Chapter 469: Know Your Heart
If there is no Shu Aohan, she is likely to still be the silent writer in the past, and maybe she will not have a bright future in this life.
Therefore, Shu Aohan also has a special meaning for himself.
It's just that she confuses love and family affection, and her dependence on Shu Aohan is not love, but Zhong Jinyun, who she has been trying to escape, is someone she can't let go of in her heart.
A pot of coffee made Gu Xizi very energetic, and she decided that she couldn't be so self-deceiving, she had to be honest with her heart.
Although the loss of the child did make Gu Xizi deeply painful, and she had also made up her mind to leave Zhong Jinyun completely, some people did not say that they could forget it.
Gu Xizi thought clearly, and when Shu Aohan came back from the United States, she would make it clear to Shu Aohan, and then she would be with Zhong Jinyun again.
Zhong Jinyun didn't sleep all night after he went back.
He sat in Gu Xizi's room from dark to dawn, and he quietly watched the stars fall outside the window and the sun rise, and a new day began again.
He got up as usual, made breakfast, ate a glass of fruit, a glass of skim milk and a hard-boiled egg as before, and just finished eating and brought the bowl to the kitchen when the phone rang.
Zhong Jinyun hurriedly put the bowl into the sink and ran to the living room to pick up the mobile phone, and the caller showed that it was really a little sun.
Zhong Jin Yun immediately slid the answer button, took a deep breath, and then spoke: "Gu Xizi." β
"Are you home?" Gu Xizi's voice was soft.
"I'm here."
"Okay, then I'll come up right away." After saying this, Gu Xizi hung up the phone.
The surprise came too suddenly, Zhong Jinyun didn't react for a while, but his heart was so fast that he felt like his heart was about to jump out of his throat.
It's been a long time since I've felt so excited.
Zhong Jin Yun hurriedly stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling mirror at the door and looked at himself, brushed his hair and tidied up his clothes, and felt that his image was okay, so Zhong Jin Yun opened the door.
He hoped that Gu Xizi would see him as soon as he got on the elevator, standing at the door waiting for her.
He's been waiting for her for two years.
He had been waiting for Gu Xizi to come back for more than two years, and when Gu Xizi really wanted to come back, Zhong Jinyun found that his heart was not only joyful, but also joyful.
About a minute later, the elevator doors opened.
Zhong Jinyun saw a white sneaker step out of the elevator door, and then Gu Xizi's body entered his sight like this, and then Gu Xizi's whole person appeared in his eyes.
At that moment, Jin Yun felt that the whole world was beautiful.
Gu Xizi turned around, and as soon as he raised his eyes, he saw that the door was open, and Zhong Jin Yun was standing at the door with a smile on the corner of his mouth.
Today's Gu Xizi looks different from usual, white sneakers, a pink T-shirt and a pair of casual jeans, today Gu Xizi is dressed very small and fresh, not wearing a very stylish skirt and sky-high heels like before, and even without makeup, two big dark circles can be vaguely seen.
Gu Xizi has always been like this, if she doesn't rest well, the two dark circles under her eyes will directly betray her.
So today Gu Xizi looks like a college student who has not yet graduated from college, except that the length of her hair is different from two years ago, Gu Xizi who appears in front of her at this moment seems to be no different from her two years ago, and even caused Zhong Jinyun a kind of Gu Xizi as if she had never left.
Gu Xizi slowly walked towards Zhong Jin Yun.
After Gu Xizi walked to Zhong Jinyun's side, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, "Morning! β
Before Zhong Jin Yun could say anything, he saw Gu Xizi take out two plastic bags from behind him, "I bought breakfast, there are xiaolongbao and preserved egg and lean porridge, do you want to go in and eat together?" β
Zhong Jinyun was stunned at that time, Gu Xizi actually bought breakfast and came over.
Seeing Zhong Jin Yun's expression a little stunned, Gu Xizi frowned, "What's the matter, don't you welcome me?" β
Zhong Jinyun immediately nodded, "Welcome, of course welcome." β
Then Zhong Jin Yun let go of the door, "Come in." β
Gu Xizi seemed to be a little unaccustomed to Zhong Jinyun's polite appearance, and walked in with a tug of the corners of his mouth.
Zhong Jinyun took two plastic bags from Gu Xizi's hands and put them on the dining table in the restaurant, then turned around and saw Gu Xizi staring at him with a smile.
"Didn't you sleep well last night?" Zhong Jin Yun asked softly.
Gu Xizi nodded, "I promise you that after you go back, I will sort out the relationship between a few of us, I am afraid that I will fall asleep after I go back, so after taking a bath, I made a pot of particularly strong coffee and began to meditate." β
Gu Xizi's tone was sincere and serious.
The corners of Zhong Jinyun's mouth slanted, "What do you think?" β
Gu Xizi pursed his lips and shouted, "Zhong Jinyun, let's get together again." β
Zhong Jin Yun didn't expect Gu Xizi to be so direct, and when Gu Xizi finished speaking, Zhong Jin Yun was puzzled, as if the woman in front of him seemed to be the girl who said she wanted to sleep with him two years ago.
Gu Xizi continued: "I thought about it, now that Shu Aohan is in the United States, I will make it clear to him when he comes back, I can't confuse love and family affection, and I can't marry him as a young grandmother of the Shu family." β
Listening to Gu Xizi's words, Zhong Jinyun was very moved in his heart, although these were just a few words that Gu Xizi said very simply, but in Zhong Jinyun's ears, it was even better than the most touching love words in the world.
The smile on the corner of Zhong Jin Yun's mouth deepened, and the answer he waited for all night was really exciting, and the sentence Let's get back together was like an imprint into Zhong Jin Yun's heart.
The empty heart in Zhong Jinyun's chest was filled all at once.
"I really want to be the young grandmother of the Shu family, are you sure you can afford to be rich and prosperous?" Zhong Jinyun asked with a smile.
Gu Xizi smiled bitterly, "I'm already very rich, okay, do you think I still need to marry into a wealthy family with my current economic strength, I'm a wealthy family myself, okay?" β
Zhong Jinyun really wanted to laugh, "Okay, good, you are a rich woman, so a young and beautiful rich woman, please take care of you!" β
Gu Xizi raised his hand and pushed Zhong Jin Yun's chest, "Can you not be so shameless?" β
Zhong Jin Yun grabbed Gu Xizi's small hand on his chest and forcefully took Gu Xizi into his arms and hugged him tightly, "Have I done less shameless things for you?" β
Gu Xizi put his hand against Zhong Jinyun's chest, staring at Zhong Jinyun with a smile, "Zhong Jinyun, I think it's better to keep our distance now, I came here this morning to fulfill my promise to come and tell you my decision, and bring you a breakfast by the way." β
Zhong Jin Yun shook his head, "Zhong Jin Yun, this name sounds so unfamiliar, you still call me as before." β
It turned out that she liked to call him Xiao Zhong without shame, calling a man who was nearly ten years older than herself, Xiao Zhong, because she felt that the relationship between the two people would be closer and become very close.
Gu Xizi pretended that he didn't understand Zhong Jinyun's words, frowned and said coldly, "What did I call you before?" β
Zhong Jinyun stretched out his hand and tapped the tip of Gu Xizi's nose and said with a smile: "You still pretend to be ...... with me"
Gu Xizi pretended to be mysterious and said, "The king, the boss? β
In the next quarter of an hour, Jin Yun wrapped his hands around Gu Xizi's shoulders, stared deeply into Gu Xizi's eyes, and said in an extremely magnetic voice: "Call me Xiao Zhong." β
Zhong Jin Yun's eyes shone with a diamond-like light.
"Xiao Zhong......" Gu Xizi called softly.
After more than two years, Jin Yun heard Gu Xizi gently call his little bell again, and the throbbing in his heart was self-evident, not to mention that Roland bought him for 100 million to accompany her for one night, even if the wealth of the whole world was given to him, he didn't want it.
He just wanted to listen to Gu Xizi willingly call himself a small bell again, which was more attractive than the world's greatest wealth.
Zhong Jinyun raised his head and rubbed the fluffy short hair on the top of Gu Xizi's head, "Although you look good in a professional suit, a small dress, and high heels, I prefer you now who are plain and unrestrained, and I always feel that it is the real Gu Xizi who is standing in front of me now." β
A smile flew into Gu Xizi's eyes, "Whether it is Gu Xizi who wears a small dress and high heels, or this Gu Xizi who is wearing a T-shirt and jeans and white sneakers now, it is me, the only difference is that I have always deceived myself into thinking that I can forget you, but in fact, I can't let go of you at all in my heart." β
Speaking of this, the smile on Gu Xizi's eyebrows disappeared again.
"Gu Xizi, I'm glad that we still have a chance to get back together, you can figure it out and come back to me, and I really want to thank me for my risky behavior yesterday."
Gu Xizi frowned, "Why, if I didn't go yesterday, you would really break the jar and sleep with that old woman from Roland?" β
Zhong Jinyun smiled softly, "Didn't you say it, with your understanding of me, I would never do that kind of thing without a bottom line, since you believe me in your heart, why are you still slamming the door so crazy?" β
Gu Xizi took a deep breath, "I'm afraid that the old woman from Roland will pounce, and you won't be able to parry it anymore......"
Gu Xizi's voice became smaller and quieter, and he became more and more unconfident.
Zhong Jin Yun picked up Gu Xizi's jaw with his slender fingers, "Are you so afraid that I will be eaten?" β
Gu Xizi pretended that he didn't understand.
Zhong Jin Yun naturally could see that Gu Xizi was deliberately avoiding answering the question, so he snorted nonsense, so Zhong Jin Yun pulled the corners of his mouth and said with a smile: "Don't worry, you have not been by my side for the past two years, and I have been guarding you like a jade." β
Gu Xizi bit his lip tightly, feeling that his face was hot as if it was on fire, "What nonsense are you talking about?" β
Zhong Jin Yun continued: "I want you to know that you are my Zhong Jin Yun's first woman, and after being with you, I have never thought about other women in my heart." β
"That's a nice word, who knows what you've done in China in the past two years?" Gu Xizi sighed lightly.
Zhong Jinyun replied seriously: "I miss you, in the past two years, in addition to filming, I have been looking for you everywhere, and I have been thinking about you all the time." β
Gu Xizi sneered, "You are becoming more and more flamboyant with Lin Fengmian." β
Zhong Jin Yun pursed his lips and smiled, "When it's time to flam your tongue, you still have to flick your tongue." β
"You don't learn the good things, but the bad things learn quite quickly." Gu Xizi pursed his lips.
Zhong Jinyun nodded and said: "Lin Fengmian is already quite good at flirting with my sister, I have learned a lot of things from him, such as stalking, Gu Xizi, I also learn to stalk, stalker is really useful, you see that you used to stalk me, and now if I stalk you, the two of us can be regarded as even." β
"Who tied you off?"
Zhong Jin Yun immediately changed his words, "Yes, yes, I have caused you so much harm, I have to use the rest of my life to make up for you, so I owe you, I owe you all my life." β
Gu Xizi smiled bitterly and shook his head when he saw Zhong Jinyun's cautious appearance, "No, you don't owe me anything, I also hope that we don't get along with each other in the same cautious state as before, the loss of the child did hurt me a lot, but I know that it hurt you a lot too." β
Hearing this, Zhong Jin Yun raised his hand and pinched Gu Xizi's face, "As long as you are willing to return to me, I am willing to do whatever you ask me to do." β
"Xiao Zhong, I said, you don't owe me anything, the past is in the past, since I have decided to be with you, let's not mention the unhappy things in the past, we all try to look forward, I think you should probably also know that our future days will not be easy, after all, I am still Shu Aohan's fiancΓ©e."