Volume 4 The Ice Palace of the Western Desert Chapter 36 The Humble Life

Death!

At that moment, I suddenly felt that life was so humble, that we were going to die chasing the mystery that we might never solve in our lifetime, and that we might not be able to get out of the predicament in our lifetime.

But death ...... But for a moment.

When I was a child, I always thought that death was a big thing, and when people died, the sky fell. It wasn't until the fourth grade of elementary school that our homeroom teacher scolded a naughty boy in our class: "It's not a big deal if you die today, the earth will still turn the same tomorrow!" ”

I don't remember why the teacher said this to the male classmate, but I remember that this sentence shocked me all of a sudden.

Dead man, such a big thing, how can the teacher say that it is not a big deal? At that time, I always thought that what the teacher said was the truth, but I didn't think what the teacher said was right. I didn't eat that night, so I kept thinking about it, and I didn't figure it out until the end.

It's not a big deal if anyone dies, and the earth will still turn the same tomorrow.

Slowly, I was finally able to understand this sentence from my elementary school teacher, and sometimes I used it to make fun of myself. Although this is a bit cruel for a child in the fourth grade of elementary school.

Death may be an unimaginable blow to those close to you, and it will make them miserable. But for acquaintances, death has no much impact except for the sighs after dinner. For strangers, it doesn't have the slightest effect. This is our humble life.

The humility of our lives lies in the fact that we are all the smallest specimens of dust in this earthly world, and we don't know what the outcome will be in the next second.

The humility of our lives lies in the fact that one thing we have been working on is so meaningless in the crowd.

The humility of our lives lies in the fact that our existence or absence has no effect on others, and the sun still rises and sets.

The humility of our lives lies in the fact that we cannot fight against death, maybe the way of death will be different, but this is an outcome that no one can change.

The humility of our lives lies in the fact that no one knows in what way death will come, and the only thing we can do is to accept it when it comes, whether you want it or not.

This is our humble life.

We...... Is it really that humble?

Consciousness drifted away, with a little bitterness, a little regret, a little unwillingness, I thought that as long as I continued to become stronger and grown, it would be enough to fight against all existence and shatter everything ahead.

I want to protect the people around me that I care about, I want to solve the mystery, I want to catch him, I want to know why my parents' family disappeared ten years ago, I want to know where they went and what is going on!

I wonder if they're still alive, I think......

All this, I want to rely on myself step by step, I have no way back, I can only move forward step by step, even if the road ahead is a road to death, I have no hesitation, I just want to go to the end.

...... with them Walk to the end!!

However......

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It's like a dream......

This dream seems to be thousands of years long, and it seems to be shattered in an instant, I don't know where I am, I don't know if I exist, I see that the whole world in front of me is blank.

Perhaps, the same is true of the world and me.

Does it feel like to die???

I asked myself, "Who am I?" "No one answers, I am helpless at this moment, the world can no longer tolerate me, no, it should be said that in my world, I do not belong to the world, there is no world at all, I am like being abandoned by all things, banished from life.

The void, which is reflected in my eyes at this time, is the endless emptiness, I have no life, no body, no thought, no ......

It's like a special being, not a living being, and under the mind, the void takes shape, swallowing everything around it, even if it is an endless void.

I know, that's despair, that's emptiness, and I'm ...... It's hollow, it's not a living thing!

I want to roar, I want to run......

But at this time, it was all so out of reach for me, and gradually, I was able to concretize something and add some life to this blank world.

This is......

Looking at the scenes that suddenly appeared in front of me, I was stunned......

There is a blurry sound and shadow in the picture, and the face cannot be seen clearly, but judging from the body shape, he is definitely a young man, and judging from the blurred outline of his face, he is undoubtedly a handsome man, although it is a little thin.

He stood motionless at the top of a building similar to the Heavenly Palace, looking up at the higher heavens, although he couldn't observe his expression in detail, but he was still rendered by his artistic conception at this time, what a spectacular scene it was, the young man's thin body revealed a little heroic and vicissitudes.

Around him, in addition to the heavenly palace, it is white, like clouds and fog, which highlights the elegance and extraordinaryness of the young man. From beginning to end, he didn't move a bit, standing in the heavenly palace and looking up at the sky, but he didn't have much longing and yearning.

Yes, only the endless dazedness, at this moment, I was stunned, just from the back, if it is a real person, it is definitely the strongest, because no one in modern times can be so indifferent to the world and stand here waiting for the heavens.

Why is it so familiar?

I don't know why I think this way, looking at the person's clothes, it is obvious that he is ancient, and it is thousands of years old, but no matter how I explain it, the sense of familiarity is getting stronger and stronger.

Although I have disappeared from heaven and earth now, the instinct of human curiosity still forces me to come closer and take a closer look, because this young man is too mysterious, and the breath he exudes also makes my heart tremble.

There is one main point, and it is also the most surprising point for me, this person is definitely the same person as the person I just fell asleep in the Cangshan Tomb, too similar, although it is just a vague shadow, but that kind of breath can't deceive people, and the back, they are all so familiar.

But...... How do you feel that there is something wrong, the breath of that person last time was more chaotic and violent than now, why is it so dazed and vicissitudes now?

It's coming, it's coming...... I controlled the hollow qi around me to get closer and closer to that person, even if it was this moment, even if my consciousness disappeared into such an existence, abandoned by heaven and earth, I still felt my heart pounding and beating faster, and I was very nervous.

It's so powerful, my heart is shocked, I haven't felt this way before, but once I get closer, it's different, it's like facing a god, and the breath that inadvertently leaks out makes me almost suffocate.

Soon, just a little bit......

I told myself, however......

"Ahh The man seemed to sense my presence, and when he looked back, a pair of eyes burst out with bright light, which was so devouring.

A sound similar to a scream came, and my consciousness completely disappeared, no...... Maybe it's the embodied person who has disappeared, disappeared into the deepest memories of my heart, and no longer exists......

With a sense of loss in my heart, I returned to the blank again, feeling the endless emptiness.

"Fatty, Hongluan, Dashan ......" The special thought resounded over and over again in the world of this voice in my body: "Are you all right, are you ...... Just like me! ”