Chapter 39 The so-called mother's love

"Well, because of whom, don't you know?"

She sighed and said slowly, as if her body had been hollowed out.

"This time, it's because of something that made our Miss Zhang cry angrily."

Seeing that she was so sad, I deliberately said it very lightly, trying to ease her emotions.

"She broke one of my cups with Yan Aaron on it, and I told her before that she wouldn't come into my room, but she wouldn't listen. I quarreled a few words, and she started, saying how much she had paid for our family, how I was not filial to her, and so on, I was annoyed and ran out. ”

She finished in one breath, then leaned against the wall behind her as if she had lost her strength.

"Zhang Yue, let me ask you a question, are you sad because she broke your cup or she entered your room, or is she nagging all the time?"

I had always wondered where her resentment of her mother came from, so I told me why.

"Uh...... I don't know the specifics, I wasn't like this with her before, I relied on her when I was a child, she was also very gentle, and she thought about me in everything. But then she became more and more excessive, as if I was her appendage, and insisted on controlling my every move. This time it was originally her who broke my things, and I was angry not because she broke my things, but because she didn't feel sorry afterwards, but felt that I shouldn't be angry, as if I owed her a lot. ”

She said as she thought.

"Do you think you owe your mom anything?"

In fact, every child is raised by their parents with hard sweat, to say that children do not owe their parents anything, I don't believe it, some parents have been paying for their children all their lives.

"I know that she has done a lot for me, and I understand her hard work, but I just can't stand that she wants to control me for everything, and she uses her efforts as an excuse to blackmail me. Sometimes I'd rather she didn't do anything for me and she left me alone, so it's good for both of us. ”

"Zhang Yue, it's not right for you to think like this. What she used to give for you, you gladly accepted, you enjoyed it at the time, and now you want to say something big, rather she never did it for you. And now, what would you do without her? Even if your dad can give you money, you only have money, but can you live alone without her? ”

"I'm sure ......"

She didn't even think about retorting when she heard what I said, but the word "can" didn't come out of her mouth. An underage girl who lives alone. The imagination is beautiful, the reality is skinny.

"What mother can't give everything for her children, she wants to understand you and care about you, maybe her way is not right, but she at least loves you."

"I ......"

"I know if you want to say you don't need this kind of love from her? Is love an object that you can give if you want it, and if you don't want it, she has to take it back? I understand that you want to have your own little world now, and you don't want her to come in, but all she has is you, you can not accept it, but you can't stop her from paying. She doesn't have a job, she doesn't have a lover by her side, all she has is you. ”

Seeing that she wanted to refute, I immediately interrupted her to continue.

"But why should I let myself live badly for the sake of her comfort?"

She said stubbornly, if it weren't for knowing her and knowing that she was not such a hard-hearted person, I really didn't want to continue to talk to her. But I was still a little angry to hear her say that.

"Why didn't you say that when you needed her? No matter what she says, she is also your mother, she has not done anything to hurt you, she has not asked you how to treat her in the future, she just wants to be good to you, is it so hard? There are some things that don't make a slap in the face, and the problems between you are not her alone. Haven't you ever seen yourself from her point of view, and if you had, then you would have realized how hurtful these words are now. Everyone has a period of youth rebellion, this is not something to be proud of, don't hurt the people around you who care about you the most and love you the most because of some ethereal things, some so-called face. ”

I was probably really by her, and what she said was a bit heavy.

"But I didn't mean to, I just couldn't control myself. What the hell am I supposed to do? Woo~"

She seemed to be frightened by me and started crying again. Seeing her crying, my heart softened again, in fact, why shouldn't I, in a dream, I did so many things against my mother, and now I think about it, I really deserve to fight.

"I didn't let you love her and be inseparable like before. You will suffer her good places, you should not see her bad places, there is a quarrel and let her be a little, the big deal is not happy, tell me, sometimes the anger is only temporary, after a while, it is good to find someone to talk to and release. ”

"Really?"

Her big eyes flickered, and there were tears on her eyelashes, but fortunately I wasn't a man, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to hold it.

"Yes~ You try it first, the key is that you can't resist her anymore from the heart, if you still think that everything she does is wrong like before, then there is no point, and I will not like you."

"Okay, I'll give it a try. Actually, I know everything you said, I just don't know how to face her. I know she's doing it for my good, but sometimes I really can't control my emotions. ”

"That's because you don't have a proper attitude, and if you don't like looking at someone, then you will feel that she is wrong if she sighs. You're going to change your opinion about her, you know? ”

"Okay, then I'll try."

She is in a much better mood, and she has also given herself a task, and I really hope that they can get along better in the future.

"Let's go, I'm going to pick up something from the photo studio on the street."

I remembered that today was the day to take pictures, and I saw that she was fine anyway, so I asked her to come with me.

"Okay, let's go."

So she took me by the arm and we walked down the path next to the school playground to the school gate. Out of the school gate, Zhang Yue drooled when she saw the snacks on the side of the road, and she couldn't walk.

"Gluttonous cat, what do you want to eat again?"

"Oops, that oden looks delicious, let's buy some."

Before I could say yes, she pulled me there, and I shook my head, this foodie, I can't stop it.

As a result, we had another paper cup in our hands with some oden in it, and I was very happy to see that she was eating happily.