Chen Ran

This damn encounter! How can you meet Dazhi and Xiaoyang everywhere! These two people don't have a place to go for a day!

Impatiently, I took out a cigarette and lit it, took a deep breath, trying to dispel the depression and unwillingness in my heart through the clarity of tobacco. Today is my first date with Yue'er! The whole journey was so smooth, she dressed up to see each other, and her demeanor was all over the place; We accompany each other and have a deep affection. Like all lovers, we hold hands, hug, kiss, and say love words that only each other can understand, leaving us with little happiness and laughter in this little corner of the city. Even if Yue'er is still cautious, it is difficult to hide the natural true feelings in her heart, the way she leans on my arms and sobspers, the way she gently beats my shoulder and complains, and the way she tightly wraps her arms around my neck and kisses me intoxicated, all of them are like a beautiful photo, deeply engraved in my mind. So that in the end, even I forgot about each other's current state, and I only felt that she and I were normal lovers, who cared about other people's eyes and words, so after watching the movie, I naturally handed her my drink and asked her to wait for me, even if she was a little embarrassed to say her concerns, I still intercepted her words and told her that it didn't matter, just stand where and wait for me.

Because I think the time with Yue'er is too good, I really don't want to give up; Because I think the journey has been so smooth, how can it be so coincidental that there will be branches in this little time? Because I think I've decided that Xu Yue'er is a consummate anyway, it doesn't matter if I relax my vigilance a little now.

And then it became what it is now!

Coincidentally? What a coincidence! So much so that I wanted to swing my fist at reality!

I was a few meters away from Yue'er, watching her talk and laugh with Dazhi and Xiao Yang, but her eyes finally revealed nervousness and panic in the smile, she was still so nervous, she was still so worried, her heart must be praying at this moment that I would never go over, otherwise her eyes would not sweep over intentionally or unintentionally, as if she was afraid of seeing me rushing forward desperately. With a wry smile, I stopped. Yue'er is such a character, sensitive, hesitant, calm on the outside, but the heart has already been turned upside down, that's it, that's it, Chen Ran, understand her, be considerate of her, step by step, if you want to hurry, you can't reach it, and then let her walk to you calmly and calmly when everything is ready.

But how can I just walk away without a word? Not to mention that I don't want to hide like this and say goodbye, even if Yue'er doesn't want me to appear as a lover at this time, at least I can stand by her side as the boss of the company. I just want to tell her as best I can, don't be afraid, don't worry, there must be a road before the car reaches the mountain, no matter what happens, there is me; Trust in my determination, trust in my energy, and I will do my best to protect you and keep you safe for the rest of your life.

But that's about it. Hopefully she can understand.

So, I didn't turn around, let alone look back, but continued to keep the same direction as before, and resolutely walked towards her. I greeted Dazhi and Xiao Yang calmly, and pretended to meet her by chance, and I even called her Yue'er in front of them, but I frowned imperceptibly when I heard Xiao Yang introduce her to her again, and then interrupted them to say goodbye, before leaving, I also used the excuse of living nearby to send her home, thinking that this should be a natural reason, she only needed to push the boat down the river generously, but after all, she was rejected in her doubtful fear.

Alas, Yue'er, this girl, sometimes I really can't do anything about her.

At the moment I was sitting in the car and looking at the empty seats next to me. There still seems to be a sweet smell of love floating in the air, a few hours ago I was here with Yue'er and I hugged lovely, and now I am the only one sitting alone facing the cold silence. The garage was dark and dreary, and the occasional car drove by, and the beams of light from the headlights shone so brightly that you couldn't open your eyes. I closed my eyes, put one hand on the window, propped my head and slowly exhaled a puff of smoke, the smoke did not dissipate in the silent air, and the drift only lingered in front of me.

Silently finished the cigarette, remembering the unbearable and sorry in Yue'er's eyes when she rejected me, she couldn't help but smile to herself. This girl always can't get along with herself like this, always worried left and right, for fear that others will find out a little clue. Do you live in fear like this all your life? Hold it, bear with it, when you hold yourself out of the internal injury, I'll see what to do.

Helpless and annoyed for a moment, I laughed out loud at my own thoughts. That's it, that's it, this little girl is so natural, no way, no way, she must be very uncomfortable in her heart, I'm a big man to talk to her little girl, just make sure that she loves me as much as I love her, and the rest, take your time, come to a long time, come to a long time.

Shaking her head with a smile, the little girl is probably thinking about it at this time, right? Alas, forget it, it is better to comfort and comfort her, so that she will not be able to get out of the dead end alone. I sighed, who called her my beloved girl? Throwing away the cigarette butt, I pulled out my phone and wrote, "Girl, it's okay, I understand." You go back alone and stay safe. After thinking about it, he added, "Also, can you promise me not to go on a blind date this weekend, okay?" ”

Xiao Yang is an anxious person, listening to her tone just now, it seems that she has picked a good candidate for Yue'er, how can this be, I don't mind the rest, but I know that my beloved girl is pulled on a blind date and I don't stop it, even if I am tolerant, I can't have this measure, I am not overbearing at this time, I am also a man in vain, I believe Yue'er can understand.

Fortunately, this little girl was quite understanding, and soon came back, "Okay, I promise you." Chen Ran, I'm sorry, don't be angry, okay. I didn't expect things to turn out like this."

Looking at this text message, Yue'er's depressed and anxious and worried appearance is clearly visible between the lines, as if looking at me pitifully and begging for my forgiveness, I suddenly felt a little relieved as if it was funny, and the frustration and helplessness of Shicai also disappeared in an instant, this little girl, thinking of me Chen Ran, a big man, was pulled around by her smile, alas, it was really "Zhou Yu hit Huang Gai, one is willing to fight, one is willing to suffer", admitted, admitted, but suddenly I wanted to tease her, I deliberately did not reply to her messages, and threw the phone aside, I started the car and blasted out in a happy mood.

Traveled all the way unimpeded, and when I arrived at the community, it was nearly nine o'clock in the evening, and I suddenly remembered that I got off work early today, and I was going to eat with Yue'er after watching the movie, but I was tossed by Dazhi and them, and now I haven't even eaten yet, and I feel hungry for a while, thinking that Yue'er is also like this, I don't know if she has eaten, and I can't care about teasing her, so I am ready to pick up my mobile phone and call her.

Unexpectedly, as soon as my car drove into the community, I saw a thin figure pestle by the gate, carrying a bag in one hand and a mobile phone in the other, as if he wanted to make a call, lowered his head and pressed it a few times, and put it down in annoyance, stomped his feet, looked at the sky again, and bit his lip again, looking helpless, that poor and cute little woman, who is not Yue'er!

My heart instantly turned into a pinch of water, dingdong like a mountain spring, looking at her less than ten meters away from me in a dilemma, I think I took into account my feelings and did not dare to call rashly tossing and turning, the corners of my eyes can't help but hot, this girl, how can I let go, suddenly remembered that she has not replied to her letter seems to make her anxious, and can't help but blame herself, hurriedly picked up the mobile phone and dialed her phone.

"Hey" I saw that she quickly picked up the phone and said eagerly into the microphone, "Chen Ran, are you angry?" Her breath was short, she held the phone with both hands and put it to her mouth, and the bag hung on her arm and swayed, looking very difficult, "I'm sorry, I know that my words broke your heart today, when Pleasant Goat and Manager Shen suddenly appeared, I was very panicked, I didn't know what to do, I knew that you wanted me to take your car in the end, but I was really afraid that they would see it, alas, I don't know how to do it...... So, that's why I rejected you...... But I really don't want to refuse you, I also want to take your car and go with you......" She said in a hurry, and at the end she seemed to cry a little, but her voice gradually lowered, "I'm sorry, Chen Ran, don't be angry, okay......"

"Yue'er, Yue'er" I called her name, but she didn't seem to hear it, just said sorry to me, I interrupted her loudly, "Girl, girl, listen to me, I'm fine, I'm not angry!" She finally heard my words and quieted down, I looked at her from a distance in the car, and continued, "I understand what you think, I said, these are all normal, you don't have to blame yourself, although I was a little sad at the time, but it was far from the point of anger." And," I paused, "I'm sad not because you rejected me, but because, after all, it's because of me that you have been wronged like this, and you can't admit our relationship in front of your friends, and I'm sad because of this, so it's me who should say I'm sorry, not you, understand?" Taking a deep breath, I said slowly, "Yue'er, I said I wouldn't let you wait too long, don't worry, I'll leave everything to me, okay?" ”

"Chen Ran ......" Yue'er choked up a little on the other end of the phone, "I don't feel wronged......"

"Girl" I sighed, "thank you", said and honked the horn, lit the headlights, opened the car door, I got out of the car, stood less than ten meters away from her, held the phone and smiled at her, Yue'er saw me, stunned for a few seconds, and finally rushed into my arms desperately.

The night is gloomy, a round of full moon hangs high like a jade plate, sprinkled with mercury-like streamers, the embroidered river murmurs outside the community, and occasionally a cool night breeze blows, shaking the flowers and plants beside you, as if singing a soft nocturne. The moon and stars are scarce, the sky is high and the wind is silent, I hugged Yue'er, looked up at the boundless sky, and secretly prayed in my heart, I Chen Ran has never been a greedy person, but at this moment I wish God to give me an extra favor, if I can get a consummation with Yue'er in this life, I am willing to exchange all my other blessings for me!

Heaven, can you hear me?

After a long time, I slowly let go of Yue'er and whispered softly in her ear, "Have you eaten?" I haven't eaten yet, I'm starving! ”

Yue'er lowered her head and smiled, "I'm hungry too, but I don't feel it anymore when I miss you" raised her head and said to me coquettishly, "Now my stomach is growling, it's all because of you, punish you for taking me to eat delicious!" ”

"I can't ask for it!" I grabbed her and laughed, "Next time if you are lucky enough to meet them again, I will never let you run away again!" Xiao Yang actually said that you lack men, really! Let them see who's your man! I tightened my shoulders, "You don't know, when Xiao Yang told you to go on a blind date today, I really wanted to drag you over and tell her, what are you kidding, my woman, you dare to let those men outside covet it, be careful that I give Shen Dazhi small shoes to wear!"

Yueyue laughed out loud and nudged me, "You're too bad, announce your personal vendetta!" ”

"Haha, just kidding," I hugged her and got into the car, "But, girl, did you promise me, you can't go on that blind date, I'll go back to H City tomorrow, I can't be by your side this weekend, you have to be obedient, okay?" Take care of yourself and don't let me worry. Also, when I get back, I'll surprise you! I looked into her eyes and said softly.

Hearing that I was about to return to H City, Yue'er seemed to be stunned for a moment, but she quickly returned to normal, approached me and asked, "What surprise?" After all, it is the heart of a girl, and she is full of joy when she hears surprises.

"Is it still a surprise to tell you now?" I shaved off her nose and laughed, "You'll know then!"

"Okay, anyway, it's only two or three days, I'm not afraid to wait" said and sat back in her place, silent for a long time, she suddenly asked, "Chen Ran, what do you mean when you just said that you won't let me wait too long?" ”

I smiled slightly, knowing that she was worried, but I didn't want to explain it, so I said, "It's not interesting, you'll know then."

She turned her head, looked at me quietly, and after a long time, took my arm, leaned on my shoulder and said slowly, "Chen Ran, as I said, I don't feel hard, I don't feel wronged, being with you is the most correct decision I have ever made, I have always thought so." After a pause, he replied, "We're doing well now, I'm learning slowly, and I find that it doesn't seem to be as difficult as I imagined, I don't want to change anything, really".

I understand the meaning of Yue'er's words, and I also know that she is dedicated to me and Xiaojuan, but since I have made up my mind, I will do what I think is right. In fact, Yue'er didn't know that her so-called habit was just unwilling to face the unknown and fear of a state being broken, not really thinking how difficult it was to let go. And once this state is really broken, with Yue'er's character, she will actually adapt to it quickly. Therefore, what she lacks is not time, but courage and confidence. She just can't get past herself. So at every critical moment, what she needs more is someone to push her, and now, as her lover, because I understand her, I will firmly take her hand and take her bravely to take this step, which is a crucial step for our future.

But now if I tell her that with her sensitive little heart will definitely be on the tip of the horns again, forget it, I'd better tell her when I've arranged everything. Thinking of this, I shook her hand and said gently, "I understand, girl." You don't have to think too much, just let me think about everything. Patting her on the cheek, "Let's not talk about this for now, let's go, let's go to dinner first, our date is not over yet!" ”