195:This love is still alive and hated (4)
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Lu Jinnan frowned slightly, his eyes looked directly at me, and his hoarse voice said gently: "The baby is fine, but I have to stay in the incubator for a period of time in the less than a month, and I can go to see her when the wound heals." ”
"I'm going to see it now." I withdrew my hand from Lu Jinnan's palm, and was about to sit up, Lu Jinnan immediately reached out and pressed my shoulders, his eyebrows were twisted, his expression was gloomy, and he said in a low voice with some displeasure: "Don't move." ”
There was pain in the wound, I gritted my teeth and tried not to show it, I was worried that Lu Jinnan would see through and not allow me to see the baby, I just want to see the baby now, even if it is a glance, I want to know if she is healthy?
I grabbed Lu Jinnan's arm, and I said, "Lu Jinnan, I'm fine, I understand my own body, can you let me go and see the baby?" Don't you feel sorry for her? She's still so young, I'm not at ease. ”
My emotions were a little excited, Lu Jinnan was silent as a wood, and finally he insisted: "Don't worry, this day or two, twenty-four hours later, the doctor will come to check you, if you recover well, I will accompany you to see the baby." ”
"Lu Jinnan." I groaned.
Lu Jinnan glanced at me, paused, lowered his voice and said, "I'll ask Song Yan to take pictures and come back to show you." Lu Jinnan's face was serious, and finally added: "You must lie in bed." ”
"Okay, take a picture for me, you go yourself." As if I had received a holy decree, my eyes were full of tears, and I clenched Lu Jinnan's hand tightly: "Lu Jinnan, you must tell me the truth.....
"Okay." Lu Jinnan nodded, and told Zhou's mother to come in to accompany me, and then told Zhou's mother to keep an eye on me, not to move or get out of bed, and my mother-in-law turned around and left the ward after a while.
After Lu Jinnan left, I asked Zhou's mother to raise the hospital bed for me, and then asked, "Zhou's mother, is there really nothing wrong with the baby?" ”
"Young grandma, don't worry, the little lady is very healthy, but she is not yet a month, her little body is a little weak, and she can go home after staying in the incubator and waiting for full-term." Zhou's mother sat aside and whispered: "Mr. has also arranged for the best neonatal specialist to take care of you all day, don't worry, caesarean section is more harmful than natural birth, you have to take good care of your body, this woman's confinement is more important than anything else." ”
I nodded silently, pinning my head to the side, desperate to see my baby, she was a piece of flesh that had fallen from my body, and I understood the feeling of being separated from the mother but connected to the heart.
Lu Jinnan came back soon, he said that the baby was fine, he recorded videos and photos, I held the phone and stared intently at the phone screen, small and small, it looked soft, the face was not as big as my palm, but it was fleshy, her eyes were closed, she was naked and only wrapped in a diaper, and a person lay in the incubator without any support.
Her two little hands were clenched tightly, and her strong appearance made my nose hot, and tears flowed down the corners of my eyes.
The first feeling I had was a little ugly, her skin was wrinkled, her eyes were very long, it should be big eyes, my fingers gently touched her face, and my desire to see her became stronger and stronger.
A few minutes later, Lu Jinnan withdrew the phone from my hand and said, "You can't leave the phone for too long now, it's not good for your eyes." I didn't speak, just glanced at him lightly and looked out of the window, Lu Jinnan stood aside like this, and after a while, he spoke: "Are you hungry?" Would you like some soup? ”
"You go out, I want to stay by myself for a while." I was silent for a while, and finally spit out a sentence stiffly, Lu Jinnan's voice and his smell covered up the ward, disturbed my heart, and made me unable to calm down at all.
After I finished speaking, Lu Jinnan didn't move, and the ward was quiet all of a sudden.
I could clearly hear each other's breathing, the atmosphere was a little indescribable, and the door of the ward was pushed open at this moment, it was Fu Yi and Yan Zhi.
Fu Yi held his stomach and looked at me with a concerned face: "Honey, how is it?" ”
I hurriedly stretched out my hand and patted the seat next to me, Fu Yi sat down next to me, and I said, "Why are you here?" It's inconvenient for you to carry a child, don't run around. ”
"I don't want you to come and see, how do you feel? Does the wound hurt? Fu Yi held my hand and asked softly: "I just consulted Xiao Ran, he said that you must take care of it at this time, I bought you some warm supplements, and let Zhou's mother stew it for you to drink." ”
She handed the things Yan Zhi was holding in her hand to Lu Jinnan, and then glanced at Lu Jinnan, only to realize that she had said the wrong thing, but she had never had a good impression of Lu Jinnan, and Yan Zhi was not afraid of her, she said: "I'll talk to Xiaotang about having a child, you men go outside!" ”
Yan Zhi kept giving Fu Yi a look, but Fu Yi didn't seem to hear it, Lu Jinnan's expression was solemn, but fortunately he didn't get angry, and said to Yan Zhi in a hoarse voice: "Go out and smoke a cigarette." ”
Yan Zhi raised his eyebrows and left the ward with Lu Jinnan.
They went out, and only me and Fu Yi were left in the ward, Fu Yi lowered his voice and asked, "Isn't it more than a month before the due date?" Why did you give birth all of a sudden? ”
I squinted my eyes slightly, it seems that the matter of Lu Ran pushing me has not been spread, that is, the Lu family deliberately concealed it, I don't know if it is the old lady or Lu Jinnan?
I smiled sarcastically, and I didn't intend to hide it from Fu Yi, I sneered and said, "I had a conflict with Lu Ran in the Lu family's old mansion, and I hit the railing." ”
"Lu Ran?" Fu Yi frowned, and exhaled a little annoyed: "I'll go, doesn't this little girl want to mix?" Xiaotang, don't worry, I'll find someone to clean her up and give you a meal. ”
"Don't." I hurriedly refused: "Don't get involved in this matter, otherwise it will be difficult for Yan Zhi to be caught in the middle at that time." ”
"What are you doing so much? Are you going to leave it at that? Fortunately, you and the baby are fine, what do you say if something happens to you? Anyway, I can't swallow this breath, let me tell you, your daughter may be my future daughter-in-law, and I, as a mother-in-law, have to support her. ”
Fu Yi made me laugh with a fierce look, and I said, "Of course I can't forget it, do you think I'm the kind of person who doesn't bite back after a loss?" I just think it's still early, it's still a long time, take your time and don't worry, the Lu family will definitely give me an explanation in this matter, even if she Lu Ran is a member of the Lu family, but so what? I was born to a member of the Lu family, so I want to see how the old lady and Lu Jinnan deal with this matter. ”
I don't believe that Lu Jinnan doesn't even care about his own daughter in order to protect a cousin, as the saying goes, tiger poison doesn't eat children, and he Lu Jinnan is not a tiger, so I still have this confidence in my heart.
After listening to what I said, Fu Yi also agreed, and she instructed me: "It's right that you think so, but I can tell you, if you don't teach Lu Ran a lesson, you can't agree to spare her so easily, it's too lawless." ”
"I understand." It's not comparable, even for the sake of children, I can't just forget it.
I chatted with Fu Yi for a while, and it wasn't until Zhou's mother brought me soup to drink, and Fu Yi was taken back by Yan Zhi.
Lu Jinnan has been with me in the hospital all the time, maybe it was what I said before Fu Yi came that Lu Jinnan always remembered, he was always far away from me, and he didn't make a sound, just stayed silently and guarded.
We don't speak, it seems like we're in a cold war.
The old lady came over in the afternoon, and she didn't say a word about Lu Ran, of course I won't take the initiative to mention it, I want to see how the Lu family responds?
I lay in the hospital bed for a day, and the wound recovery was not very good, but I insisted on going to see the child, so I yelled at Lu Jinnan, he was worried that I would be angry, and finally compromised with me.
With the first time, the number of times after that became more and more frequent, I can't wait to accompany the child every day, I feel that she is very helpless lying alone in the box, surrounded by hospital medical equipment, although there are other newborns, but I still can't convince myself.
Xiao Ran reminded me many times with the nurse that my current condition is not suitable for getting out of bed for too long, but I have not listened, stubborn as a cow's temper, in exchange for the consequence of wound infection, Lu Jinnan also issued an order not to visit the baby until I have fully recovered.
I was discharged from the hospital after a week, but the child could not be discharged from the hospital and needed to stay in the incubator for half a month.
Because I was not at ease, I could only ask Wu Yanran to run the hospital for me every day, but fortunately, she was also willing.
In the past half a month, everything has been smooth, I keep in touch with Xiao Ran on the phone every day, I believe his words, he will not deceive me in this way, after all, he is a doctor.
Half a month later, Lu Jinnan took me to the hospital to pick up the baby home, and the old lady also came to accompany the villa in the middle of the mountain for a day.
When Lu Jinnan told me the name, I didn't feel too much, and I didn't think much about other meanings, I didn't have particularly high requirements for the name, just suitable for the baby.
Although the little steamed bun didn't come back to me until half a month after it was born, I still insisted on milking every day to ensure that she could eat breast milk, and sometimes it was really uncomfortable to rise, Lu Jinnan couldn't stand it and wanted me to give up, but fortunately, I persevered.
After the little steamed bun came back, my biggest pleasure every day was to watch her grow bigger and bigger day by day, she would often show a looming smile, my fingers often reached her little palm, she would hold on tightly.
This kind of warm time, I really wish I stopped and didn't turn anymore.
That night, when Lu Jinnan came back from work, I was breastfeeding the little steamed bun, he stared at me at the gentle eyes of the little steamed bun, and he said sourly: "With a daughter, you are becoming more and more cold to me." ”
I was slightly stunned and looked at him indifferently: "She is my daughter, I naturally want to give her the best." ”
"What about me?" He came up to me and put him behind me, and I felt him feel his whole body hot, and his body tense against me, and he said, "Don't you want me anymore?" ”
"I didn't say anything like that."
Lu Jinnan turned my face, and he stared at me with lowered eyes: "What about your heart?" Do you think so? ”
I didn't make a sound, pursed my lips, Lu Jinnan's bony fingers touched my cheek, and he pressed step by step: "Answer me." ”
"Lu Jinnan, don't make trouble, I'm still breastfeeding!" I raised my hand and wanted to open his hand, but Lu Jinnan pressed hard to prevent me from moving.
His gaze stayed on my large soft breast, because I was wearing a wide shirt, and several buttons were unbuttoned, revealing the collarbone of my right shoulder, and down there was a snow-white skin, which was clearly presented in front of his eyes.
I only felt that Lu Jinnan's eyes were on fire, his throat was rolling, and his breathing became rapid, and then, he gritted his teeth and roared: "Suffocated, I will be hard to see you." ”
With that, he let me go, jumped out of bed and went to the bathroom, and I only felt my cheeks burn slightly when I looked at his departing back.
The little steamed bun also went to sleep after eating, I was still in a state of ambiguity, I exhaled a lot, and was about to get out of bed to drink saliva, when the mobile phone rang at this time, I directly pressed the answer button to my ear, and a man's voice came from the other end: "Congratulations." ”
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