7. The way you look Disappear into the vast sea of people
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I don't know if I'm so lacking in love that whenever there is someone around me who is kind to me, I give up my heart so easily.
When I first met him, he had just graduated and returned to the city, and he told me that he didn't want to work for anyone, that he wanted to start a business and make a difference for the people who were most important to him.
I was vaguely thinking in my heart at the time, is his most important person, besides his grandmother...... Is that me?
But at that time, although my mental age was really not young, but my actual age was there, and I didn't dare to expect him to give me any promises.
I didn't dare to say it in person, but every time I got together, I would silently say in my heart: Xiaojue, please wait for me to grow up, you must wait for me.
Fortunately, he has been busy starting a business since then, and he really doesn't seem to have much time to fall in love. Later, in order to facilitate development, he also moved to other places with his grandmother. But no matter how busy you are every week, you will always find time to visit me.
It's just that many times, I will see him alone in a silent daze.
Every time I asked, he just smiled, looked at me softly, and said, "You're still young, you'll understand when you grow up." ”
Especially when he said these words, the look in my eyes really looked like he was just looking at a child.
It stabbed my heart hard.
At that time, I was extremely eager to grow up and become an adult soon. So that he can see me as a woman, not a child.
With each passing day, I became a little more attached to him. Even the darling persuaded me a little unbearably, "You don't want to only have him in your eyes." Think more about your tomorrow. Although he is kind to you, he has never said that he likes you from beginning to end. Besides, even if he likes you, if he does something to be sorry for you one day, you don't even have a place to retreat except for being sad and sad, don't be so stupid. ”
I've been thrown away like garbage, and now I've finally met someone who has been so good to me for so long, and I feel so worthy of being cherished, how can I listen to her when she comes to me and says those words? I know that people like us who have grown up are either strong and independent, or they crave attachment. I thought I would be the former. But after meeting him, I realized that I was the latter.
At that time, all I was thinking about was how to put on a white wedding dress and marry him in the future. Then I can finally have the home of my dreams.
After a few years of longing and longing, I finally came of age and was finally able to leave the place I had always wanted to get rid of.
And his career has also reached a new level through years of hard work and struggle.
I had thought that a new life would unfold and that what happened next to the clinker would put me in such a hopeless situation.
When I first came out of there, I happily ran to find him.
I thought he would give me a job at their company and live with him. But he didn't, just encouraged me to work hard to get into the university, or to study some other technical major, so as to ensure a solid job in the future.
At that time, I couldn't have lost how lost I was.
I couldn't help but wonder if he didn't like me at all, and just treated me like a little sister.
But I watched him personally find a house for me and buy furniture. Even helped me analyze what my interests and specialties are suitable for studying, and planned for me in the next five or ten years, I secretly comforted myself: maybe he just wants a better partner?
Yes, maybe I can't reach the heights he thinks I have.
Thinking of the experience of being ruthlessly abandoned by my mother and little brother, I secretly vowed in my heart that I must redouble my efforts to truly become a better person worthy of being loved by him.
So with his assistance, I chose a computer programming major that was more practical at the moment, and found a professional school in this area to enroll in it, according to my personality of not liking to deal with people and preferring to be bored alone.
He seemed very happy to see that I was studying hard. Because at that time, I saw a lot more smile on his face for no reason.
It's almost all the laughs I've seen him laugh at in all the years.
I foolishly thought it was all about me.
On that day, it was the 60th birthday of the grandmother of the former director of the welfare home, and the darling asked me if I wanted to go back. Without thinking about it, I said, "Of course I want to go back." ”
My usual life is very simple, just a stack of pickles with a bowl or two bowls of porridge. So I saved most of the living expenses that Xiaojue gave me.
That day, after buying a big bag of gifts, I bought an extra set of beautiful long-sleeved high-necked dresses for my darling.
However, as soon as I got off the train and walked out of the station, I just took out my mobile phone to call my darling, when someone rushed into me.
As if on purpose, the man slammed into my chest, causing me to bend over in pain, and then I felt the bag on my shoulder squeeze.
I felt bad in my heart. Hurry up and take a look. A big hole was cracked at the bottom of the bag, and the wallet was gone.
I didn't shout, but rushed up with a few arrows and grabbed the man who had just hit me, he was very thin and thin, and there was almost only a pair of skin and bones left.
I grabbed him firmly and shouted, "Return my bag." Otherwise, I'll shout right now and have you taken to the police." ”
The man subconsciously turned around, and the horrific scar on his face frightened me to immediately let go of my hand, and the person took a step back unconsciously.
God, how could there be such a hideous face, which was obviously covered with burns or scalds, and the skin on the face looked like it had just been fished out of a hot pan of oil.
However, what was even more terrifying was that the person also stared at me with frightened eyes, and then shouted in a hoarse voice of disbelief, "Lin Chu? ”
The sound seemed to come from hell.
I stared blankly into those eyes, and a terrible thought flashed through my mind, and my scalp tingled with a tingling and my back with a chill.
Right! He's Daddy!
Even after so many years, even if he has now become this picture of no one or ghost, but those terrible eyes, who else in this world besides him?
After he was shocked, he glanced me up and down, and then the corners of his mouth hooked up a chilling smile, "Yo! It's really a female college eighteen, and I almost didn't even see that it was you, my biological father? How? Don't you remember my face? I can be here today, but it's all thanks to you! ”
My whole body was crawling with countless goosebumps in an instant, and after a brief pause in my head, I immediately came to my senses, turned around and ran without saying anything.
In order to run faster, I lost everything in my hand almost as soon as I turned around. I lost everything except the bag on my shoulder and the phone that I was holding tightly in my hand.
After running to a patrol guard post on the side of the road, I dared to stop and looked around in fear.
I don't know if he didn't catch up, or if he lost it, or if he didn't dare to come out when he saw me here. Anyway, after I looked around and searched for him for a long time, my heart finally eased a little.
At this time, the call of the darling came in. I quickly picked it up. Before I could speak, she babbled and said that she was delayed today because she was going to arrange the birthday venue, and asked me to go by myself, and she was afraid that she would not be able to pick me up.
I wiped the beads of sweat from my forehead, answered a few lightly and hung up.
I rummaged through my bag, and I was all but my wallet.
Let's go to the welfare home first. When the car arrives there, it's a big deal to let the darling pay for the car first. I raised my hand and was just about to stop the taxi, when my heart trembled.
Wrong!
It's not the money that counts in your wallet!
I thought of my ID card, and the address on it was also the official address of my subsequent household registration, that is, the welfare home.
He'll definitely be looking for it.
And maybe go now?
Thinking of this, my heart immediately hung in my throat.
It's good that the phone is in my hand, otherwise it would have been more exposed now.
What to do? What to do?
I must not let him find me. The look just now, thin like that, and still sickly dressed in black. I've heard it said before that most of the people with such physical characteristics near the station are thieves who are addicted to drugs.
If he finds me, he will either send me to jail or use it to coerce me into giving him money.
Either way, it will completely bury the beautiful life I am about to start.
No! I can't let that happen!
I had such a hard time before, and now I finally have a little hope for life, and I am not willing to go back to the past!
I deserve a better life. I don't want to die on that person.
I've got to find a way to stop it, while it's still too late!