Chapter 137: To Each His Own Suffering

When Lei Ming saw Xiao Xia, there was inevitably a trace of resentment in his heart, and Lei Ming was willing to let Xiao Xia ignore him! In this way, Lei Ming has enough time to slowly restore his heart to the way it was before, and the care of the two can also return to the way it was before.

Lei Ming sat in the office, sighed, suddenly felt a little blurry in front of him, and gently wiped his eyes with his hand, only to realize that unconsciously, Lei Ming shed tears again.

If Lei Ming doesn't want children, it's definitely a lie!

If Lei Ming doesn't complain about Xiao Xia, at least Lei Ming can't do it at this moment. Yes, it was indeed because of herself that Xiaoxia ran in a hurry to find a taxi, if it weren't for this, Xiaoxia wouldn't have miscarried! Xiaoxia really shouldn't be so careless!

But Xiaoxia is about to become a mother after all, and she shouldn't think about her children. That living, soon-to-be-born child!

Lei Ming's heart is like a knife every time he thinks of the child, and he also knows that Xiaoxia's pain will definitely not be less than his own.

Lei Ming thought about it, how much he loved Xiaoxia before, but now, he really can't pretend to be casual, and still kiss me and me with Xiaoxia. Lei Ming wants time to wash away everything, at least wait, when he can forget all this pain, and when the time comes, Lei Ming will definitely love Xiaoxia as much as he did at the beginning.

Lei Ming thought silently: Xiaoxia, you give me some more time, this time, I am indeed not ready!

Xiaoxia clearly remembers Lei Ming's ecstatic appearance when she learned that she was pregnant; Xiaoxia clearly remembered Lei Ming and the importance of the child in her mother-in-law's family; Xiaoxia vividly remembers the pain of thunder after losing her child. She understands that the knot in her heart may not be untied in a day or two, but if no one is willing to solve it, then the knot in her heart will grow bigger and bigger until the day when it cannot be untied.

As a wife, Xiaoxia, no matter what, must untie this knot for Lei Ming. Because the two still have a relationship for many years; Because I can't let go of it, I can't let go of the thunder; Because this family should be very happy and happy. Even if you are wronged, you have to protect the whole family. I'm still young, and I'll definitely have a chance to get pregnant again. As long as I am willing to pay and am willing to pay my true feelings for Lei Ming, even if Lei Ming's heart is a piece of ice now, I can melt him, and I will also make Lei Ming's heart change back to the heart before, and one day, there will be no more estrangement between the two of us. As long as Lei Ming crosses the hurdle in his heart, everything will be fine.

Because of deep love, so persistent; Because of deep love, never give up!

In this way, Xiaoxia will prepare breakfast for Lei Ming every morning, will help Lei Ming iron his clothes, she will accompany Lei Ming to eat breakfast with a smile on her face, she will stand at the door to watch Lei Ming go to work, she will prepare every dinner seriously, sit at the table and wait for Lei Ming to come back and eat together, even if Lei Ming will say that she is very busy at work every day, even if Lei Ming is drunk every day before going home, Xiao Xia still insists, she will not give up.

Every time Lei Ming saw that he was so good to himself, Lei Ming's heart was entangled, he didn't dare to look at Xiao Xia's eyes, let alone face Xiao Xia. Lei Ming was willing to get himself drunk with wine, at least at that moment, his consciousness was not so clear, he didn't have to feel ashamed of Xiaoxia!

Or if there is really a medicine for amnesia in this world, Lei Ming will definitely buy it, and he will choose to forget this most painful memory! Lei Ming hopes that he will go back to the past, and he hopes that he can love Xiaoxia without any guilt, and love Xiaoxia completely!

Thunder is very painful, when is the torment in front of me a head!

The husband and wife have their own pains, but the days still go by day by day.

During the daytime on weekdays, Xiaoxia is mostly alone at home, and Wang Yiqing often comes to see her after she has a miscarriage.

One day, Wang Yiqing came to visit Xiaoxia again while he was not busy with work. As soon as he entered the house, Yiqing pointed to the bag in his hand and said, "Xiaoxia, I just learned to make snowflake cakes, bring you some, you can taste it." ”

Xiaoxia took the snowflake cake and couldn't help but think of the past: she once made snowflake cake for Lei Ming to eat, and the relationship between the two was not yet determined at that time, and at that time, everything was still so beautiful.

Xiaoxia was so engrossed that Yiqing patted her on the shoulder and said, "Hey, what are you thinking?" ”

Xiao Xia smiled and didn't answer. Yiqing looked at Xiaoxia's face and said, "Well, the complexion is much better than the previous few times, and there is also blood." Compared with the previous times, it is much stronger, and the spirit is much better, it seems that your old Lei has taken care of you a lot. ”

Xiaoxia couldn't help but smile bitterly, and Wang Yiqing asked when she saw this, "Xiaoxia, what's wrong with you, aren't you happy?" Tell me something, maybe I can help? As he spoke, he held Xiao Xia's hand with a look of concern.

Xiaoxia looked at Yiqing's sincere gaze, she hesitated for a moment, bit her lip and said; "Hey, in fact, I'm not happy, I had a miscarriage some time ago, and several of your good girlfriends came to see me, especially you, for more than a month, as long as you have time, you will accompany me, and I don't want to hide it from you. In fact, since my miscarriage, Lei Ming is like a different person, he is not willing to go home now, even if he is at home, he is not willing to say a word to me. Saying that, Xiaoxia couldn't help crying.

Wang Yiqing hurriedly handed over the tissue, helped Xiaoxia wipe away the tears on his face, and comforted: "Men, there will always be a little temper, not to mention that Lei Ming cares so much about this child." Besides, if Lei Ming doesn't go home, maybe he is really busy with work, and it doesn't necessarily mean that he is running away from you. You think more about the good of things, and don't always push yourself into a dead end. ”

Xiaoxia sighed and said, "Alas, in fact, I also know in my heart that Lei Ming loves me, but he can't change his feelings for a while." Every time I watched the thunder, his eyes were filled with guilt, and I knew that he was just avoiding me for the time being. I'm sure Thunder would rather go back to the past than I am, but it's really hard now. So the only thing I can do is try to restore our relationship. ”

Yi nodded his head and listened carefully to every word Xiao Xia said.

Then she asked, "With what you know about Lei Ming, how long will it take for him to really come out of the shadow of this matter?" ”

Xiaoxia shook her head: "I don't know, I really don't know." ”

Yiqing: "At least for now, is it unlikely?" ”

Xiaoxia: "I think so, I hope we can get out of this predicament as soon as possible." Wang Yiqing changed the subject: "By the way, I recently bought a new brand of Ejiao cake, and I feel good after eating it, and I'll send you two boxes when I go back." ”

Xiaoxia: "That's all I can do, thank you for always thinking about me." ”

Yiqing seemed to remember something, and hurriedly left first.

Xiaoxia persistently waited for Lei Ming to change her mind, day after day, she insisted on cooking dinner, texting, and waiting for Lei Ming, she believed that no matter how cold her heart was, there would be a day when she melted, not to mention that Xiao Xia firmly believed that Lei Ming still loved her, but she couldn't figure it out for a while.

Time can change everything, Lei Ming is no exception, slowly, he began to be willing to face Xiao Xia, and he could show the same sincere smile as in the past. With Xiaoxia's continuous efforts, now Lei Ming no longer soaks in the bar every day, and he will also return home and have dinner with Xiaoxia.

The emperor lived up to his wishes, and finally on a Friday night, the relationship between the two took a turn for the better. After dinner, Xiao Xia began to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, Lei Ming returned to the living room, turned on the TV, and started broadcasting TV aimlessly, Xia handed over a cup of tea, just put it on the coffee table, the absent-minded Lei Ming didn't notice, he suddenly waved his hand, and waved it directly towards the drop of the cup. At this moment, Xiao Xia quickly blocked the mouth of a cup with her hand, and Lei Ming's hand hit Xia's hand hard, and a cup of boiling water scalded Xia's palm fiercely.

Seeing this, Lei Ming immediately retracted his hand and hurriedly asked, "Xiaoxia, is it hot?" ”

Xia ran into the kitchen, drenched his hands with soy sauce, and then came out and said to Lei Ming with a smile, "It's okay, it's okay." As he spoke, he gently blew on his reddened palm.

Lei Ming stepped forward, looked at Xiao Xia's red palm, looked at Xiao Xia's sincere smile, suddenly, Lei Ming felt very guilty, he held Xiao Xia's hand, and also gently blew his palm, and said: "Xiao Xia, you are so stupid, you can just shout, why do you use your hands to block it?" ”

Xiaoxia still smiled and said, "I'm afraid of burning you, I'm okay." It really doesn't matter. ”

Lei Ming pulled Xiaoxia to sit down, looked at Xiaoxia's hand carefully, fortunately he poured soy sauce in time, but his hand was only a little purple and did not blister. Lei Ming was a little distressed and a little unbearable to say: "Apply some medicine, don't get your hands wet again these days, I'll wash the dishes in a while, you can rest and rest." ”

Lei Ming opened the medicine box and found the medicine and bandages, and he insisted that he must wrap Xiaoxia well, which was a little relieved.

At night, lying on the bed, Lei Ming took Xiao Xia's hand and asked hard if it hurt, Xiao Xia shook his head, then snuggled in Lei Ming's arms, pointed to Lei Ming's heart and said, "Husband, do you still hurt here?" ”

Lei Ming was silent, and after a while, he said slowly: "Xiaoxia, I'm sorry, in fact, I wanted to tell you this sentence for a long time, and I snubbed you some time ago." ”

Xiaoxia said softly: "Husband and wife, there is nothing to be sorry for, I understand your heart, I know that everything will pass." ”

Lei Ming: "Thank you, Xiaoxia! It's been a long time since we've been out together, so let's go out together on the weekends, okay? ”

Xiaoxia was a little surprised and said, "Okay, I've been looking forward to it, where do you say we're going?" ”

Lei Ming: "Listen to you, you can go anywhere." ”

Xiaoxia thought about it seriously and said: "I remember that you said before that you wanted to play CS, and there is a real CS base not far from us, which is quite famous, so let's go wherever we go." ”

Lei Ming nodded.

The next morning, Xiaoxia got up early, she was a little excited, she didn't have a good rest all night, she couldn't remember the last time the two of them played together, she just felt that it was a very distant thing. But now, Lei Ming is finally willing to offer to hang out together, which is a big step forward in the relationship between the two. Sweetheart Assistant: Gao Leng's husband loves her private room