118 Lingering Compassion: Jealousy makes people unrecognizable

Since then, Zhang Yizhi often accompanied the empress to the surrounding temples, often going for most of the day, the empress's awe in front of the Buddha became heavier and heavier, and the self-muttering confession was catharsis for her, and it was also sustenance. Zhang Yizhi looked at the solemn Buddha statue, and felt a lot of emotion in his heart, killing and love robbery are unavoidable in the world, and bad things must be done to have a stable soul, which even gods and Buddhas will not forgive. He did not tell the empress the truth about such thoughts, and it was only his duty to please her and follow her wishes.

The empress's original intention was to let the Zhang brothers be by her side, and surprisingly Zhang Yizhi offered to let the sixth brother Zhang Changzong stay in the palace to copy the scriptures.

This directly created more opportunities for Zhang Changzong and Wan'er to get along, although it was to avoid people's eyes and ears, but after a few times, the tense nerves slowly relaxed, and the private relationship was not bright or beautiful, but it brought some comfort to the two lonely and confused hearts.

Zhang Yizhi didn't start, he was waiting for an excellent opportunity, maybe the sixth brother would accuse him of being insidious afterwards, but he didn't care, on the contrary, he thought that he was saving them.

A person who is addicted to playing with fire, can he stand by and not save it? Not to mention his own brother.

The most important thing is that if Zhang Changzong continues to mess with Wan'er again, his life is not the worst consequence, but the unfinished business is the regret in his heart, which is what Zhang Yizhi cares about the most. From childhood to adulthood, everything that Zhang Changzong couldn't decide to make, he either made a judgment for him as a brother, or forced him to make a choice, I hope this time is also right, Zhang Changzong will go to the end with his heart from now on.

After pondering thoroughly, Zhang Yizhi finally made a ruthless move and made a ruthless move.

There was no warning on this day, on the way to Da'anguo Temple, Zhang Yizhi looked at the sky, and suddenly suggested to the empress sitting in front of him: "Your Majesty, I think there will be strong winds and rains, and it is not good weather." ”

Wu Cao also looked at the sky, the clouds were thick, and it was a little gloomy, but the rain might not come down.

"Maybe it's okay, it will be sunny later, the abbot master is still waiting, there must be an explanation." She spoke slowly, with hesitation in her words.

Zhang Yizhi sighed and advanced by retreating.

Wu Cao was suspicious and asked, "Why is Gorou so sullen?" ”

"Nonsense should not be told to His Majesty." It's a rhythm that has to be said.

The already sensitive empress was obviously surprised: "What nonsense? Seeing the look of embarrassment on Zhang Yizhi's flawless face, she looked anxiously, and she didn't know what she was resentful, "Even you have to be stubborn, don't you tell me the truth?" ”

Zhang Yizhi smiled lightly: "Your Majesty, it's me who didn't say it clearly, which made you worried." Actually, there was nothing, but I felt cold in the middle of the night last night, and when I got up and closed the window, I saw a star in the sky, dragging a long, shiny tail, of course, maybe I was sleepy and confused. ”

When Wu Cao heard that this was the case, her heart was settled, she thought it would be such a big deal.

"Gorou, why didn't you say it earlier, I'm really unhappy to see me like this. Since you have seen something you don't want to see, it's better not to go out today. You are down-to-earth and thorough, and you are more useful than me listening to a hundred lectures, so we will go back to the palace. Her words were sincere, and in her twilight years, she couldn't bear to lose them again.

Zhang Yizhi thanked the empress for her grace and arranged for someone to inform the temple to reschedule and come again.

He looked at the Empress with tears in his eyes, but he smiled in his heart. Last night he really felt cold, and he really got up and closed the window, but all he saw was the dazzling galaxy, he stood in front of the window for a long time, thinking about the story of the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl.

When the empress saw his appearance, her heart became more and more pity, and she treated him more and more affectionately, and even began to hope that there was really an elixir of life in the world.

The carriage turned around and returned the way it came.

In the main hall, Zhang Changzong had just finished writing a Buddhist scripture, put down his pen, rubbed his slightly sour wrist, lifted his thin lips, and smiled: "Wan'er, it's good to have you with me, otherwise, I don't have the patience to persist in such a boring thing." ”

Wan'er was making tea, and said to him angrily: "This is praying for your Majesty the Empress, you actually complain about being boring, I knew this, you should have gone out of the palace with Gorou, at least you won't be depressed." ”

There seemed to be a faint sense of vinegar, and Zhang Changzong smiled: "What do you call my Majesty the Empress?" Besides, you think that the Buddhist temple is a place where you can do whatever you want, and the Sanskrit sound is in your ears, and I am very embarrassed! ”

"So this is where you are inferior to Gorou, he has no personal likes and dislikes around the empress, but uses the empress's likes and dislikes as the criterion, but he makes him do it so naturally and smoothly." Wan'er said unceremoniously, the tea was gradually boiling, and she was about to add some spices to it.

Zhang Changzong took a closer look: "This smell-" After thinking about it, he said more tactfully, "It's really hard to say!" ”

Wan'er smiled and poked him with her elbow: "What do you know? This is a fashion that has been passed down from Tianzhu! She emphasized, "Your fifth brother likes it very much. ”

"You don't leave my fifth brother in three or two sentences, talk about it." He turned her face and pretended to be serious, "Look into my eyes, to be honest, are you empathetic and fall in love with my fifth brother?" ”

Wan'er poked his forehead and said with great certainty: "Yes, that's right!" ”

Zhang Changzong glared, catering to her jokes, and pretending to be extremely discouraged: "You women can change their minds no matter what they say, and fortunately, there is only such an outstanding one among my brothers, if there is one more San Lang and Shi Lang, I don't know how you should deal with yourself?" There was pride in his tone.

Wan'er felt the need to dispel his arrogance, and replied leisurely: "Who said no, your Zhang Mansion really doesn't have San Lang Shilang, in my opinion, you have to summon them all into the palace, so that they can show their magical powers, and maybe your Zhang family can become the first in the world!" ”

Zhang Changzong was in a hurry, although he seemed to have no scruples, the hidden pain in his heart was untouchable, and it was thanks to Wan'er, who treated him differently, to say such a thing, otherwise he was red-eyed, he really had a murderous heart.

Wan'er didn't know about this, she was deliberately revealing his scars.

"My Zhang family is also a good son, why do you want to be so indiscriminate!" He was angry, but he didn't point to Wan'er.

"Well, I misworded it, apologize to you." Wan'er said lightly, "But Liulang, why do you have to be so contemptuous? Which road is not a road, whether it is the imperial examination, the shade of the door, or the drill camp can be understood, it is nothing more than a request, no desire, no desire, that is an immortal, oh, no, the immortal is still fighting for a mouthful of incense to worship......" As she spoke, she was silent, and her sad expression was reflected in Zhang Changzong's clear eyes.

He habitually took her into his arms and rubbed between her ears and neck: "Why bother asking for trouble? There are not many days of leisure and happiness, 'under the sunset and secluded rocks in the mountains, the fragrance blows down the flowers deeply'......"

Wan'er also responded with poetry: "Thousands of pineapples are intertwined with green curtains, and a hill of mountains and rivers is used as a harp." ”

Zhang Changzong was moved, this is his poem, improvised when he was playing in Shizhu Mountain in the summer of one year, and he didn't want her to read it, but he actually wrote it down.

"Wan'er, you're so nice!" He repeated the whisper, uncontrollable, and hugged her tighter, warm lips pressed against her cheek.

At this time, the inner supervisor who was on duty at the palace gate because he ate a few more bowls of multigrain gruel in the morning, and he didn't know if he was allergic to mung beans.

It was as if the person who was groping in the darkness suddenly saw the dawn, and shouted anxiously and happily: "Miss Aqing! Stay and stay! The voice was urgent and short.

Ah Qing was taken aback by this sudden cry, and only after seeing it clearly did he breathe a sigh of relief and salute: "What does my father-in-law command?" ”

At this time, he didn't care about any etiquette rules, raised his hand to beckon her over, and begged from the bottom of his heart: "Okay, Aqing, hurry up and watch here for me for a while, it's urgent." He was still too embarrassed to say it.

Ah Qing hadn't figured out the situation yet, and was about to excuse herself, she had other arrangements, for fear of delay, so she waved her hand and shook her head: "This is not good." ”

"Oops! Ah! Good or bad, you guard it for me! Before he finished speaking, he took his legs and ran.

"What is this?" Ah Qing stomped his feet, muttered to himself, and looked at the Yulin guards not far away, and then suddenly realized, his face turned red.

Entrusted by people and loyal to people, Aqing is also a person who has a responsibility, standing outside the palace to fulfill his duties.

The internal prison broke his stomach, and he always felt unhappy over and over again, so he simply made a long-term plan, thinking that A-Qing was reliable and credible, and there would be no mistakes for a while, not to mention that the empress went out, and according to the custom, she would not return to the palace until sunset after fasting.

Ah Qing waited left and right and waited for no one to come, so he was inevitably a little anxious, and suddenly heard a light laugh in the hall. Only then did she pay attention, think about it carefully, and suddenly felt like hot vinegar had been knocked over in her heart, which was extremely sour.

The people in the temple must be him and her! At this time, there are no outsiders, they must be very harmonious and harmonious, and I am afraid that the world will be ignored.

Unconsciously, the palm of her hand was pinched out by her fingernails, and she would be jealous, hateful, and obsessed.

Ah Qing didn't want to hear it, and she didn't want to see it, but subconsciously she wanted to know the situation inside more than anyone else, and in the entanglement of contradictions, she secretly opened a thin crack in the door, which was not expected, but this crack opened just right, Zhang Changzong and Wan'er's entangled figures happened to fall in their eyes, and they were not unsightly, but this scene of snuggling up like Xinyan murmuring between Liang Jian was even more maddening.

She suddenly felt like she was in an ice cellar, and her heart was cold.