I saw Su Xu under the pillow in his hand and took out a gift box, because he told me that the one in the box is the gift, and the one that is not in the box is called waste recycling, I know that it should be a gift from him, and it is the only one, the yellow hair ornament with small white dots on it, is a big flower, just enough to buckle the back of my head, and he gently brought it to me with his big hands.

"Our leaves are so beautiful!"

"This is the first time you have praised me, great painter Su Xu! Unexpectedly, you will also praise people! They all say that you don't laugh often, and I think so, after all, you're engaged in art, but you laugh at me a lot! How? Looks like I must be from your family, right? I looked back at his gold-rimmed glasses and the dimples on the right side of his face.

"Do you know they say I look a lot like Wan Bao? He also wears Sven's gold-rimmed glasses, but the dimples are on the left side, and he likes to wear a white suit! ”

"How much do you have to worship him, so that you, a man who has always stood out like a man, likes him alone for so many years? Do you like him more than I like him? "I'm cheating, I know that only he will tolerate me except my brother.

He took me on the bus for more than 2 hours to his favorite university, Lunhong University, where the two of us walked around the campus next to each other, smiling, and he bought me ice cream sold at a dessert shop on campus.

He and I were passing through a green meadow. He said, "Zhan Ye, when you look back, Wan Bao's famous painting is a beautiful face, a fleshy girl, wearing a big yellow hair ornament with small white dots on her head, just buttoned to the back of her head, just like you are now!" I dragged my friend to find this for a long time! Turn back! ”

"Su Xu, you dare to say that I have a fleshy face, I am a delicate little face!"

I was just angry with him, and I didn't turn away.

And he didn't know how to get my attention, so I turned around, just in time to see an abandoned billboard on the grass holding down the ground, which read, "Zhang Zhangli Weight Loss Center!" He also played with a child's temper, I have to say that someone deliberately put it here to give him weight loss, but as a result, his feet stepped on it at once, but with this board, it fell down together, it turned out to be a well.

He was in a good state of mind, and he fell into the dry well and shouted in it, but because the well was a barrel shape, his voice was extraordinarily loud.

The outside world jokingly calls this university very secretive, a "reincarnation university"! If there is really such a thing as reincarnation in this world, then Zhan Ye! I'll make sure you be my girlfriend and we'll hold hands for a ......! ”

Before he could finish speaking, I interrupted him and began to shout for someone to save him, for I could not bear to hear the next word he uttered, which he should have said, "Raw!" But his life was less than 18 months. He still has so many dreams, I don't want him to spend all this time on me!

But he may have misunderstood my statement, and after he was rescued, he took the initiative to come and hold my hand, but I avoided it! Actually, I already regarded him as my boyfriend in my heart, but I wanted this to support him to live a little longer, and then live a little longer, and even heal completely.

When he recovers, I will take the initiative to hold his hand, and at that time, I am still wearing the big flower hair ornament he gave me at his favorite Lunhong University, and then look back at him like the famous painting of Wanbao, because I think it is the hope of his life!

There really is no regret medicine in life!

Su Xu thought I didn't agree to be his girlfriend, but after that day, I went to their house to find him, and he didn't live there. Later, I heard from them that he was dead and in another world.

I broke down and cried until I fainted, and I washed my face with tears all day long, if Su Xu was the first person I lost my loved ones, the death of Teacher Little Potato would be the second time, but the difference between the two of them for me is that I don't even believe that Su Xu died like this! I asked around like a madman about his whereabouts, going to my friends, to my teachers, to my classmates, but there was no trace of his life!

Deng Deng happened to break up with Gao Shuzi at that time, and he accompanied me every day and accompanied me through that difficult period.

It was also from that time that I decided that I would never take the initiative to hold a boy's hand again, because it was left to Su Xu.

Now that I think about it, maybe I love him more than he loves me, maybe he hasn't really understood me and love!

Of course, I don't know either! I only do what I like, do what I think, but I lack the human touch of making a person, I like to keep talking about others, with family and friends, and even with strangers will nag a few words, sometimes it's really not because I just don't care about other people's thoughts, I do my own thing, but because I want to care about a person too much, I want a person to live well, at least the people I have been in contact with, I don't want anything to happen to them, because I'm afraid of losing, so I don't want to have!

I know it's wrong, but I just can't control myself, because that's how I protect myself from harm!

I can often remember the picture when he first introduced him to me: "My name is Su Xu, after fate, the sun rises in the east!" ”

What a beautiful name! If everyone has their own destiny, and now that I am really dead, will I be able to see the sun and be reborn immediately?

I once heard a legend told to me by Su Xu, he said to cherish the people with dimples around him, the people who love to laugh, that is because he didn't drink the bowl of Meng Po soup in his previous life, and he will remember you in this life, and the bitterness he has experienced, he can smile and say to you, but no one sees tears in his laughter.

Then I should go to Meng Po soon, I can tell her, "I won't drink this bowl of soup that forgets memories!" I'm willing to swim in the sea of fire all the time, because there are some people I want to remember, and some people I don't want to forget! ”

"Miss, Meng Pozhen, it's already here!"

I looked around and there was no one! There is no house either! How did I get here?

I remember that I just came from Huang Fuli, the owner of Quanruyuan, and I didn't have any traffic accidents on the road, and I didn't meet any extra people!

So why did I still get here?

Wrong! No way! I'm not dead!

Because if that's really the case, why didn't Su Xu come to pick me up? How can I see so many classmates, my brother and my parents, my grandmother, have they all passed away? So how can I still meet myself decades later?

So, what exactly do I imagine all this to be? My dreams? Or am I going to shine back before I die?

Once people face death, everything will be annihilated, whether you want to or not, but there is so much I have not done?

Can my grandmother take care of herself? Her Alzheimer's disease is getting worse and worse, and when she heard Aunt Sun say that when she accompanied my grandmother to go out for a walk, she often told others, "My granddaughter is about to get out of school, she is in the first grade of primary school, and she is studying very well!" I'll go back and cook for her later! "Her selective memory only stays in my elementary school days, and she is probably happiest at that time!

Will my brother and my sister-in-law get divorced? The two of them are actually talented and beautiful, but my brother is a little too good, and my sister-in-law always has a sense of crisis, but what family doesn't live like this? Bump and bump!

The children of the two of them will definitely grow up to be very cute, and call me aunt! I haven't pinched my baby's little face yet? I also want to say to her, "My aunt has money, take it quickly, this is the New Year's money given by my aunt!" "Then I went to work in a fast food restaurant behind my back.

My dad and my mom will definitely get along, although I always quarrel with them, I always think they are patriarchal, but at least they didn't throw me somewhere as soon as I was born, let me fend for myself, they work so hard to make money, go to work very early, and then get off work very late, sometimes in order to earn a little overtime pay until the early hours of the morning, just to let me and my brother live a good life, their age is not young, if the body is tired, it's not good, I haven't enjoyed it in my life, Even travel is a public business trip, it's not good for me, I don't have the ability to make them proud of me, I'm going to disappear into their lives, I hope they don't give birth to such a rebellious child as me in the next life!

Deng Deng is also worrying enough, how to call him, he just won't answer, getting a girlfriend is important, but friends are also very important! I can't find fault with him at this time, in fact, he also has a lot of advantages, such as being very angry with friends, if at that time, without him, I may not be able to come out now, although I haven't completely come out now, but I have a good time because of him, he is my best friend, I always laugh at him for being a sissy, in fact, I like his kind of femininity!

Gao Hui is the same as Deng Deng, fortunately the two of them have no contact, otherwise they wouldn't have made any moths? Although her mother is not her biological mother, she is better than her biological mother, what else is she not satisfied with, blood inheritance is indeed important, but family affection is more important, she is a girl, in fact, I still want to talk about her, but there is no chance! Anyway, she won't want to listen to my nagging anymore, in fact, I'm chasing after people's butts and telling them, I'm annoyed myself! But it's still very hard for her to be a model, she used to love to dance, and I really want to dance with her again a hip and head dance that we studied in high school!

Ding Xiaojiao is deaf in her right ear, will anyone bully her in the future? She didn't get along very well with the girl in their dormitory, and without me by her side, no one listened to her!

And my wreath, to buy the cheapest kind! Coffins, funeral parlors......

"I don't want to die!"