July 20th

Luo Shicheng just pushed at me, and I staggered a few steps backwards and slammed into the bedside table behind me. I bared my teeth in pain and burst into tears.

His brow furrowed slightly when he looked at me, but he quickly regained his indifference. He took a few steps forward, blocked in front of me, and said indifferently, Bing'er, do you know it hurts now? Have you ever tried heartache? Your words this morning really hurt my heart! There are not many people who can make me Luo Shicheng's heart sad.

I am now annoyed by my earlier words. Why should I bother with questions that don't matter? Luo Shicheng's past has nothing to do with me. In Luo Shicheng's heart, which woman is stored is not something I can control. Why should I that useless heart? Right now, the most important thing for me is that Luo Shicheng can be good to me and live a good life with me, which is enough. Why am I so greedy to get all of Luo Shicheng?

I was like a child who had done something wrong, and I didn't dare to face Luo Shicheng's gaze. I lowered my eyes, choked up and said, I'm sorry, Luo Shicheng, I shouldn't be so greedy and want more. The marriage you can give me is beyond my imagination. If I hadn't been lucky enough to meet you, I might never have had such a glorious marriage in my life. Even if I'm just a stand-in for a girl to you, that's my great luck in this life. Otherwise, how could I have had the opportunity to get close to someone as high up as you?

Well, Luo Shicheng snorted softly. Bing'er, have you really figured it out? His voice was calm and thick, slightly hoarse, but it contained a certain irresistible power.

I quickly nodded and said, I really figured it out. I don't want to lose the hard-earned you for the sake of greed and curiosity in my heart.

Okay, Bing'er, you hurry up and take a shower and change your clothes. Later, I'll take you to my upstairs office. You're too curious about me, I'll take you up to see enough!

I hummed and hurried to the bathroom. At the moment, what I am most afraid of in my heart is that Luo Shicheng will regret his marriage, and I am afraid that he will never want me again. It was only at this time that I realized how reluctant I was to Luo Shicheng. I've had a deep affection for him, and I've been deeply in love with him, but I haven't realized it yet. It's no wonder that any woman would fall in love with a perfect man like Luo Shicheng at first sight, right?

I went into the bathroom, turned on the shower, and let the water run down. My feelings are complicated, filled with heavy sadness. I suddenly felt that women were stupid sometimes. Whether in a relationship or after entering a marriage, the most insecure woman is often a woman. Women seem to be born with a lack of self-confidence, afraid of losing what they get, and wanting to get what they lose. suffers from gains and losses, lacks reason, and has been a slave to emotions all his life.

A woman is difficult to mature all her life. A mature person will do what he is supposed to do. The immature person will do what he likes to do. Women are capricious, not cute, but the embodiment of brainless retardation.

A woman can't tolerate her husband's heart, there are other women, and they always want to dig out all the secrets in their husband's heart. But have you thought about it, even if you catch evidence of your husband's cheating, what can you do? Are you really ready for divorce?

If you don't dare to break the kettle and decisively divorce, then even if you get all the stolen goods and arrest your husband and mistress for a current sentence, what's the point? In addition to damaging the majesty of your main room, making the mistress sneer at you, and rationalizing your husband's cheating, what other practical benefits can you bring to yourself?

For example, I mind Luo Shicheng's inner world very much, I want to know if he has other women in his heart besides me? The answer to this is obviously yes. In his heart, he pretended to be Gu Ya, that woman. His love for me may just be a love affair, or it may not be love at all. But now he is willing to marry me, and he has given me the most solemn marriage. If I go back to dwelling on my own heart problems, so I completely annoy Luo Shicheng and divorce me, then will I be considered more than I gain?

I admit that if I bury the doubts in my heart, I will carry the pain and burden for the rest of my life. But is there any other choice for me? As a woman, I feel helpless and humiliated. However, in order to be with Luo Shicheng forever, I have to do this. This is what I should do.

Although, it's not an act I like. The behavior I like is willful and straightforward, doing my own thing, and being the only one. However, if I treat Luo Shicheng with this attitude, will my marriage last? I love Luo Shicheng and I don't want to lose him, let alone this hard-won marriage, so I can only make compromises. Other than that, there is no alternative.

Outside the bathroom door, there was a sudden knock. Bing'er, have you finished taking a shower, and it takes so long? Luo Shicheng knocked on the door outside the door, urging softly. I came to my senses, quickly turned off the shower head, hurriedly dried up, and changed into a watery pink dress.

I hurriedly opened the bathroom door and saw Luo Shicheng sitting in front of the coffee table, looking at me thoughtfully. On the coffee table, a simple and nutritious breakfast is placed. I was a little surprised, I thought he was angry and wouldn't prepare breakfast for me? I slowly walked over to the coffee table and sat down carefully across from him. The long, seaweed-like hair was splashing down before it had time to dry it.

Luo Shicheng didn't say a word, walked up to me, and grabbed one of my arms. Go, Bing'er, follow me!

I was overwhelmed and got up and followed him into the bathroom. He pressed me in front of the mirror, picked up the hair dryer, plugged it in, and gently blew my hair on my behalf. Bing'er, do you know that your hair is wet and you are prone to colds?

My heart warmed, and I whispered yes, letting him move his fingers and gently flick his long black hair. It didn't take long for my hair to be blown up.

Luo Shicheng put down the hair dryer and looked at me intently. Bing'er, you don't want to have a baby for me? That's why you're taking birth control pills behind my back?

I looked at him in horror. Hurry up and say, it's not like this, I'm willing to have a child for you, but I'm afraid that your feelings for me won't last long、、、、、、

Luo Shicheng shook his head helplessly. Bing'er, marriage is a man's greatest promise to a woman, and I have given it to you. What else do you have to worry about? If you really don't want to have children, then we can not have children for a while, and I can even promise not to touch you again!

My heart sank. He said he could stop touching me. Does that mean he's going to put me in the cold for good? Is this a prelude to him preparing to divorce me? All this is self-inflicted, self-inflicted, self-inflicted. But I really can't bear Luo Shicheng, and I really don't want to lose him.

I bit my lower lip hatefully, closed my eyes hard, and opened them. I was determined to let go of my pride and beg the man in front of me to forgive me. Luo Shicheng, I won't dare to make you angry in the future, I was wrong, can you not give up on me? Can you give me a chance to make amends?

I finished these words with difficulty, waiting for Luo Shicheng's answer. But he remained silent and refused to answer a word. My heart is cold, how can such a proud man as he endure a woman like me who doesn't know what to do? The suspicion of him in my heart, and the fact that I dared to take birth control pills behind his back, deeply broke his heart. He must have been so disappointed in me that he no longer had a trace of affection.

I thought of this, and walked past him in despair, wanting to get out of here as quickly as possible, so that I could find a place where no one was around.

Did I let you go? Bing'er? Behind him, Luo Shicheng's cold and lofty voice came.

I turned around in horror and faced him, not daring to look up at him.

Bing'er, let me ask you a few questions, and you have to answer them honestly. How many times have you taken birth control pills behind my back? Also, even if I still love other women in my heart, what are you going to do with me? Are you going to divorce me?

I slowly lifted my eyes and looked into his pool-deep eyes. I don't plan to divorce you because I can't bear you. Birth control pills, I only took them three times because I don't have a good memory. I said it crisply, and I couldn't tell what was going on in his heart.

Well, Bing'er, for the sake of your good attitude of admitting your mistakes today, I'll let you go first. However, I have something to say to you, and I hope you never forget. First, in my Luo Shicheng's dictionary, there will never be the word divorce. Take 10,000 steps back, if you break my taboo one day, I can imprison you or abolish you, but I will never divorce you. Second, husband and wife must be of one heart and one mind, if they do not have the same mind, how can they walk together? Thirdly, as a wife, you must be faithful to me, unconditionally. Otherwise, once I find out that you are outside, there is any wind and grass, I promise to make your life worse than death! Bing'er, you have to keep these words of mine firmly in your heart.

Luo Shicheng's face showed a domineering and ruthless aura. The eyes are deep, and the gaze is like an arrow. I hurriedly said to him, I remember your words, and I can do it.

Luo Shicheng nodded with satisfaction. We quickly finished breakfast and went to his office together.

We took the elevator and quickly reached the office floor. The security guards in the hallway are all unfamiliar faces. Luo Shicheng nodded slightly at them, and they stood upright and gave a solemn military salute to Luo Shicheng.

Luo Shicheng opened the door of the office, and I walked into the living room with some embarrassment. I remembered the night before, when I had come here secretly, and I felt a little embarrassed. I'm worried that Luo Shicheng will talk and mock me.

However, instead of uttering sarcastic words, he took me straight to the huge surveillance screen. Bing'er, don't you like to watch this? You didn't finish reading it that day, did you? Then I will give you this right today, and you can watch it as much as you want. This is my secret place, and you can't tell anyone anything about it, you know?

I nodded earnestly. Luo Shicheng turned around and walked out, not knowing what to do.

I casually opened the drawer at the bottom of the screen and found that there were many videotapes in the drawer, numbered on the back of the videotapes. I grabbed a cassette with the number 608 and put it in the card slot at the bottom of the screen.

At this time, I heard the sound of someone locking the door outside. It should be Luo Shicheng who went out, right? I'm right on the hook, so I can see enough without hesitation.

I pressed the play button, and Gu Ya's figure immediately appeared on the screen. Gu Ya's emotions seemed to be very excited, and she cried loudly while frantically taking off the dress on her body. It was supposed to be late at night, the room was dimly lit, and it was pitch black outside the window.

Luo Shicheng's figure also appeared on the screen. He was wearing a white shirt and his face was furious. As he approached Gu Ya, he loosened the tie around his neck with all his might.

When Gu Ya reappeared in the camera, she was already like a newborn baby, without a trace of mortality. She howled loudly, why do you do this to me? Why are you doing this to me? She was like a collapsed trapped beast, frantically pounced on Luo Shicheng.