8. The way you look disappears into the vast sea of people
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Thinking of this, I quickly dialed the phone call I just received again. It wasn't until the third time that I was picked up by the darling panting, "It's so noisy here, I vaguely heard the phone ringing just now, but I felt that I heard it wrong." But I panicked inexplicably, and I ran over to hear it, and it was true. What's wrong, Sister Lin Chu, is something wrong? ”
At that moment, I was so glad that there was a sister in this world who could share my heart.
I glanced at the patrolman in the police booth who poked his head out and looked me up and down, pretended to smile calmly, then lowered his head and said in a low voice, "Favorite, help me, please." ”
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After returning to my current residence from that city in a panic, I hesitated at the door for a while, thought about it, and then turned around and walked towards Xiao Jue's residence.
called, he didn't answer. I knocked on the door for a long time before he opened it.
The smell of wine greeted me, and my heart shook violently at first, and then I thought that it was him and not the person, and I calmed down a little.
But it's so strange, what's wrong with him today?
Wasn't he in a good mood before?
And...... He had never drunk before!
Seeing me coming, he smiled bitterly and closed the door with a bang, "It's just in time, accompany and drink with me!" ”
Just as he was about to pick up an empty wine bottle on the ground, he suddenly remembered something, "Gross! By the way, I almost forgot, you're too young to drink. ”
I was annoyed by this sentence, so I picked up the bottle of wine and poured it down.
There was a tingling pain in my throat, and my nasal cavity was choking for a while, and it was a little difficult to breathe. But these are really nothing compared to being treated like a child by her.
After pouring most of the bottle in one go, I yelled at him a little uncontrollably: "You can see clearly, I have grown up!" You don't want to treat me like a kid forever, okay? ”
It was the first time I had spoken to him so loudly, and he was a little stunned for a moment, and after a few seconds, he came back to his senses, "Yes, it's been so many years, and you have grown from a child to an adult." And what about me...... Still like that. ”
With that, he sat down on the ground in a dejected manner.
I've never seen him so lost, it's like his soul has been lost.
That night, I drank a lot of wine with him, and I was a little dizzy. He was already a little drunk, but in the end, he was completely drunk and unconscious.
I clumsily helped him to the bed, and was about to go back to the living room to sleep on the sofa, but as soon as my eyes caught a glimpse of his face, I couldn't move my steps.
A thought popped up in my head.
I shook it, trying to sober myself up.
But in an instant, I thought about it, why can't I do it myself? I didn't hurt anyone, I just wanted to make my life better.
I came to my senses all at once. Incomparably sober.
After that, I began to undress one by one.
That whole night, I didn't sleep, just leaned quietly in his arms, quietly listening to his heartbeat and his breathing. It wasn't until the sky finally lit up that I fell asleep in a blur.
When he woke up, he was startled and then disgusted. Saying he's a brute or something.
Seeing that I had been keeping my head low and not speaking, he hammered his head in pain, and then said softly, "I'm sorry." ”
My heart pounds.
Then, he sighed heavily, "But don't worry, I'll be in charge." ”
Although his tone was so reluctant, my originally lost heart was still a burst of joy.
I couldn't help but cry with joy.
Seeing me crying, he was a little frightened, "I'm sorry, Chuchu, I ...... I'm sorry. I'll make it up with my whole life. You trust me. ”
He said sorry in a frustrated manner, and I looked up at him deeply and threw myself into his arms.
If there really is a god in this world, please forgive me, forgive me for stealing a feeling in such a way.
I'm going to cherish it, definitely.
I just want to stay with him a little longer, a little longer......
Our relationship changed a lot from that night, and I took the opportunity to move out of the same place that had scared me and live with him.
Even though I lived under the same roof, he still prepared a separate room for me.
Naturally, I was disappointed.
But now that I can get to this point, I am content.
Take your time, take your time, and one day, he will accept me after all.
After thinking about it secretly, I settled down with peace of mind.
Every day, I got up early to make breakfast, and after eating with him, he took me to school and went to work by myself. Then he came to pick me up and take me home when he got off work. On weekends, we went to the nursing home to see his grandmother.
We didn't share a bed, but we lived like a couple.
It's just a piece of paper.
Not long after, the bad news came from the nursing home, saying that his grandmother had suddenly fainted and was admitted to the hospital.
When we hurried there, the old man's consciousness was already very blurred.
She probably knew that her limit was approaching, holding Xiao Jue's hand, and tears kept flowing.
said that if he wanted to leave, the most reassuring thing was Xiaojue. I really hope that before I die, I can see that Xiaojue has a home and a companion, and he will not be so lonely.
Seeing that my grandmother was so worried, I volunteered to say to Xiaojue, otherwise, let's get a marriage certificate and let my grandmother see it, so I can rest assured.
When he heard this, his expression froze obviously, and then he slowly spit out a sentence, "Chuchu, you are a good girl." I don't want to delay you. Marriage is not child's play. ”
I was smiling on the surface, but my heart was bleeding.
What do you mean?
You can get along with me under the same roof, but you don't want to marry me?
Why, exactly?
So what am I?
I forcibly suppressed all the unhappiness in my heart, and said softly, "Don't worry, it's just a piece of paper, and now you can do it with just a little money." Although it is fake, if we don't look closely, even we may not be able to see it, let alone grandma? She has taken care of you all your life, and her biggest wish when she leaves is this, you will be her wish, let her go with peace of mind. “
Although I said it lightly, my heart was already rolling.
He looked at me hesitantly, but finally nodded, "Thank you so much." ”
We went to the photo studio and took a standard wedding photo, and I was smiling sweetly, but he had a gloomy face.
I pretended not to see it, and laughed at how unphotogenic he was.
Until I contacted the person who handled the fake certificate and gave our information, he didn't say a word.
When I gave the information, I changed my name and made up my ID number at random. Just in case.
I can't let that person find me.
Even if there is only a 1 in 10,000 chance, I have to be 100% careful.
He didn't question that. After all, as long as his information is correct on the document, it's fine. Grandma's current condition, she doesn't remember who I am at all.
Sure enough, after reading the certificate, the old woman cried with joy.
The thin hand squeezed my hand tightly, and muttered that no matter how difficult the road ahead is, the two of them must tolerate each other and help each other to go on well.
He also asked me to take good care of him, he has always been very lonely, so that I should not leave him alone no matter what.
My tears flowed and flowed unconsciously.
If I could, I wish it all was true.
No...... Even if it's fake, I feel so happy.
Even if you don't love me, as long as you don't drive me away. Because I don't know where else I can go but him.
A few days later, Grandma was gone.
accompanied him all the way to silently handle the aftermath, and his whole person has always been empty.
But I can strongly feel that in addition to the reason for his grandmother's death, he is more about what happened that night.
What's going on?
Why did he become like this?
I'm going to solve this mystery.
Maybe...... If you solve this mystery, you will be able to truly enter his heart.