I looked at the dawn of hatred in my tone, and was silent for a while before speaking, "What do your legs have to do with them?" ”

Hearing this, Shuguang looked at me, grinned and sneered again: "What's the matter? ”

He slowly pulled up the hem of his trousers, and near his knee, he suddenly revealed a terrifying scar that looked like it had been left a long time ago.

"It's... How did you get it? ”

"How? Wang Jun stabbed! Shuguang's voice suddenly rose, and his face turned hideous in an instant, and he slammed his wound twice before speaking: "They are a group of biting dogs!" I stewed medicine and soup for his wife, and the walking corpse came over, and he was a bastard and stabbed me in the leg! You want to feed me to the walking corpses and let them run out! ”

In fact, I had vaguely guessed before Dawn said this answer.

I heard this in person from Shuguang's mouth, and I couldn't help but be shocked.

With a quick glance at Dawn's legs, I spoke, "At that time... What's the situation? ”

Dawn waved his hand, obviously not wanting to continue.

"They're dead, they don't care anymore, so what's the point of saying it? Will my leg be healed? ”

Swept his empty sleeve: "Then your arm..."

Hearing this, Shuguang glanced down at himself: "Hehe... What can a cripple be because he is missing an arm? At that time, I was bitten by a walking corpse, and I didn't want to die, so I chopped it myself. ”

Shuguang said very lightly, but I gasped when I heard it.

Even Suotian on the side unconsciously wrung his eyebrows.

After glancing at the two of us, Shuguang's eyes stayed on the lock for a while, and then turned to look at me: "You came to me today?" ”

I looked at him, "Or else?" Come back with me. ”

When I said this, I suddenly remembered Lili at home, she had been hiding it until now and was unwilling to tell me the real reason why Shuguang left the team, why?

Afraid of not being forgiven? Losing trust?

Or did she not even want to think about facing this thunderstorm herself?

Shuguang shook his head: "It's impossible for me to go with you. ”

"Why?"

"I can't accept it."

"Can't accept anything?"

"The living."

"What happened to the living?"

"I can't believe it, I can't believe it, just like a farmer and a snake, human beings are more like beasts who don't know how to reciprocate, no matter how much you pay, it's useless, who knows when I will stab you in the leg?"

I didn't answer Shuguang's words again, Suotian was right, Shuguang's mental state was already very dangerous.

We have not experienced his desperate situation at that time, and we will not understand his hatred.

The companion who was carefully cared for by him was brutally slammed and thrown into a place full of walking corpses, wondering how many maddening sins Dawn had eaten in order to survive.

To be honest, if it were me, it would probably be even worse than him.

But the purpose of my coming today is to let him go back with me, it's useless for anyone to stop me, I don't care what the reality is, whether I'm ignorant, selfish, or emotional, I Chen Yang can't tolerate my friends staying here in such an embarrassed state, living a life that is not as good as pigs and dogs.

Turning around and hugging the little lock, I glanced at the lock.

He stared at me for two seconds, pursed his lips, turned and walked out.

All that was left in the room was me, Dawn, and Little Lock.

After looking around left and right, I turned around and sat down on the door frame, and after letting the little lock sit on my lap, I patted the position next to me and said to Shuguang: "Come and sit, I want to talk to you." ”

Shuguang was stunned for a moment, then shook his head and sat on the ground: "I'm dirty, don't stain your clothes, just sit here." ”

His words made my heart twist again.

Biting my lip, I controlled my emotions and whispered to Shuguang: "Xiaoxue is dead." ”

Shuguang was stunned for a moment, and looked at me with some confusion.

Before he could speak, I leaned my head against the doorframe to empty my mind, and reminisced as I recalled: "About a year ago, not long after we left the county, we lived in a village for a long time, and a lot of things happened there. ”

"Killing? Living? Dawn asked.

I nodded: "Yes, living people, just like you said, even though the walking corpses in this world are terrifying, some people are millions of times more terrifying than the walking corpses. Suotian and their methods are indeed cruel, but we are used to facing killing, and it was more of a numbness at the time, until the walking corpse suddenly killed and washed us all apart. Yang Yang and Rong Rong are gone. ”

"Yangyang... Something went wrong? Dawn asked.

I shook my head and motioned for him to continue listening: "At that time, I had a bad relationship with Suotian, and I didn't have a long time to start wandering outside, and the sense of security in my heart was almost zero, Yangyang was equal to my life, he was gone, I was thinking about it in my head at the time and almost drove myself crazy, I even lost my mind to curse the people around me, blame them for why they didn't know to go back to find Yangyang, now I think about it I was quite ridiculous at the time, why should others help you find your brother?" But... A few people together, as well as Suo Tian, all went back to that village with me, and in that village, we found Rong Rong... But at the stall where she was found, her spirit suddenly lost control and she bit Xiaoxue hard. ”

Shuguang's face was shocked: "It's the same as your original situation?" ”

I nodded, very relieved in my heart, at least I had begun to think back to what happened at the beginning: "It's exactly the same as my situation, Xiaoxue doesn't have my good luck, she was infected, and after the wound was bitten, her hand was stained with the blood of the walking corpse, and it was pressed directly on the wound. ”

Dawn's brow furrowed tightly.

Speaking of which, my nose was forgotten again, with a thick nasal voice, and my eyes hurt more and more: "After I come back... It didn't take long for her to die... almost killed Shen Feng, and he didn't completely accept it until now. ”

Speaking of this, the tears began to fall again, the little lock in his arms stared at me with blank eyes, and the little fat hand raised twice in the air, and suddenly unconsciously put it on my chest.

Holding his arm tightly, I continued to speak: "Yangyang came back the next morning, so... Xiaoxue would have been fine, if it wasn't for me going to find Yangyang, she wouldn't have died, I'm sorry Shen Feng, I'm sorry for her, this thing has always been like a big stone with spikes, pressing on my heart, whenever Shen Feng showed a sad and sad look, the big stone kept spinning, stirring my heart and hurting terribly, I didn't know how to apologize for a long time, I didn't dare to apologize, I felt unworthy, I was not qualified to apologize to others, Shen Feng would be uncomfortable if I didn't forgive me, Shen Feng forgave me even more uncomfortable, the two brothers and sisters gave me too much tolerance, in exchange for me killing his sister. ”

Shuguang looked at me worriedly, his eyes flashed and he spoke: "Chen Yang, don't be like this, I don't blame you for this, you don't want to, don't blame yourself, you're not wrong." ”

Wiping the tears from my face, facing the dawn, I suddenly opened the conversation gate, I wanted to tell him everything that had been backlogged.

"In any case, I caused her death, whether others blame me or not, in my own heart, this is the truth, I can't fool myself."

Shuguang looked at me for a long time, and then said as if deliberately diverting my thoughts: "According to what you said, it seems that Yangyang was not with Rongrong in the village at that time. ”

I nodded: "Well, I once asked Yang Yang privately about this, he was going out to explore the way, trying to find us, but he ran into a walking corpse, and he couldn't go back, so he could only run all the way, and he was trapped by the walking corpse for a while, and when he went back to the village, he couldn't find Rongrong." ”

"Then do you know what happened to Rongrong?"

"It is said to be a primary viral infection, in the final analysis, it is a little mental effect, it is not contagious, but it can stimulate some primitive human instincts, like a walking corpse to bite people, but it will not eat."

"Is this information reliable?"

"It should be reliable, there are a lot of medical virus research doctors and experts in the shelter we lived in before, since they dare to talk to Suotian, it won't be fake."

Hearing this, Shuguang glanced at Suotian who was standing outside the gate, and asked, "Who is he, have you figured it out?" ”

I was stunned, glanced back, and then turned back to Shuguang and nodded: "Now the several large shelters arranged in our country are all ruled by the military and some semi-military personnel, and Suo Tian is the captain of a combat team within the semi-military. ”

Dawn: "I just said that he will not be an ordinary person. ”

Then he looked at the little lock in my arms: "This is your child?" ”

"Yes," I nodded, looked down at the little lock, and said to the dawn, "Do you want a hug?" ”

Shuguang was stunned for a moment, and immediately became a little cramped: "No, no, no, don't, I'm dirty, don't hug it." ”

Ignoring Dawn's excuses, I insisted on giving him the little lock.

When Shuguang just took the little lock into his arms, one arm, the limbs were obviously stiff, and after the little lock grinned at him, revealing the two small milk teeth that had just grown, he finally laughed, not a sarcastic smile, not a sneer, but from the heart, a smile like the winter sun, a warm smile exclusive to the dawn.