117 In the midst of calamity: time is the best medicine
When Wan'er found Aqing, she was curled up in the corridor, like a wounded little wild thing silently licking her wounds.
Sitting side by side with her, Wan'er said gently, "I'm sorry." ”
Ah Qing was cold and silent, thinking that she would be silent for a long time, but suddenly opened her mouth: "The Neisha people should not apologize, let alone necessary." ”
"Aqing, I don't want to say anything, but many times seeing is not believing." In any case, the truth of the matter should not be told to the parties concerned, not to mention that Zhang Changzong's logic Ah Qing may not be able to understand.
The misunderstanding deepened, and Ah Qing asked loudly, "Am I stupid and easy to be fooled?" She restrained, but there was a feeling that she could not bear it, and even if she bit her lip, it would be useless, and she asked angrily: "You told me to stay away from him, how dangerous he was, but why can you be so close to him?" Isn't he dangerous to you? Or is it that you are made in heaven and earth, and no one else deserves it! Is it blasphemy to even glance from afar? ”
Wan'er wanted to say that this person was really dangerous, but Ah Qing wouldn't believe it anymore and would only take it as a joke.
"Okay, I'll admit it's my hypocrisy, I just want Rokuro to see me in his eyes." Wan'er was ruthless, so she had to say this, long pain is better than short pain, she wants to cut this knife for Ah Qing, "He is too provocative, I don't like it, especially the people around him stick to him." ”
Ah Qing buried his head in pain, and only after a while did he say, "Does he like you?" ”
It turns out that this is the crux of the matter and the crux of the matter.
"Sort of." Wan'er's answer was a little vague, and to sensitive people, it was more like a show-off.
Wiping a handful of tears that had already dried, Ah Qing straightened up and patted the floating dust: "I understand, I won't be delusional in the future." ”
But Wan'er knew that she still didn't understand.
"A-Qing." But his throat was choked on something, and he had never had words so difficult to speak. Do you want her to say to Aqing, "I hugged Zhang Changzong and I and Lang Qing, it's all for you", I can't say it and can't say it, no matter how good Aqing's temperament is, I'm afraid that I will be furious when I hear it.
"What else do the Nesheites want to say?" Ah Qing showed arrogance that he had never seen before, trying to save his torn dignity.
Wan'er waved her hand: "There is nothing to say." ”
"The slave and maid wish the Neishe people and Zhang Liulang to fly with wings and love!" There was a knife in the voice.
This resentment is too obvious, but Wan'er is relieved, at least A-Qing has not learned to hide it.
took Aqing's hand: "Believe me, I won't hurt you." ”
Ah Qing didn't move, his face was blank: "I believe." ”
Gently patting the back of her hand, Wan'er was a little stunned: "Slowly you will figure it out, but don't embarrass yourself." ”
On the way back, Ah Qing was like a puppet, the whole person was not angry or energetic, she didn't bother to say half a word, and the handkerchief given to her by Zhang Changzong at the mouth of her heart hurt people.
Wan'er thinks that a woman's life will go through love calamity, which is not a good thing for Ah Qing. Time is the best medicine, and words of consolation will only add fuel to the fire, so she has to be quiet and settle down.
Since then, Wan'er has less and less restraint on Ah Qing, and in addition to never having any more dealings with Zhang Changzong, she has almost unprincipled compromises with Ah Qing.
Ah Qing felt regret and guilt in her heart, but she still had resentment in her heart, and her infatuation with Zhang Changzong continued unabated, which made her more and more distressed, and Zhang Changzong seemed to have forgotten her.
Wan'er's private life began to become muddy, she drifted between Wu Sansi and Zhang Changzong, her relationship became a game, and jealousy became a spice. The compilation of the history of the Great Zhou Dynasty began to be on the right track, the more rationalized the smoother, the empress sampled a few times, Longyan Dayue, and praised Wu Sansi even more, Wan'er was meritorious but not proud, only a little joy was to meet more talented and elegant characters in the process of repairing history. Writing and poetry have long since become the most important part of her life.
I don't know what means Zhang Yizhi used, the deaf and clear-eyed empress gradually became confused in front of him, and the extreme physical and mental dependence has reached a jaw-dropping level, and most of the palace maids dare not take the initiative to talk to Zhang Yizhi in the absence of a third person. In contrast, his sixth brother Zhang Changzong is a lot more leisurely, and he can't say that he has fallen out of favor, but he no longer needs to be with him day and night, Zhang Changzong is secretly happy in his heart, and his mentality is passable, not to mention that most of the time, he prefers to be with Wan'er.
And Wan'er has elements of hypocrisy and grievance towards Zhang Changzong, and she also has a sympathetic watch, and there is an unrepentant Aqing in the middle, which makes this relationship seem confusing. Zhang Changzong's persecution is true, but if it weren't for this persecution giving her an irresistible excuse, would she still be so at ease? Wan'er gradually figured it out, Zhang Changzong did this just to alleviate the guilt of the two, he longed for feelings, but he didn't dare to talk about feelings, so he had to ** as a guise, after all, talking about ** in this palace is easy to be ignored.
There is wine today and drunk today, Wan'er began to talk with Zhang Changzong, paper wine tasting, and also walked in the shadows of the trees under the hazy moonlight, Zhang Changzong laughed more than once, people who can clearly distinguish love and desire are the most selfish, Wan'er always replied to him, you and I are exactly like this, there is an easy-to-understand saying in the folk, what pot has what kind of cover, Zhang Changzong laughed more than once, leaned under her earlobe, and said quietly: "I have also heard a saying, called'You can't sleep two people in a bed!'" ......" Wan'er stared at him and scolded: "You have to inch in!" But he also smiled.
In order to avoid extraneous branches, Wan'er once again withdrew her wonderful germination of Wu Sansi, but it was a dispensable emotion, she saw it very thoroughly, in her eyes, whether it was Zhang Changzong or Wu Sansi, there was no essential difference at all.
Wu Sansi couldn't figure out why Wan'er suddenly snubbed him, in addition to official contacts, it was difficult for him to find an opportunity to be alone with her, and he couldn't ask in person to understand. He gradually felt tired, and spending so much thought on a woman was really not in line with his original intention, so he simply put it aside for the time being, and maybe there was a chance to turn around.
One hot and one cold, but it's all right. Wan'er and Zhang Changzong are both shrewd people, even if the relationship is ambiguous, they have not left any clues. The empress entrusted Wan'er with a heavy responsibility as always, she came and went freely in and out of the empress's bedroom, and the Zhang brothers were in the sun every day, and the style between her eyebrows and eyes could be hidden, but she couldn't hide it - Zhang Yizhi was silent, but he had already known it in his chest, he didn't act rashly, he had a better way to let Zhang Changzong work together with him, instead of being immersed in the private relationship between men and women full of contentment.
To be a male pet, you must not just indulge in lust, this is Zhang Yizhi's admonition to Liulang, and it is also to himself, but Zhang Changzong has turned a deaf ear, as a brother, he must leave a lesson for him.
The empress's sleep became more and more unstable, and in recent days she had nightmares, often waking up in cold sweat and opening her eyes until dawn, and this night she woke up suddenly.
After a few terrible screams, she sat up straight on the couch, her pupils dilated infinitely, her gray hair clinging to her face in a mess, and her lips quivering, no different from the old woman on the street who had lost her mind.
Zhang Yizhi, who was accompanying him, retreated from the palace and guards who heard the sound and entered, and gently hugged the empress who was still trembling, he laughed at her in his heart that she was so pale and powerless as the lord of the world, and her voice was as gentle as a spring breeze: "Your Majesty's heart is too heavy, why should you be so worried?" It's heart-wrenching. ”
The empress did not relent, and her mouth was full of deranged words: "Slut...... Fear...... Where...... Python Monster ......"
Zhang Yizhi caressed her shoulders and changed a way of comfort: "They were not your opponents when they were alive, and now they are like green smoke and dust, there is nothing to fear." He knew that the Empress had once again dreamed of Wang and Xiao, who had been tortured by her to the point of being inhuman. The past will be recalled repeatedly, does it mean that the empress has reached the time to know the destiny of heaven?
If that's the case, Zhang Yizhi's plan must be carried out in full swing, otherwise once the empress drives the crane west, the end of the male pet is afraid to be worse than Wang Xiao.
He thought to himself, showed a warm smile, and continued: "Your Majesty is trapped by nightmares, from tomorrow, Gorou will accompany you to the temple to chant sutras, and Rokuro will also copy the scriptures for you. Of course, it's not that you're guilty of anything, it's just that your forgiveness is willing to resolve those grievances, and that's your virtue! ”
Only then did the empress respond, turned her face sideways for a while, and leaned on Zhang Yizhi: "At that time, I only felt happy and comfortable, but now I feel terrible when I think about it, blood and screams once made me high-spirited, and now I can't live in peace when I close my eyes." ”
"Win or lose." The delicate man deliberately said a cold truth, "Just as the knife in the hand should not pity the fish on the chopping board, should those who slaughter the animals repent day and night?" What's more, I believe that if the roles are reversed, Wang Xiao and the others may not be merciful to Your Majesty. ”
Wu Cao stretched out his slightly thin fingers, crossed Zhang Yizhi's eyebrows, and said with mixed feelings: "Wulang, you still understand me." Staring at him, his mind was difficult to calm down for a long time, "It's like a dream, when I entered the palace that year, how could I have thought that today, after all, I was too strong, misleading others and myself." ”
Zhang Yizhi thought that this was not right, the empress was confused, how could she sigh "misleading others and misleading herself"? Maybe she really can't stand many people, including her closest relatives, but as the first empress of the ages, what is the reason for her self-pity?
The Empress's frustration and anxiety touched him, but more than that, he was excited, and what he needed was someone who was strong and vulnerable, but who could give him everything.
"Your greed is far beyond my imagination." These are the words that Zhang Changzong threw at him angrily.
He wanted to say now, not only you, but I never thought I would have such a Top Gun mind.
"You, just cranky, must be my fault for failing to take care of you." Zhang Yizhi pretended to blame himself.
Wu Cao explained seriously: "No, no, Gorou, you are too worried, you are very good, you are the best person around me." ”
Zhang Yizhi's frowning movements are very small, almost invisible, this is a love story? He mockingly asked in his heart.
"I'm not as good as you think, I'm just a lucky kid, and you're the one who got me back on the right path." His earnestness looked like the real thing.
It seems to be declining, but the empress still maintains her shrewdness in case of trouble, she held Zhang Yizhi's hand, and the look on her face slowly recovered: "This is the right way, I really want to pave it wider and wider for you two brothers, I love you very much, it is these thousands of miles of mountains and rivers, if you like it, how about giving it to you?" ”
Zhang Yizhi was frightened, broke free and retreated to the couch, and the tall figure knelt in front of the light silk curtain: "Although Your Majesty is joking, please also give Gorou a death." ”
The empress was a little flustered: "What are you doing here?" Get up quickly and come back to me. ”
He remained unmoved, silent.
The silent protest finally took the upper hand, waved her hand and shook her head: "It's me who is dizzy, this is a symptom!" ”
Zhang Yizhi raised his head, and at this moment he brought a mysterious smile, which was only an illusion in the empress's somewhat vague eyes.
What does this old woman who holds the power of life and death want to test?
The answer is self-explanatory.
"Your Majesty, you are finally willing to admit that you are just sick, and you are worried too much and your blood is not smooth, so you are suspicious, suspicious, and difficult to go to bed, just find a medical officer to recuperate for a while." Zhang Yizhifu returned to her and settled her down, "You close your eyes and recuperate, I will guard you and never relax for a moment." ”
The empress grabbed him and said in a low voice, "You'll always watch over me, won't you?" ”
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