Chapter 26: Ambiguity

May 20th

Luo Shicheng left the psychological counseling room, and immediately after, I heard Zhang Xun's implicit confession. My brain, for a moment, was messy. How could you be so lucky? Both of these men are excellent men, and they will actually like me. I've always lived in humility, and this kind of thing is something I never dared to think about.

However, I have already promised Luo Shicheng. You can't be too greedy, I secretly warned myself.

Zhang Xun took the lead in breaking the awkward atmosphere. Bai Bing, let's work, there is an appointment consultation in the afternoon.

I hurriedly agreed, and walked towards the back room.

White ice, etc. Zhang Xun called me softly. Bai Bing, the first day you came back to work, I want to invite you to a meal and celebrate.

I looked at Zhang Xun with flattery. The introverted big boy in front of me offered to invite me to dinner for the first time. I hesitated, unable to refuse his kindness.

Mr. Zhang, do you think this will work? I happened to have a girlfriend last night, so if you don't mind, let's celebrate together, okay? My best friend is my classmate in college, named Du Xiaofan, who is righteous. I finished and looked at him expectantly.

Zhang Xun was stunned for a moment, and instantly showed a friendly smile again. Well, well, if your girlfriend doesn't mind.

That's it, after getting off work that day, Zhang Xun and I went straight to the pre-agreed "Xi's Cuisine" and met Du Xiaofan. This restaurant is a famous Japanese restaurant, and the seafood is imported from overseas, so it tastes very good. In the past, Du Xiaofan often invited me here for dinner.

Zhang Xun and I walked into the hotel lobby and saw Du Xiaofan sitting in the window seat. She had already seen us and smiled and waved to us.

I introduced Zhang Xun and Du Xiaofan, although they met for the first time, they were not overly restrained.

When Du Xiaofan saw me, he held my hand tightly and touched my face distressedly. Bai Bing, you are really in a big disaster this time, why didn't you tell me about such a big thing?

I looked at Du Xiaofan, who had short hair and acted like a tomboy, and smiled happily. From my college classmates until I came to work in the city, Du Xiaofan has always taken care of me, just like his family. Between us, there is no distinction between you and me.

Xiaofan, I'm fine now, don't worry. In those days, I was in a terrible mood and told you all about what I had experienced. Fortunately, it's all settled now. I smiled and comforted Du Xiaofan, I saw tears in her clear eyes, I didn't want her to cry. If she cries, I'm sure I want to cry too. The past, but thinking about it, is full of sad things.

The dishes I ordered were all served slowly. Zhang Xun ordered juice for himself, and he said that he was driving tonight and could not drink. Du Xiaofan, ordered a sake for her and me, she said, I must get drunk tonight, just for my great calamity.

I was so gracious that I had to sacrifice my life to accompany the gentleman, and everything was arranged by Du Xiaofan.

After the wine glasses of the three of them were full, Du Xiaofan rolled up his sleeves, raised his glass excitedly, and proposed, everyone here tonight is his own person, so don't be restrained, let's let go. Expert Zhang, please get up too, don't laugh at us. After Du Xiaofan finished speaking, he drank all the wine in the cup.

I followed Du Xiaofan's rhythm and drank all the wine in the cup. This is the rule between me and Du Xiaofan, don't talk about drinking, either do it all or don't drink.

Zhang Xun elegantly drank the juice in the cup and got up to pour wine for me and Du Xiaofan. Two beauties, drink as much as you want, and I'll pour you wine tonight. I'm happy to be with you.

Du Xiaofan and I are embarrassed to let the famous psychologist pour us wine. However, Zhang Xun is no longer as reserved as usual tonight, but like a simple and happy college student, straightforward and simple. Xiaofan and I, after a few glasses of wine, are ethereal, and we no longer care about so many etiquette.

When a person drinks wine, he will talk more. Du Xiaofan, like a child who doesn't grow up, has a cute baby face, and is covered with blush at this time. A pair of big eyes, sparkling at me. After a long time, she began to scold Ma Chu for not being a human being, but a brute, and said that Ma Chu should change his name and call him Ma Animal.

Zhang Xun couldn't help laughing. He seems to enjoy being around simple and innocent girls like us. Du Xiaofan and I are both simple-minded people. Especially Du Xiaofan, who is straightforward and fast-talking, loves and hates clearly, and will repay him. Although she is a girl, she has a chivalrous heart and courage, and she is a tomboy alive.

Du Xiaofan, scolding Ma Chu enough, it is rare to be quiet. After a while, Du Xiaofan toasted me with another glass of sake. She put down her wine glass, slapped the table suddenly, and said to me, Bai Bing, you have to learn from the pain, you must find a rich and handsome man, and kill that brute of Ma Chu! You don't feel inferior because you get married for the second time in the future. Although you have a marriage certificate with Ma Chu, you are still a virgin. So, you must not be presumptuous, you must not give yourself a discount!

Du Xiaofan's heartfelt words, I was really moved when I listened to it. But there was Zhang Xun sitting next to her, and she said it so bluntly that it made me restless. Xiao Fan, Xiao Fan, can you say something else? I hurriedly gave Xiao Fan a look and reminded her that there was a big man sitting next to her.

Du Xiaofan only understood at this time. She looked at Zhang Xun, grinned, and looked at me again. She looked like a mischievous child.

Zhang Xun smiled calmly and told us not to mind, he didn't hear anything just now. Du Xiaofan, this time he laughed even more happily.

I sat on one side with a red face and a thick neck, feeling embarrassed. However, I can't do anything about Du Xiaofan.

Du Xiaofan and I were already half drunk. After we drank three pots of sake, Du Xiaofan asked for two more bottles of dry red, and asked us to have one bottle in our hands and one in our hands. At the wine table, I have always been obedient to Du Xiaofan, and I will drink whatever she says. So, at this moment, I feel that I and Du Xiaofan have begun to drink stupidly.

I stood up and wanted to go to the bathroom, and asked Du Xiaofan if he was going? She waved her hand drunkenly, saying that she drank the most conscientious and never leaked alcohol, unlike me! I looked at her, praised her, and prepared to go to the bathroom by myself. I felt dizzy in my head, and as soon as I took a step, I felt that my legs were starting to weaken.

Zhang Xun followed me and said that he also wanted to go to the bathroom. We walked to the bathroom together, Zhang Xun carefully supported me, and asked me if it mattered, right?

I raised my hand and brushed the long hair around my ear and said, it doesn't matter. I told him that Du Xiaofan and I are like sisters, so we don't have any scruples about each other.

Zhang Xun smiled generously, and he said softly, he was very envious of us. said that Du Xiaofan and I are both very beautiful and simple girls. He also said that Du Xiaofan is like a boy's personality and is very cute.

The distance from the seat to the toilet is not too close. We walked through the hall, turned left, and came to the end of the place, surrounded by green vines, which was the bathroom. In front of the door of the bathroom, there is a cave. The old trees with their intertwined roots, their broad green leaves, and the small pond with the sound of the water and the red goldfish swimming around.

I walked towards the bathroom. Zhang Xun hurriedly told me, saying that he would wait for me here later, and told me not to run around.

I nodded in agreement, and in a daze, pushed open the bathroom door. I felt like I was drinking too much tonight, and I told myself not to make a fool of myself, to restrain myself, and to talk less. The way a woman talks drunk is not good-looking. Before I came out, I rinsed my face with cold water a few times, trying to sober myself up and not be too embarrassed.

I walked out of the bathroom and saw Zhang Xun at a glance. He looked at me quietly, smiled, and stepped forward to put his arm around me. Ask me, Bai Bing, are you really sure you're okay?

I nodded firmly at him and told him that Du Xiaofan and I were massive. As soon as I finished speaking, I saw that the smile on Zhang Xun's face became stronger and stronger, even to the extent that he couldn't stop laughing. I vaguely realized that I had just said something drunk.

I walked towards the small pond in front of the door, staring blankly at the little fish swimming freely. I gently put my hand into the water, and the fish ran away. I said abruptly, little fish, don't like me.

Zhang Xun pulled my hand out of the water and held it in the palm of his hand. He looked at me intently and said, Xiaoyu likes you, how can you not like it? We all like you.

I looked back at Zhang Xun's affectionate gaze, and my thoughts were flying and messy. At this moment, I seem to have forgotten the mundane world, as if I am in another world.

At this moment, a chubby young man passed in front of us. Strangely, he walked over and then came back and stared at me again and again. Zhang Xun turned his back to the man, still looking at me intoxicated. I, on the other hand, suddenly felt that the man was a little familiar.

When Zhang Xun and I returned to the hall, we were surprised to see Luo Shicheng walking in from the outside. He spotted us at a glance and walked towards us with a smile.

Okay, you guys, come out for a drink, and you won't call me? Luo Shicheng pretended to be angry. By the way, Bing'er, didn't you say you had an appointment at night? Could it be that the person who made the appointment was you, Teacher Zhang Xun, who still kept it a secret from me.

I hurriedly pointed to the seat near the window and said, look, the girl sitting there is my best friend, her name is Du Xiaofan. It just so happened that Mr. Zhang also had time today, so we came together. Luo Shicheng's eyes stared at me deadly, as if I was a child who had done something wrong.

The three of us returned to our seats together, and I introduced Luo Shicheng and Du Xiaofan. Xiaofan, this Mr. Luo is my savior.

When Du Xiaofan heard this, he immediately pulled Luo Shicheng to drink. Luo Shicheng didn't shirk it, he happily picked up the wine glass and drank it all. provoked Du Xiaofan and praised him again and again.

Luo Shicheng and Du Xiaofan kept pushing the cup and changing the lamp, as if they were old friends who had known each other for eight lifetimes.

Zhang Xun and I watched them silently, sometimes looking at each other and smiling. Zhang Xun poured me a glass of juice, we clinked glasses, and drank slowly.

Du Xiaofan glanced at the juice in my hand and was unwilling. She shouted sharply, Bai Bing, how can you do this? Didn't you say that you were good at drinking, how could you secretly rebel and drink juice instead?

Bai Bing's words made everyone laugh. I hurriedly put down the juice and coquettishly yelled at Du Xiaofan, but he only drank a little bit.

Du Xiaofan glared at me fiercely. Picking up the bottle of red wine, he poured me a full glass mercilessly. Bai Bing, make up for it, hurry up!

I reluctantly picked up my glass and drank it reluctantly. Xiaofan, I'm a little too drunk and don't dare to drink anymore.

Zhang Xun proposed, it's not too early, or let's go back, we have to work tomorrow.

Luo Shicheng said, okay. Then we'll have a pot of tea, talk, and then we'll go back to our respective homes.

Luo Shicheng made a phone call, and then a chubby man came over with a teapot in one hand and a fruit bowl in the other. I could see clearly this time, this man was the same person who had passed by the bathroom door earlier.

Luo Shicheng pointed to the chubby man and introduced, this is my hair boy, Xicheng. This restaurant is owned by him. Xi Cheng greeted everyone one by one, with a smile on his face. When he greeted me, he paused, and then asked me with a smile, "This lady, should I call you sister-in-law?"

My face instantly caught fire, hot and hot. Du Xiaofan looked at me puzzled, and asked me loudly, what the hell is hidden here?

I was speechless, and then I remembered that this Xi Cheng had seen it in the hospital. Zhang Xun was also silent and did not speak.

Luo Shicheng laughed and stood up. Come, I'm here, my girlfriend, Bai Bing! She will soon become, my Luo Shicheng's wife!

Xi Cheng smiled happily. I was so ashamed that I had nowhere to hide, so I sat on a wooden ground, not knowing what to say.

Du Xiaofan looked at me dissatisfied, okay, Bai Bing, you don't report such a big matter to me, you don't even take me seriously!

Xiaofan, I whispered to her in disgust, didn't I have time yet? Besides, things aren't what you think they are.

Luo Shicheng looked at me sharply, and said to me word by word, you love me, or you don't love me, love is there, no increase or decrease!

As soon as Luo Shicheng's words fell, there was a whistle next to him. We looked up and walked over a tall, thin, handsome boy. He smiled and greeted everyone one by one. Then, he gave Luo Shicheng a thumbs up and praised Luo Shicheng for being a good man!

Luo Shicheng raised his hand to light a cigarette, pointed to the whistling man in front of him and said, his name is Zhang Feng, and he is also my hair child, and he has been following me.

Everyone sat down one after another, replaced the wine with tea, and talked for a while. Then, they left the hotel together.

Du Xiaofan was sent home by Zhang Xun. Luo Shicheng and I were sent home by Zhang Feng.

On this summer night, the lazy and warm breeze slowly blew through people's hearts. The faint fragrance of flowers, indistinguishable by name, fills the air viscously, ambiguously teasing the lonely heart.

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After reading this diary, I thought about it for a long time. It turned out that Xi Cheng was the owner of the "Xi Cuisine" restaurant. Zhang Feng, the taxi driver I met after I lost my memory, was actually Luo Shicheng's person.

Xi Cheng and Zhang Feng are both Luo Shicheng's haircuts.

Du Xiaofan, my only best friend, where is she now? She must know about my amnesia, so why didn't she come to me?

Starting tomorrow, I want to look for Du Xiaofan first.

What Luo Shicheng did not tell me about Du Xiaofan's existence. Is he preventing Du Xiaofan from meeting me?