I don't know how long I've been wandering in this eternal void, and I feel like I'm about to forget about myself, and even doubt that I exist.

or, there has been a ......

Could it be that this is death? I asked myself.

After the dream, I felt like I had been abandoned by time

I know that those who are abandoned by time, eventually, even the ashes will be dissipated, and the world, once again, will die and be reborn, and everything will cease to exist.

Death, also mottled and messy, peeled off those red letters, and once again, vanished from life, leaving behind an empty wall, pure, dazzling.

disappears, like a sad song, hovering in the ears for a long time and never dissipating.

Listening quietly, I didn't hear the hustle and bustle of the market and the complexity of the world, the song told a faint feeling, closed my eyes, as if the song was my own shadow, from the past to the present, and to the future.

I used to like to be silent and like to be in such a mood, faint and soft, but now, I don't even have a memory.

The things that are worth remembering and reminiscing in the memory have been sealed in the dust, and every time they are opened, there is a touching taste from the depths of the soul, and the good old days have flowed into a long river, drifting into the distance.

Looking back on the past, the obsession of youth, the beautiful fantasy, the painful pain, and the sad sorrow have disappeared from my heart with the quiet passage of time. Many times, we talk about stories that were once so exciting and now so mundane, as if they were someone else's story.

I gradually have a sense of life, in the long river, I am just a drop of water, a lot of gains and losses, maybe inadvertently, so why care so much?

However......

Memories are like rotten leaves, those fresh and tender greens have long been buried in the front of the time scale, only the overwhelming smell of decay remains at the end of the time scale.

As I stubbornly packed my bags alone to start my new journey, I knew that as long as the few friends I had stood behind me and stared, their eyes as vast and profound as the setting sun made me feel heavy.

However, when we decide to go on the road alone, leaving behind all the curses and all the betrayals, we can smile stubbornly and cry sadly, but still keep our steps sonorous.

Now, nothing exists......

I suddenly felt like a gorgeous puppet, playing all the joys and sorrows, but there were always countless shiny silver threads on my back to manipulate me, even if I raised my hand and every move.

Or the clown with a mask, no matter how hard he tries, he is so eager to do it, but he still can't play the love and hatred in the world, and even the idea of letting others remember it is so extravagant, when the prosperity ends, it has to end gloomily after all.

This...... It's the end of the clown, and what about my end? Is it more ridiculous than clowns?

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The dusty memories are being opened little by little, and I am afraid that even these will disappear with the wind if this continues......

Like watching a movie, I saw more and more scenes, those scenes of the past appeared in front of me, and gradually, I seemed to have a trace of temperature in the void, although it was still ethereal, but not so empty.

"Dad, Mom......" I want to cry when I see the face that is about to be forgotten......

Everything went on, more and more images appeared in the back of my mind, and it was strange that I could feel my body because ......

I'm in tears!

Yes, feeling my cheeks soaked with hot tears, I know I'm slowly taking back control of my body, perhaps...... I'm alive!

However, there are no surprises, I don't know if all this is true, and I don't know where the fat Hongluan is, whether it is the same as me?

Ultimately......

The picture actually stayed on a face, a very familiar feeling......

……

"Zhang Xiao!" When I saw that face clearly, I exclaimed, stood up suddenly, and then the blank world around me disappeared, as if it had never happened, looking at the face that was close at hand, my face was red with excitement!

He was also pleasantly surprised, and his always calm eyes stared at me a little red. Although I didn't have much mood swings after waking up, I could still see from his pinched white knuckles that he was not so calm at the moment.

"Lu Han!" Zhang Xiao nodded, his voice trembled a little, and his right hand was gently placed behind my back and said, "I didn't expect it, yes, we are meeting." ”

I was stunned, I opened my mouth and suddenly didn't know what to say on the spot, once upon a time, I was so far away from the person in front of me.

In those years, wasn't it he and Dashan who accompanied me through the saddest and most helpless days? No matter how mysterious he was, he never harmed me.

On the contrary, he, like the iceberg, saved me more than once, just like now......

Suddenly, I thought of the iceberg. What similar eyes, at this moment, I seemed to see the figure of the iceberg from Zhang Xiao's eyes.

This is a man who is more mysterious than an iceberg, and I have never seen through him!

"yes!" I nodded expressionlessly, all my excitement turned into nothingness in an instant, and Mu Ran said, "I haven't seen you for a long time, Zhang Xiao." ”

I thought of the fat man and Hongluan, as well as Dashan and Zuo Lingtian, they had been separated for so long, how were they?

Zhang Xiao was not much surprised by the change in my attitude, and after a complicated look at me, he stood up and accompanied me to look at the surrounding environment.

This is an ice room, or is it the same as the ice palace before, and I came back here, from that terrible place.

Thinking about it now, I was still shocked into a cold sweat behind my back, that place didn't seem to belong to the Ice Palace at all, I guess we must have strayed in, it's terrible.

Especially that kind of ...... Feeling nothing, I still wonder if I exist!

There was nothing else in the ice room, it was empty, but ......

Mo You!!!

I exclaimed again, the deafening sound shook my eardrums, and I couldn't take my eyes off a corner, the indifferent man, he had a handsome face, and although his eyes were cynical, but the trace of vicissitudes and loneliness that always flashed inadvertently could not escape my eyes.

Especially the corners of his mouth, the curvature of the hook seems to be natural, always with an evil smile, the temperament is mysterious and charming, giving people a feeling that is neither down-to-earth but also seems to be very reliable, ten twisted.

Maybe it's because he knows how to hide, he hides his strength and sadness, so he reveals such an inappropriate temperament.

This is Mo You, seeing him again, I have a deeper understanding of his mystery and strength than before.

He just smiled lightly, his eyes looking straight at me, and the corners of his mouth were extremely evil.

Half-night......

I was a spirit, I came back from my stunned mind, and not only shuddered when I thought back to the scenes in the past, but this man was once called a demon by me, and he was able to break through my heart.

Belch...... It's very demonic, and I immediately implemented protective measures for myself.

"Yo!" Seeing my move, the corners of his mouth hooked a deeper arc, his eyes narrowed slightly, he stood in the distance and slowly walked towards me, and said, "I'm really surprised, it's a lot stronger...... Lu Han! ”

……

"Stop!" I glared angrily, but forgot my troubles for a moment, and with an expression on my face that had not appeared for a long time, I said, "Stay away from me, demon! "I deliberately bit the word demon very hard.

"Hahaha!" He looked up and laughed exaggeratedly, but his steps were very fast, and he walked in front of me after a while, but he didn't stop, until he put his face nearly two centimeters in front of my nose, his eyes squinted slightly, and he didn't speak, just smiled faintly.

……

I was numb to death, but I didn't dare to move, goosebumps were about to fall to the ground, and what was devastating was that Zhang Xiao next to me didn't mean to intervene, he actually stood aside and looked at us quietly, but his eyes looked at Mo You from time to time, and his essence flickered.

……

"What do you want?" I stiffened my body and looked at the face close at hand, at such a close distance, Mo You was really handsome, I couldn't find a flaw in my face at all, and my facial features were so handsome that women were ashamed of themselves.

But I'm a man, I'm diaphragm!

"Don't look at me like that!" After a while, Mo You smiled and said, "But I saved you, Lu Han!" ”