The three-day holiday on New Year's Day passed in a flash, and during these three days, I tried my best to keep myself busy, because only being busy would keep me from thinking cranky. But in my spare time, I still glanced at my phone without incident, but I never waited for someone's call, not even a text message. I didn't know what I was expecting, but the end result was a hollow heart.

Today is the first day of the holiday, I got up early, but I didn't go out until I was almost late, I really don't know what kind of attitude I will have to face him when I get to school. It might be embarrassing, I thought.

"Jingle bell!"

When I arrived at school, I waited until the bell rang and I slowly entered the classroom. I inadvertently glanced at Yan Qingchen as I walked to my seat, and she was also looking at me at that time, looking like a villain. I didn't look at her too much, but for a moment I turned my head and looked in the direction of my seat. At this time, the seats in our row are empty, he hasn't come yet, he's never late, what's wrong? When I saw the empty position, the first thing I thought of was his safety, and it seemed that I was really crazy. I shook my head self-deprecatingly, then calmed down and walked to my seat.

"Xiaomeng, you're here, I thought you were going to be late today!"

As soon as he sat down, Zhang Yue in the back said with concern.

"I'm fine, I slept a little late last night, so I woke up a little late today!"

I explained to her with a smile, and she laughed at my words, and the worry in her eyes dissipated. I saw that she was fine, so I turned around and did my usual preparations for class.

"Good morning, students!"

"Hello teacher!"

"Sit down!"

When we were preparing, the Chinese teacher walked in, he cleared his throat, and said to us, and we also responded to him seriously under the leadership of the student on duty.

After greeting each other, he asked us to review or preview by ourselves, and he sat on the podium and read the book.

Although I tried my best not to think about it, I couldn't help but look at the door of the classroom from time to time to see if he was there. But after a class, he still didn't come.

If you don't come, you don't come, and I still have to think about how to face him. I kept comforting myself like this, and finally calmed my beating heart.

The day's lessons ended with the explanation of the exam papers, and as night fell, he still did not show up. I looked at my own papers, the ones on my desk, and sighed heavily. It seems that we have come to an end, this relationship died before it bloomed, and I no longer believe in the so-called love.

"Students, let's go and wait outside the classroom first, and the students whose names I read will go into the classroom to choose seats. By the way, because Zhou Yu is unwell today, he is on leave, so his position does not move, and everyone can choose other positions at will! ”

"Not feeling well?" I almost didn't listen to Mr. He's words, but when I mentioned his name and was unwell, the key points were automatically drawn in my mind, and my heart was also suspended, but thinking of the decision I made with great difficulty in the afternoon, I put down my hanging heart again.

"Ning Meng!"

"Here!"

I'm actually the first, no, Zhou Yu didn't come, I should be the second! After a moment of surprise, I answered calmly, and then entered the classroom with Mr. He's relieved gaze. In fact, I have guessed before, this time I scored 700 points, and it is estimated that I am the second place, but when Mr. He read it out, I still couldn't believe it.

I entered the classroom, and I was left to choose the location of the entire classroom except for the two. I looked and walked to the far right of the third row against the wall. Zhou Yu's position is on the far left, I chose here, this distance should be far enough.

After a while, Zhao Nan came in, he saw where I was sitting, a trace of surprise flashed in his eyes, but he quickly returned to normal, he smiled at me, and I responded to him generously. He calmly walked to the middle of the third row, just between me and Zhou Yu. I'm thankful that he didn't sit next to me, because I also don't know what kind of attitude to face him, and that distance seems just right for me.

Not long after Zhao Nan sat down, Yan Qingchen walked in, she didn't look at me, and walked straight to the seat next to Zhou Yu. Seeing that she is so confident, I really don't know where she got her confidence, sure I will definitely not sit in that position, does she know what I think in my heart?

Seeing her sitting in "my" position, I don't know why, I always feel that it is not a taste in my heart, and I always have a feeling that a dove occupies a magpie's nest. But looking back, I should have been the one who took over her magpie's nest, which is why people were so hostile to me. It's ridiculous to think about it, during this time, I have always felt that I am not afraid of the shadow, and I don't care what she says or does, but I didn't expect that my shadow has already been slanted but I don't know it.

Next, the classmates in the class entered the classroom one after another, and Zhang Yue was the 14th to enter, so she just took the 15th exam. After she came in, she first looked at the direction where we were sitting before, and saw Yan Qingchen sitting there, huffing and moving her gaze, searching for my location. When she saw me, she happily walked over to me and sat down next to me.

I don't know why, but the people who came in before didn't want to sit in a row with me, probably because I was too active before, which made some people unhappy. But after that, I will definitely be a low-key person, study steadily, and really do not listen to things outside the window, and only read the books of sages.

"Xiaomeng, why did you change your position? I just saw Yan Qingchen sitting in your place, I was very angry, how could she snatch your place? ”

Seeing her puffed up, I smiled and poked her in the face. I knew in my heart that because she was my friend, she was preconceived to be on my side, and seeing Yan Qingchen sitting in my place would definitely fight for me, thinking that she had robbed me of my things.

"It's that I don't want to sit there anymore, don't blame Yan Qingchen, besides, it's a position, there is no mine and hers, don't be angry, it's not worth it."

I patted her on the back and comforted her, trying to look as indifferent as possible, hoping to make her think I didn't care.

"Why? It was good for the four of us to sit together before, why did you change positions, besides, he Zhou Yu is not, no...... Oops, don't you know, why do you have to change seats! ”

She said with some grievances, I don't know why she cares so much about this, as if I changed positions and betrayed the organization.