"No one stipulates that I have to sit with him, this person Teacher He has said free choice, of course I can choose freely!"

I don't want to explain anything now, so I have to move out of Mr. He.

"But, but, you ...... with Zhou Yu"

"I have nothing to do with Zhou Yu, don't mention this matter in the future."

She was about to open her mouth to talk about me and Zhou Yu, but I saw her intention and interrupted her in advance. I took the opportunity to tell her about my relationship with Zhou Yu clearly, she is a good friend of mine, and she will definitely mention his name next to me, I really don't want to hear his name every day, which is really not conducive to treating my emotional wounds.

"Huh? Did something happen to you? ”

She looked at me with wide eyes and asked suspiciously.

"It's nothing, just remember, don't get me involved with him in the future, it's impossible for me to be with him, remember?"

I said with a serious expression, my eyes meeting hers, and I said seriously.

"Ahh

She was a little confused, and nodded blankly in reply.

In the evening self-study, I obviously felt that the person next to me kept talking and stopped, and wanted to come over and ask me something for a while, but I couldn't help it when I saw my expression; For a while, I was thinking about something with a sad face; After a while, he sighed on the side. I wanted to concentrate on studying, but I couldn't stand her repeated influences, so I had to give up in the end, anyway, tonight the teacher also understood that we just knew the results, and we must not be in the mood to study, so I didn't talk about anything new. But I still pretended to be listening, because I knew that as long as I showed that I was idle, she would definitely take the opportunity to ask me about it.

"Jingle Bell ......"

As the bell rings for the end of class, it marks the end of today's day. I packed my bag and got ready to go home.

"Xiaomeng, I'll go out of school with you!"

She blocked my exit and said to me with a smile.

"Okay!"

I responded to her with the same smile, and then took her hand and walked out of the classroom together.

"Xiaomeng, are you hiding something from me?"

When I arrived at the school gate, she grabbed me, who was about to leave, and asked worriedly.

"Yes, but I don't want to talk about it now, there are some things that are better to let it pass quietly, and it will only add to the annoyance. It's not that I don't want to tell you, it's just that one more mention will hurt one more time, so I'm going to freeze this thing forever. If you're doing it for my good, then don't mention me and Zhou Yu in the future, just don't have him, okay? ”

I looked at her and said calmly and seriously.

"Since you have thought about it and decided it, then I respect you, and I will never mention him again after that."

She listened to me, gave me a reassuring smile, and then spoke seriously.

"Thank you, it's enough to have you."

I hugged her, patted her on the back, and whispered in her ear.

"Me too, it's nice to have you."

She whispered to me, too.

"Alright, I'll go first, I'll see you tomorrow."

I got up, smiled, and waved goodbye to her. She waved to me and headed home.

After she left, I walked to the side of the road and reached for a taxi.

Before I got home, I sorted out my expression, chatted with my mother, cared about the new house, washed up and soaked my feet, and then went into the room to rest.

Lying in bed, my mind began to run rapidly, thinking about a lot, most of it was about him. I don't know why I'm so useless, I just can't control my head, and I obviously don't want him, but he still appears in my mind. It seems that you really need to leave, only time and no distance still can't completely cut off your feelings.

In the end, I used the traditional sheep counting **, and I gradually fell asleep.

When I woke up again, it was already the next morning, I looked at the time on my phone, it was half past six in the morning, I wanted to squint for a while, but as soon as I closed my eyes, I remembered Zhou Yu, so I simply got up.

After packing everything and having breakfast, I went to school in a hurry. Thinking that he was going to see Zhou Yu this morning, what would he think if he knew that I had given up my seat to Yan Qingchen? He should be happy! I began to imagine Zhou Yu's mental journey in my heart, but the pace under my feet did not stop.

When I walked into the classroom, my eyes couldn't help but look at that location, and sure enough, I saw the figure. He sat there quietly, as usual, with his head buried low, reading a book, holding a pen in his hand, and writing something for a while. It seems that the affairs around him have nothing to do with him, and it seems that I am really humble to be worth mentioning.

Thinking of this, I felt another throbbing pain in my heart. I quickly came back to my senses, stopped looking at him, and quickly walked to my new position.

I took out my books and started to prepare, and only by devoting myself to my studies could I forget about those things.

Sure enough, after watching it for a while, I forgot about the things I was worried about before, and I didn't even notice when Zhang Yue came to me.

"Jingle ......"

Before I knew it, a morning self-study session was over, and the rapid ringing of the bell pulled me out of the state I had just had.

I didn't look up, changed the book for the next class, and continued to prepare. I was really afraid that I would not be able to help but look at him if I was distracted, and I was afraid of seeing them in a sad situation, so I immediately entered the state of learning again.

I was like this for the rest of the time, I previewed after class, and I devoted myself to the class in class, without any attention to other things. I don't know if my current state scared Zhang Yue, she didn't come to disturb me all morning, and she didn't say the first thing to me until school at noon:

"Xiaomeng, are you really okay?"

She didn't dare to ask questions related to Zhou Yu, so she could only cautiously ask me if I was okay. Looking at her cautious appearance, I felt guilty again, was I really too much to scare her?

"I'm fine, I just want to put all my mind on my studies so that I don't have time to think about it."

I honestly explained to her that she should be able to guess this matter, and when I said this now, the worry in her eyes was really a little less.

"It's okay, it's okay!"

She pretended to be calm and said, but the worry in her eyes still revealed her state of mind at this time.

"I'm really fine, don't worry."

I put my hands on her shoulders, looked into her eyes and said seriously.

She listened to me, nodded, and gave me a big smile.

"Alright, let's go!"

"Uh-huh."

I took her hand and walked towards the school gate together.