Until yesterday, the road in the village was not entered, and the car drove for a long time, and the children were easy to fall asleep when they sat in the car, and the little lock fell asleep not long after.

Along the way, I was very nervous, and I didn't know how to describe my mood at the moment.

At this moment, it's not so much that I'm looking for the dawn as I am looking for my former self.

I desperately wanted to go back to the past, hating the memories of more than two years stuffed in my brain, blood and horror accounted for most of it, except for pain, tears and separation.

The small lock and the lock are my only consolation, but it doesn't affect my nostalgia for the past.

Lock the car parked at the place where we caught fish last time, and when I got out of the car, I looked at the things left on the ground yesterday, hugged the small lock, and looked left and right at the emptiness and loneliness everywhere, and it was really... Man is a social animal, and loneliness can torture him to death.

No matter where you are, as long as you have someone by your side, you can always find fun, but when you are alone, you can only see endless desolation and loneliness.

Lock the sky and close the car door, come over and take the small lock, the dirt road in the village is not easy to walk, I have a little difficulty walking with him.

Holding the lock, I held him, and our family of three quietly walked into the village.

The little lock was completely awake, and he would stare at the surroundings, and from time to time a sparrow flew up from the field, and he could tremble violently.

As I got closer, my heart beat faster and faster when I saw the courtyard from afar.

Sensing my confusion, Suotian turned his head to look at me, pursed his lips, and didn't speak.

The door to the courtyard was closed, and I stepped forward and opened it with a gentle push.

The sunlight poured into the courtyard, and the yellow branches of weeds were left in the cracks in the corners of the walls and among the bricks on the floor of the yard.

Occasionally, there is a crisp snapping sound when you step on it.

The door of the hall was also hidden.

Suotian quietly followed me, the little lock made two milk cries from time to time, I didn't have the panic I felt when I saw the coffin last time, I walked slowly to the door, and gently pushed it open.

Then I stood still.

The moment the sunlight shone through the door as it opened, I could see the man in the room who was squatting on the coffin.

My brain went blank when I saw the man, and I unconsciously took two steps back when I saw him clearly.

I can't believe it, I can't believe that this person in front of me is a clean and gentle dawn.

The moment he turned his face to see me, the facts reminded me that he was indeed the dawn, the dawn doctor carrying the medicine box, the dawn who could keep his composure in the face of the walking corpse when we were all panicking, and the dawn who said to me on the top floor, Chen Yang, you are so beautiful.

He froze the moment he saw me, and so did I.

The brain may not be able to digest the image for a moment.

On top of the pitch-black coffin, a thin man who was almost only a skeleton was squatting, he was black and dirty, his beard and hair were tangled into a mess and he couldn't tell the difference, he was already greasy and stained with I don't know how many things were in his hair, it was already very cold, he was wrapped in a military coat that had leaked cotton, and the original army green had turned jet black at the moment, shining with oil.

The cuff on the left side is empty.

The corners of the pants have rotted into a strip, and the exposed ankles have been frozen and bruised, completely devoid of normal human complexion.

The black, dusty hands, before the winter was complete, had already grown frostbite, rotting out cracks, miserable.

After the images in front of me were gradually and slowly accepted by the brain, my heart was pierced by these images.

I grabbed the corners of my clothes, and when I faced the originally bright and clear eyes of the dawn, full of tenderness, I finally couldn't help but have a sour nose and cried, how could those cloudy eyes belong to the dawn.

I tried to control the corners of my mouth, soothing my inner emotions at once, trying to say the first thing to Dawn, but I couldn't.

After a long time, Shuguang still squatted on the coffin, did not move, just looked at me fixedly, saw me keep wiping tears, and after moving his dark green lips, he spoke: "Chen Yang..."

Choked so badly that I could barely speak, and then barely shouted: "Dawn...", and then I covered my face and squatted on the ground.

There was a long silence in the room.

I was pulled up from the ground by Suotian, the little lock didn't understand anything, and his mouth was babbling with a little, which would take advantage of Suotian's free hand to hold me, and he put his fat little hand in front of my neck.

Wiping away my tears, I turned my head to look at the dawn again, and found that he was no longer looking at me, just staring at the little lock in Suotian's arms.

After the little lock babbled a few more times, his expression flashed, and he said in a daze: "This is... Chen Yang's child? ”

I did not answer the words of the dawn.

He slowly stood up from the coffin and jumped down from it with a stunned expression.

The sudden movement frightened the little lock, and the little mouth was about to cry.

Suotian slapped him lightly twice, and then immediately stopped.

Shuguang stared at him for a long time before looking at me again, his voice hoarse: "Many... How old is it? ”

Looking at the dawn of almost strangers, I bit my lip and wiped the tears from my face: "Six or seven months." ”

He looked at Xiao Lock twice, and seemed to hesitate for a long time before speaking: "That day... Let you go... That's right. ”

Before I could speak, he continued: "If you really found Suotian, I know you two will meet..."

I wiped my face again, didn't answer these words, and said to Shuguang: "Come back to the shelter with me, Jundi and Shen Feng are all there, and we can still live as before." ”

Shuguang was stunned for a while before shaking his head, although he was talking during this period, the expression on his face had not changed, no matter how he spoke, the corners of his mouth would finally return to the same position and angle as before, wooden like a robot.

"It used to be like that... What was it like before? His words were full of absurdity and ridiculousness, as if he was laughing at himself.

"Dawn, will you go back with me? Don't stay here, you can't stay here alone! ”

Hearing this, Shuguang glanced back at the room: "Why can't you stay alone?" I've been alone for so long, why can't I stay here? ”

He said this very reasonably, with a lot of irony.

I was stunned for a while before I spoke: "I'll take you back to a normal life, that's right for you, this is not the place you should be." ”

Shuguang finally laughed, not gentle or beautiful, also full of sarcasm and ridicule, the target was not me, but he really sneered: "Normal people... Chen Yang, you should know, how can there be normal people in this abnormal world?"

I finally couldn't stand his weird tone, took a deep breath, stepped forward and walked into him, and said in a low voice: "What have you been through?" ”

He took a step back, a little farther away from me before speaking, a trace of unnaturalness flashed quickly in his eyes, as if he was a little embarrassed by his image at the moment, fleeting, he looked at me again: "What is going through?" You should have been wandering outside, what you have experienced, you should think about it, but... You have a powerful lock, so many people to accompany you, and I am alone from beginning to end. ”

When I caught him, I spoke: "Didn't Wang Jun say that you came out with them in the first place?" ”

After hearing this, Shuguang's eyes suddenly became fierce, and he quickly stepped forward, stretched out his hands full of frostbite and grabbed my arms on both sides, and gritted his teeth: "You saw them?!" ”

I looked down at the wound that had been split by his excessive force, and after a moment of silence, I said, "See." ”

Hearing this, Shuguang increased the strength of his hand again, and I could feel that his hand had almost begun to tremble slightly: "Where are they!" ”

"Dead."

After I finished speaking, it took half a minute for the dawn to react, and he stared at me twice before he spoke: "... He's dead? ”

I nodded, "Well, they threaten our lives. ”

Hearing this, Shuguang immediately sneered: "Hehehe, it's really dead." ”

I looked at the dawn and tentatively asked, "Were you with them in the first place?" Why did they separate later? ”

Dawn let go of the hand that was holding me and stepped aside: "They didn't mention me to you?" ”

"They say you're dead, bitten to death by a walking corpse."

The sneer on Shuguang's face was even worse: "Bitten to death by a walking corpse? That's how they should hope. ”

I furrowed my brow: "What the hell is going on?" ”

Shuguang smiled, kicked his leg and said, "Did you notice anything wrong?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, and looked down, except for the dirty and torn pants, nothing else was knocked out, at this time, Shuguang turned around and walked two steps, and then asked me again: "Did you find it?" ”

I was stunned for a while before slowly nodding my head: "You're lame." ”

"That's right! I'm lame! Do you know how to be lame? ”

My brain was basically in a state of inactivity, and I could only shake my head.

Dawn's expression turned hideous: "How could those people tell you?!" They are also afraid that if they say it, it will thunder! ”