Jiang Yan remembered that his high school entrance examination score was fifth in the city, and Yin Xun was second, but no one paid attention to it, first, it would be Pei Yan.

She bet that if Yin Xun knew that the first meeting would be Pei Yan, he might immediately go to the hostile school. It's just that what is this evil fate, and I have no intention of planting willows and willows. She once quietly looked for someone to calculate, saying that Yin Xun would be a world-famous lawyer in the future, but he would suffer a love robbery, if it was timely, he would be happy for life, and if he didn't do it in time, he might lose his life. She didn't sleep well for three days, but the only thing she was sure of was that Pei Yan was definitely the love calamity.

It's not, I met in the hallway.

Pei Yan and the two of them stood in front of the water dispenser, and there was a battle of eyes, Jiang Yan didn't know much, only knew that the two of them were elementary school classmates, they were at the same table at the beginning, and the relationship was very good, but they didn't know what happened, the two were tense, and they looked like they were going to kill each other every day, and the junior high school was separated, but the high school was back, a class.

Yin Xun wanted to walk over quickly, but was pulled by Pei Yan, Yin Xun wanted to break free but failed.

"Let go."

"How long are you going to be willful."

"What does it have to do with you?"

Yin Xun glared at Pei Yan fiercely, Pei Yan frowned at Yin Xun, and gradually a lot of people began to surround him. Tut-tut, what is this, the first and second fought, in the eyes of others, this is the fun of happy enemies, but Jiang Yan knows, fuck the fun, these two people have really fought, that scene is just like the boxing scene.

"Why embarrass everyone so much." Pei Yan took the lead in breaking the deadlock, "The original things have already passed, why do you need to be so small-bellied." ”

"Small-bellied chicken intestines? Pei Yan, have you been pointed out by the wronged Qianfu, what qualifications do you have to say such things. Yin Xun's eyes were already a little sparkling.

Pei Yan pulled Yin Xun's strength a little more, "At that time, it was all elementary school, everyone was ignorant, why did you bother like this, now that everyone has come to invite you, why do you have to make this virtue." ”

"Made?" Yin Xun raised his foot and violently pushed it against Pei Yan's lower abdomen, Pei Yan let go of Yin Xun in pain, Yin Xun looked at Pei Yan bending over, his eyes were slightly red, "You will never understand, that feeling." With that, he left.

Jiang Yan followed behind Yin Xun, she knew that Yin Xun was lively and cute when she was a child, she would often make everyone happy and help everyone do things, but after that incident, she repeatedly, put on a mask, no one could see the real her, she hid herself and tried to make it acceptable to everyone.

It was when I was in elementary school, what happened.

For the physical education exam, you have to test 50 meters. The PE teacher asked two people at the same table to run together.

Yin Xun is not good at running, but that time, she did her best.

"First 9'2, second 9'6." She couldn't believe her ears at the time, 9'6, really, it was the fastest run she'd ever had.

She rejoiced and climbed back and told her friends about her good grades. But Yin Xun would never have thought in his life that all her next nightmares would come from this achievement.

She was chatting with her best friend, waiting for the end of class, when several girls ran over, "Yin Xun, you are lying, just now the physical education teacher told us that you ran 10'6." ”

Yin Xun felt a little thunderous, how could it be, it was obviously 9'6, "No, when the physical education teacher reported just now, it was a 9'2 and 9'6." ”

"You're lying, that's not what the teacher just said."

"Impossible." Saying that, Yin Xun ran towards the physical education teacher.

Who knew that the PE teacher had just been pestered by the group of girls for a long time and said how could that person run 9'6, so he casually said, why is he back now?

"Didn't you say that you should remember your grades? Now what to ask, I don't know. "The physical education teacher is not in a good temper.

But Yin Xun didn't give up, "Teacher, I remember you said 9'6, but they didn't believe it. ”

"What's the matter with me," he said, the gym teacher clapping his hands, "Okay, okay, come and assemble." ”

Yin Xun pursed his lips, but did not ask again, but returned to his position.

After that class, everything changed. The people in the class started pointing. She got angry and slapped the table and yelled, "I didn't lie to you, it's true. ”

The girls ran out again, "We asked the teacher, you are lying, you are a liar." ”

She can't talk about the girls, because they have to be cute and have better grades. Everyone likes them more, so they all feel that what they say is right, and she is wrong.

Later, when she had to fill in the sports results by herself, she filled in 9'6, and then someone began to say, "Yin Xun is 10'6." She ignored it and filled it out herself. The classmate sitting behind her said, "The distance between you and you at the same table at the beginning is definitely not more than a second." Yin Xun turned around gratefully, "Can you help me talk to everyone?" ”

The girl bowed her head and never spoke again. A girl came over and picked up Yin Xun's report card, "This slut, this liar, still writes himself 9'6."

Then, some people began to ask her about her tablemates, and she looked at a bunch of girls at the table, and finally looked at her, "I don't remember exactly, maybe it's 10'6." ”

"You're lying!" Yin Xun jumped up, but there were all voices in the class, but they all said that she was shameless and that she was a liar.

Obviously, it's just an achievement.

"It's just a result, wouldn't it be better to run better next time." That's what Pei Yan said to her.

"I'm not lying."

"Does it matter? Now everyone thinks so, isn't it just an achievement? When did you become so calculating? ”

At that time, Yin Xun felt for the first time that Pei Yan's gaze was so unfamiliar.

Later, on the way home from school, the girls came to block her again.

"Heh, you're still a young scientist, you report the results of your experiments in front of the whole school in the third grade, aren't you very popular, now? That day we went to the PE teacher, and he said 9'6, but we didn't believe it, why did you run so well, and finally the teacher said, 10'6. Hahahaha. ”

Sure enough, it was them, Yin Xun felt a buzzing sound in his ears. At this time, a girl pushed her, and she rolled down the stairs before she could stand still.

It hurts, it hurts. But instead of crying, she stood up, rushed forward, and grabbed the girl's braids, and she was grateful that there was a monster living in her body at that time, and she was going to teach them a lesson. At that moment, a man rushed out, separated them, and pushed her to the ground.

"I really misjudged you, you are such a person, you are so disgusting."

Disgusting.

Yin Xun raised his head, it was Pei Yan.

It turns out that you think I'm disgusting, too.

She looked at Pei Yan and picked up the girl who was pretending to cry, she looked at the girl and began to complain, she didn't explain again, at that time she knew, explanations, they were all useless, they were all the most hypocritical and false things.

Because people won't believe you.

So at that time, she wanted to be a person who could listen to other people's explanations and then, speak for that person, tell the truth.

After that, she didn't know much, but she had heard of it. In a physical education class, the girls in the class formed a small circle and played games together, and a girl suddenly stood up, "Let's vote now, just vote for the person everyone hates the most, vote for Yin Xun, raise your hand." The sudden change, the girl was at a loss, looking at a pair of raised hands, all Yin Xun could do was to get up and run far away alone, and then hide. Then come back when class is about to start.

There was also the time when the captain was to be re-elected, Yin Xun had always been the squadron leader before, but that time, no one in the class chose her again, but ridiculed her, saying that she was unworthy, everyone was laughing at her, and everyone was scolding her.

There was also a math teacher who praised Yin Xun for being the first in the class, and took advantage of the teacher to go out and say a few words to another teacher, they said that she cheated, said she was shameless, said she was lewd, said that she did not deserve this score, and said that the teacher was biased.

And in a news through train class, when a girl said that the 'crystal baby' was a toy that was not good for her health, someone took the lead, scolded her, hit her with something, said that she wanted to hurt the whole class, and said that she was simply the worst person in the world, because she once bought a crystal baby, because everyone liked it, so she shared it with everyone. It's just that I didn't expect that the mood I wanted to share with everyone would end up like this.

And the gymnastics leader, that person has always been her. Later, in order to standardize the movements of the whole class, the head teacher first chose a few good jumps, and then after one side, everyone chose the ones that could go down to rest. It's just that how could the whole class let her go, she jumped over and over again, and in the end she really didn't have the strength, but she still had to hold on and keep jumping. Until the people standing next to her were some girls who were usually bullied, at that time she only had two very good friends, she couldn't stand it anymore, she stood up and theorized, she couldn't remember, she only remembered that the girl next to her was crying, so, the girl went down first, and she had to jump again, and that time was the eighth time.

Everyone nicknamed her, called her, scolded her, and those so-called good friends who used to be left and even ridiculed her. Teachers are biased towards good students, so how can they pay attention to her.

In this way, she spent the last three years of the most painful time in the elementary school she once loved the most. The day she finished sixth grade, she left with the mood of running away, thinking that she had finally left here, that she had finally left this place where the cage was about to drive her crazy.

But after she escaped for three years, she met Pei Yan again, and then she received a letter from her elementary school classmates who wanted to invite her to a class reunion.

Class reunions?

At the end of the first year of junior high school, she saw that she was going to hold a class reunion in the group of classmates in elementary school, and at that time, because of the warmth of junior high school, she no longer felt sad about what happened in elementary school.

It's just that when she replied to '1' in the group and said that she wanted to participate, someone stood up, "Yin Xun, you want to come too?" ”

"What are you going to do?"

"Don't come."

"I don't want to see you."

Looking at the messages on the screen persuading her not to go, Yin Xun's heart was completely cold, frozen, and couldn't be dissolved, she replied that she wouldn't go, and then quit the group chat, and never contacted her elementary school classmates again.

She wanted to cut it off forever, but she couldn't.

Yin Xun hid in the corner of a corridor and cried for a while, Jiang Yan slowly walked down the stairs, this class is a self-study class, so there is no teacher. Jiang Yan sat down beside Yin Xun and looked at her, "Actually, Pei Yan was also kept in the dark, and you didn't tell him the truth, once, you were very good, why don't you explain it to him, maybe, he will understand." ”

Yin Xun shook his head and smiled self-deprecatingly, "How could he believe me alone, and then suspect those twenty or so people, if it were you, would you think that those twenty or so people were cooperating to bully that person, or that person had a problem?" ”

Jiang Yan didn't answer, she didn't know, but she only knew that Yin Xun must be the one who was wronged. How could she do such a thing with such a character, at least, she didn't believe it.

"Why, every time, without explanation."

"Because no one will listen, even if some people know that you are not wrong, but in order not to be isolated, you will, do it, it is useless, there is no point."

"Was it just wronged?"

'So what else can I do?' ’

No one will believe you, even if they know that you are right, but for the sake of self-preservation, they will still say, you are a bad person, you are disgusting.