How to say it, but who would be willing to accept this kind of fact, no one has a way, accepting this kind of fact, it is indeed too difficult to accept, this kind of fact is indeed too cruel.

"Hey, forget it, what's the use of thinking as much as you want." I shook my head and muttered: "What I want to do now is to try to spend as much time with Cortana as possible, so that even if I die, I have no regrets, and it really feels very good to be with Cortana, but it's a pity, good times will always pass, and people will eventually face the pain of parting, which is impossible to change." ”

I sat here thinking that I had already thought about the things during this time, since I had no way to get rid of the ghost's entanglement with me, then I could only bear it bravely, but before that, I still wanted to be good and stay with Cortana for a while, even if tomorrow was the end of the world, I also wanted to have a loved one to accompany me on the last journey in the last time.

That way, even if I die, my heart will be at ease.

I shook my head and sat here, I didn't care, but I was still a little lonely, I didn't know what would happen to me when I died, and I didn't know Cortana, if she was really sad to see me die, I didn't know.

All I know now is that no matter what, I can't tell Cortana what happened yesterday, lest Cortana worry about me, no matter what, I don't want to see Cortana worry about me, even if I'm not there in the future, I hope Cortana can be happy, only in this way, I can leave with peace of mind.

After a while, Cortana came back from outside, still holding the breakfast she had just bought, Cortana looked at me and smiled, "Sun Jie, you help me go to the kitchen and bring two bowls." ”

"Hmm." I nodded, went to the kitchen, took two bowls, and placed them on the table.

Cortana slowly poured her breakfast into the bowl, and then she and I sat at the table and drank here.

"Sun Jie, how do you feel that you have something on your mind?" Cortana looked at me and said, "Are you hiding something from me?" ”

"Well, what can I do?" I smiled and said, "Don't be too careful. ”

"Oh, really?" Cortana looked at me with some suspicion.

"Of course." I affirmed.

"Then if that's the case, why did you suddenly come here last night?" Cortana looked at me and asked, "That's weird!" Sun Jie, don't deceive me, a woman's intuition tells me that you must have something to hide from me, or you wouldn't have come here so late. ”

"Well, don't guess." I hurriedly said: "I'm just missing you, so I ran over, what's going on there, don't worry!" I don't really have anything to do, okay, you can hurry up and eat! I'm going to be late for work. ”

"Okay!" Cortana nodded and said, "Don't lie to me. ”

"How could I lie to you." I said with a smile.

Then Cortana ate here, and when it was about six o'clock, Cortana finished her meal, got dressed, and prepared to go out.

"That, whatever you want to eat at noon, I'll make it for you." Before she left, Cortana looked at me and asked.

"Well, I can eat anything." I laughed and said, "You can just do this." ”

......

"Oh well! You rest at home for a while. Cortana looked at me and said a sigh and then walked out, and I smiled slightly as I watched Cortana leave.

Then he sat on the sofa alone, looked around, and sighed: "This is Cortana's home, it's really warm!" Cortana cleaned up the house. ”

I looked at Cortana's house, it felt very warm, as if I was in my own home, I looked around here, and walked into Cortana's study, I saw Cortana's desk, there were a lot of books, and I read it here, I looked at the books here.

After ten minutes, I finished reading the books, put them back on the table, and walked out.

"Well, When, Cortana became interested in these things." I shook my head and said, "Most of these books are about ghosts, isn't Cortana still worried about my affairs, hey, it's really hard for her." ”

I shook my head and walked out, all the time, Cortana has been reading these books in order to help me, although she said that she didn't believe in ghosts, but she was still helping me in her heart, silently looking for these books, Cortana's affection for me, I really don't know, how to reciprocate.

"Hey, but these books don't go into detail." I muttered, "Cortana shouldn't know, in fact, if it's really detailed, you still have to look for it on the Internet, and it's really detailed on the Internet, but it's better not to tell Cortana." ”

I sat in the living room, thinking here: "Thinking back to being able to know Cortana, it's really my fate, I've been with Cortana for a long time, but the two of us have never quarreled, I feel sweet and sweet every day, I always thought that I would be like this for a long time, with Cortana, but now I think wrong, I really want to leave." ”

"Maybe, maybe I'll be leaving Cortana tonight." I muttered, "I really don't know, I really don't know, what the five-dimensional space looks like, I really hope that before I leave, Cortana won't be sad, don't be sad, be able to live strongly, don't do stupid things because of my death, so that I can feel at ease." ”

I really feel so lost now, when a person is facing and is about to die, I really feel so unwilling, because there are really too many things that I can't let go, I can't let go of my lover, I can't let go of my relatives and friends, there are really too many things I can't let go, and I have no other choice, the only choice is to die.

The female ghost is really too strong, I can't struggle, my struggle is really too weak for the female ghost, even I feel helpless, really helpless, I want to resist, but I just can't resist, I want to escape, but no matter where I run, I can hear the sound like a life, ringing in my ears.

I can't get rid of it no matter what, this voice has been deeply imprinted in my mind, I can't get rid of it no matter what, no matter where I run, no matter what I do, I can't get rid of this voice, this voice will haunt me until I die, I can't get rid of this voice completely.

......

I know that my life has reached the last moment, I have accepted my fate, I should say that I don't know, how should I face this cruel fate, I don't know, what should I do, in order to get rid of this female ghost, the entanglement of me, I really don't know, I don't even have a way to resist.

I know that the female ghost is watching me in the dark, and when I see it again, my life will be completely over, this may be fate, it is the fate I should bear, but I can't rest assured now, it is my fiancée, I know that if I really leave, she will not live alone, I just want her to be able to live well, to live my share.

"Hey, what the hell am I going to do?" I muttered, "If Cortana died, her parents would be sad, what should I do?" Human life is too short, just like a meteor, piercing the sky, and disappearing soon, it is really too short, every day there are people who are old, sick and dying, but who can disobey this arrangement of fate every day. ”

At this moment, I deeply realized that the shortness of human life is like a meteor piercing the sky, although it is brilliant, but it is fleeting in the blink of an eye, and human life is like a meteor, which will soon disappear, but no one can disobey, because no one will always live, no one can be eternal and immortal, this is people!

In this last moment, I just want to spend the most beautiful time with Cortana, even if I will die tomorrow, but at least I have no regrets today.

"Hey, what do you want to do?" I smiled and said, "Since the left and right are going to die, instead of dying sadly, it is better to face death happily, so that I have no regrets, and I have no regrets when I see Cortana before I die." ”

I can only comfort myself like this now, since I can't get rid of the fate of death, then why should I be sad, it is better to face death happily, at least in Cortana's eyes, I was at least happy before I died, without any fear.

I laughed a little, and just lay down on the couch, thinking about Cortana, the happy times I had with before, and fell asleep in a daze.

I had a dream, this dream was very strange, I seemed to be sleeping outside the operating room, and when I just woke up, a male doctor came out of the operating room, and this male doctor looked at me and said, "I'm sorry, this woman came too late, because of blood loss and died?" ”

"Dead?" I wondered, "What woman, what died?" ”

"Are you alright, sir?" The doctor looked at me and said, "Have you forgotten that you just came with a bleeding woman?" The woman died from bleeding too much. ”

I looked at the doctor in amazement, and then the doctor sighed and walked out.

"Ahh Sun Jie, I want you to be my stand-in, and I want you to die a bad death. ”

The voice sounded so violently that I was woken up in a hurry, only to find that I had fallen asleep on the couch.

"That dream?" I muttered, "This dream, this dream is ......"

I sat up in amazement, this dream is a memory that I have always been unwilling to remember, because this is not a dream, it is something that has really happened.