To make time stand by, I'm willing to write one text a day.

Wu Zhaofei, today is a new day. It is the thirty-eighth day of school, the seventh day of my official confession to you, the seventh day of regaining courage, and the seventh day of daring to face my heart.

In front of you, I can always think of so few words, in private I want to see you but so big, I want to wake up and open my eyes and the first thing I see is your smiling face, and I want to hear the voice is about you.

I know that Nie Rongtao also has feelings for you, so I have tried to escape this feeling for you before. Because I don't want to make you feel embarrassed because I have him, and I don't want to make a dorm room relationship rigid, and make a relationship that should be a good relationship become different. But I'm just so selfish, I just can't let go. Exhausted all means, whether it's drinking, smoking, or re-indulging in games, try to get yourself to set your sights on his girl. But I found that the smoke is not as choking as I imagined, the wine is not as sad as I imagined, the game can't make me forget myself anymore, and you are the only one among all the girls who can make me subconsciously watch. Will the person you just met develop feelings for him/her? No, but why can't I control myself from subconsciously paying attention to your gaze?

I should still thank Tang Jie and Senior Sister Wang Jiangna, it is because of their words that I have re-acquainted myself with my heart, yes, I just like you. Yes, we've only known each other for a short time, you don't know me, and I don't know you. Maybe you're afraid that I'm the kind of person who treats falling in love as a game, maybe you already have someone you like in your heart now, maybe you're afraid that the real me is not the kind of person you want, and it's not the person who can go to the end with you. But I just like you. I want to be the person who keeps you on your lips, the person who smiles when you mention it.

Although I really don't have the ability to protect you right now, I will work hard for it. Although I am still a teenager who doesn't know a lot of things, a boy who can't do anything, I am also willing to grow into a big tree for you. I know that all these things are just rhetoric, and it will all depend on time to prove.

I know you love to play basketball, and I'm willing to learn to play basketball, even if there is ridicule and disdain from others along the way. I know it's too early for you to say what you like now, I originally intended to wait for the day when you say it's not early, even if I can only sneak a few glances at you and say a few words to you every day. I know that maybe I'm too thin and you will feel insecure, but I'm willing to eat more and exercise more to get stronger, even if it's tiring and hard.

You know, whenever I hear Chicken and Old Meat say to me that I have a chance to catch you, I will be so happy that I can't eat, so happy that I can't sleep. When I heard their words of support, I felt warm. Hearing them say to me, you are the kind of girl who values feelings, not the kind of girl who takes love as a game, I will also be secretly happy for a long time, how good it is to hear that the girl I like is recognized by friends.

I look forward to every morning and cherish every night. As long as I can see you, I feel that the world is full of beauty.

2018\/10\/11