In a few days, I will have to take the monthly exam again, and the results of the last monthly exam make me feel very confident, although this month's study has been affected by many things, but I believe in myself, I will definitely be better than the last exam.

I lay in bed and felt a burst of joy at the thought of this, although my stomach still had a dull pain, but it did not affect my imagination of the future.

Thinking of the future, I suddenly remembered something, I turned over and got up, went to the desk, opened the bag, and took out the receipt inside. I held it tightly, afraid it would be gone. I lay back on the bed, looked at the receipt in my hand and fell into memory:

"Why are you doing this to me?"

I saw my mother yelling at him hoarsely, and she cried and took me in her arms.

"You can't love this day, but pull it down."

He also blushed and pushed my mother and me to the ground. It's cold in winter, but I don't feel cold when I fall into my mother's weird place. Seeing my mom sobbing on the sidelines, I didn't understand why at the age of 5. Just helped her wipe her uncontrollable tears, and my mother looked at me in her arms and cried even more sadly.

He saw the two of us sitting on the floor, and a hint of boredom flashed in his eyes, and then he turned to leave the small house.

"Ning Weicheng, do you have this home in your heart? You don't care about me, but you don't even care about Xiaomeng? Don't go, what will we do if you leave? ”

When his mother saw that he was about to walk, she got up and grabbed him, and begged him bitterly. His gaze looked at me through my mom, and I shrank nervously at the sight he did. He was very dissatisfied with my action, and he pulled my mother away with his hand, and said ruthlessly:

"You can do it yourself, just treat me as a person."

Then he walked out in a dashing manner, without looking back. My mom saw me sitting on the floor in a daze, and came and picked me up and sat on the bed, and I sat like this all afternoon. Finally she put away her tears and said to me with a smile:

"Whatever Xiaomeng wants to eat tonight, Mom will make it for you."

Seeing that my mother didn't cry anymore and that she had a smile on her face, I didn't feel scared anymore. I replied with a smile:

"I want to eat balls."

"Well, okay, I'll do it for us Xiaomeng."

Then she turned on the TV and told me to watch TV and go outside to cook in the communal kitchen by myself, I have forgotten the exact taste of that meal, but now I think it was delicious. She let me continue watching TV after the meal and I was happy because I had never been allowed to watch TV for so long.

Later, within a few days, my mother went out to work, and I was fostered to my grandmother's house in the countryside, and there were happy and grievances for a few years, but there was no father, and he never came to see me once.

It wasn't until Mom came back and we settled down in the county that he showed up at the door again. It was the first time I'd seen him in a long time, he was very brightly dressed, his body was spotless, but a few wrinkles at the corners of his eyes showed that the years had not spared him. He pleaded with his mother, vowing never to fool around outside again. Mom looked at me and finally nodded helplessly.

He went home and behaved well for the first few days, rushing to do the housework and being very nice to my mom and me. I could tell my mom was very happy with the change. But it didn't take long for him to be completely revealed, and he began to be away from home all day, and when he came back, he looked drunk, sometimes with lipstick marks on his collar...... My mom turned a blind eye to it, and she was sad at first, but then she saw him like she saw a piece of wood.

Thinking of his care for that woman, I knew that he was not ruthless, he was just ruthless to us. Since you are ruthless, you can't blame us for being unjust. I squeezed the paper in my hand as if to vent, and finally let go, because what it represented meant to me.

Because I slept a little late last night, my eyes were as black as a panda this morning, and when I arrived in the classroom, Zhou Yu saw me and asked:

"What's wrong with you? Can't sleep well because of the pain? ”

Looking at the concern in his eyes, it reminded me of that man, as well as Zhao Nan, can a man's care and care last long? I really don't dare to expect that, but I am not disappointed without expectations. He cares about me, and I accept it, but I can't expect him to be good to me all the time.

"A little bit, but not very serious, thank you for your concern."

I don't know why, I always have an unhappy feeling in my heart, and I am full of strangeness to him.

"It's okay, pay more attention in the future."

"Well, thank you!"

Then I started to study, there was not much time left until the monthly exam, I still had a lot of knowledge to review, a lot of words I didn't memorize, and a lot of example questions I didn't do. I keep myself busy so that time passes quickly and I don't want to get caught up in a negative emotion.

In this kind of busy preparation for the exam, time flies very quickly, and it is time for the monthly exam in a blink of an eye. On the morning of departure, my mother cheered me on and comforted me by saying that it didn't matter if I didn't do well in the exam, maybe my recent momentum worried her. I comforted her a few words and set off with my bag on my back.

The exam went well, I answered almost every question, and even if I didn't, I wrote the formula on it. After the exam, I had to take another two days off, this time Wei Wei didn't play with us, Zhang Yue said to call her, she refused. In fact, it doesn't matter if Wei Wei doesn't come, I can't discuss Yue Lin's issue with her with interest right now. So it was just me and Zhang Yue, just the two of us, and we made an appointment to go around the school playground and chat.

We made an appointment in the afternoon, and by the time I arrived, Zhang Yue had already arrived. I greeted her from afar, and she waved her hand, but it was clear that she wasn't in a good mood. When I got closer, I realized that she had cried, and I knew that she must have quarreled with her mother again.

"What's wrong with you, you're still crying when you're such an adult."

I didn't say it was okay, but as soon as I said it, she cried again, and the more she cried, the more sad she became. I saw that she was upset, so I sat next to her, put my hand on her shoulder, and kept patting her. She cried enough and tried to put her head on my shoulder, but I was so short that she twisted her neck.

"Why are you so useless, you can't rely on it when you're sad."

She lifted her head and complained, but after making eye contact with me, she couldn't help but laugh again.

"I still want to grow taller, but I just can't grow up, blame me."

I also laughed. Seeing that she was in a much better mood, probably the depression in her heart was relieved.

"What the hell is wrong with you? Who provoked our eldest lady? ”

That's when I started asking her.