Chapter 151: Confessing Doubts (1)
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I have always avoided Xiao Zhuo's attitude.
When I first returned to Shengjing, I was not familiar with him, and I didn't know what he had become in the past twenty years.
Therefore, even if we had some intersections in the past and had a good relationship, it was not enough for me to trust him completely, and even regarded him as the Xiao family, and I was wary and hateful.
But later, because of His Royal Highness Lingjun's affairs, I understood that he was a good person who cared about blood and kinship, and he was also worthy of our allegiance.
But after all, I don't have the surname Xiao, and I'm not from their Xiao family.
He has said more than once that if Xiao Tan is still alive, he should also look like me, I know that he is still thinking about me, thinking of the old relationship before, but between us, even the blood that at least maintains the relationship is a lie, I can't imagine how he will react to me after learning that I am a descendant of King Qin.
Our body, the blood of the blind date, but also separated by an insoluble grudge, my grandmother, and his grandfather were brothers and sisters, but my grandfather also died at the hands of his grandfather, those people in Qin, should be my subjects, but they are under the blade of the Liang people, the bones are like mountains, and the blood is flowing like a river.
Even, to this day, there are still Qin people looking forward to the appearance of the Wei clan and leading them to fight with the Liang people.
I reject Xiao Tan's identity, I don't want to be known, and I don't want the world to fall into the disaster of war again because of my appearance.
Over the years, no matter whether it is Qin Di or Liang Di, there has been too much bloodshed and sacrifice, I don't want to hate, I put my hope on Xiao Zhuo, I hope that he can become a good emperor in the future and can calm the conflicts and contradictions in the past of Qin Liang and Liangdi.
But there are some things that can't be completely relieved after all.
I was afraid of getting along with him, of treating me as a cousin, and of gradually developing affection for him.
People are sometimes so strange, carrying the feelings of not daring to respond, they will feel guilty about the other party, and always feel that they owe him something, he is good to me because he mistakenly thinks that I am his cousin, but I am certainly not his cousin, if I bear his kindness to me because of this, what is the difference between deliberately deceiving?
I'm also afraid, I'm afraid that I will be soft on him and care too much about him, if I don't admit that I am Xiao Tan, in front of him, I just care about him, I only have the loyalty of the courtiers to the monarch, even if anything happens to him in the future, or if he learns my true identity and wants to kill me, I will not be so sad and sad.
Whether it is Master, Senior Brother, or even Lin Suwen, the relationship between them is the best example.
If I hadn't been apprenticed to my master and had not been with him for 20 years, then he would have been my enemy, and I could have killed him without blinking an eye, and if my relationship with my brother was not so close, but just an ordinary stranger, I wouldn't have been so sad and sad when he slashed at me and wanted to kill me.
As for Lin Suwen, if I didn't know him and didn't get along with him, then he was just Lin Suwen, and Lin Suwen, the young master of the Lin family, would not hesitate to frame our Gu family by the Lin family, let alone feel struggling and painful because of the possible truth in the future.
The bonds between people, when they are not familiar with each other, they can be unscrupulous and arrogant, but once they feel that the other party is important and they don't want to lose him, they must become cautious and cherish them carefully to avoid them being stabbed by their own edge.
I'm not sure if Xiao Zhuo can accept the fact that I am not his blood relative, and I don't know if he can let go of his past grievances after learning about these things, so I can only stand far away from him, afraid that my truth will be seen by him.
But after all, my secret was still known to him.
"Your Highness......"
I called him, met Xiao Zhuo's gaze, paused, and changed his words: "Brother Xiao Zhuo, I once said a word to Lin Suwen, I don't know if he told you." ”
"In this life, I will never betray His Royal Highness the Emperor Eldest Sun, and I will not do anything to harm him, and I swear in the name of my warlock and the name of the person in my heart."
"But you ......" Xiao Zhuo frowned, and couldn't bear to say, "You really can't come back?" ”
"You are the bloodline of my Xiao family, the only heir left by Uncle Jing in the world, do you want me to watch you live outside, you can't go back to your home, and you can't recognize your relatives?"
"I want to ......"
His face was gloomy, and he sighed: "Neither Uncle Jing nor your mother want to see this kind of scene. ”
Xiao Zhuo once said that my mother was kind to him, at that time, his father Wang Xue died, the situation in the East Palace plummeted, and almost no one was willing to put him in his eyes, even if Xiao Jiao, who had not been canonized as a prince at that time, was just the son of a humble dancing girl, he dared to be arrogant and bullying him.
It was his mother who gave him the only warmth that he misses to this day.
Although I don't know how I was kind to Xiao Zhuo with my mother's cold "temperament", it was difficult for me to get close to him, but eighty percent of the reason why he is good to me now is because of his mother.
I smiled faintly and said bitterly, "Even if I come back, what can I do?" With Brother Xiao Zhuo's current ability, he may be able to make me a king and a marquis, and even renovate King Jing's Mansion, but in my heart, as early as twenty years ago, my home was gone, and those family members were all gone, and the destroyed houses may be rebuilt, but how can the deceased family members go back to the past? ”
"Here, except for you, no one is waiting for me, no one remembers me, I am just a stranger who suddenly broke in to Sheng Jing, carrying an old case, if they know who I am, it will only make more people fall into suspicion and panic, these should not be what you and I want to see."
"But ......"
He hesitated: "Do you want to be Gu Feiran for the rest of your life?" ”
Hearing this, I pulled my lips and gave him a comforting smile and replied, "What's so bad about being Gu Feiran?" I have a brother who loves me, a sister who takes care of me, and I have made a lot of friends in the Red Smell Pavilion, and they are all very good to me. ”
"Twenty years ago, when I left Shengjing, I thought that I would live in pain and darkness for the rest of my life, but later, I met my senior brother, who let me see the light in people's hearts, and also met my sister, she made me understand that as long as a person lives, he can have the happiness in the world, the tragic death of his relatives, and the regret of not being able to rely on each other, they all stopped giving me, because of them, I want to live, with my life, live well."
"Here, I have relatives and friends who can cherish and cherish me, I don't have to be entangled in hatred all the time, and I can think about other beautiful and happy things, but as Xiao Tan, what do I have, a past where my whole family was slaughtered, a Shengjing Imperial City that once flowed with the blood of my relatives."
"If those people know about my past, it will be difficult for them to smile at me, dare not accompany me anymore, always put on that look of fear that I will be hurt and sad, and constantly remind me that they care so much about me because of those painful things in the past, so what's wrong with being like now, as Gu Feiran?"
In the courtyard, there was no one but us, and there was silence all around, except for my faint voice.
"I know you're doing it for my own good, and you don't want me to be alone outside, but I'm not alone now."
I raised my eyes, looked at him, and said, "And you, senior brother, he cares about you very much, Lin Suwen is also helping you, and the ministers of the court, they all recognize you as the master and are willing to fight for you, so, Brother Xiao Zhuo, you are never alone." ”
"As for me......"
I paused and said softly: "Since I have identified you, it must be you, whether I am Xiao Tan, or Gu Feiran, or anyone else, I will remember that you once hugged me and accompanied me to fly a kite, hoping that I can survive the catastrophe twenty years ago, and I will stay by your side and help you ascend to that throne." ”
Xiao Zhuo's expression gradually eased, he smiled bitterly, and said lightly: "It seems that you have met some very good people. ”
He lowered his head, and finally stopped reluctantly: "Then, as you wish, in the Hongwen Pavilion, continue to do this Gu Feiran." ”
Hearing this, I leaned over deeply and saluted him: "From now on, you are the king, I am the minister, in this world, there is no longer Xiao Tan, only the warlock Gu Feiran of the Red Wen Pavilion." ”
Xiao Zhuo stretched out his hand and helped me up, he looked at me in the eyes, and there was still nostalgia and reluctance.
After all, as he said, he is now embattled, except for me, those relatives are all around Shengjing and are ready to defect.
He was silent for a moment before he said slowly: "No matter who you are in the future, you must let yourself be safe and live well." ”
I was stunned, answered yes with my hand, and said, "Your Highness, can I ask you for something." ”
Seeing that I changed his name, Xiao Zhuo let go of me, sat back, and said, "Say it." ”
I said: "Regarding the identity of Wei Chen, I also ask His Royal Highness to keep it a secret from the Lin family to avoid uncontrollable changes." ”
Xiao Zhuo also knew about the feud between the Gu family and the Lin family, so he nodded and said, "This palace understands all of this." ”
I said: "There is also the matter of Chen Yu, according to his confession, more than 20 years ago, Wei Ying coveted the thousand-year-old magic knife and led his troops to slaughter his relatives, so he will take revenge on Wei Ying, although 20 years have passed, Wei Ying has also died, and the people who followed Wei Ying to the mountain villa to slaughter must still be there, please ask Your Highness to find out those people, secretly obtain their confessions, and confirm this matter." ”
Xiao Zhuo was silent for a long time, and said for a long time: "I don't know that Chen Yu is a good general and a good person, but do you know that in this case, what really makes this palace embarrassed?" ”
"Wei Ying deserves to die, even if Chen Yu uses lynching to find him for revenge, it is understandable, it is a big deal to send aid to Xinjiang, so that his 'life' can be saved, but Wei Ying's son is innocent, in his testimony, in order to get close to Wei Ying and gain trust, he once designed to kill an innocent person."
I had already expected this kind of thing, so I said: "Your Highness, Weichen has long understood this matter, and he has never had the luxury of saving his life, but instead of letting him bear the charge of killing his father and being scolded for a lifetime, it is better to find out the truth of the year, even if he dies, he will give him a clean reputation." ”
Xiao Zhuo pondered for a moment and said, "This matter is agreed by this palace." ”
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