As soon as he opened the door, a strong smell of wine came to his face, the wall lamp was turned on, and the wine bottles in the room were scattered on the ground, Jiang Xiu lay on his back on the sand tiredly, and laughed alone abruptly.

He has actually been in the room all these days, numbing himself with alcohol all day long, but after receiving Su Jin's message at noon today, he deliberately went to the bar and brought the woman back.

"Jiang Xiu, whether you believe it or not, I really really thought about being with you......"

He looked at the ceiling, his eyes showed a touch of sadness, even if what Su Jin said was sincere, he would rather choose not to believe it now.

Because he suddenly understood what the demons that had been tormenting him all these years were.

When he was very young, he knew that his father not only had three children with him and his brothers and sisters, but also a half-brother in a big house that was different from theirs.

He enjoyed a life superior to them, had most of his father's time and love, and was definitely luckier and happier than them, and at that time, he had envy and a little jealousy of that brother.

But even if he was jealous, he was jealous, but at the age of twelve, everything was different.

He pestered his mother to take him to buy a bicycle, in the mall, he saw the brother for the first time, sure enough, he was a child who was spoiled by his father, and the confidence and bearing exuded by the boy who was only fifteen years old at that time was beyond his reach, he looked at the teenager in front of him stupidly and smiled gently at him, thinking to himself, how nice it would be if he could have everything he had.

But somehow, his mother had an argument with his mother, and in the underground parking lot, the aunt who looked gentle and beautiful slapped his mother, and then pulled him to drive away.

He didn't know why his mother, who had always been strong, could endure her slap, and he didn't know why his mother drove to chase it regardless of it, the rainstorm came suddenly, and his mother drove very quickly, and finally his mother stopped his aunt's car at the intersection, but at the moment she stopped, the twelve-year-old watched a big truck run over the silver car.

After the deafening collision, he sat in the car and watched the young man who he had been looking forward to just now lying there covered in blood, his pride faded, and only pain remained on his face.

And the beautiful and gentle aunt beside him was reaching out to him and his mother with blood all over her face at the moment, her eyes full of pleading.

He understood that kind of look, she was begging her mother to save them.

But the mother didn't seem to see it, but turned the steering wheel in a panic, and fled there quickly, he turned his head to look at the aunt for the last time, her mouth was open, blood overflowed from her mouth, and her eyes were full of despair and hatred, and from then on, that look would always appear in his dreams, tormenting him.

Later, he heard that the aunt had died in a car accident, and his mother could be with his father in the open, and they could live in that big house and enjoy the only favor of their parents.

And the brother he envied, the young man who once exuded a proud glow, could only lie in bed all day long, and became a fool who couldn't even take care of himself.

His wish had come true so easily, he had all that his brother had, but he began to fear that life.

He imagined countless times that if his mother didn't chase them, if his mother was willing to get out of the car to rescue the aunt, would everything still be in place, he still lived in that small but peaceful house, enjoying his father's occasional love, although it was not as good as his current life, but at least he was at ease.

Every time he looked at the love of his parents, his brothers and sisters playing happily in this home that once belonged to someone else, and then looked at the brother who was locked upstairs, he felt very ironic, it turned out that everything he had now was snatched from others.

He began to hate his mother, he hated everything in this house, everything here did not belong to them, they were despicable snatchers, they were not qualified to live here at all.

That resistance intensified as he grew older, and in the end he walked down the road, taking the eyes of others as if they were despised, mocking him, and enjoying a life that did not belong to him.

And from the first day he lived in that house, he dreamed frequently, dreaming that the aunt's face was full of blood and pleading with him, he was so scared that he couldn't sleep, he had insomnia all night long, and finally he could only numb himself with alcohol for a long time, and only when he was unconscious was he felt the most relaxed.

After college, he went to law despite his family's objections, he wanted to get out of this place that didn't belong to him, he wanted to prove that he could get everything he wanted on his own.

He was indifferent to family affection, treated everyone indifferently, and finally got a little reward in his career.

But he is still a person after all, he can't be like a robot who doesn't know warmth and coldness, he has been isolated from family affection for so many years, and he began to crave a trace of warmth, but he also knows that that kind of warmth, that home can never give him.

At that time, Su Jin appeared, a weak but stubborn girl, he started

I don't care, I just think she's pitiful, in order to survive, she lives a life of being manipulated.

But it was this girl who made her pity that gave him the warmth he longed for the most.

That night with a high fever that did not go away, he was drenched and lay on the floor of the room in a daze, feeling so cold that his bones hurt, and for the first time in many years, he actually missed his mother's embrace.

He lay weakly on the cold floor, thinking that he might die, it was Su Jin who helped him, in the middle of the night, he woke up from the warm bed, and looked at the girl who was guarding his bed with his eyes slightly open, in that home, for the first time, he really felt the warmth.

Later, he would always observe her unconsciously, her smile, her small movements, and even the way she taught his sister made him feel warm, she had characteristics that did not belong to that family, so even if he knew that she was Jiang Sinian's fiancée, he still couldn't help but want to get close to her.

It wasn't until Su Jin was kidnapped that he looked at the back of Jiang Sinian who rescued Su Jin from afar, and suddenly realized that he had begun to fantasize about things that didn't belong to him again, which was really sad.

Later, Su Jin left the Jiang family, Jiang Sinian took off his disguise, and his father also died in a car accident, he thought, it was time for him to leave, maybe in a different place, he would be able to get rid of the nightmare that had followed him for many years.

It's just that he didn't expect that in a foreign country, he would be able to meet Su Jin again, the girl who once made him feel warm, when she was pregnant, he felt happy, because at the moment she was empty, she no longer belonged to anyone, and he could get close to her without any burden.

He can not care about all of Su Jin's past, he doesn't care who she has been with, he doesn't care that she has other people's children, but he only cares that Su Jin has the position of Jiang Sinian in his heart.

He didn't want to live in the shadow of Jiang Sinian for the rest of his life, he didn't want to make himself look so pathetic, as if everything he wanted could only be fought for from Jiang Sinian, and everything he got had the shadow of Jiang Sinian.

Su Jin really made him believe a few times that she completely wanted to get rid of Jiang Sinian.

But that night, the traces on her body were like a slap in the face given to him by reality, waking him up hard, he knew that as long as Su Jin had been with Jiang Sinian and had his children, even if they broke off cleanly in the future, he couldn't completely ignore it, Jiang Sinian's existence was the root of all his nightmares and demons.

It turned out that what he was afraid of over the years was not the car accident, but the self who could only live humbly in the shadow of Jiang Sinian forever.

In order to be able to live a self-contained and decent life, he completely got rid of Jiang Sinian, and chose to give up Su Jin and the woman he still loved.

……

Su Jin hid at home for two days, Jiang Xiu's words made her feel cold, but she still refused to believe that what Jiang Xiu said came from her heart, she knew that the man who had paid a lot for him was not that kind of person.

But since he said it so decisively, he really chose to give up on her, she felt very uncomfortable, losing such a person who had treated her sincerely, and she had hurt him deeply.

If her departure can hurt him less, then she is willing to never bother him again, and it is time to leave with Xiuxiu.

After she sorted out her luggage, she just turned on her mobile phone, which had been turned off for two days, and Xu Lan's phone called in a hurry.

"Hey Su Jin, where are you? He Han said that I couldn't contact you for the past two days, I was really anxious! ”

Xu Lan's voice was not as leisurely as usual, he seemed very anxious, Su Jin asked suspiciously: "Something turned off two days ago, what's wrong, so anxious to find me?"

"What's wrong? Haven't you watched the news in the past two days? Something is wrong, something is wrong with Daimeng's perfume, are you at home? Don't go out now! ”

"I ...... I am home. Su Jin was also a little panicked by what she said, and stammered unconsciously.

"Then you wait for me, I'll rush over with He Han now!"

After Xu Lan finished speaking, he hung up the phone in a hurry.

Su Jin felt inexplicable, and hurriedly turned on her mobile phone to watch the news, just looking at the headline headline, she exclaimed: "How is it possible!"

I saw that the headline on the news network read: The Daimeng poison perfume incident continues to ferment, causing three pregnant women to have miscarriages!

She continued to read the news, the more she looked down, the more her hands trembled, in just two days, the perfume she researched was revealed to contain toxic substances that were extremely harmful to the human body, and then there were pregnant women who had miscarriages because of contact with the perfume, which has attracted the attention of the relevant departments and began to investigate He's.

And she, as a researcher of perfume, was also subjected to all the information by netizens, and she was abused and attacked overwhelmingly.

"It can't be!"

Su Jin grabbed her bag and rushed out the door, completely forgetting Xu Lan's instructions.

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