Volume 26 Ghost Stand-in Chapter 12 Ghost Stand-in (2 more, collection)
"This dream? How could I have this dream? I sat on the couch and muttered, "I don't think about this thing, why do I think about it again!" What happened that day, I wanted to forget, why, why did the dream evoke that painful memory again! ”
This memory is really painful, I remember that it was Valentine's Day one year, I was almost late for Valentine's Day for Cortana, I took a taxi, and rushed to the place agreed with Cortana, I will never forget the memory, I will never forget the weather, I will never forget which season.
I was almost late, so I asked the driver to drive quickly, when the driver drove the car, crossed the red light, and at this time, from the other side of the road, a woman, the driver thought that the car was driving too fast and did not brake, and hit the woman, at that time, the blood was like rain, spilling on the street, so I indirectly, took the life of a woman.
I got out of the car, still a little dumbfounded, but the driver of the car had already left, leaving me alone here, I just wanted to hurry over, I didn't want to take the woman's life, but I did hurt her.
I carried her to the hospital, I waited anxiously at the door of the operating room, I wanted to know how this woman was, so much so that I forgot about my girlfriend's Valentine's Day, I waited here, but the light outside the operating room was always on, and after a few hours, two doctors pushed a stretcher and came out of the operating room, I only knew at this time that the woman was sent too late, and there was no way to rescue her because she was bleeding too much.
In this way, this woman died, and I didn't even know the name of the other party, or who the other party's family was, so a life was gone, and since then, every day I have lived in pain, and I want to forget all this, but every night, I can dream that the woman is lying in my arms, dead and staring at me.
That look scared me very much, I knew it was all my fault, if I hadn't been at the time, urging the driver, the driver wouldn't have run the red light, and the woman wouldn't have died, that time I forgot about Valentine's Day because of the accident, Cortana was angry with me for a week.
But I didn't tell her what happened on Valentine's Day, because I didn't want her to worry, so I killed a life, I wanted to go and spend Valentine's Day with Cortana, but this happened to me, it's a pain I can never forget, I thought it would be okay if I didn't want to, but today I remembered it again.
"I, what the hell am I ......" I muttered: "What the hell is going on, how can I think of that incident, does this matter have anything to do with the supernatural events that have happened in the past few days, is this the wrongful death of this woman, so she came to me as a ghost stand-in, so that I can also taste the feeling of death?" ”
"Well, if that's the case, then I deserve it." I shook my head and said, "Anyway, I killed that woman, and if I hadn't killed that woman, I'm afraid that woman would still be alive." ”
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I still remember that day, I was holding the woman, the woman's bright red blood, soaked my coat, I had viscous liquid on my hands, that fishy feeling, it made people smell nauseous, the woman's breathing became slower and slower, even I couldn't feel it, the woman's heartbeat sounded, the woman glared at me angrily after she died, so that I will never forget that look.
The eyes are so unwilling, so desperate, and even hatred for me, whenever I think of that look, I can't sleep, but this time, I actually dreamed of that scene again, and dreamed of the scene that scared me, maybe this is possible, it is the unwillingness of that woman!
"Hey." I sat here sighing, but I couldn't calm down, because I was really, really scared, I was really, really scared of death, but what could I do about it.
I know that woman will not forget me, I know that he is hating me, so she came to me, the purpose is to take revenge, since I killed that woman, then I was killed by her, there is nothing to be frustrated, in fact, long after I killed, that innocent life, I felt that I was going to die sooner or later, but I never thought that it would be so fast.
I haven't even been able to marry Cortana and die, it's really too fast, the retribution is really too fast, so I don't have a chance to prepare, it's really too fast, how I want this day to come slowly, how I want to spend more time with Cortana, but it's obviously impossible.
I already feel that my life is coming to an end, because that female ghost will not let me go, and since this is the case, then I have nothing to fear.
I'm sitting on the couch, watching TV here, and I'm waiting, Cortana's return, I want to see my dear woman, time is slowly passing here, and when it's twelve o'clock, Cortana is finally back.
"Well, Cortana, you're back." I saw Cortana coming back, so I hurried over and hugged her.
"Uh, what's wrong with you?" Cortana was a little stunned by my sudden move.
"It's nothing, it just feels like I can't live without you." I said with a smile.
"Hehe, stupid words, it's only been a few hours apart, and we're not separated forever." Cortana said with a smile.
"Uh, yes." I scratched my head and said, "By the way, are you tired from work?" ”
"Well, it's not tiring." Cortana smiled, "Okay, you can continue watching TV here!" I went to wash my hands and cook. ”
"Okay, then I'll help you too!" I smiled and said, "I haven't cooked for you yet?" ”
"Can you help me?" Cortana looked at me a little stunned and said, "You sun is coming out of the west, and you actually want to help me cook." ”
"Hehe, look at what you said exaggerating." I smiled and said, "I'm helping you cook, how surprised you can use it?" Okay, I'll wash the vegetables, and you'll be in charge of stir-frying! ”
After saying that, I walked into the kitchen, and Cortana followed into the kitchen, thinking that this might be, the last time I was with Cortana, I felt a little lost in my heart, if I really died, I'm afraid that even if I could see each other, Cortana wouldn't see me, because I and Cortana are no longer people of the same world.
When I think of this, I feel a sense of loss in my heart.
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"Well, Sun Jie, have you washed the dishes?" Cortana urged here.
But now, as if I didn't hear it, I'm slowly washing the dishes here, I really want time to stop, I can stop forever in this moment, I really don't want to leave Cortana, but I know that time will never stop.
"Sun Jie." That's when Cortana walked over and tapped me on the shoulder.
"Uh, what's wrong?" I reacted, looked at Cortana and said.
"What's wrong? The pot is hot, why haven't you washed the dishes yet? Cortana looked at me and said.
"Uh, it's done, I've already washed it, but I was thinking about things just now." I smiled awkwardly and handed the dish to Cortana.
"Hey, you, what are you thinking?" Cortana complained, "It's really weird to be absent-minded. ”
"Hehe, I'm nothing." I said with a smile.
Xiao Na glanced at me, then took the dish, took a closer look, and suddenly frowned and said, "Do you see that this gap is still dirty?" It's called washing, okay, okay, you better go out! You're in the way here, so you might as well go out and watch TV! ”
"Ugh." I lowered my head a little in frustration and said, "Cortana, I'm sorry, then I'm out." ”
After saying that, I left the kitchen, Xiao Na took a look, and continued to wash vegetables here, but she didn't notice Sun Jie's expression just now.
I walked out of the kitchen and sat alone on the living room couch, thinking about what Cortana had just said.
"Hey, I'm really in the way of Cortana." I shook my head and sighed: "I didn't even wash the dishes, forget it, I guess without me, Cortana can live well, so I can rest assured, as long as Cortana can live well, I have nothing to worry about." ”
I sat in the living room watching TV, time passed slowly, and when it was one o'clock, Cortana made a table of meals, I helped Cortana bring out the dishes and chopsticks, and the two of us sat at the table, eating here, the atmosphere was very quiet, I felt that a needle fell on the ground, and the sound could be heard clearly.
"Well, why don't you speak?" After a while, Cortana looked at me and asked.
"Uh, me, I don't have much to say." I looked at Cortana and said.
"You're really weird today, you just came back and you suddenly hugged me and helped me wash the vegetables." Cortana looked at me and said, "Now you don't speak again, your appearance is really abnormal, do you have something, if you have something, just tell me, you don't want to hold it in your heart alone." ”
"I want to tell you something." I paused for a moment and said suddenly.
"Well, what's the matter, you can say it!" Cortana put down the dishes and chopsticks and looked at me.
"Which is like this, this matter, I was thinking about it before you came back." I looked at Cortana and said, "As for me, I am careless in what I do, and I don't have any merits, so I think we should not mention the matter of our marriage." ”
"Hmm!" When Cortana heard this, she looked at me in shock, and after a while, she said excitedly, "What, did I do something wrong?" You can tell me, but why are you saying that? ”
"No, you didn't do anything wrong, it's all my fault." I shook my head and said, "I shouldn't have done this, it's all my fault, so let's break up!" ”