This time, I really don't have the courage to continue walking with you.

I'm sorry, Xiao Zhong, let's break up, maybe we can make each other happier by separating, and besides, I can't be with you who killed your own child......

When I saw the photos and videos of you and Lang Xingchen appearing on the headlines of major websites and being talked about by everyone again and again, I began to doubt myself that those scandals would pull you and me farther and farther away, and if I wasn't there, you might have a lot less ties, even if you broke up with Lang Xingchen, you could be more confident.

Since we have only done harm to each other by staying by each other's side, I hope that in the days to come, we will be well in our respective worlds.

I've been to far, far away places without you, and I want to try it and see how I'm living without you.

It may be difficult to get used to it at first, but staying by your side is also a great torment for me, so it is better to let go and let us all start a new journey in life.

Xiao Zhong, the only man I have ever loved, although we have been together for more than half a year seems to have experienced a century, and it seems to be just a moment in life, but your time together is still the best time in my life and the best memory of my life.

I don't regret loving you, I just hope we don't hurt each other anymore and continue to live together under pressure.

Love should be able to bring each other comfort and happiness, and the gap between us has arisen, and it is not something that can really be forgotten by saying a word.

Not seeing you again is the only thing I can do for myself and the only thing I can do for you.

I'm sorry, I can't continue to be your little sun to light up your world, I've gone through so many things, and I lost my child, and now I don't have the kind of positive energy and sunshine you like in my body, I can't even illuminate myself, how can I illuminate your world.

I'm going to recharge, I want to find the happy and positive self I used to be, and I hope that one day you can also find that light that can light up your world forever.

But I still hope that you still remember me as I was at the beginning.

From then on, turn around the end of the world.

You and me, the sea and the sky.

Don't look for me, since I'm determined to leave, the world is so big, I always have a way to fade out of your life, and don't spend time on such unnecessary things.

You don't have to worry about me, you have to believe that I will take good care of myself from afar.

I hope that in the future, I can see you on the screen as a TV emperor and the high-spirited appearance of an actor, and that should be your future.

It's already half past four in the morning.

You are still sleeping, and I have finally finished writing this letter, and the content seems to be a little messy, because my thoughts are also a little messy, and finally I just want to say one word to you: I must cherish it! ”

The final signature is the word Gu Xizi.

Those two words had long been deeply embedded in his body, flowing with his blood, and could no longer be erased from life.

The spring sun was very warm, and the clear Gu Xizi sunlight shone in through the window, which should obviously be comfortable and comfortable, but Zhong Jin Yun felt cold all around.

After reading the letter, Zhong Jinyun was stunned for a long time, and then carefully looked at the room.

Everything was like when he left just now, he put down the letter and opened Gu Xizi's wardrobe, and found that there didn't seem to be a few clothes missing in the wardrobe, especially the clothes he gave her and some things, Gu Xizi didn't take them away, and those things were lying in the cabinet intact.

On the bedside table, there is still a collection of Lin Qingxuan's essays, and the bookmark is still inserted in it.

In the bathroom, Gu Xizi's toothbrush and skin care products were all neatly placed in place, it seemed that Gu Xizi didn't take anything away, and the room was full of Gu Xizi's smell.

But where did Gu Xizi go......

No wonder Gu Xizi behaved so strangely when she went out this morning, and she was reluctant to give up several times, although Gu Xizi also liked to stick to him in the past, but after the car accident, Gu Xizi would no longer be so intimate with him and stick to him, it turned out that she deliberately sent him to the north of the city to let him buy things, so as to leave during this time period.

Zhong Jin Yun slept well last night, last night was the best sleep he had ever slept in so many days, and he thought that Gu Xizi was too.

didn't know that Gu Xizi hadn't slept all night, and he wrote such a long letter while he was asleep.

Zhong Jin Yun could feel his hands trembling, and he couldn't stop trembling.

At this moment, he didn't even know what he should do first, out of luck, Zhong Jinyun still took out his mobile phone from his pocket and dialed Gu Xizi's number.

As he thought, the voice in the earpiece was the last thing he wanted to hear — the phone you were calling was turned off.

Zhong Jinyun called Shu Aohan again, but Shu Aohan's phone was connected, but no one answered.

Zhong Jinyun angrily slammed his fist into the mirror in Gu Xizi's bathroom.

The mirror shattered into countless pieces with a bang the moment Zhong Jin Yun's fist fell, and at the same time, Zhong Jin Yun also saw the blood on the mirror fragments.

His hand was dripping blood, but he didn't feel any pain at all.

Zhong Jinyun turned on the faucet and flushed the blood that couldn't stop flowing in his hands, watching the blood flow down the white pool, his brain was very messy, and his heart seemed to be dying of pain.

Although he didn't know where to find Gu Xizi, he still had to look for it.

Now it has only been two hours since he left home, and Gu Xizi has to pack up his things for a while after he leaves before he can go out, even if he wants to go abroad, he has to apply for a visa in advance, and there will be a very cumbersome procedure, so Gu Xizi should not have gone far now.

Zhong Jinyun immediately pressed his still bleeding hand with a towel, picked up his mobile phone again and dialed Lei An's number.

"Hey."

"Lei An, Gu Xizi is gone."

"What do you mean?"

"I'll tell you when I have time later, I'm asking you to do something for me now."

"You say."

"Use all your connections to help me check all the planes and flights today, by the way, the train station should also check to see if there is Gu Xizi's name."

Ryan immediately replied, "Okay, I'll do my best." ”

"It's not about trying, it's about doing everything."

"Okay."

After putting down the phone, Zhong Jinyun rushed out of the house like crazy and pressed the elevator.

After the elevator arrived, Zhong Jinyun rushed into the elevator and took the elevator downstairs, who would have thought that the elevator stopped just after the next floor, and when the elevator door opened, Lang Xingchen was standing outside the elevator.

The moment she saw Zhong Jinyun, Lang Xingchen also took a deep breath unconsciously, she had an advertisement to shoot today, and the assistant had already driven the nanny car downstairs and was waiting for her.

After Lang Xingchen stepped into the elevator, he found that Zhong Jinyun was standing in the elevator with a panicked expression and sweating profusely, and his hands were still bleeding.

This frightened Lang Xingchen, and pointed at Zhong Jin Yun in surprise with his hand that did not have a satchel.

"Little clock, your hand ......"

Between the words, Lang Xingchen hurriedly took two steps forward, and suddenly saw that Zhong Jin Yun's bloody hand was also a little at a loss, and he forgot what to do for a while.

Lang Xingchen, who calmed down slightly, immediately opened her bag and took out a silk scarf of hers, wanting to use the silk scarf to wrap Zhong Jin Yun's bleeding hand first.

Zhong Jinyun subconsciously took a step back.

"What are you hiding......

"You don't have to." Zhong Jinyun's mind was still on the injury on his hand that he had impulsively caused just now, and now all he was thinking about was where Gu Xizi was.

Lang Xingchen stepped forward and grabbed Zhong Jin Yun's hand regardless of it, and wrapped Zhong Jin Yun's still bleeding hand with a silk scarf, as if he had just wrapped Zhong Jin Yun's hand, and the blood immediately soaked the silk scarf.

"What happened, how did you get it?" Lang Xingchen asked in surprise.

Zhong Jin Yun broke free of the cheerful Xingchen's hand, and a cold smile spread from the corner of his mouth, "Everything is thanks to you, because of your unscrupulous means, Gu Xizi saw the most unbearable scene, she almost died in a car accident, and she also had a miscarriage because of this car accident." ”

Hearing the word miscarriage, Lang Xingchen also felt quite shocked, subconsciously took two steps back and stuck it on the elevator board, and asked with a shocked face: "Is she pregnant?" ”

"Because the miscarriage hurt her physically and mentally too much, she felt that there was no way to face me anymore, so she chose to leave me, and now you are satisfied, and you have finally achieved your goal?"

Speaking of which, the elevator has gone down to the negative floor.

Zhong Jin Yun didn't want to say more to Lang Xingchen, he didn't have time to say anything more to Lang Xingchen, as soon as the elevator opened, Zhong Jin Yun walked out.

Lang Xingchen then stepped on the heel of his high heels and grabbed Zhong Jinyun's wrist.

"Your hand is still bleeding, you should go to the hospital to have it bandaged immediately."

Zhong Jin Yun shook off Lang Xingchen's hand, "Every minute and every second is important to me now, which means that I can find Gu Xizi ......"

"Little Zhong ......" Lang Xingchen called Zhong Jin Yun's name sharply.

But Zhong Jinyun had already walked quickly to the car, opened the door and got into the car, and in a blink of an eye, the car drove out of the underground parking lot.

Lang Xingchen stood in place in a daze, no wonder she hadn't seen Zhong Jinyun and Gu Xizi for a long time after that day, it turned out that Gu Xizi had a car accident after that, and had a miscarriage in this car accident, and now she is still running away from home......

Although Lang Xingchen didn't know when Gu Xizi was pregnant, Zhong Jin Yun must have taken Gu Xizi's car accident out of her, feeling that everything was caused by her.

Lang Xingchen didn't expect such a thing to happen, at that time, she just hoped to be able to make Gu Xizi angry, she didn't expect such a terrible thing to happen.

This time it's good, I'm afraid that Zhong Jinyun will not forgive himself even more.

After Zhong Jinyun drove the car out of the parking lot, he drove on the road in a daze.

There was still a lot of chaos in my head, and I couldn't calm down completely.

He tried hard to figure out where Gu Xizi went, and finally thought that Gu Xizi couldn't just leave, maybe he would go back to school before leaving, after all, Gu Xizi was still a senior and hadn't graduated yet.

Even if you want to leave the city or go abroad, you will definitely go through some formalities at the school.

Thinking of this, Zhong Jinyun accelerated towards the C University where Gu Xizi was studying.

After more than an hour, I arrived at C University, and now it is the season of spring flowers, the flowers are blooming on campus, and some college students who are about twenty years old and Gu Xizi are about the same age as Gu Xizi come and go in the campus lanes, and occasionally there are couples holding hands walking by, and the surroundings look like a very beautiful picture, but Zhong Jinyun has no intention of appreciating it.

Zhong Jinyun drove the car directly to the downstairs of the student apartment where Gu Xizi used to live, and when he got out of the car and looked up from downstairs, he clearly remembered that Gu Xizi said that she lived in the first dormitory on the right side of the fourth floor.

So Zhong Jinyun got out of the car and walked into the door of the student apartment, and as soon as he walked in, he was stopped by the aunt guarding the door.

"Hey, hey, stop me at the door, how can this girl bedroom man come in casually?" The aunt who guarded the door between the words had already walked out of the room as soon as she entered the door.

But when the gatekeeper saw Zhong Jin Yun, who had already stopped her footsteps, her eyes widened in amazement, "Aren't you the Qin Chuan...... No, no, no, you're that handsome guy Zhong Jin Yun! ”

Zhong Jinyun nodded, "Yes, Auntie, I am!" ”

"Oh, my girl always likes you, as long as you play TV series and movies, my girl will watch it, that, can you sign it for me and let me take it back for my girl?" The gatekeeper aunt looked very excited.