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Lu Jinnan's words stunned me, for a moment, my heart hurt as if I had been stabbed by a knife, I obviously had something to say, but my throat seemed to be blocked by something, so I couldn't spit out a word at all.

I took a deep breath, looked directly into his eyes, a sarcastic smile rose at the corner of my mouth, and I said lightly: "Of course I am not as gentle and kind as the person on the tip of your heart, I will not have so many means and scheming, let alone arrange a good show that will win your sympathy, Lu Jinnan, you only see that I am vicious now, will it be a little late?" All I know is that whoever digs a pit for me to jump will splash her with mud. ”

Lu Jinnan's brows furrowed even more, he looked at me condescendingly, his eyes kept falling on me, he was obviously standing in front of me, but I felt that he was getting farther and farther away from me.

With the words, the smile on my face gradually disappeared, and my voice became indifferent, and I said, "Lu Jinnan, are you tired?" You don't feel tired, I'm tired for you, you can't control your heart, and you're worried that I'll be angry and keep hiding from me, always wandering back and forth like this, don't you think it's really hard? ”

He was silent, stretched out his hand to touch me, but I subconsciously shrank back, his hand stopped in mid-air, and it froze like this, Lu Jinnan's eyes shrank slightly, and there was a trace of helplessness and stunned between his eyebrows, and after half a sound, he said in a low voice: "Today's matter, I will find out, if you are tired, rest early." ”

"Chachacha, Lu Jinnan, how do you want to check? In your heart, do you really believe in Chen Bingying that much? Lu Jinnan will only play to his strengths and avoid weaknesses, his attitude made the anger that had not disappeared in my heart more and more serious, I roared angrily: "I'm really tired for you, continue like this, do you feel very superior?" ”

Lu Jinnan looked at me, his eyes were extremely deep and dark, as if he was dyed with a layer of ink, as if it was pitch black.

"Lin Tang." His heavy tone called out my name, and there was a look in his eyes that I couldn't understand, like helplessness, and like a last resort, sometimes, I also thought about the reason why Lu Jinnan was so good to Chen Bingying, excluding their former feelings, would there be a few different things?

He frowned, raised his feet and took a heavy step to me, half-squatted down, stretched out his hand to wrap around my waist, and said in a low tone: "That's not the case, I ....."

"What's that?" I interrupted Lu Jinnan's words and looked at him with lowered eyes, I smiled faintly, with a hint of helplessness, I said: "Lu Jinnan, I don't expect you to love me, but you don't want me to accept that you are good to the woman you love, can you?" ”

I felt Lu Jinnan's body stiffen, and my smile deepened: "I always knew, so I kept ignoring it, trying to force myself to think that nothing had happened, as if everything was an illusion." The more I talked, the more emotional I became, I raised my hand and pushed Lu Jinnan, he sat on the ground like this, I stood up, took a deep breath, pursed my lips and said, "But what to do?" More and more times, I found that I couldn't do it anymore and ignore it, you are my husband, the father of my children, Lu Jinnan, don't force me to accept and understand, I can't do it. ”

I clearly saw that after I finished speaking, Lu Jinnan seemed to be slightly shocked.

I glanced at him calmly, and spit out a sentence uncontrollably: "Lu Jinnan, do you think that maybe we should separate?" ”

After I finished speaking, the aftermath had not yet died away in the air, and the man on the ground jumped up, and he took me into his arms, and the force was very heavy, without any tenderness, and I felt a slight pain, and I couldn't breathe.

His voice was extremely hoarse and low, and he said in a heavy tone: "I don't allow it, I haven't thought about it, and you are not allowed to think about it, I don't allow separation." ”

"Lu Jinnan, if you don't separate, can you stay away from Chen Bingying?" I looked at him quietly, a little helpless: "I'm going to give birth in a few months, and I don't want the baby to be born and have to face my parents and live in a quarrel." ”

"We'll be fine then, huh?"

"You still don't want to answer my question head-on, Lu Jinnan, can't you see it, Chen Bingying relies on you very much, you give her all your time, don't you think I don't need it? You are really too partial, so partiality that it makes me angry, although Chen Bingying didn't say it, but she must still want to be with you in her heart, since you can't let go of each other, let me go! ”

"Lin Tang, I'll say it again, I don't allow it, don't even think about it." Lu Jinnan gently pinched my shoulders with both hands, he frowned, his handsome face was cold, his eyes stared at me without blinking, he said: "You keep saying that you are for the sake of the child, so now you want to abandon his father for the sake of the child?" ”

"I don't want to ...... like that."

"Since you don't want to, then dismiss this idea." Before I finished speaking, Lu Jinnan interrupted me, he didn't give me a chance to speak, he held my hand and used force, squeezing me tighter, he suddenly stood up straight, his face showed an extremely firm aura, he said: "Lin Tang, this is the last time I respond to you, I, Lu Jinnan, am only widowed, not divorced." ”

"Lu Jinnan, since you can't do it, why do you want to keep me? If you continue like this, I'm afraid that even if I am widowed, I will insist on separating from you. ”

"She won't affect us, let alone your Mrs. Lu's position, why can't you tolerate her." The coldness on Lu Jinnan's face deepened, a layer of gloom overflowed from the eyebrows under his eyes, and the original mildness instantly became aggressive, and after he finished speaking, the bedroom was quiet all of a sudden.

I stared at him in disbelief, my brain was buzzing, in his eyes, my normal reactions were all intolerable Chen Bingying?

I'm afraid she'll take away my identity as Mrs. Lu?

Hehe, it's ridiculous.

I sneered, the expression on my face was extremely calm, and I said, "Yes, I just can't tolerate her, what is she?" Why does she want my husband to take care of her? Or did my husband take the initiative to post it on his own? ”

"Lin Tang." Lu Jinnan let go of me, he narrowed his eyes, his expression was unusually cold, I smiled, my hands hung down and Jin clenched into fists, raised my head and looked at him, I said, "Lu Jinnan, are you in a hurry by me?" ”

"You're tempted to quarrel with me right now?" His brows moved, as if he didn't expect me to say such a thing, he looked at me expressionlessly, and I said lightly: "I don't want to quarrel, I'm too lazy to quarrel with you, I just want to talk to you..... Apart. ”

I can't say the word divorce, I can only use separation instead.

Lu Jinnan was furious, but he smiled instead; "Why do you suddenly want to mess with me like this? Well? ”

"Could it be that I have to be silent all the time?"

"Today, I'm angry when you, I don't want to hear you say these things anymore, now lie down and rest."

Lu Jinnan's tone was unrefusable, he wanted to use this method to make me not continue this topic, my heart was extremely tired, I looked at him coldly, I said: "Lu Jinnan, if you don't agree to separate, you can't avoid her, then you can go, I don't want to see you, if you don't want to go, then I'll go, I won't see you for a second." ”

In the last sentence, I used almost all my strength, I just felt that if he continued to stay, the veins in my body would burst in the next second.

Lu Jinnan was silent all of a sudden, he stood stiffly, in his eyes, I vaguely saw a trace of frustration, he didn't move, I said indifferently: "You stay, I'll go." ”

I just wanted to turn around, he reached out and wanted to grab me, but I raised my hand the next second he just touched it, keeping a distance from him, Lu Jinnan's eyebrows were furrowed, a touch of surprise flashed on his face, and he gently issued two words from his throat: "I'll go." ”

The tone seemed to be a little difficult, he looked at me expressionlessly, his handsome face showed a faint sadness, he turned and walked out of the bedroom, and closed the door gently, I did not move for a long time, and kept a position.

I stayed in my bedroom all afternoon, and Lu Jinnan didn't go out because I didn't hear his car all the time.

I just stared at somewhere in a daze, and my mind went blank.

Lu Jinnan went out before dinner, and I didn't ask him where he went, but Zhou's mother took the initiative to say to me: "Young grandma, Mr. has made an appointment with Mr. Yan to play cards, and he will come back later in the evening." ”

I hummed lightly, after eating dinner alone, I didn't even walk upstairs, when I passed the study, the door was slightly hidden and not closed tightly, I stopped, pushed the door and walked in, a pungent smell of smoke came to my face, I frowned tightly and covered my nose, the ashtray on the desk, full of cigarette butts overflowed.

My heart felt like something was stirring, and I pursed my thin lips tightly and turned away.

At night, when I was about to fall asleep, Yan Zhi's phone called, I pressed answer, and Yan Zhi's voice came from the other end: "Sister-in-law, my eldest brother is drunk, you see...."

"He's an adult, and he should be responsible for himself when he's drunk, don't look for me." I didn't wait for Yan Zhi to finish speaking, I interrupted him, and then hung up the phone.

PS: Mr. Lu looked at the grapes with an aggrieved look: Big grapes, you see that the gold owners dislike me, I now seem to be abdicated at any time, gold masters, please, don't give up on me...