Chapter 2: I'm so lucky to have met you
Meeting you is the best thing I have ever done when I came to this university.
From the laughter in the freshman group, to the meeting and acquaintance in the school, your face is becoming more and more ingrained in my mind.
I remember my mischievous yelling in the freshman group to swap feelings with you, and I remember when we all took this as a joke, who would have thought that this joke would become a reality in the near future. Yes, I want to swap couple avatars with you. From your singing, from your radio, from your voice, everything you do touches my heart.
I just like you, it's an indisputable fact, I want to marry you home for the rest of my life, I want to be what you like. I want to hear you say that you like me too, I want to hold your hand and watch the shadow of the hand holding hands in the sunset! I want to see you looking at me every day!
And you? That science girl who sings well, loves to play basketball, and loves sports. Do you like me, a liberal arts boy who doesn't sing well, can't play basketball, and doesn't exercise much? You are like the moon that makes people stop and watch at night, and I am like the dust under the street lamp, and I can't do it if I want to be a star that can get closer to you. But the bright stars will eventually fall, and the dust that no one cares about will be slightly light. Even if the height of the rise is not even a drop in the bucket between the two of us, I'm still trying.
And you, who I like, would you want to be with me? Would you like me to step into your world and let me know everything about you? Will you show me all your joys and sorrows? I wish I could appreciate your smile every day, I would like to be able to say a few words to you and walk a few steps with you every day, and I hope that my shadow can enter your heart.
I'm so clumsy, I don't understand a lot of things, and I don't dare to say so much to your face, so I'll write everything I want to say to you on it, how afraid I am that you will see these words I have written, and how much I hope that you will one day see these words I have written for you. But how nervous I am when I think of this, and how do you react when you see these words? Will you be moved by me or will you become disgusted with me, will you ignore me from now on? I don't even have the opportunity to talk to you anymore.
I don't know if I'm love at first sight for you, and I don't know if you'll fall in love with me for a long time, but I wish there would be a day when we would have feelings for each other! If there is that day, then what will we look like at that time, will there be two long shadows under the slanting sun.
Today's conversation with you is much more natural than the previous few days, I suddenly found that it is better to live a simpler life, and it looks better than to twist and pinch it, and how natural I am after giving up all the pretentiousness, but I can get along better with you.
Although yesterday's little setback almost knocked me down, fortunately I still persevered, I always lack so many things to consider, you must not completely block my way to your heart, you must leave me a hope. Although this road may be so long for me, so long that there may be no end, let me set that small goal for myself! Such a small step forward will not make me feel tired and discouraged!
The road ahead, let me bury my head and go down without looking back! Wait until I tell me it's time to give up!