May 5th

Today is the beginning of summer. I got off the bus and walked briskly through the city's night traffic to the beach by the trestle.

The salty smell of the fresh sea breeze was a taste that fascinated me, a feast for my taste that I couldn't breathe until I died.

My name is Bai Bing, and after graduating from university, I came to the coastal city of "Tianfeng North City", and now I work as an assistant in a psychological counseling room. Next month, I will get married, and the other party is a local, and my parents are both civil servants.

Although my future in-laws don't look down on me as a foreigner and dislike me for having no father or mother, I can't be the master of my son, so I have to compromise in the end.

I have a small hair, and I'm in the city. His name is Yu Gang, two years older than me, and he is my childhood sweetheart, and he has no guesses. He's my boyfriend, and I don't have anything to say to him.

Ever since I was a child, I have regarded Yu Gang as my older brother. He is now in the city, running a decoration company, and he renovated my wedding room.

I came to the beach tonight at the invitation of Yu Gang. He said on the phone that he wanted to see me one last time before I got married, because it would not be so convenient to get along with me in the future.

After I hung up Yu Gang's phone, my nose was sour for a long time, and my eyes were full of tears. Yu Gang is like my real relative, always with me.

I still don't know who my father is. My mother, when I was in junior high school, married abroad, leaving me to live alone in a huge house. If it weren't for Yu Gang, I don't know what would have happened to me?

I looked at the blue sea, listened to the noise of the waves, and felt the emptiness of life. I walked up the steep steps along the embankment and walked down cautiously, my slender heels stepping on the sand as if I would slip at any moment.

"Bing'er, when you come to the beach, you still wear high heels, aren't you afraid of falling?" A pair of big strong hands held my arm. It was Yu Gang's familiar voice, and I looked up, and there was a tall figure standing in front of me.

"Brother Gang, I got off work late today, and I didn't have time to change my shoes. Why is it so big? Have you been drinking? With Yu Gang's support, I walked down the steps step by step and stood on the soft sand.

"Bing'er, aren't you going to get married? I'm happy, but it's always a little bit unpleasant. Yu Gang muttered, a little choked in his tone.

My eyes suddenly became misty and I felt like crying.

Yu Gang is my only relative in the world. It's the kind of relatives in the true sense of the word, even though we are not related by blood.

Yu Gang stopped and looked at me. His eyes seemed to be covered with droplets, full of misty. His face, burned red with alcohol, seemed to be a burning flame. He looked at me with a flickering look, sometimes eager, sometimes evasive, as if he was hesitating about something.

I was a little dazed, it was the first time I couldn't see through his eyes. He suddenly approached me, put his hand around my waist, and took me across his arms. When I was a child, he often hugged me like this when it was difficult to travel in rain and snow.

I looked around a little shyly. On the beach, there are only a few sparse people. The neon lights on the opposite side of the highway are shining on the beach. Yu Gang held me in his arms and walked along the coastline, away from the lights, which was a dark coast.

Yu Gang put me down, took off his beige trench coat, and spread it on the ground. I gathered the wide skirt of pure white cotton together and sat down. Yu Gang also sat with me and took out a few cans of beer from his backpack.

He opened a can of beer and handed it to me. Then, he opened a can of beer, craned his neck, and drank it all in one gulp. I stopped him with some apprehension, he was obviously drunk to-night, and if he drank any more, he would probably be unconscious.

"Brother Gang, you can't drink anymore. Later, if you're drunk, I won't be able to carry you. "I don't know what happened to him to be so sad.

"Bing'er, are you really going to marry Ma Chu? Have you thought it through? Yu Gang asked me with red eyes.

"Well, of course I thought about it. I'm a foreigner, so it's good to be able to find someone in this city. I said from the bottom of my heart. Since I was a child, I would only be distracted by Yu Gang.

Yu Gang lowered his head and didn't speak for a long time. I looked at him strangely, and my gaze swept to the dark blue sea beyond.

Not far away, on the beach, a decommissioned old ship rests. In the darkness, there seemed to be a figure leaning against the side of the ship, and a red dot flickered from time to time, which should be a cigarette that had not yet burned out.

"Bing'er, I'm also in this city, why can't you marry me?" Yu Gang, the words that suddenly came out of nowhere, like a thunderbolt from a sunny day, fell on my head.

For the first time, I knew that Yu Gang had this kind of thought about me. I never thought about him, I just thought of him as an older brother from the bottom of my heart. He was selfless, uncomplaining, unreserved, and gave everything he had to me. I thought it was a strong family relationship.

"Brother Gang, did you drink too much, didn't you treat me as a sister? I've always regarded you as my own brother. ”

Yu Gang suddenly let out a suppressed cry, full of despair in his grief. Bing'er, I'll tell you now, it's not too late for me to love you, right? I thought you would understand my mind. However, I didn't expect that you really didn't understand me.

I am awake like a dream, and the family affection in front of me is actually mixed with love. Perhaps, family affection and love are integrated with each other and penetrate each other. Brother Gang, Ma Chu and I have already received a marriage certificate, and it is impossible to change it.

I looked at Yu Gang apologetically. Yu Gang's spirit suddenly became trance-like, and he stared at me deadly, pressing me under him all at once. Bing'er, you promise me tonight that you will be with me for the rest of your life, otherwise、、、、、、 we will all die together! I can't stand the feeling of losing you.

I was suddenly at a loss for what to do, looking at Yu Gang who had lost his mind, and my heart was full of fear. Brother Gang, don't scare me, you didn't treat me like this before, I'm your sister. I struggled to push him away, but I couldn't do anything with all my might.

Bing'er, you are like my own sister. However, I also want you to be my wife. I like you, I love you, I just haven't had the courage to say it. It wasn't until you were about to get married that I realized I was finally going to lose you. I'll just ask you one last time, will you promise to be my wife?

I shook my head resolutely, my body trembling with panic. Brother Gang, you are just my brother, and I have no love for you. Yu Gang's tears welled up in his eyes, and he looked up at the gray sky, crying and laughing in despair. Then, he jerked out a shiny dagger from his pocket.

I exclaimed, desperately, what are you going to do? You are my closest person, and you will never hurt me! I looked at Yu Gang in disbelief, he was the person I trusted the most.

I shoved his dagger-holding arm away and rolled over to try to run away. At this moment, a white cold light pierced towards my abdomen. I fell down heavily, smelling a smell of blood in the fog, and my white dress turned red in an instant.

At the last moment when I closed my eyes, I heard Yu Gang's sad cry. Not far away, the red dot that had been flickering and disappearing was moving rapidly towards me.

When I woke up, I found myself lying in the hospital. At the bedside stood an extremely handsome and tall young man. Who he is, I've never seen him. His face, with its sword eyebrows and big eyes, was sharp and angular, and it was breathtakingly beautiful. It's just that his eyes are full of rebelliousness and an unstoppable spirit.

"Hello, you've finally woken up. My name is Luo Shicheng, and I saw you stabbed at the beach last night, so I took you to the hospital. The murderer, who has been taken away by the police, is the one I reported to the police. Do you have any other relatives? ”

I just wanted to say thank you, but when I heard that Yu Gang had been taken away by the police, my heart couldn't help but burn with anger. No matter how well Yu Gang treats me, he is also my relative. Without him, I would be unaccompanied in this world.

I used all my strength to cry and question the man named Luo Shicheng in front of me. "Who told you to be nosy? Who told you to call the police? What qualifications do you have to call the police! ”

The strange man in front of me was stunned by my unusual questioning. His handsome face swept a trace of awe, and he frowned solemnly. "I said you little girl, I really don't know what to do. I am your savior, and instead of thanking me for my great kindness, you even blame me! ”

At this time, two policemen walked in through the door of the ward. They asked me to give an account of what happened that night. I eagerly told them that Yu Gang, who was taken away by them, was not a bad person, he was my relative, and begged them to release him quickly.

The policeman stopped recording and looked at me in bewilderment. However, the person has already admitted his crime, and it is indeed he who assassinated you. Moreover, he has also truthfully explained the reason for the crime, and he said that he can't stand to watch you marry someone else.

By the way, we contacted your fiancé Ma Chu through your mobile phone that night. We told him what happened. But he said that he didn't understand the emotional entanglement between you and Yu Gang.

Machu is a gynecologist who works at the municipal hospital. Why didn't he stay with me? After I woke up from the hospital bed, the first person I saw was not my fiancé, but the strange man Luo Shicheng.

My heart was cold, and my mind was in chaos, as if the end of the world was approaching. I pleaded with the police to spare Yu Gang, and I did not want to hold him legally responsible.

The police hospitalized me with peace of mind and stressed that the law is serious and fair. Other than that, there was no response to my request.

As soon as the two policemen walked out of the ward, Ma Chu walked in in a white coat. On his face, there was not the slightest concern, but a long-fermented resentment.

Ma Chu glanced at me and said to me coldly, "My parents already know about you. Now, your story has spread all over the streets. My parents are both people with status and love face, and they can't accept a woman like you who has troubled feelings. ”

I looked at Ma Chu in disbelief, how could he say such a mouthful of words to me when my life and death were uncertain? He's my fiancé, and we're going to get married next month.

I feebly asked Ma Chu what he meant by his words. He didn't say a word, just looked at me with contempt.

"Ma Chu, you can do without me, but you can't insult my personality. Yu Gang and I are small, we are innocent, and there is nothing dirty about it. I cried out in pain.

"Hmph, Bai Bing, do you think I'm a three- or two-year-old child? If you are innocent with Yu Gang, then why did he assassinate you before you got married, you can tell me! "Ma Chu, sneering at me with disdain.

I thought about it and was speechless. Even if I tell the truth about that night, no one will speculate. However, Yu Gang and I are indeed innocent, we are just brothers and sisters.

Seeing that I had nothing to say, Ma Chu sneered proudly and threw me a bank card.

"Bai Bing, there are 20,000 yuan in this card, which is a little compensation I made to you for the sake of my past feelings. After you are discharged from the hospital, let's get out of the marriage and go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to go through the divorce procedures. I don't owe you anything, and if it weren't for your unaccompanied, I wouldn't have given you these 20,000 yuan for nothing. ”

I raised my weak arm and dropped the bank card on the ground. I tried my best to hold back the well-flowing tears, and with all the strength I had left, I said to Ma Chu, "Get out of here at once!" If you had half feelings for me, you wouldn't have disbelieved me like that. After I am discharged from the hospital, I will go through the divorce procedures with you immediately, and I don't want to see you again in my life! ”

Ma Chu glanced at me with disdain, bent down to pick up the bank card on the ground, and walked away. I started crying loudly, and halfway through the cry, I remembered that there was a strange man beside me.

I immediately wiped the tears from my face with the back of my hand and pursed my lips as if I was strong. The strange man, with his hands in his trouser pockets, paced up to me. He looked at me with interest, and a helpless smile crossed his lips.

"Little girl, it's okay, it's all on this, and it's still so strong. My business card, right under your pillow, you can call me anytime you need anything. I've hired a nurse for you, and I've paid the hospital deposit, so you can just recuperate. This strange man named Luo Shicheng said the most heartwarming words to me with a cynical demeanor.

"Thank you, money, I'll pay you back. I'm not sick, I'm normal. "I said weakly, I want him to go quickly, I want to cry bitterly.

Luo Shicheng looked at me with amusement, shook his head, and smiled helplessly. Then, he turned around and walked to a middle-aged woman at the door, solemnly admonishing something. The woman must have been the nurse he had hired.

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After reading the first diary, I was shocked. It turned out that Ma Chu was so ruthless at the beginning, and when I was not a servant, he actually proposed to divorce me in front of the hospital bed. How could he be such a person?

Yu Gang is my hair younger, only two years older than me. He must be the person who takes the most care of me in this world. How is he doing now? It must have been sentenced in the first place, right? So is he out of prison now? If his sentence had expired, would he still be running the former decorating company? I really wanted to meet this man, but I don't remember him at all, and even if I met him on the street, I was afraid that I would pass by.

Luo Shicheng turned out to be my life-saving benefactor. He is gracious to me. But he never mentioned it to me.

I closed the journal and put it in my bag. It was already dark outside, and night was coming again. When I wake up tomorrow morning, my memory will be refreshed again. No, I'm going to write down everything that happened today as soon as possible.

I took out the journal I was using and wrote down everything that happened today. Before he could close his journal, there was a knock on the door. "Bing'er, are you in there?" It was Luo Shicheng's voice.

How would he know I was here? Odd.

Before I could get up and open the door, the door was opened. Luo Shicheng broke in in a hurry, stepped over in a few steps, and said nervously: "Bing'er, what's wrong?" You came here out of the blue, and you didn't say hello to me. You haven't eaten yet, you're hungry, aren't you? ”

His temperament was very anxious, and without waiting for me to answer, he directly dialed a phone call: "Hey, you hurry up and send two dinners to 608, as well as two bundles of fresh orange juice!" ”

I got up and looked at him, and he had saved my life! I leaned gently into his arms and murmured, "Thank you, Luo Shicheng." "I wanted to cry at the moment, but I held back my tears. Without telling him, I found an old diary.

He held my cheeks with both hands, looked at me with deep eyes, and said, "Bing'er, tell you something." I've changed to a male secretary, you can check it out one day and help me check it. If you're not satisfied, I can change it again. That Gu Ya, I arranged for her to go to a branch in the field. ”

I suddenly felt a little embarrassed, and Luo Shicheng seemed to see through my thoughts. I was embarrassed and said, "Why change secretaries?" That Gu Ya is very good, she is so considerate and caring for you, and she is also beautiful. ”

Luo Shicheng looked into my eyes and suddenly smiled: "Bing'er, is this your true words?" I don't need anyone else's care. With you by my side, it's enough! With that, he leaned over and pressed me against the edge of the bed, his soft lips pressed heavily against me.