underneath. As soon as my skirt reached my knees, I opened the drawer under the wardrobe and found a pair of flesh-colored stockings. What about shoes? I took my clothes and went downstairs to the shoe closet.
The shoe cabinet was very high, and when I opened it, there were dozens of pairs of shoes inside. My shoes take up most of the space in the cabinet. Surprised, I looked around the women's shoes and chose a pair of brown leather shoes with half high heels. The leather is delicate and has a soft luster.
I ran into the bathroom, took a quick hot shower, and felt refreshed. I picked up a wide bath towel, dried myself off, and looked myself in the mirror. The whole body of wheat skin, soft and elastic, is swayed by the sun outside the window, exuding a wheat-like color. My waist is very thin, the upper circumference is very plump and round, and the lower circumference is firm and upturned. I stretched out my hands and stroked my delicate face, finding that the back of my hand was lubricated and there was not a trace of fine lines.
It seems that after I got sick, Luo Shicheng took good care of me and didn't let me suffer half of the labor. My face was safe, with no wrinkles at the corners of my eyes, and my skin was as soft as a baby. Luo Shicheng placed me so well, like taking care of a fragile flower. He is my harbor in this world, and he is also the greenhouse that takes good care of me.
I changed into the clothes I had gone out of, stood in front of the mirror again, and looked at the dignified and sweet woman in the mirror, and I smiled with satisfaction for the first time today.
Outside the hospital, there was a sudden sound of car horns. I opened the door and walked out into the yard. Through the gap in the fence of the large iron gate, I saw a tall and elegant man, smiling lovingly at me. His teeth were white, and his smile was innocent and pure, like a simple-minded child.
"Hi, Bai Bing, I'm Zhang Xun, can you hear my voice? We spoke on the phone this morning. The man's hearty smile was very contagious, and my heart immediately became cheerful.
I smiled embarrassedly, opened the courtyard door with some restraint, and invited him in. "Hello, Mr. Zhang. I remember your voice this morning, but unfortunately I can't remember seeing you before. I looked at him apologetically.
"Well, it doesn't matter. Before you had an accident, you kept calling me Teacher Zhang. Today, you still call me Mr. Zhang, which shows that your memory has not been completely lost. Perhaps subconsciously, your memories are slowly reviving, but all this is subject to your brain's consent. Perhaps, your brain is subconsciously resisting something, such as pain, disappointment, the truth you don't want to see, the reality you want to escape, and so on. ”
I looked at him in amazement, unable to comprehend all of his words.
He looked into my eyes with pity, and I felt the mellow truth in his eyes. He is a kind-hearted man, very soft-hearted, merciful and tender. That's the conclusion I made to him after seeing him. "Can we go? Go to my studio. Today, for patients who do not have an appointment, I can have plenty of time to accompany you. ”
I withdrew my gaze, turned and went into the house, grabbed my keys and phone, and walked out. On the key, a long red rope is tied. I put the red rope around my neck, and a familiar scene flashed through my mind. A thin little girl, locking the wooden door in the courtyard. Then, he hung the string with the key around his neck and walked lonely on the way to school. Not far away, a big boy with a strong body called her name one after another. The girl's name seems to be Bai Bing, but what is the name of that little boy?
"Bai Bing, can we go?" Zhang Xun pushed open the courtyard door, revealing a mouthful of crystal teeth and a bright smile.
For some reason, I love his white teeth and his innocent smile. Seeing him smile at me, the boredom in my heart will be swept away immediately. His smile made me happy. I nodded at him and as he walked out of the courtyard, I turned and locked the gate.
His car was white and spotless, just like his unearthly heart. He opened the door and asked me to sit in the passenger seat. Then, he gently closed the door and walked around the front of the car to the cab seat.
The car slowly drove ahead, following a forest path and gradually driving towards the road with a wide view. I looked curiously at the environment outside the window and found that the town I was in was actually surrounded by mountains on three sides. On the peaks, the fog is thick and thick, revealing a faint blue-gray color. Halfway up the mountainside, in addition to the sparse trees, there are also a few small cabins. The scene in front of you is full of fairy tale charm.
My phone rang and the word husband was displayed on the screen. It was Luo Shicheng's phone. I couldn't accept the title "husband". To a man who is a complete stranger, called husband, there is nothing that can be done. I stretched out my index finger, touched the green sign, and heard Luo Shicheng's imposing magnetic voice.
"Bing'er, Zhang Xun got you, right? If you have anything, remember to call me at any time, my place of work is not too far from Zhang Xun's studio, and it is in the city of Tianfeng North City. If I can get out of it today, I'll go see you. ”
"I'm with Mr. Zhang right now, and we're on our way to his studio. You're busy, you don't have to come and see me. I responded politely to him, feeling that I owed the man too much. He is young and strong-blooded, but he wants to drag my sick wife to live. This kind of thing, which man falls, is enough for him. But Luo Shicheng couldn't see that he was tired and complaining.
After I hung up the phone, I asked Zhang Xun leisurely: "Luo Shicheng, has he ever been tired and dissatisfied with me?" After all, I can't remember him and fully accept him as a husband. When he is with me, will he feel aggrieved and powerless? ”
Zhang Xun glanced back at me, put his hands on the steering wheel, and continued to stare ahead. He smiled and said, "Luo Shicheng, it's really not easy, his single-mindedness and dedication to you have touched many people." However, he never got tired of it. He said that every day of you is your first love for you. And for him, every day will fall to the starting point of pursuing you, because if you sleep all night, you will wake up in the morning and forget about him. So, every morning he wakes up, he has to think about how to catch you up and make you fall in love with him again before it gets dark. ”
I laughed when I heard this. A man has only one day to pursue the woman he loves, and he has to make the woman fall in love with him before falling asleep late at night. It's incredible, it's like a game.
Zhang Xun tilted his head and glanced at me, and asked with a smile, "It's funny, isn't it?" However, Luo Shicheng did it. That's how he has come over for so many years, and he is your faithful suitor every day. ”
My smile didn't go away when my phone rang again. It was Luo Shicheng who called. "Hey, Bing'er, I forgot to remind you just now, you want to give me a romantic night tonight. This is what you promised me the day before, and what you say counts. This time, I hope you're brave. Otherwise, just by allowing me to touch it, I would have shed tears of sadness. ”
Zhang Xun laughed. The volume of the mobile phone was very loud, and he must have heard what Luo Shicheng said. I blushed and hurriedly turned into the phone, constantly saying yes. Luo Shicheng finally hung up the phone.
In my heart, I suddenly felt very worried about the coming of the night.