116 Spiritual sustenance: There is no difference between you and me

"Wan'er." He whispered her name, just two short words, but it made him call a thousand times.

Wan'er repelled him on the surface, but she always had pity for him in her heart, and that feeling was very peculiar, obviously she was in the sludge, but she couldn't see a good pearl and was wrapped in dirt and dirty.

"Wan'er, I think I might go crazy." Zhang Changzong suddenly became very depressed.

"Rokuro is popular, is it because of happiness?" Wan'er smiled briefly, you suffered by yourself, who should you blame?

He reached over from the table, grabbed Wan'er's wrist as she was about to pour tea, and said in a loud voice: "You and I are the same, you can't laugh at me." ”

Wan'er's wrist froze, the porcelain cup fell from it, and she looked at him fiercely: "How can I have the same method as you?" ”

"They are all vassals of the Empress, and they all depend on her favor...... Without her, you are still a court official and maid, worse than ordinary palace maids, and I still have a pair of skins, wandering in various prosperous places in the capital, wandering helplessly...... We all love and hate in our hearts, right? He laughed as he spoke, his tone was normal, but the mixed laughter was a little crazy.

Wan'er suspected that he had drunk wine and deliberately sniffed it, but there was no alcohol around him, so he pulled out his wrist angrily and said: "Liulang is going back more and more, I just didn't hear these words, you take it back." ”

Zhang Changzong snorted coldly: "Okay! Then he stood up and walked around to Wan'er, and lowered his head: "But there is a sentence, I don't plan to take it back when I say it today, and you don't want to ignore it." ”

Wan'er raised her head slightly and gritted her teeth: "Don't say half a word that shouldn't be said." ”

"I've actually always liked you." He didn't hesitate, and a loud sentence exploded in Wan'er's ears.

Wan'er was almost certain that Zhang Changzong at this time was the crazy Zhang Changzong.

"But I never liked you, on the contrary, I hated you." She didn't know it, she didn't know that she was also like a crazy demon at this time, "Why do I have to like you?" Like many women in the world, seeing you will delay you for life? It's so funny, I want to laugh. But she couldn't laugh.

Zhang Changzong's eyes flashed, as if there was light: "But that day, the day I first saw the empress, why did you sit outside for so long?" He paused moderately, and then said: "Actually, nothing happened to me and the empress that night, after all, she is not young, more often she just wants to have a close and harmless person to talk about idleness, I didn't make much effort to coax the empress to sleep, but I can't sleep, just in front of the window, we are separated by a window, I look at you, I look at you, I look at you, you look cold, my heart is not warm...... Taiping once intended to match you and me, but you refused, which strengthened my heart to enter the palace, I could have made a choice, if your attitude was not so hard - maybe you think I had something with the princess, you really imagined me too badly! The princess has Xue Shao as a god in her heart, but it's just a pastime with me! ”

Wan'er didn't look at him, she hung her head silently, and every word she wanted to say seemed to be inappropriate.

Zhang Changzong wrapped his arms around her, and said Qi Qiran: "I also know that you also have a god in your heart!" Then just pity my current situation, and I will not care about my hypocrisy. ”

"A miss is a miss, and there is no turning back on the road you have traveled." Wan'er pushed him suddenly, and said sharply, it seems that only in this way can she wake up from her trance and emotion.

He dodged her struggle, and saw that there were tears on her face, and suddenly his heart was crossed: "My name in this life is already equivalent to shame, but I am unwilling, the fifth brother is different from me, he can endure and plan, but I just want to have someone to accompany me, and that person is best you." If you don't want to, you can refuse, but you will regret it. ”

How could Wan'er not hear this strong coercion? She was worried about what fatal trick was in Zhang Changzong's hands, but her thoughts were confused when she thought about it, and there was no clue.

His confession was undoubtedly emotional, and this calculation was precise and rational, Wan'er was contradictory and hesitant.

Zhang Changzong knew that she was slack, so he stepped forward to hold her in his arms, he had no intention of being light on her, but in this huge palace city, he needed her for most of his life.

Wan'er was stunned in his arms, it turned out that she was also lonely and had the same unsolvable sorrow. She looked at him, the so-called glance at ten thousand years, about this feeling.

At the door, a pair of resentful eyes were looking at them, and I don't know how long they looked, and finally they couldn't hold it anymore, and one stumbled on the stone steps and stumbled.

This strange sound made the people in the room alert, Wan'er pulled down Zhang Changzong's arms, strode to the door, and saw a woman wiping her tears with her sleeve The figure was running into the distance, looking extremely weak and small in the vast night.

"Ah Qing!" Wan'er shouted, one hand on the door frame trembling slightly.

She finally realized that the person Ah Qing hid in her heart was Zhang Changzong, and it turned out that it was Ah Qing who Zhang Changzong used as a bargaining chip.

She turned around and looked at the face that was still indifferent in place, and instantly hatred swelled up: "Why Aqing?" She is the simplest of minds, an innocent person. ”

"Are there any simple and innocent people in this palace?" Zhang Changzong had no remorse, "A-Qing is a good girl. He said lightly, "Most of the people who like me are so unpretentious except for the amorous ones." ”

Wan'er was greatly teased: "I almost believed you, you like someone like this?" ”

"It's true that I like you, but you are different from them, I have to ask for a guarantee to imprison your heart, seeing that you and Wu Sansi are getting closer and closer, I am extremely jealous and can't bear it, so I think of using some extraordinary means...... Ah Qing fell in love with me at first sight, and I deliberately treated her very well, she is your person, and I value her very much. ”

"You're unreasonable!" No one could have imagined that the handsome and unparalleled him had such a twisted psychology, and Wan'er was angry, "If I refuse you, are you going to use Ah Qing to sacrifice the knife?" ”

Zhang Changzong did not deny it: "I don't like to do things that have no chance of winning, including feelings." ”

Wan'er was desperate: "You belong to the empress, if I contaminate you, there is only one way to die, don't you understand?" ”

"Of course I do, but—" The truth is always ruthless, "I'm also selfish after all. ”

"But don't worry, I'll keep you." He added it, but it didn't carry any weight.

"Joke!" Wan'er sneered, "Who can a person who can't protect himself protect?" ”

This undisguised contempt stabbed him, and his heart fluctuated violently: "I don't actually know what I want, I used to think it was fame and fortune, but now I can easily get it, it's just a useless thing, I think if I can get you, maybe there will be less regrets, that's right, all I really care about is myself." But Wan'er, from you, I really want very little, I don't want your body, I don't want your heart, all I want is for you to accompany me, the two of you talk and laugh, look at the moon, read new poems - the fifth brother is forcing me, I'm really afraid I can't survive. ”

Wan'er squinted at him: "So you want me to be your spiritual sustenance?" Take me to make up for the shortcomings in your heart? She should have known that Zhang Changzong didn't have the courage to have an affair with her, but this dark heart has an idealistic color, which is obviously dirty, but she wants to pretend to be beautiful.

I have to admit that Zhang Changzong found the right person, Wan'er is the person in this palace and even in the world who can understand him best.

"What did Gorou force you?" Wan'er asked again, this is a deliberate inquiry.

Zhang Changzong was wary and said very vaguely: "He asked me to serve the empress wholeheartedly, and that would have endless benefits." ”

Wan'er sneered softly, "He's right, it's duty, it's-"

"You don't know my fifth brother!" He interrupted her words, looking a little manic and gloomy, until now, he has a preliminary understanding of the fifth brother Zhang Yizhi, the previous years of intersection thought that they were already familiar with each other, but when he entered the palace, he knew that for Zhang Yizhi's mind, his understanding was only at the very edge. The fifth brother next to the empress is like a different person, terrifyingly unfamiliar, and what he said to Wan'er was not Zhang Yizhi's original words, as soon as he thought of the original words, Zhang Changzong trembled - "Sixth brother, don't be absent-minded, serve well, she is the living Bodhisattva of you and my brother, worship her well, what is glory and wealth, fifth brother, I have a way, after a hundred years of her, this world is not surnamed Wu, nor is it surnamed Li, but has the same surname as you and me." ”

He can't paraphrase such words, he just wants to rot in his heart.

Wan'er sighed: "I don't care what your brother wants to do, just don't hurt Aqing, this is my request to you." As for what you want, it's not that hard! If you want to be poetic, I'll give it! If you want to be romantic and warm, I will give it too! I've learned to act on the spot a long time ago, but you have a special identity and are not a suitable object, but since you have this obsession, I will follow your wishes! Don't involve other people, drag mud and water to the trouble, I hope you will keep your word and leave a way for Aqing to live, and you must also promise me that you will snub her from now on and never give her any hope. ”

Zhang Changzong agreed: "Everything is as you said, if you don't break the contract, I will keep my promise." ”

"It's the most boring trade I've ever made." Wan'er saw a few bright or dark stars in the night sky, and made a plan to Su Ke, "Liulang got his wish, please go back, the palace people should gradually go back." ”

Zhang Changzong no longer entangled, leaned over her cheek and kissed her lightly or lightly before leaving, as if this was a declaration of some kind of victory.

Wan'er didn't welcome or refuse, she just hoped that he could leave as soon as possible, so that she could find the lost A-Qing, she had a lot to say to her.

This Ah Qing was helping the little sister in another palace, and met the maid who was also serving by Wan'er's side, and learned that Zhang Liulang was rewarding her in the residence of the inner house, and she was anxious and happy to lose the work in her hand and rushed back, the little sister thought she was greedy for money, and secretly laughed at herself, how could Ah Qing have time to explain, she just wanted to say a few words to Zhang Changzong on such a bright and bright occasion, but what she didn't want to see was the scene where Wan'er and him snuggled up to each other.

Deception and betrayal are Aqing's most intuitive feelings, even if Zhang Changzong never gave her any oath, Wan'er never promised her anything, but she was self-inflicted, but she was still extremely sad in her heart. Still struggling with the latest chapter you can't find? Amway One or search for Hot/Degree/Net/Article "Remember to remove "/"Otherwise you won't be able to search", here is a young lady to help you find books and accompany you to chat!