194:This love is still alive and hated (3)
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After I hung up the phone, Lu Jinnan immediately called me back, I pressed the hang up button directly without any hesitation, and then he kept calling, I simply ignored it, and the bell kept ringing.
My heart is like quicksand in my hand, less and less, less and less, and at this moment I don't know how much is left?
Today's decision was hasty, but I'm pretty sure it wasn't impulsive.
The car drove into the old house, I haven't been back since the last time, and now I stepped here again to get a divorce, but my heart is as calm as water.
I took a deep breath, pushed the car door and walked down, I asked the maid who was trimming the flowers and plants in the garden about the old lady, and the maid said that the old lady was in the bedroom, so I went straight to the old lady's bedroom.
Walking to the door of the old lady's bedroom, I hesitated for half a second before raising my hand and knocking on the door: "Grandma." β
"Xiaotang? Come on in. The old lady's kind voice came from the bedroom, I pursed my lips and gently pushed open the bedroom door, and the old lady sat on the chair on the windowsill, wearing reading glasses, and reading a book in her hand.
Hearing the door open, she looked up and beckoned to me, "Come and sit." β
The old lady has always been kind and fond to me, but I came to embarrass her today, and I felt a little uncomfortable, and I hoped that her old man would not blame me.
I sighed, walked over to the old lady and sat down, the old lady took off her reading glasses and stared at me at my stomach, she smiled and said, "You haven't come to see me for a while, have you forgotten me as an old woman?" β
"Grandma, how dare I forget you! It's just that there have been a lot of things recently, and it's inconvenient for me to come and go with a big belly, so I didn't come to see you, don't be angry with me! I took the old lady's hand and whispered.
The old lady laughed when she heard this, she said: "Grandma is not angry with you, you are the hero of our Lu family, and it is too late for grandma to hurt you!" The old lady raised her hand to hold the back of my hand, and she asked, "Why didn't you come back with Jinnan today?" β
The old lady's words made me silent for a moment, I looked at her silently, pursed my lips and didn't know what to say for a while?
After half a minute, the old lady smiled wryly, she patted my hand gently, put the book in her hand aside, and asked, "Is it awkward to have trouble with Jinnan?" β
I was slightly stunned, not surprised, but I didn't expect the old lady to say it directly, she knew that I didn't think it was strange, after all, Zhou's mother was from the old house, and if there was anything between me and Lu Jinnan, Zhou's mother would definitely report to the old lady.
Seeing that I was silent, the old lady sighed slightly, her cloudy eyes narrowed, and she said, "You two have had problems very early, right?" You left Jiangcheng with a child, and grandma knew what it was for, and the reason why I didn't intervene was because I wanted you to solve it by yourself, but I didn't expect it to be like this. β
"Xiaotang, do you really want to divorce Jinnan?" The old lady looked at me sideways, the expression on her face was a little serious, but her tone was the same as always, her words made me not evade, but nodded, I said, "I divorce him, maybe it will be better for both of us, especially the children." β
"At this point, grandma knows that no matter how much you say, it can't change the decision in your heart, but don't worry, as long as I am here, the daughter-in-law of the Lu family will always only recognize you alone, and it is impossible for others to enter this door even if they want to."
After the old lady finished speaking, she didn't give me a chance to respond, so she took a 4A piece of paper from the book she had just made and handed it to me, nothing was written on the paper, she said, "You sign your name in the lower right corner, and grandma will decide the rest for you." β
I looked at the old lady blankly: "Grandma, what is this for?" β
"Don't ask so much, grandma won't hurt you, signing your name on the paper is only good for you, even if you don't believe me, you should believe my heart for the child in your belly." The old lady refused to tell me half a word, her expression was so strict that she couldn't see what she meant.
I frowned, hesitated, and finally wrote my name on a piece of paper.
The old lady put the paper away, and then put it back in the book, and then she put it in a drawer beside her, and then carefully locked it, and the old lady said, "Let no one say anything about it but the two of us." β
"Okay." I pursed my lips in response.
The old lady didn't say anything, let me go downstairs first, she changed her clothes and came down, and let me have dinner with her here before going back.
I didn't refuse, nodded and turned around and left the bedroom, the old lady was a little mysterious today, and there were many words in my heart that I was blocked back by her words before I could say anything, I don't understand whether the old lady wants me to leave Lu Jinnan or not?
Coming out of the bedroom, I stood in the corridor for a while, the old lady never came out, I vaguely heard her voice from inside, as if she was on the phone?
It seemed a little bad for me to stand here, and I didn't want to eavesdrop on the phone, so I just walked towards the staircase, ready to go downstairs to wait for her.
As soon as I walked to the staircase, I saw Lu Ran walking up to her, she was wearing sunglasses, answering the phone while walking up, talking very coquettishly, she suddenly raised her head, saw me standing in front of her, and her voice suddenly stopped, she said to the other end of the phone: "I have something to do here, and I'll talk about it at night." β
After Lu Ran hung up the phone, she walked towards me, although she was standing under me, but because she was wearing high heels, she was at eye level with me, she looked at me and smiled faintly: "This belly is really getting bigger and bigger, but if there is anything wrong with the things in it, I don't think there is any need for it." β
Lu Ran's words were very sarcastic and harsh, which made me grit my teeth a little, I looked at her with a slight cold eye, one second, two seconds, just staring at her without saying a word, maybe my eyes were too sharp, Lu Ran swallowed her throat, don't look at me anymore, she said with a smile: "Lin Tang, you are pregnant, you must not be able to satisfy my brother, right?" Let me tell you, my brother has had a lot of contact with Sister Bingying recently, and you also know that the two of them are a natural pair, if it weren't for grandma forcing them to separate, now your position is Sister Bingying's, my brother still has her in his heart, two people are dry firewood, lonely men and widows...... Tut-tut, my brother is a person who wants a lot, and unspeakable things may happen when he comes and goes! β
I frowned slightly, couldn't help but laugh out loud, and I asked lazily in a lazy tone, "You saw it with your own eyes?" Or did your Bingying sister send you a live broadcast? β
Lu Ran was a little annoyed, and his eyes glared at me: "What's the matter with you?" β
"Your brother is my husband, why is it none of my business? The so-called natural pair in your mouth is just a junior in my opinion, and even if they do, they should be unsightly, right? You are so proud to say it, does your sister Bingying know? I looked at Lu Ran and said unhurriedly.
My words made Lu Ran a little angry, and she gave me a white look and turned pale: "What nonsense are you talking about?" You are the junior, don't think that if you are pregnant with a child, you can dominate my brother for the rest of your life, if there is a problem with the child you give birth to, do you want my brother to do it? β
"Is there a problem, Lu Ran, you know better than me in your heart, you do so many indiscriminate things, aren't you afraid of retribution?" I was angry, she didn't mention it, but I couldn't forget what I heard, I said to Lu Ran: "Lu Ran, what you have done, I will tell you sooner or later, it's just a matter of time." β
Lu Ran's eyes dodged, and she walked upstairs to leave: "I don't know what you're talking about." β
Because I was standing at the top of the stairs with a big belly, Lu Ran subconsciously reached out and pushed me, and I grabbed her with my backhand: "Lu Ran, don't be in a hurry to deny it, you know what you have done." β
"You go away, it's annoying." Lu Ran's emotions were a little out of control, when I was unprepared, she suddenly grabbed my hand and pulled me hard, I wanted to reach out to break her, but before I touched her hand, she suddenly pushed me, and then let go of me, my whole person immediately lost balance, straight, directly hit the railing, only felt a word, pain.
I didn't recover for a long time, I couldn't move my hands on the railing, my tears were rolling in my eyes, fear and pain dominated my emotions, I could clearly feel the sharp pain from the top of my abdomen.
I took a deep breath, endured the unbearable pain of ordinary people, grabbed the railing tightly with both hands, the green tendons on the back of my hands were obvious, Lu Ran also noticed that something was wrong with me, she said coldly on the side: "Lin Tang, let me tell you, don't pretend to me." β
I steadied myself, but I didn't have any experience at all, I just felt scared, because what happened after the pregnancy made me feel the fear coming in waves at this moment, and I finally couldn't help but collapse: "Grandma...... Grandma ....."
My voice was very loud, I was afraid that my grandmother wouldn't hear it, so I shouted at Lu Ran: "Lu Ran, I may be about to give birth, you call the hospital immediately....."
Lu Ran didn't look like I was joking, she was also a little flustered, the whole person stood motionless with a pale face, holding the mobile phone with trembling hands and making random calls, she stepped back, her lips were trembling, the old lady who heard my shout walked out of the bedroom quickly, and when she saw that I didn't look right, the old lady hurriedly shouted: "Xiaotang." β
The old lady immediately called the maid, and with the help of the maid, I was sent to Jiangcheng Women's and Children's Hospital, and on the way to the hospital, I fainted several times because of the pain, and I didn't even want to open my eyes, I just felt numb with pain.
My consciousness is getting shallower and shallower, but I can clearly hear the voice in my ears, I seem to hear Lu Jinnan's domineering man screaming and threatening the doctor, but I don't feel any emotion at all, I silently said to myself in my heart, if something happens to the children, I will definitely not let them go.
Because of the lack of a month, and the suddenness of the incident, I had no choice but to have a caesarean section, which lasted more than an hour, and I could clearly feel it at the moment when the child was taken out of my body.
The nurse whispered in my ear, "Congratulations, it's a baby girl." β
The operation went well, there was no big problem, but the child was less than a month old, and he was going to be sent to the incubator.
Because of the birth of the child, I was greatly injured, in the process of stitching up the wound I fainted, when I woke up again, it was already the next morning, I opened my eyes, saw the unfamiliar environment, I moved, and Lu Jinnan's voice came from my ears: "Awake?" Is there anything wrong with it? Don't hold yourself up, be good, tell me. β
I didn't feel any discomfort, just pain all over my body, but I didn't respond, my mind seemed to freeze, my eyes were stunned, and after a while I asked, "What about the child?" β
"Well, don't think about anything else, take care of your body first, the doctor said, the most important thing for you now is to rest." Lu Jinnan took my hand and kissed it on the mouth, seeing that I didn't speak, Lu Jinnan continued: "It's all my fault, if you are angry in your heart, let it out, don't hold it back, okay?" β
"Lu Jinnan, let me ask you how the baby is? You answer me! Lu Jinnan didn't answer, and the panic in my heart deepened.
PS: I want to think about the baby's name, I didn't like it yesterday, everyone continues to think about it, and I said that there may be time tomorrow, so I will add moreγγγγγγ