May 10th

After I was discharged from the hospital, I moved to an apartment on the outskirts of the city. This apartment, which is very famous in the local area, is managed as a hotel, and is cleaned every day. The name of the apartment is Luo's compound. Most of the people who live here are singles.

The fact that I was assassinated and then divorced was spread on the local Internet. The so-called truth has been woven into a bloody drama with ups and downs by rumors. No one, cares about the real facts. There is no one who cares about my situation.

The truth does not change because of rumors. I firmly believe that it will surface over time. Besides, now that I'm in a predicament, I can't care about the truth. The owner of the counseling room where he worked before was a gentle and kind man. He is a doctor of psychology who returned from studying in the United States, and his name is Zhang Xun. Handsome, gentle, knowledgeable, but always single. When he heard about me, he told me to recuperate at home for half a year before going to work.

If I don't go to work, what do I eat and drink? Zhang Xun is probably the most benevolent boss. As if he had guessed my concerns, he told me that my salary would be paid while I was recuperating. When I heard this, I was so moved. In the dilemma that you have no source of livelihood, money is the most important thing to test the true feelings of the world. Until survival is not guaranteed, dignity can only be a childish joke.

On the day I was discharged from the hospital, Luo Shicheng, who was not familiar with me, came to the hospital. This strange and arrogant man really made my heart grateful. He said that he heard from the nurse that after I was discharged from the hospital, I would move to the "Luojia Compound" apartment, so he specially brought two brothers to help me move.

Only then did I notice that behind Luo Shicheng, there were two men, one fat and one thin. Through the introduction, I learned that the fat man was called Xi Cheng, and the thin man next to him was called Zhang Feng. Seeing that their clothes are not ordinary people, the clothes seem to be casual, but they are actually high-end brands. The fat man had a smile on his face and was amiable. The thin man's face was not smiling, and he stood coolly and indifferently, and his demeanor was good.

I hesitated for a moment and did not refuse Luo Shicheng's help. I'm isolated now, and I don't want to be unhappy with myself for the sake of Qinggao. Just as we came to the hospital corridor, we met the neat and neat Ma Chu. He was dressed in a white lab coat and spotlessly clean.

"Bai Bing, this is discharged? When you're free, let's go through the divorce procedures. Ma Chu, his face was cold, and he didn't even have a hint of false concern. My heart twitched secretly, and I wanted to cry because of my grievances. He almost became my husband's man. Now, with my wounds so badly wounded that he treats me like a stranger. Is this love? I have been in love with him for less than two years, and there is no shortage of vows during this period. But what about the vows? Does he remember?

I wanted to divorce him as soon as possible, but my heart was already broken by his ruthlessness. But now, when I see his zombie face, I can't help but be indignant. I calmly said to him, "Why are you in a hurry? Didn't you see that I was just ready to be discharged from the hospital? When I'm healed, I'll let you know how to go through the formalities! ”

"Bai Bing, you won't be so shameless that you want to drag it out without a divorce, right? You cheated first, do you still want to rely on me? "Ma Chu, as soon as I heard that I couldn't go to the Civil Affairs Bureau with him immediately, I immediately turned my face.

"Oh, this is Dr. Ma's fiancée? I've heard for a long time that you look like a fairy, why is this heart so vicious? You're going to marry Dr. Ma next month, and you're going to have a private meeting with your lover. Now, you have been stabbed with a knife by your lover, do you still have to pay this account to Dr. Ma's head? Out of nowhere, a young female nurse appeared in front of Ma Chu and counted me down domineeringly.

The nurse was very slender and beautiful. She is a weak woman, and she actually protects Ma Chu, a big man, behind her, which makes me have to think about the relationship between the two of them.

"Little nurse, you are so protective of Ma Chu, aren't you so anxious to marry him? Please speak, be responsible, speak with evidence. Otherwise, you are slander! "I was not afraid of this woman in the slightest, and I turned my lips at her.

The little nurse's face turned red in an instant, and it seemed that I was really taken seriously by me.

Ma Chu pulled the little nurse aside and said impatiently: "Chen Jiao, hurry up and hurry up with yours, there are patients waiting for infusions over there." ”

The little nurse pursed her lips, glared at me fiercely, and turned away.

I walked forward with my feet up, trying to get out of this place as quickly as possible. All around, surrounded by people watching the excitement, pointing at me. But one of my arms was grabbed by Ma Chu.

"Bai Bing, if you don't go through the divorce procedures with me immediately, I won't be done with you today!" Ma Chu thought that I really wanted to rely on him, and his eyes were red with anger.

At this moment, a tall figure stood in front of my eyes, grabbed Ma Chu and grabbed my wrist. I looked up and saw that this person was Luo Shicheng.

Luo Shicheng said unhurriedly: "If you don't let go of her immediately, believe it or not, I will abolish you today!" ”

Although Ma Chu was unwilling, the moment he and Luo Shicheng looked at each other, he actually trembled all over, and then let go of my hand. Luo Shicheng held my hand and escorted me out of the hospital gate. I'm very surprised, Ma Chu's reaction just now. I was also very confused, Luo Shicheng helped me. Perhaps, this Luo Meinan is looking at me pitiful, right?

Luo Shicheng, after helping me settle everything, I finally left. When I took him to the door, I repeatedly thanked him and asked for his account number to return the cost of hospitalization.

Luo Shicheng looked at my serious appearance, smiled angrily and said: "You don't have to rush to repay the money, if you really feel sorry for it, it's better to make a promise!" ”

Looking at his playful expression, my anger came from my heart. Did he think I was a frivolous woman? I turned back into the house in hatred, my eyes filled with tears.

The girl's family has been ruined, will it be difficult in the future? I have a clear conscience, I am not afraid of gossip from the outside world, and I am not afraid of crooked shadows.

I hid in my apartment for a week and didn't get out of the house. Wherever I appeared, the people around me seemed to point fingers at me and whisper. My story was known to the whole city, but no one came to me and asked me if all this was true. No one pays attention to my pain.

I called the law firm and hired a lawyer to defend Yu. But after the lawyer met with Yu Gang, he told me that Yu Gang refused to be defended by a lawyer. Yu Gangtuo's lawyer told me to take care of myself and not to rush for him, because he deserved everything.

I finally waited for the verdict of Yu Gang, who was sentenced to seven years. I bought him cigarettes and food, books and a change of clothes, and visited him in prison. However, he refused to meet me. I had no choice but to ask the prison staff to hand over the items to him. When I came back, I wrote him a letter and told him to reform well and fight for a commutation of his sentence. I also told him that he will always be my dear and my best brother, and I don't blame him at all.

I cried almost all the time I spent in my apartment. I cried that Yu had just gone to prison and cried that my fate was unfair. I thought of my lonely life, and the misfortune of going through a divorce before I entered into marriage. I, an unmarried woman, am about to become a divorced woman in the midst of this accident. But I have never experienced marriage at all.

If I marry again in the future, I will be a woman in a second marriage. When someone asks me about my past marriage, how should I explain it? Even if I tell the truth, will people believe me? But I'm innocent. Not only am I innocent with Yu Gang, but I am also innocent with Ma Chu. Ma Chu once hinted at me, but I politely rejected it because I was insecure.

Ma Chu was met at a class reunion after graduation. He is an alumnus of mine, but two years older than me. We've only been in love for less than two years, and we don't usually get together very often. It's just that I think it's suitable for each other, so I talk about marriage. Perhaps, Ma Chu and I only came together out of secular needs. The emotion between us is marriage for the sake of getting married. But only love is missing.

I remember when I was in junior high school, I once read the word "East Bed Jiaoke" in an ancient text. I was puzzled at the time and asked Yu Gang after school. Unexpectedly, Yu Gang, a young man, turned red. He said to me that the east bed is a good name for son-in-law in ancient times, that is, it refers to the woman's husband.

Now that I think about it, I am afraid that I will not have a "East Bed Guest" in my life. What man would dare to ask for a woman who was assassinated before marriage and was suspected of having a troubled relationship? What's more, I will also belong to a divorced woman in the future, what happiness will there be in the prospect of a second marriage?

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This night, Luo Shicheng and I stayed in the "Luo Family Compound" apartment. After dinner, it was indispensable to linger again. Luo Shicheng may be too tired, and I rarely go to sleep first. I got up quietly, hid in the bathroom, and read a past diary again.