Sun Lei is still working as a psychiatrist in Changzhou Unit 306 Hospital, and she is also the only psychologist in the hospital. This news undoubtedly surprised and delighted Wen Yuanfang.

Due to her family background, although Sun Lei works in a military hospital, her establishment does not belong to the army, and she still belongs to the local health system in Changzhou.

When Wen Yuanfang was guided to the door of Sun Lei's office, a familiar woman's back stunned him...... Although the long braids have turned into short hair, the figure of the weak willow Fufeng is familiar to him, and this familiarity even exceeds the feeling of his wife Zhu Yuliang.

After all, he recuperated in Hospital 306 for eight months and did not return to his unit until he fully recovered. During this period, his biggest expectation every day was to hear Sun Lei's footsteps coming to visit him, and his greatest enjoyment every day was to look at Sun Lei's back from the window......

"Hey! How far have you and Dr. Sun progressed? ”

"Did you confess to her? What did she say? ”

"Have you two held hands?"

……

At that time, every night before going to bed, Wen Yuanfang had to be interrogated by three other patients in the same ward; They won't let him fall asleep without asking for anything "substantial".

At this time, Wen Yuanfang looked at the back of this dream countless times from a distance, and the gentle melancholy in his heart surged gently like a tide; But he stood still for a moment, and then turned away silently.

He hadn't made up his mind about meeting his former lover yet.

If they meet, how will he bear the guilt he feels when he gives up his first love and finally chooses to be a deserter?

"Give me a home!" Sun Lei snuggled into his arms and murmured.

"Well, I'll give you a home!" He held her tightly in his arms and solemnly promised.

This was the scene on the eve of his departure from Changzhou to go to Runzhou Xiaoyizhuang with the troops. At that time, he and Sun Lei fell in love for two years, and the biggest intimate behavior was to sit with each other; I don't know what the connection kiss is all about, of course, let alone try it.

Despite the rejection of their marriage application, they were not discouraged, and they were willing to wait until the sky was old and the sea was dry......

She never wrote back to me, presumably because she wouldn't forgive me. Of course, the more high-sounding I spoke, the more I showed my meanness, the less entitled I was to receive a reply from her. Thinking like this, he felt that now that he was going to see Sun Lei again, he was undoubtedly rubbing salt on the wounds of the two.

If they meet, how will he tell Sun Lei everything he has experienced in the past eight years?

Did he tell her that he had married a wife who was eleven years his junior, who was of good birth and who was now pregnant with his child?

Or tell her that he has participated in the reform faction that specializes in fighting against the capitalist roaders, horse ghosts, snake gods, and bad elements, and has become a leader of the 'red faction', and is now being hunted down by the 'yellow faction' and has nowhere to hide, so he has to go to her and beg her to take him in for a long time, and when the limelight is over, he will return to Jiyang to gather with his wife and children?

"I have no face to see her. Just know that she is okay, why bother to see her! Wen Yuanfang thought so, so he found a hotel near the hospital, and planned to stay first.

After settling down in a modest inn, he took a hot bath in a nearby bathhouse. After many days of exhaustion, hunger and cold, he was severely overstretched. This hot bath undoubtedly brought him a sense of relaxation and fatigue after experiencing extreme tension and exertion.

After taking a shower, he got a haircut and shaved again. Looking at the barbershop mirror, he felt that he looked quite energetic except for being a little thinner.

After the combing, he went to have dinner at a snack bar near Hospital 306 that he used to frequent.

He ordered a basket with crab dumplings. This kind of xiaolongbao crab oil is golden and shiny, fat but not greasy, the crab is fragrant, the juice is delicious, the skin is thin and strong, the filling is tender and refreshing, with balsamic vinegar and ginger shreds, it is one of his favorite snacks in Changzhou. After eating xiaolongbao, he felt that it was not enough, so he ordered another bowl of three fresh wontons.

After eating and drinking, he went back to the inn, washed his dirty coat and trousers, and hung them up to be taken out to dry the morrow.

He didn't expect that the man named "Xu Qingpei" was similar to him, and he gave him this eighty percent new tweed coat when they met for the first time, which was really good to wear.

"Xu Qingpei", Wen Yuanfang heard Zhu Yuliang mention it, saying that as the director of the business department, he took care of her everywhere at work and maintained her.

Last night in the dark, Wen Yuanfang didn't see Xu Qingpei's face clearly, he only knew that he needed to change lines with him, but he didn't know what Cai Fuguo's specific plan was to help him get out of danger. He judged that he must have used the "bag drop scheme".

"Since Cai Fuguo asked Xu Qingpei to come together to save me, it can be seen that the relationship between the two is extraordinary." He thought, "This coat should be kept well, and it will be returned to others in the future." ”

Wen Yuanfang fell on the bed, pondering the mess on his mind, but soon fell asleep. The next day, when the sun had already risen, he woke up.

As soon as he woke up, he immediately propped up his wet clothes out the window to dry.

Now, he doesn't even have a suitcase, and he looks like an outlaw fugitive. In order to avoid unnecessary trouble, he put on his dry trousers, wore a sweater and went to the street to buy a suitcase, a set of toiletries, a few changes of underwear, etc., and at the same time bought a military coat to protect against the cold and a pair of sunglasses to cover people's eyes.

Well, now the old place has been revisited, the old dream has been revisited, the people in the dream have also been seen, and the snacks in Changzhou have also been enjoyed...... If he gets shot when he goes out now, Wen Yuanfang doesn't feel that he has too many regrets.

He decided to go to the 306 Hospital to see Sun Lei again, and then left for Shanghai. He thought about it and felt that it was safest and most reliable to go to his cousin Wen Yuanzhen.

This time, he was not so lucky, he did not see her in Sun Lei's office. He stood for a moment, then turned away with his head down.

When he reached the top of the stairs, the familiar figure was unexpectedly confronted...... He quickly cocked the collar of his military coat up and shrunk his face in sunglasses down...... But his actions still attracted a strange glance from Sun Lei.

He didn't care about any of this, and hurried downstairs at a faster pace, striding towards the hospital gate.

"Far away! Is that you? Wait a minute! Sun Lei shouted as she chased after her from behind.

"It's over! Still recognized by her. Wen Yuanfang stopped with joy and pain, turned around, and took off his sunglasses.

"Fang! Sure enough, it's you! Sun Lei said with tears in her eyes.

……

It turned out that a colleague in the hospital told Sun Lei yesterday that a tall, thin man with fair skin had come to inquire about her, and I wonder if they had seen her.

Sun Lei realized that this person was Wen Yuanfang at that time, but she couldn't figure out why he came to see her in such a chaotic time. Did something unusual happen to him?

Therefore, she has been restless in the office today, hoping that the man who came to her was really the lover of her first love. Just now, because a patient was emotionally out of control, she was temporarily called away, so she didn't stay in the office.

No matter how Wen Yuanfang disguised himself, Sun Lei still judged that he was the person she had been waiting for based on his walking posture, demeanor, and the electrocardiogram he emitted.

……

The two came to the cramped room of the small hotel and looked at each other silently. There was no embarrassment, no rustiness, no evasion, and there were endless questions, concerns, and love in the eyes of both sides.

"You're still so pretty and elegant!" Wen Yuanfang held Sun Lei's hand and said.

"You're thinner! What is the condition of the lungs now? Sun Lei asked with concern.

From Sun Lei's conversation, I learned that four years ago, that is, the year Wen Yuanfang got married, she also married a psychology professor surnamed Liu at Shanghai Normal University. After marriage, he gave birth to a son, and he will be three years old after the New Year.

Maybe Sun Lei has suffered enough on the issue of her background, and after the "Great Soul Transformation" movement began, she didn't suffer much impact; However, her husband, Professor Liu, was branded as a reactionary academic authority, and was kept in a cowshed, criticized, and restricted from communicating, and now he has been sent to the "May Seventh Cadre School" to reform his mind through manual labor.

Sun Lei is now with her son Lei Lei, still living with her grandmother and mother, living in an ordinary house in Changzhou.

Wen Yuanfang had no choice but to tell Sun Lei his eight-year journey without reservation.

"Are you having trouble with my participation in the Reformation?" Wen Yuanfang asked tentatively.

"It's a bit confusing. We are all victims of unfair treatment, so why should we be the perpetrators of unfair treatment? Sun Lei asked reproachfully.

"Rei! Have you forgotten? Why couldn't we have come together in the first place? It is because our destiny is in the hands of others, and we are told to be separated, and we have to be separated. This world is so cruel, if you don't control the fate of others, they will control your destiny. If they wait for others to defeat me, it is better for me to defeat others first. Wen Yuanfang replied excitedly.

"I can understand what you say. But fighting back and forth like this is not always a solution, when is the time for retribution? Sun Lei asked calmly.

"When we have seized power and subdued the opposition so that they dare not talk nonsense, the struggle will naturally end."

"The problem is that the opposition is suppressed by force, and they can't be suppressed for a while, and they will eventually rise up to resist, and the result will still be endless struggle, and there will be no peace!"

"What better way do you think there is to build a new social order?"

"In terms of psychological communication, communicate equally, democratically, calmly, find the greatest common divisor, and then seek common ground while reserving differences. How can people's ideas be completely the same, so how can they be completely consistent? So......" Sun Lei shook her head, as if she didn't want to say any more.

"What you say makes sense, the problem is that reality does not represent ideals. You're still too idealistic! ”

"Aren't we living to fight for our ideals and fight for our ideals? Fang, you've changed! You've become too realistic! ”

"The cruel situation makes me have to think realistically...... "Wen Yuanfang's sharp mouth seems to be unreasonable in front of Sun Lei.

After a while, Wen Yuanfang said: "It seems that I did come to the wrong place this time, and I shouldn't have come to trouble you again." Let's say goodbye! Take care! With that, he began to pack his things and prepare to leave.

"You're not going anywhere! Let me stay obediently in Changzhou, and then return to Jiyang after the limelight is over! Sun Lei snatched Wen Yuanfang's suitcase, put his half-dry clothes and toiletries into the box, then picked up the box and said, "Let's go!" Come home with me. ”

In this way, Wen Yuanfang lived as Sun Lei's cousin on the pretext of recuperating at her house. Until one day at the end of March, after he made a phone call to Li Fan, he returned to Jiyang like an arrow.