3. You are my unspeakable wound
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Just when she was more than seven months pregnant, her mother took her and her brother-in-law back from the hospital for a prenatal checkup, and a terrible car accident occurred.
It was my mother who drove the car, and my sister and brother-in-law sat in the back seat. After the car accident, the mother and brother-in-law died on the spot.
My sister was able to protect her brother-in-law before she was in danger, so she did not die on the spot, but held on the operating table until the doctor took out the child in her belly and told the child that it was okay, and then swallowed her last breath.
If it weren't for the child that my sister left behind on her deathbed, I would have been so painful that I wanted to go with them.
Why?
My sister is such a kind person, she has never hurt anyone, and she is tired enough, and now she has finally achieved happiness, and God wants to take it away so cruelly?
After the elder sister left, the brother-in-law's younger brother wanted to come and take the child away, saying that he had come to support the child for his brother. The brother was a policeman, and he was as good as his brother-in-law, but when he said this, I saw the resentment on my brother's daughter-in-law's face, and refused with a smile.
Sister, don't worry, just like you once guarded me when I was young. Now, your child, leave it to me to protect!
After agreeing with my father, I left the child as my own child. The name is used before my sister and brother-in-law, just to facilitate my future care, and the surname is with me.
Even if I hired a nanny, I tried to do it myself, but I finally knew that children can't do without their mothers.
Just like when I was young, even though I suffered so much torture, I still didn't go astray after all, all because of the care and guidance of my sister's role as a mother.
Not long after my sister's funeral, there were suddenly two more uninvited guests in the house.
When my father told me word by word that the 15-year-old boy was his own flesh and blood, and that he and his biological mother would live with us from now on, my heart was so cold that I couldn't put it into words.
The day after the woman moved in, she ordered all the things in the house to be replaced with those related to her mother and sister.
It was this move that made me think that my sister's accident might have something else wrong.
Sure enough, this temptation, the woman's strong reaction confirmed my suspicion even more. But when they sent someone to investigate, they found nothing.
The mother and son's bottom is so clean that people are more and more suspicious.
But I never had clear evidence, and it wasn't long before the woman and her father re-registered their marriage.
I know that the worst possible outcome of such rash accusations is that I will be swept away along with this child. I'm not afraid, I don't belong to this family, and I have no regrets when I leave.
But what about Xiao Che?
The father's career and mother account for at least half, and the sister also has her own share.
Why should I give away everything that Xiao Che should have gotten to others, and then let him go with me to live that kind of poor and miserable life?
To be honest, it is precisely because I know what a terrible feeling poverty is that I don't want my sister's children to live like that.
So, I began to be patient, and I was silent, secretly and slowly searching for anything related to this woman.
When she was one year old, a woman broke into my life.
Her name is Chen Yanran, she has known each other for nearly two years, she is the only daughter of one of her father's business partners, and her family is quite rich.
It's just that they have money, which is not the same as our family.
To be exact, she already belongs to the third generation of the rich, and her grandfather is a businessman on the rich side, and the inheritance to her father's generation is the icing on the cake.
Those of us who suddenly made a fortune like nouveau riche will always be like beggars in fancy clothes in the eyes of the real wealthy.
But she behaved differently from anyone else, and was indescribably kind to me and Xiao Che. Always gentle and soft-spoken, pampered.
even offered to take care of Xiao Che for me, and even if we are together in the future, we don't plan to have any more children, just take Xiao Che as if we were our own children.
Frankly, since that terrible nightmare as a child, I have never thought about men and women.
I also thought I would never get married again in my life.
But now......
I, who had never been in love and knew little about women, hurriedly entered the palace of marriage with her with full hope.
After getting married, I also moved to another newly bought villa according to her request.
I thought that even if I didn't love her, as long as I treated her gently, considerately, and cared a little more, she would really be good to Xiao Che after all.
On the surface, she is.
I handed over Xiao Che to him so relieved, and worked hard in my father's company.
Every time I come home, I see the scene of Yanran coaxing the child to sleep, and I always regard it as everything.
For this reason, I am more and more kind to Yanran.
It's just that......
In that regard, I can't do it after all.
After a long time, even Yanran is still the same gentle and soft-spoken, with a smiling face. But I don't even think I'm going to go.
After secretly going to the hospital for a check-up, the doctor told me that there was no problem physically, so the crux should be psychological.
I went to several more in succession, even abroad, and the reply was much the same.
I've tried to force myself to do what a husband does.
But the past experience is always like a ghost, and when that time comes, it will come quietly, making me miserable.
In the end, frustrated as me, I simply proposed to sleep in a separate room with Yanran.
After being silent for a while, she readily agreed.
I thought that that one aspect would not work, and that it would be possible to make up for it with other aspects. So the more that's the case, the better it is for her. She also always smiled at me.
I foolishly thought that I was lucky enough to meet a woman who was willing to tolerate my incomplete self, but I didn't know that just as I wore a mask to her, she also wore a mask to me.
When Xiao Che was nearly three years old, he still couldn't say even a single sentence completely like other children of the same age, and his eyes often showed a distressing fear or sluggishness.
I didn't know why, of course, I immediately asked Yanran to discuss together, saying whether this child was frightened or wronged by a stupid hat.
Yanran just smiled and said that I was too suspicious, and she took the child with her every day, how could she let him be wronged? If I didn't believe her, I could have checked to see if he had any injuries.
also said that in her heart, she had already taken this child as our child, how could she be willing to fight.
I smiled faintly and nodded silently.
Privately, I did check Xiao Che's body. And we usually take a shower together, and if there is an injury, I will definitely be able to see it.
In addition, the subsidiary had an unprecedented project to carry out, and although I was still haunted by that matter, I did not ask any further.
Therefore, Xiao Che will become what he was later, it is completely my fault!
The real seriousness of the incident that shocked me was when my child was in his second year of kindergarten, when he would suddenly wake up during a nap, throw things, cry, and finally hide himself in a dark cupboard.
The teacher called me and Yanran together, and I learned that it was not the first time that a child had been like this.
It's just that they only called Yanran a few times before, and Yanran never told me about it.
The teacher probably thought that the situation was getting more serious, so they asked me out this time.
Just like that, this thing was like a small crack in the wall, and I gently buckled it, buckled down a small hole, and then dug the hole little by little.
By the end, the wall had been completely torn down, and I saw the truest outline of the whole thing.
I haven't cried for more than ten years, and I silently shed tears of remorse.
It turned out that since Xiao Che was one year old, this woman would lock him in a black cupboard whenever I was not at home, let him cry, let him cry like that, and let him cry by his excrement until he was tired and fell asleep.
It turned out that when I went home, the child who was sleeping heavily in her arms was only in a coma because she cried and screamed during the day until she had no strength.
Being held by that woman, maybe even the dream, is cold!
I hate the devilish heart hidden behind Chen Yanran's angelic face, and I hate myself even more for being aware of the clues, but I never pursued them to the end.
After that, Chen Yanran finally tore off her mask, revealing the most real and terrifying face.
said that I forced all this, said that I didn't love her at all, and said that I actually knew that I had been seeing a doctor and checked the results, and that there was no problem with my body.
I must have fallen in love with someone else, so I didn't want to do anything with her. She kept asking me who that woman was. Why did I hide it so well, after so many years, she didn't even find the slightest clue. He also said that once he found the woman, he must tear her apart alive.
I looked at her hideous face, and my heart tingled.
Is this what love is called?
Love is what it is...... A force so terrifying?
Would it make people so terrible?
I don't know exactly when her heart began to twist.
I only know that when a woman decides on something, she will fall deeper and deeper and lose her mind more and more. I can't listen to what others say at all.
She said that she had been waiting for so many years, but she still couldn't find my heart, and she couldn't find the whereabouts of that cheap woman, so she could only get a little comfort by destroying Xiao Che, who I cared about more.
At the end, he asked me with a wicked smile, "Otherwise, what do you think I rely on to squeeze out those smiling faces that I squeeze out of you every day?" Without torturing that little ghost, where did I get the disguised calm after venting? ”
Scold!
He actually regarded Xiao Che, whom I regarded as a treasure, as a kind of concoction?
When I heard that, I couldn't hold back my hand anymore.
And it's heavy.
She didn't call the police, nor did she tell his father, but she got up silently and told me with a grim smile that she still knew a big secret about me.