4. You are my unspeakable wound
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I smiled bitterly when she blurted out that secret.
In her eyes, I turned out to be such a money-loving and shameless man! The reason why I still stay in this house is completely just for money.
But what I can't figure out is that she sees me like that person, why does she continue to love me so much?
We were entangled again and again for a while, and it was only after I got evidence of some disgraceful things about his father that I finally used this as a quid pro quo to completely separate myself from her.
After moving back to that home, Xiao Che did not get better because of this. He had only been in elementary school for half a semester, and his condition was getting worse and worse, so I transferred him to another school and took him to see a psychiatrist.
However, every time he came back, he was silent, but leaned on my shoulder and secretly wept.
Every now and then, I want to cry without tears.
Hurting a small child may be the easiest thing in the world, but healing them is probably the hardest thing in the world.
I tried to put aside a lot of work and take care of him at home.
Slowly, his condition finally improved, but he was still very afraid of the dark, and when he encountered stimulation, he would still pick up the things around him like crazy and smash them everywhere.
I thought we had a lot of time left and I could wait and stay with him until he was healed. But at this time, God played a vicious joke on me.
At that time, I always felt that I couldn't eat anything, I felt uncomfortable all over my body, and sometimes I would even be confused, and I woke up with a tingling pain in my abdomen.
When I went to the hospital for an examination, I found that the liver cancer was in an advanced stage.
The doctor said that if you seize the opportunity for treatment, you can live for one to two years, but if you let it go, I am afraid that you will not be able to survive for half a year.
On the day I got the diagnosis, I asked the driver to go home early, and I walked alone on the bustling and bustling streets, and I couldn't say what it was like to feel like in my heart. It seems that I have been waiting for that day for a long time. But when it really comes, it still feels reluctant and nostalgic.
After that, I began to work on arranging where Xiao Che would go after I died. The money and place have been found, and there is currently a shortage of someone worthy of trust.
In addition, I tried my last bit of hope to investigate my sister's accident again.
If I do die, the only things I can't worry about are these two things.
Now that I think about it, being able to reunite with her after that should be considered an extra gift from heaven.
That day seemed to be destined, originally to accompany Xiao Che, but the child rarely made a little friend, followed the friend to play, and I just happened to have something to talk about with the boss of her company, so I went to that dinner.
I didn't recognize her at the time. After all, after all that time, people's faces have changed a lot.
Before that, I had the impression that she had always been when she was a child, innocent and cute, with shallow dimples on round cheeks.
But when I saw her that day, she was haggard and uncomfortable, like a flower watered by boiling water.
I just glanced at her at the time, and I didn't think about how much that person would mean to me.
The person I was waiting for didn't come, and I didn't have the heart to stay any longer, so I got up and said goodbye and left.
Along the way, I closed my eyes and recuperated and drove to my home by the driver. I can't sleep at night tossing and turning, and I think it's probably because my body knows that my time is running out and I don't want to waste it on sleep.
I simply got up, flipped out the diary hidden on the bedboard, opened it, and looked at it page by page.
Whether it's happy or sad, at the end of my life, I'm still willing to look back again.
I don't want to be like others, just go away in a daze, and then look back on my life, I can't remember anything, it feels like I lived in vain.
When I turned to the pages where the handwriting was yellowed with tears, my eyes suddenly froze somewhere.
Yiyi.
I remembered that the little girl's mother called her that.
And then the woman of today's banquet......
Tang Yiyi.
The next day, I had someone check it out for me. It was supposed to be a matter of little hope, but it turned out to be beyond words.
I stared blankly at the photos of her brought back by the investigators, thinking about the people and opportunities in this world, which is really unfathomable. If she hadn't gently pulled me, maybe I would have been out of this world a long time ago.
Then I won't have the opportunity to experience all the joy or sorrow after that!
It's just that......
How am I going to meet her? How do you talk about the events of the year?
Now she is no longer the ignorant child she once was. As soon as I said I was the little boy, she would know what was going on.
In the midst of hesitation, we met again.
Before that, I didn't even know that she was looking for me. That day, my father repeatedly asked me to attend the drinking party, and I had no choice but to take Xiao Che with me.
The little one probably thought that this kind of party between us adults was too boring, and ran out to play by himself while I was not paying attention.
When the lights came on again, she appeared in front of me holding Xiao Che so tightly. The sudden impact of the picture almost made me cry.
Suddenly I thought, why should I bother looking for someone else?
This person who has crossed paths with me many years ago may be destined in the dark.
Unfortunately, Xiao Che was really shaking at that time, so I quickly carried him back to the car and calmed him down, and when I hurried back there, she was no longer there, only her shoes were floating in the pool.
I scooped up my shoes, dried them, and took them home.
That night, I couldn't sleep all night. He stared at the shoe with a somewhat worn heel until dawn.
The next day, I wanted to go straight to her, but the faintness struck again. Although it was only a few minutes, after that, the whole person's spirit seemed to be hollowed out.
I didn't say anything about my illness, including the company, the itinerary was still arranged, so I took a general look and selectively explained what the assistant was dealing with.
On that day, according to the schedule, I was supposed to meet an important client in the evening. The assistant also asked me about it.
Because it is important, I sent him to attend on my behalf, and if there are any questions, communicate with me on the phone in time, and be sure not to delay.
Not long after he went, he called me and briefly explained the situation there. I listened to it and thought it was almost over.
Just when the phone was about to hang up, he said it casually, and when he came, he seemed to see a woman at the door, who seemed to be the person in charge of the partner I asked him to follow up tomorrow, called Tang Yiyi.
also said that he saw Mr. Feng pulling and pulling next to her.
As soon as I heard this, I immediately bounced out of the hospital bed, quickly put on my coat and windbreaker, and went straight to the hotel.
Seeing that scene, I couldn't help but think of the terrible nightmare I had experienced.
There are still people watching on both sides taking pictures, some laughing, and some waiting to see a good show.
But none of them stepped forward to stop it. Can't they see her tears?
I tore the bastard away, punched him a few times, and carried her out of the smoky private room.
At that time, I had never believed in ghosts and gods, but I suddenly wanted to ask God to let me live longer.
This world is so dangerous, who will protect these people I care about in the future?
After sending her home that night, I had just driven out of the neighborhood with my physical strength, and I pulled over on the side of the road, trying to slow down. But in the fog, I saw her come out again.
I was about to open my mouth to scream, but something was wrong.
That woman, it shouldn't be her!
The clothes she wears, and the kind of spirited person, who looks like she has won a battle, can never be her!
I wanted to tell her about it the next day when I signed the contract, but her panicked appearance made me unable to interject at all.
When we came out together, I always felt like she was scared of something. I tried to protect her as much as I could, but the stupid man dragged her back into fear again.
But what can I do but let go?
It was his husband, the rightful husband.
I never knew before, but the cruelest thing in the world is:
There is a kind of happiness that is not mine.