Chapter Thirty-Six: A Thousand Words I can't tell you inexplicably bitter
Since the ticket in Wen Yuanfang's hand was not this train, he naturally had no seat. So, he found a seat without luggage, got in, closed his eyes, and lay down on his back......
In the early hours of the morning, he woke up from the cold, shivering with cold, and his stomach was hungry. He thought to himself: Xu Qingpei's coat is not as warm as his military coat.
In the morning, Wen Yuanfang was really uncomfortable, so he had to climb out from under his seat. As soon as he saw that the station he stopped at was Shanghai, he didn't want to get off in Shanghai. Because, he didn't want to go to his cousin Wen Yuanzhen when he was down, although he had a relationship with this cousin since he was a child.
Do you want to go to Xiaoyizhuang? But when he thought of the seventy or eighty people living in his father-in-law's narrow bungalow, he was terrified. Besides, Yuliang is pregnant and about to give birth, as a husband, he left her mother and son alone at this time, only caring for his own life, how will his parents-in-law worry about their daughter and condemn him as an irresponsible son-in-law.
Wen Yuanfang decided to get off in Changzhou, after all, there was still his unfinished love there. So, he went to the ticket car to renew the ticket to get off the train in Changzhou. After eating a few tea eggs he bought on the platform, he had the strength and concentration to think about some questions.
"Why did Cai Fuguo have mercy to save me? As the opposite of each other, why did he not denounce me as a gentleman, so why did he lend a hand to me? Out of sympathy for me? Out of admiration for me? Not like! Out of ...... for Yuliang Love me, love my dog? But no matter what, the one surnamed Cai saved my life, and this account is something to remember! Wen Yuanfang was full of doubts, but he didn't have a clear answer.
"It is rumored that Yuliang's relationship with Cai Fuguo and Li Fan is not ordinary, I don't believe this at all. My Yuliang is not the kind of woman who is confused and has no tight threshold. But it's no surprise that men would beat you up before I got married. I just hope that my Yuliang can have more eyes and not be deceived by some bad men, so as to suffer losses. He told his wife in his heart.
"I knew that the situation would get out of hand, and I should have put my family first and taken a more cautious approach to this campaign...... I didn't expect them to be so ruthless, and shoot someone on the spot when they catch it, it's really lawless! May this nightmare day pass sooner rather than later! He let out a low growl of chagrin, running his fingers through his tousled hair.
"Yuliang! I'm so sorry for you and the kids! brings you to Jiyang, but leaves you alone struggling in an environment surrounded by wolves; Fortunately, Li Fan and his wife took care of you, but unfortunately they didn't report it themselves.
If I could turn back time, I would definitely apply to transfer you to work next to me, and I would definitely give you a peaceful and peaceful living environment and a happy environment for your children to grow up...... What leads by example, what is work-oriented, and what is the world's responsibility...... Let all these ethereal things go to hell!
On such a cold day, I don't even know how your fetal position has been corrected. Where will I give birth then? Will it be difficult to give birth? Will Cuiying go to serve you early? Now that I think about it, what a bastard I am! ”
Wen Yuanfang missed his wife more than ever at this time, so much so that big tears dripped on the table near the window, exploding painful tears.
"Changzhou station has arrived......" The train's prompt interrupted Wen Yuanfang's train of thought.
He stepped out of the carriage, stood on the platform, and asked himself blankly, "What am I doing here?" ”
Eight years ago, he started his sweet first love here and met a girl named "Sun Lei". Sun Lei is not only very handsome in appearance, but also very talented, the most important thing is that they can talk about everything and have a good heart.
At the beginning, if it weren't for Sun Lei's background, if it weren't for her mother Lou Xiangfu forcing her to die, they would have formed a small family by now and had children a long time ago.
But what's the use of thinking about it now? To put it bluntly, he was still humble and couldn't control his own destiny; In the end, it can only be carried by the tide of history, and has to become a bland pebble.
If you are in a high position, at least you won't even be able to marry the woman you want to marry, right? And now that he is not only still a humble person, but also an outlaw, what face do he have to meet his first love?
When he thought about it, he regretted coming here a little. He staggered painfully on the streets of Changzhou, not knowing where to go.
"Since you're here, you can't go back in vain, right? Eight years have passed, if I can find out Sun Lei's whereabouts and see how she lives now, at least my heart will be more steady. Wen Yuanfang thought about it this way, and decided to go to the military hospital where he was recuperating first to inquire.
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It is said that after Zhu Yuliang experienced the most terrifying and difficult night in his life, he learned that her husband had successfully escaped, and a big stone in her heart finally fell to the ground.
"Wrongdoer! My mother and son don't expect you to take care of us and accompany us anymore, we just want you to live unscathed and don't forget about us! She told her husband in her heart.
At the same time, for Cai Fuguo's all-out protection of Wen Yuanfang from danger this time, Zhu Yuliang felt that he owed him a great favor. and Xu Qingpei, no matter whose face he is looking at, such a great kindness cannot be forgotten.
She didn't want to think too much about it, "Why does Cai Ju care so much about me and protect me?" "As a member of the Yellow faction, why did he spend so much time to save Wen Yuanfang, the leader of the popular faction?" and so on. After so many years, such problems have not been solved; Maybe the time for a solution has not yet come, and maybe one day the truth will be revealed, so let's wait for this day to come.
"No matter what, Cai Ju has a great kindness to me and Wen Yuanfang. Take 10,000 steps back, even if he harbors evil intentions against us, then at least I have lived a peaceful life under his wing for several years without being bullied or insulted, which is not too much of a loss! Besides, I don't look like he wants to hurt me, when I look it horizontally or vertically; On the contrary, Wen Yuanfang has not made any special contribution to me over the years, except for bringing me a little angel, and now he wants me to worry and fear him. If you want to say that the incompetent husband in the world, he should be the first! Thinking like this, Zhu Yuliang couldn't help but blame her husband.
"But, far away! Last night, you knew that it was dangerous to go home, but you still fulfilled your promise and secretly ran back in the middle of the night, which shows that you still have me and the child in your heart. On such a cold day, I don't even know where you are in exile. If you take refuge in Xiaoyizhuang, you will at least have a hot meal to eat; But according to your pride and vanity, I know you will not go. Knowing today, what kind of transformation do you do? ”
Zhu Yuliang missed her husband more than ever at this time, so much so that big tears dripped on the dinner table and exploded into painful tears.
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"You can always tell me why you saved the enemy by now, right? Do you let your little brother die? In the middle of the night last night, after Xu Qingpei saw that the people from the "Yellow faction" were gone, he asked Cai Fuguo straight to the point.
"Dealing with an enemy doesn't necessarily mean ruining someone's family. What I hate most is the practice of killing everything and leaving no room for error! I don't want to see the swords and swords in the Tongxin Pavilion that make some people heartbroken. He knew that he would be sent to death when he came to the door, and he had to risk death to make an appointment with his wife, can you do it with such a love species? Cai Fuguo replied with mixed feelings.
"But you are soft-hearted now, and when you are in the hands of others, they may not be merciful to you! said that I would help you destroy the two countries and rule the world, but when it came, you still let the two of them go back to the mountain. I really don't understand you! Xu Qingpei said dissatisfied, and he didn't even bother to use the honorific title "you".
"I repeat, I don't want to see people die, this is called do not do to others what you do not want to be done to yourself, it is also called a rat trap, you understand? I just want to see their wives separated and depressed to the end of their lives, which is called revenge and not revenge, do you understand? In the future, if the two of them are in our hands, you must make sure that they are safe, you understand? Cai Fu's Chinese language is gentle, showing a rare temptation to Xu Qingpei.
"I don't understand, the person I don't understand the most in the world is you. I only know that you have clear grievances and hatreds, excellent ability, and righteousness of your buddies...... But I've never seen a slimy man like you, a man who takes women seriously like this, a man who is so contradictory and tangled, loves someone inexplicably, hates someone inexplicably, in short, inexplicable; And my pig is even more inexplicable, but in my eyes there is only one master, you tell me to face east, I dare not face west, I don't know what I owe you in my previous life! Xu Qingpei said angrily.
Cai Fuguo laughed after hearing this: "People are inexplicable, you yourself say that you are inexplicable, right?" If people are not inexplicably wonderful, they are immortals. All right! If you follow me, I will naturally not let you suffer; Since we are destined to be brothers, let's keep doing it! Since we are all inexplicable, let's heed the call of our hearts and continue to be inexplicable! Oh, by the way, let's not do it after the business of the Material Bureau, stop immediately! The money is enough for us to make some money in the future, and more will be a disaster. Do you understand? ”
"Understood! Oh, my waist ...... I've never climbed such a high wall when I've grown so big, and it hurt so much that I had stars in my eyes when I fell down just now. ”
"Let me see, I'll put some plasters on you!"
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Early in the morning, Cai Fuguo saw that the Si Biling lock at the door of Wen's house had been kicked off, and hurriedly found tools to repair it...... He was the only man in the courtyard at this time, and even as an ordinary neighbor, he could not have seen the lock of the solitary woman next door broken and sat idly by; Moreover, the safety of the mistress in this house is no less than the safety of his wife and children.
It can be said that Cai Fuguo's obsession with Zhu Yuliang greatly exceeds his obsession with his wife and children...... Although he didn't understand why he was like this. He only knew that if he let go of this attachment, then the meaning of his life in this life would have been taken away by more than half.