May 26th

Who the hell put the binoculars on the balcony of my bedroom? Or maybe every guest has a telescope in their room. Is this to give guests a better view of the stars and the night sky?

I grabbed my white dressing gown and walked into the bathroom blankly. My dizziness was getting worse and worse, and I was about to lose the difference between dreams and reality. I'm not even sure what I've heard and seen at this moment, in a dream? Or does it happen in reality? Did the Luo Shicheng in front of me really enter my room? Isn't all this in front of you in a dream?

Perfunctorily, I turned on the shower head, twisted to the maximum amount of water, and rinsed myself. The water was hot, and I felt warm, but my nerves were in a state of confusion. I picked up a pink bath bomb, applied a lot of refreshing body wash, and lathered around my body. The white bubbles, like clouds in the blue sky, wrapped me tightly. Stand under the water and watch the foam fade on your skin.

I saw the scar on my abdomen and thought back to the night I was stabbed on the beach. The person who wants to kill me is the best person for me, and Yu Gang who gives me the most affection. I don't hate him at all, and I don't fear him because he is the most trusted person in my life. I hated myself, blamed myself for being incompetent, and couldn't save him. I tilted my face in pain, letting the water hit me violently.

I suddenly wanted to cry, almost every time I got drunk, I would cry with joy. The past was fermented into tears by alcohol, and wave after wave poured out. I cried so much that I couldn't control myself, and I wanted to run away from the present world in a frenzy.

Reality, not as I imagined. The fact that a family is nothing but a fictional family does not fit my imagination. If my parents didn't want to take my life, why did they give birth to me in the first place? So much so that I was like a stray dog, floating in the world to fend for itself. I was isolated, in a difficult situation, unable to take charge of my life. Humble as a dog waiting to be sold, waiting for a buyer to make a dirty transaction.

I wailed and wept weakly, and I couldn't cry. This kind of moment belongs to me, not the world, and no one else. I feel blessed because I still have the right to cry, at least my tears.

Bing'er, Bing'er, what's wrong with you? Outside the bathroom, Luo Shicheng's eager shouts were heard. Only then did I realize that the environment around me was real, not a dream. But how can I prove that all this is not an illusion? At this moment, I can't confirm it, I can't do it.

I burst into tears, stopped sobbing, and stared blankly at the bathroom door. "Knock knock", there was a rush knock on the door. My nerves seemed to be starting to go out of sorts, nervously watching and listening, just not wanting to make a sound. I'm trying to discern the real from the fake, and I want to try to see the truth of the world clearly.

I heard a "bang" and the bathroom door opened. Luo Shicheng's anxious and worried face appeared in front of my eyes. He looked at me angrily, his face slightly red. Why don't you speak? I knock on the door outside, can't you hear me? He frowned, questioned me, and walked over to me.

Looks like tonight isn't in a dream. In the chaos of my thoughts, I seemed to sober up a little, and hurriedly raised my arms to cover myself. Luo Shicheng got closer and closer to me, and I stepped back helplessly, leaning against the cold tiles.

Bing'er, what happened to make you cry like this? Luo Shicheng stretched out his slender fingers and gently lifted my chin and made me look into his eyes.

I was so frightened that I couldn't speak, and my body was trembling slightly.

Bing'er, if you want me to take a bath with you, just say it directly, why use this bitter trick? The anxiety and anger on Luo Shicheng's face instantly bloomed with a helpless evil smile. As he spoke, he quickly stripped off his shirt and held me tightly in his arms.

I struggled hard, but I couldn't break free. I muttered to myself, it seemed that this night was real, not that I was dreaming.

What did you say? Bing'er, are you doubting my authenticity and thinking you're dreaming? Are you deliberately showing me your sense of humor? Luo Shicheng asked me with a smile and a smile, and then hugged me tightly in his arms, and kissed me like a raindrop on my lips like crazy.

I don't remember exactly what happened next. Later, after I was a little more sane, I was already wearing that white nightgown and standing in front of the binoculars on the balcony of my bedroom. Behind him, there was Luo Shicheng, who was shirtless, with only a wide white scarf around his waist. He hugged my waist from behind, and I leaned on him as if I were boneless, and I was powerless.

Bing'er, what do you usually look at with this telescope? It can't be a peeping at the people on the other floor, right? Do you like to snoop on other people's privacy? Is your hobby just watching strange men and women in bed? I said you little girl, you look very white, I didn't expect the taste to be so heavy? Luo Shicheng put it to my ear and teased me in a low, ambiguous voice.

I don't, it's not my telescope. I argued weakly.

Whoever this telescope is, let's take a look at what's going on out there. Luo Shicheng kissed me lightly at the base of my ear and leaned closer to the telescope.

Wow, that's a good idea! These two people are really bearable, and they don't block the curtains. Haha, Bing'er, come and take a look! Luo Shicheng smiled maliciously and turned the telescope in front of my eyes.

I lay in front of the telescope, my cheeks burning and ashamed. In a house upstairs opposite, a man and a woman are frantically rolling the sheets. Woman, like a strange snake. The man seemed to have been completely controlled by the woman, wrinkling his face in pain, as if screaming impatiently.

At this time, I felt a large soft hand move up and down. In his ears, there was the sound of Luo Shicheng's gradually rapid breathing. I hurriedly stopped the big damp hand and turned my head to push him back.

Don't move, Bing'er, look at the binoculars. Luo Shicheng leaned into the binoculars, looked at it for a while, and threatened me in a low voice.

I had to lie down in front of the telescope again. The men and women in the shot changed their postures again, and they were so fierce that they seemed to be fighting. The woman, as humble as a dog, tried her best to please the man.

Luo Shicheng's breathing was a mess. There seemed to be a demonic flame in my body.

Bing'er, I looked at the man opposite, a little familiar, it seemed to be Ma Chu. Luo Shicheng said softly.

What the? Ma Chu lives on the upper floor opposite? How is this possible? I didn't hear that he had a house here. I hurriedly looked at the telescope again, and the man in the mirror was already kneeling on the bed, a confused look on his handsome face. I looked at the distorted face carefully, but I didn't expect that it was really Ma Chu.

So, who is the woman who is with Ma Chu? I turned my camera on the woman and closed the distance. The woman had messy hair at the moment, her head bowed, and her legs on the ground. After a while, she suddenly raised her head, as if she wanted to get rid of it in pain, but she couldn't. I could see her face clearly, she was the little nurse, Chen Jiao.

My heart twitched again, and the pain was terrible. Ma Chu, although he has nothing to do with me, I still can't stand him being with other women. Or, I can't accept it, he abandoned me easily because he was infatuated with other women. He and Chen Jiao, have they been living here in secret? I don't even know anything about it.

Bing'er, you know where you lost now, right? You can also see clearly, how did that Chen Jiao capture Ma Chu? This little nurse, the key is to work well, you see that Ma Chu was played to death by her.

My tears flowed down my cheeks, and I pushed the binoculars away. The shame of being abandoned by Ma Chu consumed my body and mind. I hate his shamelessness! I hate even more that he deceived me in the past! In my breast, the flames of hatred burned, devouring my mind. Who are stupid women like us guarding for like jade? In the end, men are merry with wild women outside, but they don't allow their women to make the slightest mistake.

Luo Shicheng hugged me as a princess, hugged me on the bed, stretched out his upper arms, and covered me. The wound, does it still hurt? He stroked it gently, making me convulse and tremble. He lowered his head and kissed the tears from my cheek.

Well, it doesn't hurt much, but when I think of that wound in my heart, it hurts. I swallowed my salty tears and answered his question.

Don't worry, I won't let you hurt, I'm different from other men, I'm sincere to you. Bing'er, please believe me! Luo Shicheng held my arms and insisted on going my own way.

You liar, Luo Shicheng, you said you wouldn't hurt me! I suddenly realized that I had been fooled, and cried and begged for mercy.

Bing'er, I didn't lie to you. This 、、、、、、 is not a wound, but my love for you and the mark I have left on you. From now on, you will completely become my Luo Shicheng's woman, so don't think twice about it. Also, should you learn from that Chen Jiao in the future, and learn from the kung fu of rolling the sheets, so that you can catch the men around you. Luo Shicheng teased me heartlessly.

Since you look at other people's women, then you should go to that woman! I beat Luo Shicheng aggrievedly, and my heart was full of endless melancholy. After I saw the scene between Ma Chu and Chen Jiao through the telescope, I had a desire to take revenge on Ma Chu.

At this time, a sentence suddenly came to mind. Women, don't use your body to take revenge on men, or you will lose more than you gain. After the impulse, in the face of unchangeable facts, the more I think about it, the more it seems to be a carefully laid game.

Bing'er, don't be angry. For me Luo Shicheng, you are the woman I am most obsessed with, unique and irreplaceable. The person who should practice kung fu in bed the most is me, so that I can hold you for a long time and make it difficult for you to leave me!

Luo Shicheng's eyes were misty, and he smiled at me dotingly.