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After that, Yan Zhi called twice, but I didn't answer, and pressed the reject button directly.

I lay on the bed and tossed and turned and couldn't sleep, since I was pregnant, Lu Jinnan would accompany me every night, in fact, I knew that he didn't sleep at all, just waited for me to sleep and went to the study to work overtime.

I was thinking in my head, did Lu Jinnan feel any guilt about Chen Bingying? Because what he said to me didn't look like he was lying, not to mention, with his temperament, he didn't bother to lie at all, if he really wanted to rekindle his old relationship with Chen Bingying, he should have reunited when Chen Bingying appeared, and he didn't have to wait until now.

But he didn't.

Sometimes I even suspect that Chen Bingying's hand and illness are inseparable from Lu Jinnan.

It's just that I didn't ask, because Lu Jinnan is a person who won't say anything even if he asks, what he wants to say, he will naturally say, if he doesn't want to say it, he won't say anything.

There are two reasons for this, either it is some kind of responsibility, or what is it that will be harmed?

My head hurts when I think about it, and I can't think of a reason.

Actually, I don't want to be separated from Lu Jinnan, I just want to find a sense of security that is guaranteed enough.

I took a deep breath, and the phone rang again at this moment, this time, it was no longer Yan Zhi's number, but the phone number of Lu Jinnan's company, I frowned slightly, and connected the phone: "Sister-in-law, it's me, I sent my eldest brother to the company, you ask Zhou's mother to send him some clothes." ”

"How did you send him to the company?" I couldn't help but ask.

Yan Zhi said: "What he asked for, he said..... I couldn't go home, and I was afraid of making you angry, so I asked me to send it to the company. ”

"Since he said so, what are you calling me for? I've already slept, don't call again. After saying that, I hung up.

Lu Jinnan is like this, does he want to tell his brother that I, Lin Tang, am abusing him? Let him have a home and not be able to go back?

I was a little annoyed and left my phone aside, because of this call, I completely lost sleep, and I never slept well after tossing and turning.

I tried my best to forget what Yan Zhi said on the phone, I didn't allow myself to be soft-hearted to pity Lu Jinnan, but soft-heartedness is really a disease, once you get sick, it's not easy to get better.

I couldn't sleep, and I didn't fall asleep until dawn, so I just got up early.

Because I have been thinking about some people in my heart, my mind is not at home at all, and the whole person is a little listless.

At around ten o'clock, Fu Yi came to do yoga with me, and Yan Zhi sent her over.

When I saw Yan Zhi, I didn't take the initiative to ask about Lu Jinnan, but Yan Zhi kept sighing and said: "Sister-in-law, my eldest brother is really excessive, he said last night that he would invite me to drink with Ji Shuo, but he was good, he drank half of it by himself, and I bought the order in the end." ”

I didn't pay attention to it, as if I was an outsider, Yan Zhi touched the tip of his nose, and continued: "Sister-in-law, fortunately you didn't come to pick him up, the eldest brother was very drunk and verbose, and he kept saying that he was not allowed to separate, and he didn't know what it was that was not allowed to be separated, hey, sister-in-law, do you know?" ”

Yan Zhi looked at me with a curious expression, his expression was as if he really didn't know anything, in fact, he did it on purpose!

Isn't that just for me?

I pursed my lips and continued to do yoga as if I hadn't heard it, and I noticed that Fu Yi reached out and patted Yan Zhi, probably signaling him to shut up and stop talking.

Although I was not shocked on the surface, I had already stirred up a storm in my heart, and only Lu Jinnan and I knew about the separation, if he didn't say it, how could Yan Zhi know?

Based on my understanding of Lu Jinnan, when he was sober, he would definitely not say these words, so naturally he spit it out after drinking, and they all said that he vomited the truth after drinking, but did he Lu Jinnan vomit the truth?

Seeing that I never responded, Fu Yi couldn't help but ask: "Xiaotang, what happened to you and Lu Jinnan?" Wasn't it okay before yesterday? How to ....."

"It's okay, go ahead!" I turned my head to look at Fu Yi, said lightly, and then continued the movements in my hand.

Fu Yi and Yan Zhi glanced at each other and asked, "You can't be quarrelling, right?" Did he do something that made you angry? ”

I didn't make a sound, but let go of my hand and stopped, I picked up the remote control to turn off the TV, and then got up from the yoga mat, I picked up the water cup on the coffee table and took a sip of water, and then said lightly: "No, it's just going to separate, but he didn't agree." ”

Isn't it a quarrel between us?

In the past, it was a quarrel at first, but I don't know when it started, even if I wanted to fight, he would have other ways to get me to pause.

Fu Yi sat next to Yan Zhi, she frowned and asked, "What is the reason?" Why do you suddenly want to separate? You're still pregnant....."

"Who says you can't be separated when you're pregnant? Even if we are separated, this child is still our common, it's just that we are not suitable for each other. "When it comes to separation, I still need to discuss with Mr. Chen, I want to wait a few days to meet him after the prenatal checkup, I think, he should not know about my pregnancy, otherwise, he would have looked for me a long time ago, right?

Yan Zhi coughed lightly, and he asked, "You and your eldest brother are because of Chen Bingying, right?" ”

"I can't say that it's all for her, it's mainly because we are not sincere enough to each other!" It's the first time for me to face this problem so calmly and directly, between me and Lu Jinnan, it can't be entirely because of Chen Bingying, after all, she is just a person, and she can't play such a big role, I frowned, raised my eyes and looked at Fu Yi and Yan Zhi in front of me, I said: "Yan Zhi, did Lu Jinnan do the same before?" Not decisive enough at all? Having trouble making a choice? ”

"What do you mean?" Yan Zhi twisted his eyebrows and asked, I didn't know what to say, he said: "Sister-in-law, if it is for Chen Bingying, you may really misunderstand the eldest brother." ”

"Chen Bingying was forced to leave by the old lady when she left, although I don't know why the old lady forced them to separate, but Chen Bingying's hand became what it is now because of the eldest brother, she has been concealing it, even if she can't eat in the United States and lives in the basement, these have not been revealed, until Xue Shanshan said it, we didn't know that the reason why the eldest brother took care of her was just because of guilt, I know him, since he is married, it is impossible to leave again, no matter what happens, he will not divorce."

Yan Zhi's words hit me like a heavy fist in the heart, and I didn't know what to say for a while.

I just feel that my eyes are at a loss, and my mind is full of the things that Lu Jinnan did, if it is really like what Yan Zhi said, then I am a little narrow-minded when I get into trouble with Lu Jinnan like this?

I fell silent, Fu Yi walked up to me, she reached out to hold me, and whispered: "Xiaotang, because of my brother's affairs, I really don't like Lu Jinnan, but I have to say something for him, if you share it with him because of these things that are not worth paying attention to at all, won't you regret it?" ”

Fu Yi's words stopped me.

Will I regret it?

I do not know.

I raised my eyebrows and sighed, put away the emotions in my heart, looked at them calmly and said, "What benefits did Lu Jinnan give you, you are here to be a lobbyist for him?" ”

"Xiaotang ....."

"Okay, don't say any more, I'm measured, do you want to stay and eat together? If you don't eat, I won't keep you. ”

Fu Yi understands my temper, I don't want to say it, then I definitely won't open my mouth, she didn't force me, and Yan Zhi didn't stay long and left.

Actually, I don't know what to do myself?

I just hope that Lu Jinnan can separate his ex from his current life, not that it doesn't affect us, why not let her go over the past?

After yesterday's dispute, I didn't meet Lu Jinnan for two consecutive days, it was he deliberately, at night, he came back very early, but he stayed in the car, until I went upstairs he came in and went back to the study, I had already lay down and fell asleep, I felt that someone was holding me in a daze, and when I woke up the next day, there was no one with him.

I thought to myself, he wasn't going to hide like this all the time, was he?

On the morning of the third day, after I woke up, I had breakfast, and then I was ready to go to the hospital for prenatal checkup.

I packed up the documents I would use, then picked up the car keys and walked out of the villa, and when I opened the villa door, I saw a man leaning on the side of the car, hanging his head and smoking, there were many cigarette butts on the ground, and he must have stood for a while.

Hearing the movement, he looked up, threw away the cigarette in his hand and stepped on it, and then turned on the co-pilot for me: "Get in the car." ”

His voice was very soft, and if I didn't listen carefully, I really wouldn't have heard it, I glanced at him, and when I withdrew my gaze, he seemed to have lost a lot of weight, and I thought, I must have seen it wrong.

I walked over and instead of getting into the car, I stood in front of him and said sneeringly, "I thought you were going to avoid me all the time!" ”

Lu Jinnan's deep eyes looked at me, like an abyss with no bottom in sight, his eyebrows were twisted, and his hoarse voice was low: "You said you didn't want to see me!" ”

His voice made me hear a trace of grievance and sorrow, and my heart shook, and I was tightly pressed together for a while.

PS: Scold, let the storm come more violently, I've always been a cheeky queen, abuse must be ruthless, and the male and female protagonists will not be soft.