The doctor first did a simple treatment for the weak Xiaoxia, and then began to check, at this time Xiaoxia's lips were already white, her face was bloodless, and she silently muttered in her heart, "The baby must not have an accident, the baby must not have an accident." ”

Xiao Xia lay motionless on the hospital bed, waiting for the doctor to announce the final results. Soon, the doctor stopped, the examination was over, and Xiaoxia couldn't wait to ask, "Doctor, baby, is the baby still there?" ”

The doctor didn't speak, opened the door and called in Lei Ming, who was walking around, the doctor looked at Lei Ming and said with a regretful expression on his face: "Mr. Lei, according to the results of the examination, the fetus has no heartbeat. It's a pity, such a big child, all have been formed, I hope you don't be too upset, now the problem is that your wife is very pregnant and needs to have an induced labor. ”

As if he couldn't understand the doctor's words, Lei Ming walked up to the doctor, shook the doctor's arm and said, "Doctor, please, can you check it carefully again, maybe the child is still there, yesterday, yes, I could still hear the baby's heartbeat yesterday, just such a day's work, how is it possible?" What if you check it again and make it a misdiagnosis? ”

Xiaoxia, who was in the hospital bed, heard the doctor's words, looked at Lei Ming's somewhat crazy appearance, and tears couldn't help but flow out.

Doctor: "I understand your feelings, but please accept the fact that there is no movement of the fetus now." The top priority is to perform surgery, if it is delayed for a long time, it will be dangerous for pregnant women. ”

Lei Ming looked at Xiao Xia, the weak Xia had no blood on his face, lying quietly on the hospital bed like a paper man, Lei Ming walked over, silently helped Xiao Xia wipe away the tears on his face, and said in a choked voice, "Okay, I agree to the operation, I sign." ”

Xiaoxia was wheeled into the operating room, and this was the second time she was lying on the operating table. I remember that just last time, Xiaoxia was still happily waiting for the doctor to "stuff" the child into her belly; But it's only been half a year, and before Xiaoxia can enjoy the joy of being a mother, the doctor wants to "take out" the child again. Xiaoxia has no power to resist, at the mercy of the doctor, she can only listen to the doctor knife by knife, take the child away, even without anesthetic, she can't feel the pain in her body, her heart is dripping blood, what can be more sad than a mother losing her child?

Lei Ming stood outside the operating room, he stared straight at the operating room, Lei Ming couldn't relax for a while, he really couldn't believe the fact that this blow was too big for him. He slapped himself on the head, and he wanted to wake him up with a punch, then told him that it had just been a dream.

At some point, the operation was over. Xiaoxia was pushed out of the operating room, Lei Ming followed him into the ward, and the doctor advised: "Just after the operation, the induction of labor has a great impact on the woman's body, and she must stay in bed for the first two weeks." Lei Ming nodded numbly as he listened to the doctor, and when the doctor finished speaking, he only asked, "Is the child in the womb male or female?" ”

Doctor: "Boy, please don't be too upset. ”

Looking at Xiaoxia lying on the hospital bed, Lei Ming didn't have time to speak, Aunt Lei had just arrived, she grabbed Lei Ming out of the ward, Lei Ming said wait for me, and left first.

Xiao Xia lay alone on the hospital bed, as if the world had abandoned her, she felt cold all over, if it weren't for the tears that kept running down her face, Xiao Xia might have forgotten that she was still alive.

Xiaoxia's heart was dripping blood, how she wished it was all just a dream, how good it would be! She bit her lip hard, and slowly the blood was oozing out, but at this moment, Xiaoxia couldn't feel the shallow pain in her lips at all. She was biting the sinner desperately, she wanted to wake herself up, and tell her that all this was just a dream.

Even though this dream is so real, it doesn't matter, it will wake up, everything will be fine when you wake up, and the baby will be there when you wake up. If I wake up, I will never go back to my dream, it is too horrible, too painful! Xiaoxia tried to keep her eyes open, everything she saw was so clear, wasn't this a dream?! Really, everything is true! The child is gone, my six-month-old, formed child is gone! Why? Why are you torturing me so much? Heaven has treated me unfairly!

Xiaoxia didn't dare to close her eyes, and as soon as she closed her eyes, she saw a little baby smiling at her. She didn't dare to face this child, this child who had never been born and had never met had already fantasized about the appearance of a child thousands of times in Xiaoxia's heart. Xiaoxia only washed her eyes through tears and blurred her vision, she felt that she didn't have to think about it at this moment, and she didn't feel so heartbroken at this moment.

After a long time, Lei Ming finally came back, he looked at Xiao Xia, looked at the pillow that was wet from crying, Lei Ming couldn't control it anymore, and then cried, Lei Ming wiped away the tears on Xia's face while crying and said, "Wife, don't cry." ”

Xiaoxia didn't seem to hear the thunderous words, her eyes were still dumbfounded, and she kept crying. Lei Ming gently shook Xiaoxia's shoulders and said, "Xiaoxia, say something, don't scare me." ”

Xiaoxia remained motionless.

Lei Ming was a little anxious, took Xia into his arms at once, and said in a choked voice, "Xiaoxia, answer me, okay?" I've already lost my baby, you must not have any more accidents, Xiaoxia! I can't live without you! ”

Hearing Lei Ming say this, Xiao Xia cried out wowly: "My child is gone, Lei Ming, I miss our baby." ”

Yes, the pain of losing a child is a catastrophe for this couple!

Xiaoxia no longer cares about her mother-in-law's accusations over and over again, she would rather hear her mother-in-law's scolding than when she is quiet, and it is much stronger to hear the child crying alone!

If you use one word to describe Xiaoxia, life is better than death, I am afraid it is more appropriate. She felt like she was just going to give the waste! I can't even keep the child! said that he would give birth to a baby for Lei Ming, and said that he would inherit the Lei family, but now it seems that all this is a joke!

Xiaoxia didn't want to stay in the hospital, she only stayed for two days, and then she was in a hurry to go home, she really didn't want to stay in this sad place for a moment longer. Before being discharged from the hospital, the doctor prescribed some medicines and told them to pay attention to rest during the two weeks.

After returning home, Lei Ming helped Xiaoxia back to the bedroom, and the two of them invariably saw the bloodstained sheets, which seemed to remind them: "Your child is gone!" Without! ”

Lei Ming hurriedly walked over and pulled the sheet to the ground and said, "I went back and washed the sheet." ”

Xiaoxia looked at the sheets and asked, "You say, is this my blood or the baby's blood?" ”

Lei Ming was a little uncontrollable, and said in a slightly trembling voice: "Don't think about Xiaoxia, it's over, it's all over." You can rest first. ”

Seeing Xiaoxia lying on the bed, Lei Ming closed the door and went out.

Sitting in the living room, Lei Ming smoked cigarettes one after another, at this moment he wished to find someone to accompany him, even if it was to sit with him, at least his heart would not be so empty.

Lei Ming couldn't bear to look at Xiao Xia's red and swollen eyes, he wanted to comfort Xiao Xia, but as soon as this topic was mentioned, Lei Ming's heart was like a knife, he had to remain silent, in fact, in Lei Ming's heart, there was still a trace of complaint, if it wasn't for Xiao Xia running around that day, maybe the child wouldn't have had an accident, forget it, what's the use of talking about it now? What's more, seeing Xiaoxia's heartbroken appearance, Lei Ming couldn't say anything more.

In this way, the couple could not come out of the grief of losing their child. Neither of them wanted to talk much, and they were listless all day.

Life still has to pass, work still has to be done. Thunder, who has taken a few days off, should also go to work.

That morning, Lei Ming said to Xiaoxia: "I should go to work today, you can rest at home by yourself, the food is in the pot, you can eat it hot." ”

Xiaoxia nodded and said softly that she understood. Xiao Xia, who was lying on the bed, watched Lei Ming change his clothes, only to find that Lei Ming had a beard and his hair was messy. Xiaoxia sat up slowly, leaned against the wall and slowly walked to the living room, took out a razor from the drawer and handed it to Lei Ming and said, "Shave." As he spoke, he helped Lei Ming fix his hair with his hand.

Lei Ming couldn't help but smile bitterly: "How can you still have this thought, that's right, you have to clean up anyway, so as not to make colleagues laugh." ”

So Lei Ming went to the bathroom, cleaned up briefly, and left.

Looking at the back of Lei Ming's departure, Xiaoxia couldn't help crying again.

Lei Ming drove the car, absent-minded along the way, almost ran the red light several times, and when he arrived downstairs in the company, Lei Ming calmed down for a few minutes, took a deep breath, he wanted to cheer up and go to work, and this family still depends on him to support.

Probably the people in the company have heard about Lei Ming's experience, and no one mentioned his previous beating, but in order to make up for Chen Ping, the company's senior management decided to appoint Chen Ping as the general manager, and Chen Ping officially became Lei Ming's direct leader.

Lei Ming barely stays in the company, how can he still have the heart to work? Lei Ming seems to be a different person, silent all day long, unwilling to say a word to anyone, every day as soon as he enters the house, he sits in a chair, his eyes look ahead, and sometimes stays like this for more than an hour. The once capable thunder is gone, and now he always loses everything he does, either leaving what he just copied in the copy room, or forgetting to save the documents in the computer. Sometimes, a colleague just gave Lei Ming a document, and he couldn't find it in the blink of an eye.

Seeing Lei Ming's appearance, several colleagues who have been with him so far also wanted to persuade him, but every time he mentioned this topic, Lei Ming immediately said as if he was electrocuted: "Don't mention it, I feel even more uncomfortable when I mention it." "Looking at Lei Ming's appearance, it's hard for everyone to say anything more.

After work, Lei Ming often leans lazily on the chair, looking at the clock, he is not in a hurry to go home, as if when he gets home, it seems that someone is reminding him: "He used to have a son, not long ago, there is no more, and he will never come back." The more this happened, the more depressed Lei Ming felt, and he needed to vent, so the bar became the best place to go, and he often had to get half drunk before going home. I want to talk about "Sweetheart Assistant: Gao Leng's Husband's Private Love" with more like-minded people, and pay attention to "excellent reading literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find a confidant~