Chapter 468: Guilt

If she hadn't seen him for the rest of her life, maybe she could have lied to herself for a longer time, but she still came back, and Zhong Jinyun still re-entered her world.

in another form.

Once upon a time he was an actor, she was an assistant, he was her employer.

Now she's a screenwriter, he's an actor, she's his employer.

Perhaps he was destined in the dark, he entered her world again, and Zhong Jinyun got the role of Ye Yuchen.

"You're worried about me, you're worried that I'm really going to break the jar and break down with Roland, so when you see me get into Roland's car after the play, you are so anxious, you can't bear me being with other women, so you will be like just now by slamming the door and scolding......"

Zhong Jin Yun's subwoofer-like voice echoed in Gu Xizi's ears, and the fierceness in his eyes had turned into gentle blue water at this moment, and he couldn't wait to melt the people under him.

"Don't say it......" Gu Xizi couldn't stand Zhong Jinyun's gentle eyes, so she tilted her head and stopped looking at his eyes.

Zhong Jinyun didn't mean to stop, "What, are you afraid that I will repeat everything you think in your heart, are you so afraid to face me?" ”

After speaking, Zhong Jin Yun turned Gu Xizi's face to the side with his hand and gently picked it back.

Gu Xizi was hooked back by Zhong Jin Yun, and she had no choice but to face his face.

"Don't push me, okay, don't you let me go?" Gu Xizi said in a weak voice.

Zhong Jinyun gritted his teeth and said hatefully: "But have you let me go, you gave me hope again and again, it was you who told me with your actions again and again, you still have me in your heart, since you still have me in your heart, how can I be dead to you as a hateful woman?" ”

Yes, Gu Xizi's heart has always been very entangled, it is precisely because she has long realized that her mood and emotions will always be affected by Zhong Jinyun, so she wants to avoid him even more, but Zhong Jinyun has never given her a chance to avoid him, he is as omnipresent as a shadow, crawling into every nerve of her without paying attention, eroding her fragile soul.

Gu Xizi forced himself to recite Shu Aohan's name silently, but what he was thinking about was still Zhong Jinyun.

I can't help myself.

Gu Xizi felt that his eyes were sour, and he actually had an urge to cry.

Zhong Jinyun stared down at Gu Xizi, Gu Xizi's eyes were red, but their eyes were bright, as if they were full of tears, and the tears were about to burst from their eyes.

"What do you tell me to do, and what should I do?" Gu Xizi's voice was hoarse and full of crying.

As soon as Gu Xizi spoke, tears rolled down his eyes like beads with broken threads.

"Follow your own wishes, Gu Xizi, let's stop torturing each other, obviously you can't let go of me in your heart, why do you have to get along with yourself?"

Looking at Gu Xizi who burst into tears, Zhong Jin Yun's heart was also like a knife at this moment.

"Do you need me to tell you again, I'm not the Gu Xizi I was when I left you two years ago, I can't hurt Shu Aohan, he has paid too much for me in the past two years......"

There are some things, Gu Xizi still can't convince himself.

"So you want to repay him with a loveless marriage, Gu Xizi, in my memory, you are so daring to love and hate, love is love, not love is not love, do you want to compromise because a person is good to you?"

Gu Xizi shook his head vigorously, "But I can't be so selfish, I have promised to marry Shu Aohan, and now the whole world knows that I am Shu Aohan's fiancΓ©e, I can't be so conscienceless, if I regret the marriage, then Shu Aohan will become the biggest joke in the world......"

"So do you think it's fair to him that you promised Shu Aohan a loveless marriage, do you think you sacrificed yourself to repay Shu Aohan?" Zhong Jinyun questioned Gu Xizi.

At this moment, Jin Yun was relieved, at least now he knew very well that Gu Xizi had been so hesitant, just afraid that Shu Aohan's situation would be difficult after breaking off the marriage contract with Shu Aohan.

"Gu Xizi, it's been two years, we've been apart long enough, since some of the knots have been untied, we shouldn't give up on each other, and you shouldn't force yourself to make a wrong decision because of Shu Aohan, if you really marry Shu Aohan, what is brewing is the pain of the three people, and that will be the biggest mistake......"

Zhong Jinyun seemed to be brainwashing Gu Xizi.

No, the word brainwashing should not be used, but every word Zhong Jinyun said was a true and cruel expression of what she thought in her heart.

At this moment, in front of Zhong Jinyun, it is just a woman who has been perceived into all her thoughts and has no privacy.

The feeling of being seen through is really uncomfortable.

"I promised Grandpa Shu that I would definitely be with Shu Aohan well, and if I broke my promise, I would definitely be thundered by the sky."

Shu Aohan was really good to Gu Xizi, so good that Gu Xizi couldn't bear to hurt him, but he couldn't help but think about Zhong Jinyun in his heart.

"You're only afraid of hurting Shu Aohan and his grandfather, aren't you afraid of hurting me, it's been two years, isn't the punishment you gave me enough...... It turns out that even if we have been separated for two years, you still can't let go of me in your heart, I have already accepted my fate two years ago, why do you have to go against fate......" Zhong Jinyun's voice was filled with a deep dull pain.

Gu Xizi slammed his fist Zhong Jinyun's chest.

Zhong Jin Yun let Gu Xizi's fist fall on his chest, looking at Gu Xizi's eyes full of domineering plunder, "You fight, or you will kill me, or you will honestly accept your fate and return to my side!" ”

Hearing Zhong Jin Yun say this, Gu Xizi finally gave up resistance, stopped and put his hand on Zhong Jin Yun's chest.

Gu Xizi said slowly: "I can't be with you until I solve the problem with Shu Aohan, Zhong Jinyun, you let me think about it again." ”

Zhong Jinyun frowned, "What else do you want to think?" ”

Gu Xizi couldn't answer.

"Don't you love me?" Zhong Jin Yun asked.

Gu Xizi's head was dizzy, and now she couldn't answer any questions Zhong Jinyun asked her, she just looked at Zhong Jinyun with a help-like look, "Let me go, okay?" ”

Zhong Jinyun shook his head, "I won't let go, I don't know how long you will have to avoid this relationship?" ”

Gu Xizi stared deeply into Zhong Jin Yun's eyes, and no longer avoided Zhong Jin Yun's affectionate eyes, "There are too many things that happened today, you let me go back and think about it, no matter what, I will go to your house tomorrow to find you and give you an answer." ”

Zhong Jin Yun snorted lightly, "Who knows if you choose to be a deserter again this time?" ”

Gu Xizi said in a deep voice: "I promise you, this time I won't choose to escape again, you give me a night to calm down, okay?" ”

Hearing Gu Xizi say this, Zhong Jin Yun also took a deep breath, turned over and turned over to the other side and sat next to Gu Xizi.

"Okay, I'll give you a night to calm down and think about it, but if you don't come tomorrow morning, I think I may go directly to Shu's villa to find you."

Gu Xizi was shocked, "Don't go, Old Man Shu will probably be so angry that he will have a heart attack when he sees you!" ”

Zhong Jin Yun snorted coldly, "Who made his grandson want to hide his good brother's woman, and still intend to take it for himself, it is estimated that Old Man Shu will be even more angry when he knows what Shu Aohan has done." ”

Gu Xizi bit his lip, "Please leave my affairs to me to deal with, don't mess around." ”

Zhong Jinyun nodded, "Okay." ”

Gu Xizi got up and tidied up his clothes and hair, and then picked up the bag on the bed, his face still showing a faint flush.

Zhong Jinyun also stood up and faced Gu Xizi, "I'll send you back." ”

Gu Xizi shook his head, "No, I came by car, I can drive back, but you should be careful when you go out, don't be photographed by the paparazzi, if you are really photographed by the paparazzi entering and leaving the hotel with Roland, even if you and Roland are nothing, those people will scribble that you are a man who eats soft rice!" ”

Zhong Jinyun smiled: "I especially like to see you seriously worried about me." ”

Before Gu Xizi could reply, he heard Zhong Jinyun continue: "Compared to being photographed by the paparazzi, I hope they can take pictures of the two of us in the same frame!" ”

Gu Xizi gasped, "You're not messy enough, are you?" ”

Zhong Jinyun looked at Gu Xizi intently, "Okay, don't mess with you, I'll let you go." ”

Gu Xizi clenched his bag, "Then I'll go, be careful yourself." ”

Gu Xizi took a deep breath and picked up the room card and walked in the direction of the door, while Zhong Jinyun stood in place and watched Gu Xizi's back walking towards the door, which was also a burst of heartache.

So Zhong Jin Yun rushed forward desperately and hugged Gu Xizi's waist from behind.

Gu Xizi felt Zhong Jinyun's frantic breathing, so he exhaled and asked, "What are you doing?" ”

Zhong Jinyun hugged Gu Xizi tightly, only when he hugged Gu Xizi, he could feel that his heart was not empty, "I am reluctant to let you go, I am afraid that after you leave like this, you will ignore me again like before." ”

Zhong Jinyun pressed his face against the top of Gu Xizi's head and rubbed it gently.

Gu Xizi also enjoyed the feeling of Zhong Jinyun holding himself.

It seems that you can only find that heart-warming feeling when you are with Zhong Jinyun, and Shu Aohan can only give him a sense of steadiness.

After comparison, Gu Xizi was finally able to determine that her feelings for Shu Aohan were not love, but just a kind of dependence.

Although Gu Xizi is 100% sure in her heart at this moment, she still loves Zhong Jin Yun, but she still has to sort out her thoughts well, and she must have a beginning and an end in life.

Gu Xizi felt that no matter what, she should still go back and confess everything to Shu Aohan, and she also hoped that the damage to Shu Aohan would be minimized.

Gu Xizi let Zhong Jin Yun hug him, "No matter what, I'll go to you tomorrow to give you an answer." ”

Zhong Jinyun was still reluctant to let go of Gu Xizi, but he felt that Gu Xizi didn't look like he was lying to himself, he was really scared of being deceived, two years ago she tricked him into buying food, but she secretly left alone, and this trip was two years.

She was gone for two years, and he waited for two years.

Zhong Jin Yun stuck to Gu Xizi's hair, and his snort was filled with the faint fragrance of Gu Xizi's hair, "I was deceived by you, I was afraid that you would never return if I let you go, and then Shu Aohan hid you again, and you disappeared from my world again." ”

Gu Xizi took a deep breath, "Not this time, I won't run away again." ”

"I'm still not reassured by you." Zhong Jinyun smiled bitterly.

But in the end, Zhong Jinyun still let go of Gu Xizi and said softly, "Be careful when driving." ”

Gu Xizi didn't look back, but still said softly, "See you tomorrow." ”

Zhong Jin Yun watched Gu Xizi open the door and left.

After Gu Xizi left, the corners of Zhong Jinyun's mouth outlined an indifferent smile, he liked the three words "see you tomorrow" that Gu Xizi said to him before leaving.

After returning to the Shu family villa, Gu Xizi took a bath and ran a big pot of coffee and began to drink cup after cup.

With cup after cup of coffee, although she was very sleepy, Gu Xizi felt very energetic, looking at where she lived now.

Shujia Villa, this is probably the place where all women want to live in.

Shu Aohan gave herself too many things that ordinary girls can't get in this life, he encouraged her to cheer up, helped her finish her studies, and gave her the opportunity to participate in the production of film and television companies.