"Through me, maybe I won't make the same mistake for others." Listening to that, I don't think it's a problem to use the word great to describe him before, after all, he is not as feared by nature as the blood on his hands.

Quietly staring at his pupils, I nodded.

And he was lost in thought almost at the same time, as if he was thinking about how to speak.

I wasn't in a hurry, just looked at him quietly and breathed softly.

To be honest, even the interrogation room is not as suffocating as ordinary people think, after all, the cold environment will only make people calmer, but more conducive to thinking.

Of course, all this is premised on that you have not committed a crime, and at the same time, there are no two police officers in front of you who are eyeing you.

Thinking about this, a sense of absurdity suddenly arose in my heart, and I wondered why I suddenly had such thoughts.

Glancing at the dim light overhead, I gently picked up the glass of water on the table and took a sip of hot water to dispel the sudden chill.

I put the glass back on the table, and he looked up again, a smile on his face.

This surprised me a little.

His smile was too free, not at all like before.

It's just that years of experience have left me with this expression on my face.

"I suddenly thought about a lot of things, Mr. Yu, if I told you that I don't regret killing that person, would you think I was perverted?"

He looked at me and opened his mouth and pushed the question to me.

"People need an answer that can convince themselves, and if this answer can convince others, then others will naturally agree with you, as for whether it is perverted, I think, this is not for me to evaluate."

Thinking for a moment, I said this to him.

"I'm not good at communicating, so I don't think I can convince you, but I still don't think I'm a pervert, if I have to say it, maybe I'm too inferior, right, have you ever known about my murder?"

He asked me, looking at me intently, waiting for my answer.

So I nodded.

As early as two months ago, I participated in his interrogation under the arrangement of the bureau, and although it was only for surveillance, I still had a clear understanding of his crimes.

He is an employee of a company who has worked diligently for more than three years, and although he is excellent in all aspects, he has never been recognized by the leadership.

And the more he does, the more the results he achieves are taken for granted, on the contrary, once he makes a slight mistake, he will be scolded for blood, and those who mess around in the company every day live a cleaner life because of their lack of merit and fault.

This is a social phenomenon and a pathology for some companies.

But because of this, it makes him look like an alternative, because he is responsible, so he works hard, so he is criticized.

So after being scolded by the leader again, when he went to the toilet, he took the ashtray to the toilet in the name of washing the ashtray and smashed it on the leader's head, once, twice, until he couldn't move anymore.

It's that people are bloody, and clay people also have three points of anger, and blindly insulting will only make people resentful.

"When I was a child, I had a dream to be able to live happily like a cowboy, to see uneven roads, and to be a hero of righteousness, but as time went by, I found that this society no longer needs the cowboy spirit, and there is no real freedom."

"The traditional cowboys, they are independent, free, rebellious, rugged, heroic, chic, elegant, etc., and now, it all seems to be denied!"

"Independent, out of place; Freedom, not doing business; rebellious, disobedient; rugged, without quality; Chic and elegant, it's all pretending, I don't know if this society is deformed or what, but I don't understand, so over time, I don't want to think about these things at all. ”

"I just walk in this society according to my heart, even if I offend anyone because of this, who is maliciously slandered, I can ignore it, because I just want to live as I am, but after a long time, I began to fear, because I found that I already had signs of assimilation, I also began to be lazy, and I also began to intrigue with others, I saw the old man who fell on the side of the road, I didn't dare to help, you say, help up an old man who fell, shouldn't it be the foundation of human nature? What is the reason why we have given up even this natural goodness? ”

Watching him question himself, and it seemed to question me, made me think deeply.

"Perhaps, it's because of poverty?"

After subconsciously opening my mouth, I wanted to slap myself in the mouth, as a psychology expert, it is definitely not a good answer to say such a thing at this time, and this kind of low-level mistake, I haven't made it for a long time.

But I can't explain anything, I can't take it back if I blurt it out, and explaining it will only make people think you're too funny.

But to my surprise, he didn't change me because of this sentence, but thought about it for a while, and then looked at me and nodded.

"You are really an interesting person, yes, because you are poor, because you don't have a lot of money, so I can't go to the colleagues and so-called friends around me one by one, so I don't dare to help those old people who have fallen, for fear that they won't have money to solve this matter when they blackmail us, and the same is true for many other things, because there is no money, so we can't do what we want to do, but it's not our fault, but in addition, I think that no money is not fundamental, but a distortion of some human nature, It is the interests that have led to the occurrence of this thing, and it is the crooked thinking that has caused those people to use the existing situation to create such a phenomenon,"

"It's like the company I was in before, I knew it was a pathological development, but why didn't I quit all the time? Because I don't have money, I'm afraid that I will starve myself to death after I resign, so I have to wronged myself to live, and after a long time in a place, in short, there will be some feelings, and there will always be some good friends, but the most important thing is that I know that even if I leave my job, even if I find my next job, I may still encounter such a situation, and I have to say that sometimes I want to show myself too much, I am eager for a promotion, I am eager for a raise, but I forget to give up my credit. ”

"Speaking of which, I'm still too inferior, in fact, I have begun to have low self-esteem from the moment I heard about my father's surgery in college, I was worried that I would be ridiculed if I didn't do well, and I was worried about many, many things, so I always wanted to do everything well, but as time went on, I found that I really couldn't do a lot of things well, and I had to accept other people's accusations, even if it had nothing to do with him at all, which would make me hate those people."

"So you killed him just to vent this resentment." Listening to his series of words, my mind raced, and my tone was pretending to be relaxed.

"Actually, it's not, he scolded my parents when he reprimanded me, in fact, I'm quite timid, otherwise I wouldn't have endured it for so long and never turned my face with him, but the dragon has reverse scales, my family, inviolable, not to mention his verbal abuse, but now that I think about it, I'm quite sorry for my family by doing this."

At this, his voice began to choke.

"I also have a sister, but I got married a long time ago, although I know that she is not the basin of water that was spilled, but leaving her alone to take care of her parents will make her very tired after all, and she will definitely scold me."

At this point, he finally began to cry, a man my age, holding his head in pain and crying.

I couldn't bear to look at this scene, and my Adam's apple moved slightly.

Listening to the wail, I knew that although he said that he did not regret it, at this moment, he still regretted it after all.

I don't know how to comfort him, after all, everyone is equal before the law.

Law is the commanding heights of the state order, but in fact, morality is the foundation of the state order.

I can't simply judge his actions in terms of right or wrong, but seeing him so sad, I can't help but open my mouth: "I don't think you're perverted." ”

Hearing this, his cry gradually subsided, and he wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his sleeve.

"Really?"

His eyes were bright with a hint of longing.

I nodded, looking very serious.

He was then taken back to the room, and I left the police station after briefly summarizing my findings with the bureau.

Qiao Shiyu still said goodbye to me as usual at the door, and I smiled at her as usual.

But the moment I walked out of the police station, all my smiles were gone.

The sunset gradually set, and the shadow was obscured by the tall buildings in the distance, and the red light reflected in all directions, as if a bright red flower bloomed.

And I knew he might just need a recognition.