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"Childe, girl, my old man can get a lot of game back today, now I can make up for the girl's body. ”

The eldest lady's husband has gained a lot today, and the eldest lady was very happy to see it, so she pushed the door and came in to tell them the good news, and when she entered the door, she found that the two were wearing the quilt.

"Oh, you guys go on. ”

When the lady entered the door and saw this scene, she closed the door with some embarrassment and retreated.

Twilight uncovered the quilt and wanted to get out of bed, but was pulled by Jun Xiuhan.

"Tell me. ”

He looked at her, desperate for answers.

"Lord Wang really wants to know?"

"Of course. ”

"My marriage with the prince is just a holy decree, we have never started, how can we talk about it again?"

"Never?" Jun Xiuhan asked her word by word, "You have never been tempted by this king?"

Twilight looked at him and said word by word, "Never." ”

The bitter taste spreads from the heart to the mouth, and the bitterness makes people lose consciousness.

In the past, Jun Xiuhan only felt pain and hatred, but he never felt it, it turned out that bitterness was such a taste.

It doesn't hurt or itch, but it is as if I have lost all consciousness, and I suddenly can't feel myself.

He didn't expect her to say it so bluntly, just as Twilight didn't think that she would say it, but since some things came, she couldn't hide from them, and if she couldn't hide them, she would say them calmly.

Say it to him, and say it to yourself.

Jun Xiuhan looked at her, and suddenly smiled and said: "This king is wrong, this king has removed the word renew, and only the beginning remains." ”

He let go of her and only said four words: "The coming day will be long." ”

The eldest lady's husband made a lot of game today, and specially cooked some chicken soup for Twilight to nourish her body, although Twilight Ning had never known them, she liked their simple enthusiasm very much.

The eldest lady saw that Twilight was a little thin, so she sandwiched a bowl full of meat.

"Auntie, I'm enough, you don't have to clip it for me, you can eat more. ”

Twilight looked at the bowl full of meat and smiled.

"You see that you are so thin, and you will suffer when you conceive a child in the future, and it is better for women to be fatter. Childe, it's not the eldest mother who said you, your lady is so thin, and she will suffer if she has a child in the future. ”

Twilight Ning was eating vegetables, and she almost didn't squirt out when she heard the words of the eldest mother.

Jun Xiuhan picked up a piece of meat and put it in the twilight bowl, and said thoughtfully: "I know, I'll make up for her when I go back." ”

Twilight looked at the big piece of meat in the bowl, and felt a little like crying.

It was supposed to be a delicious meal, but why did it suddenly turn sour?

"I said old woman, do you think everyone is like you, girls nowadays are all looking for slim. ”

The eldest lady smiled and looked at the eldest lady and said.

After hearing this, the eldest lady put the chopsticks on the table, glared at her husband and said, "Old man, do you dislike me!"

Twilight Ning saw that the eldest lady was a little angry and wanted to ease the atmosphere, but was stopped by Jun Xiuhan and didn't let her speak.

The eldest lady's husband smiled and said: "Xiaohong, I, I like you like this, you are blessed, and it is very warm in winter." ”

The eldest lady slapped her husband, and her anger disappeared a lot, but she said: "I don't believe it, how do you think in your heart, how do I know!"

"Alas, I said Xiaohong, it's really weird, you don't know what I think in my heart?"

Although the eldest lady and her husband look very simple, it is sweet and greasy to talk about love, and the eldest lady has no anger at this moment, and said coquettishly: "You are the best at flamboyant tongue." ”

After she finished speaking, she looked at Du Ning and Jun Xiuhan and said, "Let you see and laugh." ”

"No, the relationship between the aunt and the uncle is really good. ”

That's probably the case between husband and wife, mixing and talking, but being able to reconcile immediately as before, to a kind of fun.

For a moment, Twilight thought it would be nice if she could do the same in the future.

After eating, Twilight Ning helped the eldest mother wash the dishes together, and the eldest mother saw that Twilight had fine skin and tender meat, so she only asked her to help wipe the table.

The eldest lady was a little surprised when she saw that Du Ning was working very smartly: "The girl looks like a rich and noble family, and she can't imagine that she is so clever in doing things." ”

"Actually, I'm not a rich family, I'm just a child of an ordinary family, and these little things used to be done at home. ”

"Ah, the eldest mother really didn't see that the girl was so beautiful that she was a child of an ordinary family, who had such a blessing and gave birth to such a beautiful daughter, the eldest lady was really envious. ”

Twilight Ning only saw the eldest mother and her husband, but she didn't see their children, and asked a little strangely, "Auntie, what about your children?"

When the lady heard Twilight Ning ask, she suddenly became in a trance, a little sad.

"I'm sorry auntie, I probably asked me if I shouldn't have asked, sorry, I didn't mean to. ”

"Alas, it's okay, it's not a secret, it's just that when I think of the child, I feel sorry for my old man, I can't even give birth to a child for him for so many years, but he was driven out of this wilderness by the tribe for me. ”

No matter what era it is, maybe children are the soul of a family, and without children, it is a big blow to them.

"That uncle must love the eldest mother very much, and he is willing to give up everything, you are so lucky. ”

Although the heavens were a little harsh on her, they gave her the most gentle hugs at the same time, and there was no doubt that Twilight felt that she was lucky.

"Yes, meeting the old man may have cost me all the luck of my life, if it weren't for him, I really don't know what the meaning of my life is, maybe I really want to thank God for giving me the most beautiful thing in the world, although I can't have children, but he never minds. ”

"That's good. ”

Twilight Ning feels that this kind of relationship is enviable, and it makes people feel even better.

The eldest lady smiled and said: "Girl, aren't you too, you see how much your husband loves you, he hugged you in this wilderness and got a wound, but he didn't know it." ”

Twilight Ning looked at Jun Xiuhan, who was playing chess with her uncle in the yard not far away, and looked at the gauze on his hand, only to realize that he was really injured.

Was it for her to get hurt?

Was it not her hallucination, that he had really come to save her?

"Actually, I and him, maybe not like that. ”

She didn't know why Jun Xiuhan came to save her, but she felt that they weren't like this.

"Ah, I see that the boy is so attentive to you, and I thought that you were very affectionate between you, which, alas, is the eldest lady who is too talkative. ”

The eldest lady saw that Twilight's face was a little ugly, and said a little apologetically.

"Auntie is fine, in fact, I don't really understand what happened to him recently. ”

Twilight thought of all the encounters here, a little uncomfortable, she also thought that the world was kind, she also wanted to rely on others, but the pain told her that those ill intentions hiding under disguise, those indifference and contempt were reminding her that she had never been alone, relying on herself alone, she was just a prey running in the jungle, there were no knives and guns, no houses, no alliances, she could only keep running, only by running out of this jungle could she avoid the vicious wolves who kept chasing behind her.

The eldest lady saw that Twilight Ning was a little distracted, and finally said: "This emotional thing is the most unclear, I remember when I first met the old man, I thought he was very disgusted by his love and debt, but after a long time, I found that he was the most sincere person in the world." Now that I think about it, I probably have a long-term love for him, and the more I see it, the more pleasing it becomes. ”

"Uncle, he used to be very romantic?"

Twilight Ning saw that the uncle was upright, and he didn't look like a person who would mess with peach blossom debts, and she was a little surprised to hear the eldest lady say this.

"Very romantic, he has a good family background, and he is handsome, how many women flock to it, he is also glad to accept, lingering in the gentle countryside all day long, causing a romantic debt, I was very disgusted when I first saw him, but he preferred to play tricks on me, I wanted to hide but couldn't hide, and finally fell into his clutches, and it was a lifetime. ”

Twilight Ning looked at the eldest lady's somewhat shy appearance and smiled: "It's really an idol drama." ”

"Idol drama?" said the eldest lady with some incomprehension.

"I mean the love story of the aunt and the uncle is too beautiful, and the beauty is a little unreal. ”

"Not really? But that's what we are. ”

"Maybe the eldest lady will feel very ordinary, but in the eyes of outsiders, the relationship between the eldest mother and the uncle is really beautiful, and the beauty makes people feel unreal. ”

Twilight's words were full of envy, but her clear eyes inadvertently swept through the waves, like a bird coming from the quiet valley to disturb the silence of the lake and disturb her mind.

Love is like that, she thought.

But she couldn't.

"No, I don't think it's ordinary, but I'm very grateful, thank God for letting me meet him, he is really by my side, so I have to catch him and cherish him, girl, in fact, I have to cherish it when I meet him, because it is real, so I have to catch it. ”

The silence in the mountains and forests was terrible, there were few people, the occasional flying birds elongated their figures in the candlelight, and the hearty laughter of the uncle in the courtyard and Jun Xiuhan's calm smile were all imprinted in Twilight's eyes.

The mountains and forests are real, the candlelight is real, and the people are real.

Because it's real, it's more important to catch it?

But what is true?

Was it he who grabbed her hand in times of danger, it was the child he held tightly in the twilight, it was he who said he regretted it?

Or was it the disgust in his eyes, his determination to abandon her?

Is that the real him?

Seeing that Twilight Ning was a little distracted, the eldest lady poked her and said, "What are you thinking?"

"It's nothing, it's just a distraction. ”

Twilight smiled, not wanting to discuss it again.

The mountains and forests at night are particularly quiet, as silent as the silence in the wind and snow on the side, and only the sound of your own heartbeat can be heard.

Suddenly, Twilight woke up from her nightmare in a cold sweat.

The pain is also real.

The boundless darkness was like a black hole that kept sucking her in, and in the end she couldn't find anything, feel nothing.

"Nightmare?"

In the darkness he hugged her, holding her head by hand and leaning on his shoulder.

"Don't be afraid. ”

He comforted her.

The cold body gradually warmed up in Jun Xiuhan's warm embrace, and now, she heard more than her heartbeat, in addition to her, there was also Jun Xiuhan's.

"Jun Xiuhan?"

She called him.

"Hmm. ”

He whispered.

"Jun Xiuhan?"

She called him again.

"Hmm. ”

"Jun Xiuhan?"

"Hmm. ”

"Jun Xiuhan?"

"Well, I'm here. ”

After a moment, Twilight Ning took the initiative to hug Jun Xiuhan, buried her head on his shoulder with her eyes closed, and stopped talking.

Jun Xiuhan felt her hug, paused, the corners of his mouth were already smiling, and he closed his eyes for a moment and stopped talking.