It was the 36th day that Yin Xun came to this place, and the 30th day after her suicide attempt. Of course, she is still gasping for breath, indicating that she did not succeed in suicide.

She remembered that she took out the knife she had hidden before and slashed her wrist. It's the same as when I was pushed down the stairs when I was a kid, it hurts, it hurts.

But she knew that soon it would not hurt and that she would soon be able to die. But at that moment, she heard the sound of something breaking, and then a man rushed over and took something and pressed it against the wound. She could feel that person's panic, that person's fullness.

She could hear the crying voice, "Don't, don't. ”

Then, she doesn't remember. After that, it was she who woke up again. I don't know if it's because of the blood or what, she feels that her body is a little better, except that she still can't see it.

The other day, she was taken out by that person, did a lot of weird things, and then came back. Today, when she opened her eyes, she could actually see.

She always thinks that her luck is very good, but it is always good and very strange.

She wanted to see who the person who had been next to her all along, and when she fainted in the courtroom, she seemed to see Pei Yan, which was probably a shadow.

After all, he hated her, and he said she was disgusting.

Yin Xun slowly resumed walking for a few days, but fortunately, she didn't have been paralyzed on the bed for a long time, so it was not too difficult to walk, and Gu Qiao was afraid that he would also show mercy.

Yin Xun walked cautiously, walking very slowly, but still a balance was not well controlled and rushed forward, at this time a person rushed over and caught her.

The smell of this person is familiar, well, yes, this is this person.

"Why are you so careless, you can't see it, why do you get up, you don't know if you're like this."

The three words are very dangerous without saying it, Yin Xun looked at Pei Yan's face, she didn't know what kind of expression she was now, she only remembered that the person in front of her smiled bitterly, and then said, "So you saw it." Then he picked her up very softly and put her on the sofa.

Pei Yan sat down beside Yin Xun, "It seems that the medicine is useful." ”

Yin Xun lowered his head, looked at the wound on his left wrist, and looked at it for a while, "Why did you save me?" ”

Pei Yan thought about it, she might say it, but she didn't expect it to be this sentence. "I'm a doctor, I can't watch people die in front of me." Pei Yan's brows furrowed slightly, that day, he was really frightened, if he was a little later, she might really die, really die.

After that, for a long time, he didn't dare to leave her, he was afraid. He checked everything she had, and took it away if there was anything that might threaten her life.

Yin Xun sneered, Pei Yan knew that she wanted to say, you don't like me, you even hate me, why don't you let me die.

He had no way to answer the question, so, he didn't.

Yin Xun curled up, and Pei Yan looked at her, "Are you cold, do you want me to get you a blanket?" Yin Xun shook his head, "It's okay, it'll be fine in a while." ”

For a long time, Yin Xun would feel the feeling of his heart suddenly falling from the air from time to time, that feeling made people feel very suffocating, after a long time, Yin Xun habitually curled himself up, in this way, it will be better, it doesn't matter, it will pass soon, it's okay.

Pei Yan looked at Yin Xun's appearance and was not right, but he didn't dare to force anything to do.

"Before I take you away, Jiang Yan said, if there are some things I don't know, one day in the future, I will want to kill myself, I asked her but she didn't tell me, she said, only if you say it yourself, you can."

Yin Xun slowly let go of himself and looked at Pei Yan, "You also believe Jiang Yan's words." ”

The smile was very pale, Pei Yan frowned slightly, these days, he gradually knew what was behind her smirk and expressionless face. Because on the day she committed suicide, she faced him, although she couldn't see it, but she smiled, he thought that she was gradually getting better, but he didn't expect it, it turned out that she wanted to thank him and then die.

"Yin Xun, compared to you now, I think Jiang Yan is more credible."

The smirk on Yin Xun's face disappeared in an instant, and she hid in a more corner position. Pei Yan looked at her, and Jiang Yan's words sounded in his ears, "Pei Yan, when you know, you will know how many bastard things you have done, you will also know how many years you have missed her, and you will also know what despair is, what heartache is, and what life is worse than death." ”

Pei Yan reached out and grabbed Yin Xun, Yin Xun began to struggle, Pei Yan pulled Yin Xun with great strength, imprisoned in his arms, and hugged her, just like a few days ago when she was excited. Yin Xun gradually calmed down, but his body was still trembling and he couldn't stop.

Pei Yan patted her on the back, very slowly, like coaxing a child.

Yin Xun's eyes gradually turned red, and he began to sob, Pei Yan's heart trembled violently, he had never seen Yin Xun cry, even a few days ago, even on the day of suicide.

"No, your eyes Congo is restored, you can't cry." Pei Yan covered Yin Xun's eyes and wanted her to take back her tears.

"I don't know what Yan Yan said to you, but I don't think it's any use when you know it."

Pei Yan paused for a moment, then let go of Yin Xun's eyes, then took out two red things from the box on the side, took out one and opened it and handed it to Yin Xun, "What if that's the reason." ”

At this moment, Yin Xun wished he was blind.

Marriage certificate?

"Pei Yan, it's illegal to pretend to be a document."

"Whoever said it was illegal, look at the chapter."

Yin Xun glanced at it, it seemed to be true, but yes, could it be that day, he pulled her outside, and then helped her write a lot of words, and made her open her eyes wide to make her laugh, so, that day, bastard.

"I can sue you."

"You've retired."

"You bastard."

Pei Yan intercepted Yin Xun's waving fist and imprisoned her whole person in his arms, "Then now, can you tell that bastard the truth that he should have known in the first place." ”

Yin Xun seemed to have accepted her fate, or she should have accepted her fate a long time ago, she liked Pei Yan, even if she was hurt, she once tried to use Gu Qiao to make her forget Pei Yan, but now it seems that it is impossible.

"Do you believe everything I say?"

"Well, as long as you say."

"I really ran 9'6."

Pei Yan paused, and then seemed to react, "Well, I see." ”

"It wasn't me who did it first, it was they who pushed me down the stairs first, and I got angry, that's why I did that."

Pei Yan's hand trembled, so when he pushed her, did she just roll down the stairs, so at that time, did he push her again.

Bastard.

He's really a bastard.

"Also, there are many, many of them, but after a long time, I don't want to talk about them. I didn't cheat on that math test, I really took the first place. And the crystal baby, I didn't want to hurt everyone, because everyone likes it, so I want to share it with you. I disappeared from gym class that time, it wasn't that I skipped class, it was they who said they were going to vote for the person they hated the most, because they hated me, so I wanted to run away. And that gymnastics, I was very serious every time, I wasn't lazy, I really didn't. And the squadron leader that time, I don't know what I did wrong, I ......"

Yin Xun felt that there was something hot and wet slipping down on his neck. Yin Xun didn't look back. She just looked at the marriage certificate that suddenly fell in her hand.

"There was also the summer vacation of the first year of junior high school, and I wanted to reconcile with everyone, but everyone didn't seem to like me very much. And when I was a freshman in high school, you said that I didn't dare, I only remembered so much, it was too long, and my memory was blurry. ”

Pei Yan's hand holding Yin Xun tightened little by little.

She felt that the man behind her had always been a resolute, decisive and resolute person, who was not happy or angry, why, would cry.

Is it because she was miserable at the beginning?

yes, she thinks too.

"So, can you explain this marriage certificate to me?" Yin Xun paused, but he didn't know why, today, he was particularly courageous, "Actually, I liked you a little early on, it should be said that I didn't like it at first, I just appreciated it, but gradually it became like." But I know that you hate me, so I want to stop liking you, and I even wonder if I would have had a better time if I hated you, but I can't seem to do it. Later, when I met Gu Qiao, I wanted to use him to forget about you, but, it seems, I was used. ”

Yin Xun's tone was very relaxed, but every word she said was like a needle, piercing his heart. He could finally understand Jiang Yan's words, he finally knew.

"I'm sorry."

Pei Yan held back for a long time, but he could only say such a sentence.

He didn't know what he was supposed to say.

"You saved me twice, and it's a bit of a tie."

It's flat, so it's flat. For so many years, he actually thought of her like this. How uncomfortable she was then, how uncomfortable he is now.

"It's okay, this marriage certificate is just a joke, I won't take it seriously." Yin Xun looked at the marriage certificate in her hand, she had fantasized about it once, but she was soon killed in the cradle by her own reason.

She and Pei Yan, how could it be.

Never.

"What if I say, I'm serious?" Pei Yan raised his head, moved Yin Xun's head, and looked at her, "I'm serious." ”

Yin Xun smiled slightly, "Pei Yan, don't tell me, did you suddenly fall in love with me after I almost died twice, or because I wanted to commit suicide before?" I don't need to. ”

Pei Yan lowered his head and kissed it, Yin Xun was stunned for three seconds and wanted to struggle, but found that he didn't have the strength to struggle at all. She is a little tired, and her health has indeed gotten worse and worse over the years. What's more, it's drugs and bloodletting.

Pei Yan let go of Yin Xun and hugged her gently, "When I liked you, you just admired me." How do you know I'm not serious, I'm sorry for what happened at the beginning, I panicked when you were first taken to the hospital, but I knew I could save you. But the second time, I watched, in court, fall down in front of me, and at that time, I was really scared, and then I was lucky that I got you back again. But you wanted to kill yourself, and in those days, I was really scared, I really, I never had such fear. Every time I saw you before, I thought, you are so strong, so powerful, better than you were at the beginning, you will live well. But I don't know, I don't know, you're actually, not good at all. ”

"I have a new case every day, I'm busy every day, I'm living a fulfilling life, I'm good."

Pei Yan lifted Yin Xun's chin, and the excessive force made Yin Xun feel a trace of pain, "If you are doing well, if you are doing well, you can tell me what kind of illness you are asking about, and if you are doing well, you can tell me why you are so weak." Why, I don't have the strength in my whole body, I can't struggle at all, you said to take care of yourself, is this how to take care of yourself? ”

I don't care about myself.

Pei Yan took two red envelopes and put them out of Yin Xun's reach now, "In short, legally, we are husband and wife, marry and obey the husband, from today onwards you have to listen to me." ”

Yin Xun glanced at Pei Yan, go to your mother's marriage, who said she was married.

"Hmph, these two red books are in hand, Barrister Yin, surrender."

Meow.