July 19th

This night, I slept very deeply, and I rarely had a sense of peace in my heart. Perhaps, marriage will always be an unavoidable event for women. Although I didn't want to get married again so soon, when I got a marriage certificate with Luo Shicheng, my heart gained peace that I had never felt before.

There is no woman who has never longed for marriage. If a woman refuses to marry, it's not that she doesn't want it, it's that she doesn't dare to ask for it. A lifetime of warm care, a lifetime of never abandoning, what woman would not need it?

Luo Shicheng's even breathing fluttered in his ears, and the blowing tickled his ears. One of his arms, tightly wrapped around my waist, encircled me in his arms.

I was forced to press my cheek against Luo Shicheng's chest muscles, feeling his solid muscles and incomparably strong heartbeat. His skin is elastic and has a delicate glow. I gently lifted a small idle hand and tentatively touched his chest. Soft and smooth, gentle as jade, fine as clotted fat. I couldn't help but put my lips close to me, kissed them gently, and closed my eyes in obsession.

I was immediately taken aback by my actions and quickly shrank my head. What's wrong with me, how can I be so indecent? If he finds out, how can he be embarrassed?

We're going to have a wedding next month. But will Luo Shicheng's family really accept me? Do they know that I am a second-married woman? Luo Shicheng is looking for me, a second-married woman, will he feel lost face in front of outsiders? Men love face, isn't Luo Shicheng afraid of other people's irresponsible remarks?

In the eyes of outsiders, I can marry Luo Shicheng, is it a blessing for three lives, right? But who should I be most grateful for this luck? Should I thank Luo Shicheng's mother, or should I thank Gu Ya, who I have never met? If I don't look like Gu Ya, will Luo Shicheng take a fancy to me for no reason? If Gu Ya didn't look like Luo Shicheng's mother, would Luo Shicheng have a soft spot for Gu Ya in the first place?

Gu Ya and I, except for our mother, who looks like Luo Shicheng, I'm afraid it's difficult to find something out of the ordinary, right? Luo Shicheng, do you have a mother-lover complex? If he ever met a woman who looked like his mother in the future, would he still have to take her under his command? When the time comes, how will I deal with myself?

I want to put all the doubts in my mind together before the wedding. I want Luo Shicheng to give me an answer, why did he choose such an ordinary me? Is there any love in his feelings for me? How I wish he had married me because he fell in love with me. And not, just because I looked like his mother.

The arm that was on my waist suddenly hooked so hard that I couldn't help but scream.

Bing'er, you've already woken up? Still sneaking hands and feet on me? Luo Shicheng rubbed my cheek lightly with his stubble chin, and said with a smile.

I blushed all of a sudden, thinking to myself that he hadn't just fallen asleep, how could he still be conscious? I didn't move you, you might have been dreaming! I retorted sharply.

Is it, Bing'er? Luo Shicheng smiled, turned over, propped his elbows on my sides, and smiled at me evilly.

Almost out of breath, I reached out and pressed my hand on his chest, trying to isolate myself some distance. But he was like a mountain, and he didn't move. He deliberately exerted force again, the corners of his mouth slightly hooked, and an even more wicked evil smile appeared on his handsome face.

Luo Shicheng, you can't be so excessive! I panted to stop him.

Bing'er, since you want me to be temperate, don't charm me like this! Luo Shicheng's voice became chaotic, and his eyes stared at me burningly.

I hurriedly avoided his gaze and lowered my head in confusion.

I snapped and hurriedly closed my eyes. I saw images that made me feel ashamed.

Although I have already handed myself over to Luo Shicheng, I really don't know anything about his body. What I saw at that moment just now made me gasp and even feel frightened.

Bing'er, do you see clearly? Are you satisfied with me? Luo Shicheng asked me unashamedly, holding my chin with his index finger and forcing me to look into his eyes.

There was a threat in his eyes, but between his eyebrows was a charming heroism. His resolute face was covered with a layer of golden morning light, which was so beautiful and moving.

I didn't know how to answer him, and I shivered with nervousness because of my shameless shyness. But he still wouldn't let me go, and asked me over and over again.

I was finally ashamed, and my whole body seemed to be burning with countless flames, and my whole body shook violently as if I were sifting chaff. I had to cry and say, Luo Shicheng, I'm 、、、、、、 scared now, I'm really scared 、、、、、、. I might, I can't stand you.

I was incoherent and squeaked, trying to find a crack in the ground to get into. I thought with hatred in my heart that Luo Shicheng was deliberately embarrassing me, and he was sincerely humiliating me.

Bing'er, why don't you tell the truth? Luo Shicheng's breath sprayed in my ears, and the magnetic voice was amplified several times. Bing'er, in fact, you are not afraid at all, you like it so much! Isn't that right?

I swung my fist hatefully, pounding his solid shoulders one at a time. This man is simply terrible!

Bing'er, you're about to turn into a pink peach now. If you cry again, I'll swallow you in one gulp!" Luo Shicheng tightened his arms, held me in front of his eyes, and looked at me softly.

I gradually stopped crying. Luo Shicheng, you said, if your family knew that I was married for the second time, would they agree to you marrying me? I suddenly remembered the weight that weighed on my heart.

Luo Shicheng smiled slightly. Bing'er, didn't we already get a marriage certificate yesterday? We're already husband and wife, so why bother with whether others agree or not? I have long said that my marriage is my decision, and no one can interfere!

So, Luo Shicheng, what do I have to love you? I'm so ordinary, and I'm married for the second time, could it be that I'm just a stand-in for someone else to you, right? You have a crush on me, maybe just because I look like your girlfriend from the past. I mustered all the courage to finally say what I had been holding in my heart.

I was prepared for the worst. Waiting for a storm to come. I know that this is a sore spot in Luo Shicheng's heart, and it is something that ordinary people never dare to mention easily.

Luo Shicheng was not angry. He had taken my arm earlier and pulled it back coldly. He rolled over and sat up, staring at me with a grim gaze. I timidly met his gaze to hear what he would say.

He didn't say anything, got out of bed and went straight to the bathroom. I could feel the anger in his heart, even though he didn't explode. I kind of regret that I shouldn't have asked him this question. Even if I knew the answer, what could I do? I, a Cinderella, can marry a rich and handsome man like Luo Shicheng, I should be careful and serve everywhere, where can I dare to be hypocritical?

But now, it is too late to regret it, and what you say cannot be taken back. I feel a little sad in my heart, the happiness that has been reached will not be completely ruined by my suspicions, right? What does it mean to be looking for something to do? What do you mean, being in the midst of blessings and not knowing blessings? I finally got it.

Luo Shicheng will definitely not forgive me, because I don't know what to do, because I don't know how to cherish it. And because of me, I don't have self-knowledge. Who do I think I am? Luo Shicheng doesn't dislike my second marriage, it's good enough, I dare to be hypocritical with him!

I stumbled into my dressing gown, walked over to the bedside table, pulled open the drawer, and pulled out the bottle of birth control pill I had hidden in the corner. I poured out two pills and put them in my mouth, thinking that I would not need contraception in the future, and Luo Shicheng would definitely leave me immediately.

There was a damp haze in my eyes, and I wanted to cry out. With the pill in my mouth, I turned around and went to grab the glass on the coffee table. Unexpectedly, he almost crashed into Luo Shicheng's arms! When did he come out of the bathroom? Why didn't I hear any movement?

He stared at me with blazing eyes and reached out to grab my cheeks. Bing'er, whatever you eat, spit it out for me immediately!

I looked at the man in front of me in horror with suppressed anger, and I wanted to swallow the medicine in my mouth quickly, but I had to open my mouth again. The pill in his mouth was forced to be taken out.

My cheeks ached violently and my muscles stiffened. I hurriedly hid the hand holding the medicine bottle behind me and stepped back step by step.

Luo Shicheng's eyes were hideous, he stepped forward and grabbed my wrist. With a slight twist of my backhand, I let go of my hand with a groan. He raised his hand lightly and grabbed the vial.

He looked down at the medicine bottle and sneered, Bing'er, you dare to deliberately waste my bullets? Do you know how precious my bullets are? I said how come you haven't been pregnant. Say, Who gave you this medicine? I guess you don't have the guts yourself!

I looked at Luo Shicheng suspiciously, was he really sure that this was a contraceptive pill? I tentatively explained, don't be angry first, I eat vitamin E, beauty. I looked at him steadily, ready to be killed.

Bing'er, your courage is indeed not small, you are dying, and you dare not tell the truth! The corners of Luo Shicheng's mouth curved, and he let out a sneer. Do you think that I don't recognize this medicine bottle because it is written in a foreign language? If I don't even know the name of the medicine, how can I mix it up abroad?

Luo Shicheng, I do things by myself, and I bought the contraceptive pill myself. You just beat me to death, and I did it myself, and no one taught me! I bit my lip secretly to keep myself from showing that I was empty-hearted.

Well done, Bing'er. Aren't you interested in my upstairs office? Then let's take a step and go to my office! Luo Shicheng pushed me hard, and my waist was pressed against the bedside table, and I almost cried in pain.