Her pain

"Anyone, I'm so hungry. ”

Twilight hammered the wall weakly, hoping that someone would come and give her a bite to eat.

"Twilight. ”

When Jun Xiuhan heard Twilight's voice, he didn't think about it so much, so he looked for the voice to find her.

It was a sound coming from behind the wall, Jun Xiuhan listened carefully, and found that she was behind the wall of the disappearing dragon.

"Twilight, don't be afraid. ”

He searched carefully for the mechanism to find Twilight, and after searching for a long time, he found that there was no mechanism, and he wanted to destroy the wall, but the wall was so hard that it hurt him, and there was blood left by his wound on the wall.

When he thought there was nothing he could do, the wall suddenly crumbled, disappeared in an instant, and was destroyed.

The light stung Twilight's eyes, and she squinted as if she saw Jun Xiuhan standing in front of her.

Liang Wanning, you are really useless.

She resented herself that she had imagined him appearing.

"Twilight. ”

Jun Xiuhan saw that Twilight Ning was behind the wall and wanted to go over and grab her, but as soon as he entered, the room suddenly collapsed, and the two of them both fell down, falling into the deep lake below.

The lake was strangely cold, as cold as when she first crossed over, and Twilight was instantly frozen and woke up.

"Twilight. ”

Jun Xiuhan didn't know if she could swim, so she wanted to go over and catch her, and Twilight Ning also saw Jun Xiuhan, but she didn't care about him, she just desperately swam upstream.

Hallucinations, all hallucinations, no one will come, no one here cares about her life and death, no one will come to save her, she has to rely on herself, Twilight Ning desperately swam ashore, tried her last strength, and finally fainted on the shore because of physical exhaustion.

When she woke up, she had changed into a coarse linen dress and was lying on a simple bamboo bed.

"Awake?"

Jun Xiuhan pushed the door in and sat next to her with hot porridge.

"Lord Wang?"

Twilight Ning looked at Jun Xiuhan in some surprise.

"What does the princess mean by looking at this king like this?"

Jun Xiuhan was a little amused when he saw Twilight's surprised look.

"I'm hungry, eat this. ”

Twilight Ning looked at the smile in Jun Xiuhan's eyes, looking at Jun Xiuhan, she blinked, thinking it was her own hallucination, and opened her eyes to find that Jun Xiuhan was actually alive in front of her.

Jun Xiuhan naturally took her in full view of this, and smiled: "It's not an illusion." ”

"Huh, me?"

Twilight Ning looked at Jun Xiuhan, and then at the clothes on her body.

"Lord, you, why are you here? My clothes, yes, you changed them?"

Jun Xiuhan didn't answer her, just smiled and didn't say anything.

Didn't she hallucinate, Jun Xiuhan really came? But why did he come to save her? And now, wasn't she being looked down upon by Jun Xiuhan?

Thinking of this, her face turned red all of a sudden, she buried her head and didn't dare to raise her head, let alone look at Jun Xiuhan.

"Twilight?"

Jun Xiuhan saw her burying her head and calling her, but she ignored him and still buried her head.

"Oh, we don't know if the child's wife is used to wearing it, I've really wronged you. ”

At this time, a lady in her forties came in with some white-flour buns and put them on the table and said to Twilight: "Girl, we vulgar people have always lived a simple life, don't be surprised, seeing that you are so thin and cold, you still have to eat more to make up for your body, my old man is about to come back, he may be able to bring some game back today to make up for your body." ”

The lady was very enthusiastic and simple, and Twilight felt that others were so enthusiastic and kind enough to take her in, she couldn't bury her head so rudely.

She had no choice but to raise her head and look at the eldest lady and said, "Thank you, auntie." ”

The eldest lady saw the national color and fragrance of the twilight, and she was gentle and lovely, and she couldn't help but praise again and again: "Tsk, what a natural pair, the son is handsome, the son is so beautiful, and even this coarse linen dress looks so good on the body, it is really happy." ”

Jun Xiuhan looked at Du Ning's red face, and naturally guessed why she blushed like this, the corners of his mouth hooked slightly, and his heart was full of joy.

He liked her shy look.

"I'm tired of my aunt, my lady is a little shy, and my aunt doesn't smile. ”

Jun Xiuhan deliberately teased Twilight.

Twilight Ning stared at Jun Xiuhan fiercely, although Jun Xiuhan didn't look at it, Yu Guang had already taken her appearance into his eyes.

When he became fierce, he looked like a little tiger.

When the eldest lady heard Jun Xiuhan say this, her eyes were full of ambiguity, and she said, "Then, the eldest lady won't bother you." ”

She smiled and closed the door and went out.

"Eat something, you're too thin, this king likes to be fat. ”

Jun Xiuhan looked at her with a smile in his eyes.

Twilight Ning looked at Jun Xiuhan, and listening to his ambiguous words, the whole person turned red.

"Lord Wang, you, you won't ......"

Twilight said vaguely.

"Won't anything?"

He asked her with a smile.

"No...... It can't really be your clothes. ”

The more she spoke, the lower her voice became, low as the sound of a mosquito.

Jun Xiuhan's smile became thicker and thicker, and his eyes were full of tenderness, as if he could turn people into a puddle of water.

"I'm your husband, what's wrong with changing your clothes? Do you want to lie wet on the bed?"

What he said was reasonable, reasonable, and very inadequate.

Twilight stared at him viciously, venting her frustration.

"Why are you looking at this king with this kind of eyes, or the princess is shy and embarrassed, it doesn't matter how many opportunities like this will be in the future. ”

Twilight wanted to call him a scoundrel and a bastard, but she couldn't open her mouth, she never wanted to anger him, let alone get entangled with him.

Endure, she's endured it to this point anyway, there's no need to quarrel with him at this juncture to anger him, anyway, he didn't mean to, it's a little worse than a hooligan.

Twilight didn't want to look at him, so she covered her head with her cup and got into the quilt to be an ostrich.

Jun Xiuhan was even more amused when he saw Twilight's appearance, he didn't expect her to be so shy that she got into the quilt.

"Okay, this king won't tease you, come out to eat something and see how thin you have become. ”

Jun Xiuhan pulled the quilt and wanted to pull Twilight Ning out, but Twilight Ning didn't want to see him at all, she was seen alive by a man for the first time in twenty years, although it wasn't her body, but how awkward she thought about it, Twilight Ning wanted to dig a hole in the ground.

"I don't want to eat the prince, go out. ”

"Go out, you let this king go there?"

Jun Xiuhan said with some amusement.

"Just go there. ”

Twilight whispered.

"Well, don't make trouble, eat first. ”

He wanted to coax her like a child.

"No, I'm not hungry. ”

She was actually hungry, but she was more embarrassed than hungry, she had to slow down, she had to slow down.

Jun Xiuhan knew that she was a little stubborn, and if she was soft, she would come hard, so he put down the bowl and lifted the quilt, and then the quilt fell on the heads of the two of them, covering both of them.

Inside the quilt, Jun Xiuhan looked at Du Ning, and Du Ning also looked at Jun Xiuhan.

After a while, Jun Xiuhan slowly leaned his face over, and Twilight wanted to hide, but Jun Xiuhan put his arm around her waist and stopped her.

The silence in the mountains was terrible, except for the sound of some birds and beasts, only the sound of each other's heartbeats remained.

Plop plop plop and fast pace.

"Twilight. ”

He called her, and his low, magnetic voice was tinged with a touch of lust, which was very seductive.

Sure enough, good-looking people are always a little less harsh on him.

He slowly leaned in, getting closer and closer, and the desire in his eyes was in full view.

"It's really not a long memory, this man abandoned you twice, Qinglou, the outskirts of the city, isn't he the same as seeing death and not saving you? What about you, still holding out hope that he will save you? Stupid, no one can rely on you except yourself, and no one will come to save you. ”

The silver-haired woman's words in the dream seemed to be imprinted into her mind, and she thought of the scene where Jun Xiuhan couldn't save herself.

If they didn't know each other when they were in Qinglou, he would have watched from the sidelines, but the time on the outskirts of the city that he didn't hesitate to trap himself in the magic circle in order to get the blood of the unicorn really completely crushed Twilight's heart.

They had never been strangers, they had been bound together by a holy decree, and there was no connection between them at all.

Even her current body and current face are not hers.

Twilight Ning pushed Jun Xiuhan away.

Jun Xiuhan, who was immersed in lust, didn't expect it, or didn't want to think about it, so Twilight Ning pushed him away.

The force of pushing away was quite heavy, and it was full of resolute intentions, without the slightest hesitation.

Although the strength was great, it did not hurt at all, but Jun Xiuhan seemed to feel that his heart was being scraped off piece by piece, and the blood in pain flowed.

She was so determined about him.

At that moment, Jun Xiuhan seemed to feel that she was close at hand, but she couldn't catch it, and disappeared without a trace when the wind blew, leaving only his boundless emptiness.

"You hate this king so much?"

He asked her word by word, he shouldn't have asked him, but he wanted to know the answer, and after asking, he didn't want to know the answer.

Twilight Ning looked at Jun Xiuhan, she didn't know why he had suddenly changed to her, and she didn't know why he asked this, but she didn't know how to answer.

I'm afraid of embarrassing each other by telling the truth, and I feel that for them, this shouldn't be something to discuss.

"No, the prince thought too much. ”

She didn't know how to answer, she didn't want to think about it, everything here was just a dream she had, everything would disappear without a trace after waking up, and it didn't matter if she loved or hated, in that case, why did she have to think so much, she just had to be careful, do what she had to do, and when the time came, everything would be gone.

Jun Xiuhan looked at her, she was still so careful, she still wouldn't offend him, she was still so far away, but he obviously felt that she was so close to him, as if at the tip of his heart, as if a ray of light was shining on him.

"In that case, why are you hiding?"

He knew that she didn't want to offend him, but she didn't want to cause more trouble, but he wanted to ask her why she kept him at the top of his heart if they were never so far away.

It wasn't fake that she gently covered his ears in the ruins, and it wasn't fake that she came back, she didn't want to live in his heart, and she wanted to pierce and drill out with a knife, so that he would die because of a broken heart.

"Lord, we ......"

Twilight didn't know how to tell him, she knew that he knew the situation between them, but suddenly turned a blind eye because of the change, Twilight never understood him, she was afraid, she was afraid that she would bring more trouble because she didn't understand, she couldn't take a wrong step now, otherwise she might lose all her efforts.

"Liang Wanning, you regret it, right?"

Jun Xiuhan's deep voice carried a hint of coldness, without a trace of temperature.

Does she regret coming back to him? Does she regret saving him, a heartless man?

If you talk about regret, you really can't talk about it, the Book of Heaven says that Jun Xiuhan can get four-colored petals and domain poison, and the unicorn blood can pick up Jun Xiuhan's broken arm, so it seems that coming back to him is the wisest choice, since it is the wisest, then there is no regret or regret.

"No, this is the best of both worlds, and I don't regret it. ”

"The best of both worlds, but how can this king think that this king is wishful thinking?"

Twilight Ning looked at Jun Xiuhan, looking at him in front of him, who was both familiar and unfamiliar.

Is he still the same him?

Disdain, disgust, indifference, the one who threatens to burn his entire coat just because he touches him?

When, his disdain, disgust, and indifference suddenly changed, and his eyes were filled with tenderness?

Was he really attracted to her?

But why was he so resolute?

Twilight Ning looked at Jun Xiuhan, she seemed to feel that all this was just a bubble, although it was beautiful, it was very illusory, and it couldn't be touched, otherwise both sides would lose.

No, everything is just bubbles, she is not the owner of this body, and he does not love her.

What she is grasping now must be herself, and she can only be herself.

"Lord Wang, you have changed, I don't seem to know you very well anymore. ”

"Change, this king hasn't changed, it's just that you don't understand, this king doesn't understand, but now this king understands, this king doesn't want to miss it anymore, Du Ning, this king has done a lot of wrong things before, let's start again, okay?"

He looked at her, his eyes were clear and clear, like a clear spring, which was particularly moving.

His gentle appearance has a special taste.

This was the first time Twilight had seen him like this.

Gently want people to hug him tightly.

She had to admit that her heart was shaken.

Inexplicably shaken.

It's just that the pain and scarring doesn't mean that it hasn't hurt, especially the heavy knife on the heart.

"Twilight, shall we get married after graduation? I will give you the best, and we will have our own home in the future. ”

"Twilight, don't be unreasonable, okay, I don't have anything to do with her, it's you who think too much. ”

"Twilight, do you dislike me for being poor, yes, I'm from a rural area, and I'm not worthy of you city people. ”

"Twilight, break up......"

The boy named Lu Xiao used to love her so much, but the betrayal was only a moment, and it was still like this in the 21st century, and what about now?

Jun Xiuhan will probably dislike her in the future, and he will abandon her as if he were walking.

And rightfully so.

Besides, does Jun Xiuhan really like her? Does she like him?

No, she can't stay here, she has nothing, it's herself who should hold on, not anyone else.

She didn't like him, he wouldn't like her, she was going back, back to a place where she had a family.

Not alone.