Chapter 192: Heartache

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"Let me tell you, now your pain is less than one ten-thousandth of what you put on Gu Xizi, you can't imagine how much pain Gu Xizi is now, she is not only hurting in her body now, but also hurting in her heart, Zhong Jinyun, is this what you want to explain to Gu Xizi, as soon as she woke up, you have to let her face such a cruel truth, are you still a person?" Shu Aohan shouted excitedly. &1t;/p>

Zhong Jin Yun gritted his teeth and glared at Shu Aohan, "Can you stop interfering in the matter between me and Gu Xizi?" ”&1t;/p>

Shu Aohan tugged at the corners of his mouth, "I don't care, do you want me to watch you continue to hurt her?" ”&1t;/p>

The long-term depression and grief also made Zhong Jin Yun close to collapse, and he pushed away Shu Aohan, who had been clutching his neck, with a little spark in his eyes. &1t;/p>

"Do you think I want Gu Xizi to have such a thing, don't I want Gu Xizi to be well, that child is not only Gu Xizi's alone, but also mine, I lost my own child, I don't feel bad?" &1t;/p>

Speaking of this, Zhong Jinyun paused, "Yes, Gu Xizi had such a serious car accident because of me, it was because I didn't take good care of Gu Xizi, I didn't know that she shouldn't chase her when she was pregnant, but I never thought that things would turn out like this, and I was also very annoyed how things could turn out like this!" ”&1t;/p>

The more Zhong Jinyun spoke, the more he felt broken. &1t;/p>

Seeing Zhong Jin Yun like this, Gu Xizi felt even more sad in his heart. &1t;/p>

My heart hurts, not only because of the loss of my child, but also because of the collapse of Zhong Jinyun. &1t;/p>

Zhong Jinyun was right, how could things become like this? &1t;/p>

Obviously everything is fine, she was very happy when she just learned the news of pregnancy, and wanted to tell him the news when Zhong Jinyun came back. &1t;/p>

But before she saw Zhong Jinyun, she saw the disgusting scene designed by Lang Xingchen, although she knew very well that Zhong Jinyun would definitely not mess with Lang Xingchen, but she just felt so tired. &1t;/p>

Especially when she saw the report that Zhong Jinyun and Lang Xingchen went in and out of the same room together, she felt even more exhausted, as if all the strength of her body had been drained, she didn't know when such a day would end, and when there would be no women around Zhong Jinyun. &1t;/p>

Maybe it's because I'm pregnant, so the whole person has become more sensitive and fragile, and it doesn't seem to have the strength to kill gods and Buddhas like before. &1t;/p>

So she chose to go out for a walk alone, wanting to be alone and quietly adjust her mood, she just didn't want Zhong Jinyun to follow her. &1t;/p>

Zhong Jin Yun may be worried about her, so she has to follow her, she just wanted someone at the time, and didn't want anyone to follow, so she hurriedly threw off Zhong Jin Yun and ran forward, and didn't pay attention to the traffic lights and vehicles at the intersection in front of her, so she was knocked away. &1t;/p>

Thinking that the child was killed by a sudden car accident like this, he didn't have time to take a look at this world before leaving, and then looked at the Zhong Jin Yun in front of him who was tortured like this, Gu Xizi's tears suddenly welled up. &1t;/p>

It really shouldn't be this way. &1t;/p>

She shouldn't be like this. &1t;/p>

Zhong Jinyun shouldn't be like this. &1t;/p>

Zhong Jinyun should be the brightest star living in the spotlight, in the past, even if he just looked at it from afar, he felt very beautiful, such a person should not be stumped by such trivial matters, and should not be dragged down because of a person like her. &1t;/p>

It seems that since she walked into Zhong Jinyun's life, Zhong Jinyun has become more and more emotional. &1t;/p>

In the past, Zhong Jinyun put all her mind on acting, and would not think about superfluous things, after she and Zhong Jinyun were together, Zhong Jinyun became cautious. &1t;/p>

Zhong Jinyun is not not good enough. &1t;/p>

Although the difference between her and Zhong Jinyun's social background is indeed outrageous, Zhong Jinyun did not dislike her because of this, and she did not be too arrogant because of the difference in identity, although she was also a little unconfident, but through the reconciliation of the two people, these little things were finally solved. &1t;/p>

Gu Xizi thought that everything was going in a good direction. &1t;/p>

But by this time the child was gone. &1t;/p>

If it weren't for Zhong Jinyun, this child wouldn't be gone, and before she could tell Zhong Jinyun about her pregnancy, the child would have been gone. &1t;/p>

Shu Aohan sneered again: "Do you feel very aggrieved by this, do you regret being with Gu Xizi?" ”&1t;/p>

Zhong Jinyun immediately continued: "I have no regrets! ”&1t;/p>

Regarding the decision to be with Gu Xizi, Zhong Jinyun carefully considered that in this world, only this woman can make his heart move like this, so for the matter of being with Gu Xizi, Zhong Jinyun has never regretted it, and he has never felt that he is better than other men or has any sense of superiority. &1t;/p>

On the contrary, he cherished every minute and second with Gu Xizi. &1t;/p>

Every minute and every second with Gu Xizi was the happiest time in his life. &1t;/p>

Although his little sun also has many shortcomings, such as a bad temper and a hands-on attitude, in his eyes, these shortcomings are the most real thing about Gu Xizi, and they are what he likes. &1t;/p>

However, his little sun was now lying on the bed like a broken rag doll, looking at him with tears on his face. &1t;/p>

He had never seen Gu Xizi cry so sadly. &1t;/p>

It seems that nothing has made Gu Xizi so sad. &1t;/p>

The situation is beyond anyone's imagination, Zhong Jin Yun couldn't imagine that a lively and active girl like his Gu Xizi would become like this in the blink of an eye. &1t;/p>

Zhong Jinyun took a step forward holding the ribs under his stomach, the expression on his face was still painful, but there was deep sincerity in his eyes. &1t;/p>

"Shu Aohan, can I stay alone with Gu Xizi for a while, I just have something I want to say to Gu Xizi alone." &1t;/p>

"This is impossible, I will never give you another chance to hurt Gu Xizi." Shu Aohan said righteously. &1t;/p>

Gu Xizi choked up and said, "Shu Aohan, you go out first." ”&1t;/p>

"Gu Xizi ......" Shu Aohan frowned. &1t;/p>

"Go out, go out to eat something, you must have stayed up with me for a long time, you see your face is very bad, go back and rest." Gu Xizi's voice was very soft. &1t;/p>

Shu Ao stared at Jin Yun coldly, then gritted his teeth and said, "Gu Xizi, I'm just outside the ward, what do you call me." ”&1t;/p>

Gu Xizi nodded, "Okay." ”&1t;/p>

Shu Aohan glanced back at Zhong Jin Yun before leaving, "Don't irritate Gu Xizi anymore, otherwise you will break more than just a rib, I will tear down the bones of your body!" ”&1t;/p>

After speaking, Shu Aohan turned around and pushed the door out, leaving time for Gu Xizi and Zhong Jinyun. &1t;/p>

There were only two people left in the ward, Zhong Jinyun and Gu Xizi. &1t;/p>

Zhong Jin Yun covered the ribs under his stomach with his hands, took two steps forward with difficulty, came to the hospital bed, and sat in front of Gu Xizi's bed. &1t;/p>

Gu Xizi looked at Zhong Jin Yun's face covered in cold sweat and in a trance, and he couldn't help but feel sad in his heart. &1t;/p>

"Are you alright, do you need to see a doctor?" Gu Xizi asked in a low voice. &1t;/p>

Zhong Jin Yun shook his head, "I'm fine, Shu Aohan is right, my pain is less than one-ten-thousandth of what you experienced this night." ”&1t;/p>

If only it was a night of pain. &1t;/p>

The problem is that the damage has already been done, and some things are difficult to make up, such as the child in Gu Xizi's belly. &1t;/p>

"Bear with me, the doctor should be delivering painkillers soon." Looking at Gu Xizi's pale face because of pain, Zhong Jinyun didn't know what he could do for Gu Xizi. &1t;/p>

Gu Xizi's eyes were particularly bright, as if they were the light emitted by the refraction of tears in the sun, but Gu Xizi bit his lip and tried not to let the tears continue to flow. &1t;/p>

Seeing Gu Xizi's efforts to endure the pain, Zhong Jin Yun felt even more like a knife. &1t;/p>

In the end, Gu Xizi's tears still flowed down the corners of his eyes. &1t;/p>

"Painkillers, can they cure heartache?" Gu Xizi clasped his heart with the hand that was not injured, "I hurt so much here." ”&1t;/p>

My heart hurts. &1t;/p>

Hearing Gu Xizi say that his heart hurts, Zhong Jinyun's tears suddenly welled up in his eyes. &1t;/p>

"Gu Xizi, I'm sorry." Zhong Jin Yun clenched his fists, except for apologizing, he didn't know what to say to Gu Xizi, although he knew that saying sorry to Gu Xizi at this time was also very powerless, and it didn't make any sense. &1t;/p>

Gu Xizi tilted his head and stared at Zhong Jinyun, tears rolling down, "Why did you cause me to lose my child?" ”&1t;/p>

Zhong Jinyun shook his head, "Gu Xizi, I don't know...... You're pregnant, it's so late, I'm afraid you're in danger of wandering the streets alone, I'm worried about you, that's why you're ......"&1t;/p>

Gu Xizi tried his best to only make a hoarse voice, "There are so many things, I just want to be alone, why do you have to follow me, if you don't follow me, I won't have an accident!" ”&1t;/p>

"I know, it's all my fault, if you burn me, I should have sent you to the hospital, if I send you to the hospital at that time, the doctor will definitely be able to check that you are pregnant, even if not, I shouldn't leave you alone at home to go abroad to film, I should be by your side with you." Zhong Jinyun apologized over and over again. &1t;/p>

Thinking that he was the father of the child, but he was the last to know about Gu Xizi's pregnancy, knowing that the pregnancy was because Gu Xizi had a miscarriage, and he didn't hear the good news, but he got bad news, which was really a great irony for Zhong Jinyun. &1t;/p>

The corners of Gu Xizi's mouth were a self-deprecating wry smile, and tears kept flowing, "I didn't expect this child to come so suddenly, and he left so suddenly, I thought he was a gift from God to the two of us, I thought you would like his ......"&1t;/p>

Zhong Jinyun immediately continued: "Of course I like him, that's the child of the two of us!" ”&1t;/p>

Gu Xizi smiled bitterly and repeated Zhong Jinyun's words, "Our two children ......"&1t;/p>

"I'm also very sad when this kind of thing happens, Gu Xizi, I don't say this to avoid responsibility, I just want to tell you that no matter what happens, I will definitely stay by your side, and we will face ...... together" Speaking of this, Zhong Jinyun reached out and gently wiped the tears from the corners of Gu Xizi's eyes. &1t;/p>

Gu Xizi turned his face away all of a sudden, refusing to face Zhong Jinyun. &1t;/p>

"How to face it together, that child grew up in my body, you may never be able to experience the joy ......of life, because you haven't seen it with your own eyes," Gu Xizi choked. &1t;/p>

"At first, I couldn't feel his existence, but when the color room doctor pointed to the small seed as big as a glass ball on the electronic screen, I realized that there was really a small bud in my body that was slowly growing little by little, although he was still just a small seed in the electronic screen, but as time went by, he would become a little doll, and finally the melon would ripen." &1t;/p>

Gu Xizi's voice was full of heavy crying, as if he couldn't control his emotions at all. &1t;/p>

Headaches, body aches, pains everywhere, but nothing hurts more than the heart in the body that is broken by a cruel fact. &1t;/p>

The more he looked at Zhong Jinyun at this moment, the more sad Gu Xizi's heart became. &1t;/p>

The person who gave the child life was Zhong Jinyun, but the person who deprived the child of his life was also Zhong Jinyun, although Zhong Jinyun did not mean it, but the child's death because of him is an undeniable fact. &1t;/p>

Zhong Jinyun knew how sad Gu Xizi was, but time could not be turned back, and what had already happened was irreparable, Zhong Jinyun tried to adjust his mood, although his heart hurt like a knife when he saw Gu Xizi's appearance, and tears had filled his eyes, but he had been trying to hold back so that the tears did not fall. &1t;/p>

"Gu Xizi, although I couldn't accompany you to witness that joyful new life, please believe that I must love him with empathy like you." &1t;/p>

Gu Xizi couldn't help crying, "Before I could tell you the news of my pregnancy, a car accident took his life." ”&1t;/p>

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