Li Yue'er

I still have a suitable smile on my face, but the smile seems to be stuck by something, and it is difficult to expand the curvature of the corners of my lips, and it seems to be distorted. I heard that familiar voice, full of surprise and happiness, just like her usual straightforward heartiness, but like a wall of sound surrounded me, until the bustling in front of me was blocked into two worlds, Chen Ran, at the intersection of these two worlds, stopped. He looked in my direction, stunned for a moment, just for a moment, and couldn't see any other expression.

I didn't have time to make eye contact with him, but I was dragged by the Pleasant Goat, "Look! I said it was Yue'er! He turned back to Manager Shen next to him and said proudly, "How is it, my eyesight, how can I be wrong!" ”

I saw Manager Shen nodding and smiling, "Yes, yes, you are sharp-eyed!" He turned his head and said to me again, "Xiao Li, you also came to watch a movie?" ”

At this time, I seemed to have just come back to my senses, looking at the earnest inquiring eyes of the two, and only said perfunctorily in a daze, "Ah, yes, Manager Shen", the wind swept in the direction of Chen Ran, and I didn't see anyone coming, so I felt a little relieved, but I also felt a slight loss, after all, I can't see people, no matter how lucky I was just now, how I deceived myself, the reality will always make people humiliate themselves in unexpected ways.

My heart was gloomy, but he also returned to normal, Chen Ran, he should know that he can't come over at this time, don't come, don't come, 10 million, I prayed silently in my heart, but my face didn't show half a point, I only pretended to be the same surprise and said, "Pleasant goat, you two also came to watch a movie?" Which one to watch? ”

"Infernal Affairs" Pleasant Goat rolled his eyes at Shen Dazhi beside him, and said in disgust, "Some people just want to watch these fights and kills all day, it's really tasteless." ”

"Okay, I also bought the tickets before I saw that there was still Zhang Aijia's movie" Manager Shen was busy coaxing the lovely person beside him, "Let's come over tomorrow to watch "Heartbeat", okay?" ”

"Who has nothing to do with you to run to the cinema every day?" Pleasant Goat glanced at him, "I have a lot of things!" My mother asked me to accompany her to buy clothes yesterday, and she postponed this broken movie for you, is it difficult to push it? I don't dare! Saying that, he pinched him lightly, "It's all your fault, it's all your fault, don't you know how much I like Zhang Aijia?" As a result, it's a waste of time to watch you men cheat! Yang Tian sighed, "I'm so angry!" ”

"This ......" Manager Shen smiled bitterly, "It's okay, it's okay, I'll go with you to buy clothes for our mother?" We'll come and see after we buy it, no delay, no delay, ah? After speaking, he looked spoiled, "Don't be angry, don't be angry." ”

Pleasant Goat rolled his eyes, "Stop! Who is our mother! That's my mom! People have nothing to do with you now, don't have anything to do."

"It's okay now, it'll be okay in the future, can't I honor your mother as my mother now?" Manager Shen patted the Pleasant Goat on the shoulder, and at the same time pouted at my Nunu, "Ren Xiaoli is still here, can you save me some face?" ”

Pleasant Goat just came to his senses, and hurriedly pulled me and said, "Cut, I'm not giving you face, I'm giving Yue'er face!" Saying that, he took my arm, "I'm sorry, Yue'er, I snubbed you just now, you don't know that my mother was beaten in order to watch a movie with him, saying that I had a boyfriend and forgot my mother, hey, this guy knows that I like to watch youth romantic dramas, but he chooses Infernal Affairs to make a gun stick." He watched with relish, and I was drowsy on the sidelines, but I was miserable! He asked, "What are you looking at?" Hey, why do you have two drinks in your hands? Yes?! Or a couple's cup?! He turned his face around me and exclaimed, "There is a situation, there is a situation!" You're not alone, are you? And with whom? Male or female? Well, it must be a man, this couple's cup is served! Where, where, introduce me to know! ”

I was laughing and watching the two of them flirt, but I didn't expect the Pleasant Goat to wrap around me in a few words, and I also caught a glimpse of the drink in my hand. I couldn't help but be stunned, my heart was flustered, what should I do, how to say, I am not good at words at the moment, I feel even more at a loss, and it took me a long time to pour out a sentence, "Well, no, how can there be, I'm alone, is this drink" I looked at the big and small couple cups in my hand embarrassedly, gritted my teeth and said, "I'm thirsty, one cup is not enough, two big cups can't be drunk, looking at one big and one small two cups, just right, I bought it, how do I know what kind of couple cup this is." After saying that, he didn't dare to look at her, and he only weighed this excuse in his heart, which didn't seem too bad.

"Oh? Is it? "Pleasant Goat will be suspicious, "Why are your preferences so strange" Looking at me from head to toe, "Tsk, I'm dressed up so beautifully today, but I watch a movie alone, and I have two drinks, this style of painting, no matter how you look at it, I feel weird......"

My eyelids jumped slightly, I didn't know how to reply to her words, and I was afraid that she would see something again, so I hurriedly changed the topic and said, "What I watched today is "Heartbeat", Zhang Aijia I also like it, but this film is not a youth romantic comedy, if you want to watch that kind of silly white sweet, you will probably be disappointed." While pointing to his reddish eyes, "See, you have to prepare tissues first to see this film." ”

"Huh? Is it? Looking at the name, I thought it was that kind of light-hearted romantic drama. The Pleasant Goat was successfully diverted by me, and I couldn't help but sigh hesitantly.

"Listening to Xiao Li say this, it's a good thing I didn't buy a ticket for "Heartbeat" today!" Manager Shen was overjoyed when he saw this, turned his head and smiled at Pleasant Goat, "Otherwise, you will definitely cry a lot, you don't know, I'm most afraid of seeing you cry!" ”

"Get out of the way and you" Pleasant Goat glared at him, "Don't gloat over there, what about crying, I want to see it too!" You men, how can you understand the minds of our women! Listen to me, tomorrow I will accompany my mother to buy clothes, you must accompany me to watch "Heartbeat"! ”

"Okay, my aunt, I'll do whatever you say, okay?" Manager Shen hugged the Pleasant Goat, but he was helpless, "I still go to see other people's hearts, I am performing next to me every day, and she is still indifferent"

I laughed when I heard it, but Pleasant Goat raised his eyebrows, "What are you talking about!" He broke away from his arm and ignored him with me.

Hearing this, Manager Shen hurriedly said, "It's nothing, nothing", shook his head, and happily took the leftover retail bag in her hand, ready to throw it into the trash can next to her.

"Dazhi, Xiao Yang, you also come to watch the movie? What a coincidence, we ran into it again! That familiar voice sounded behind me, I couldn't help but be shocked, as if I was nailed by something, and I didn't know whether to stay still or turn around to show the same expression as Manager Shen, the Pleasant Goat, and shouted in surprise at first sight - Mr. Chen.

He, at last, came over.

Why did he come here? Because of me? But he knew how unwilling I was to stand side by side with him in such a situation. But if he really didn't come, my heart would be at ease, but I couldn't deceive the loss in my heart, although it was weak, it was like a shadow.

But now I'm more worried, he came over, he greeted Manager Shen and Pleasant Goat, how will he greet me? What should I do if, I mean, he suddenly has no scruples to show them my relationship with him?! Thinking of Chen Ran just telling me to wait for him in the same place, as if he had never considered the consequences of being known to everyone, could it be that he did it on purpose? Was he ready to give up everything? But I'm not ready! I didn't! Even the wait just now gave me a lot of courage, and at this moment, I really don't want to take any bigger risks!

Feeling a gurgling cold sweat oozing from my back, soaking my body cold, I made a decision in an instant in the chaos of thoughts, took a deep breath, I turned my head, and said with the most appropriate smile and voice, "Mr. Chen!" I didn't expect to meet you again, and sure enough, it didn't make a book! When I said this, my ears were still echoing with his love words, and in my hands, I was still holding the drink he had just drunk, the bright orange red was swaying with the clanging of my body, and the fine foam was shining in the light, and I only looked coldly at my crampedness and panic.

I didn't dare to look into Chen Ran's eyes, so I let Manager Shen and Pleasant Goat talk and laugh with him enthusiastically, but I couldn't help but hide back, I really wanted to turn into an invisible existence.

Chen Ran didn't seem to care, and heard Pleasant Goat ask, "Mr. Chen is watching a movie alone?" Then he glanced at me blankly, paused for a moment, smiled slightly, and replied, "Yes." ”

"Yue'er too!" Pleasant Goat frowned, and actually sighed, "What's wrong with this world, it's become popular to watch movies alone recently?" ”

"You're really, who says you have to watch a movie with two people?" Shen Dazhi touched her lightly, "Look at what you said." ”

"Oh, oh! Yes, yes, yes! Pleasant Goat grinned, "I'm sorry Mr. Chen, I don't talk through my head, don't mind!" ”

Chen Ran smiled and shook his head, before he raised his eyes to look at me, "Why is Yue'er also watching movies alone?" ”

Hearing him call me Yue'er in front of Manager Shen and Pleasant Goat, I raised my head suddenly, my eyes were full of anxiety and uneasiness, but I saw that Manager Shen and Pleasant Goat didn't seem to pay attention, and said absentmindedly, "Huh? Well, well, yes, Mr. Chen. ”

"Hey, Mr. Chen, look at her, she always looks like she can't give up, and she just said that she cried when she watched the movie!" Pleasant Goat looked like he hated iron but not steel, "Poor, pitiful, this is the reason why I don't have a boyfriend to accompany me" said and took my hand, "Girl, my uncle entrusted you to me that day, I have carefully selected several outstanding young people with Shen Dazhi in the past few days, do you have to go to meet and receive this weekend?" Without waiting for me to answer, he added, "No hurry!" In the future, you won't even be able to find a man to watch a movie with you! ”

I was so caught off guard by the Pleasant Goat to such an embarrassing point, looking at Chen Ran, he was still smiling and maintaining the demeanor of a decent boss, but my heart seemed to have knocked over the five-flavor bottle, I couldn't tell what it tasted like, and only nodded perfunctorily as a response.

Chen Ran spoke at this moment, "Okay, don't bother you, I'll go first." After a pause, he asked again, "Xiao Li, don't you live near me?" Would you like a ride? ”

I looked at him, his smile was gentle and clear, and his voice was not hurried, as if he didn't mind the suggestion of the right goat, but only stared at me intently, waiting for my answer.

But in front of Manager Shen and Pleasant Goat, how could I agree so familiarly and smoothly? In the eyes of outsiders, when did I become so familiar with my boss that I knew where I lived, and kept saying that he wanted to send me home? Alas, Chen Ran, I know what you mean, and I also know that you have done too much for me, but I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, at this moment, I can't agree to your invitation.

So I heard my voice full of the subordinates' restraint and politeness towards the boss, floating to the other party without any room for maneuver in the air, "Thank you, Mr. Chen, I'll go back alone later." ”

Then I saw Chen Ran's eyes darken instantly, he smiled to himself, was silent for a few seconds, and then said again, "Okay, then the three of you will talk slowly, and I'll go first." ”

"It's okay, Mr. Chen, Yue'er can take our car back later." Pleasant Goat took Manager Shen and said goodbye to Chen Ran, "Mr. Chen, goodbye, go slowly!" ”

Chen Ran smiled and nodded at us, turned away, leaving me with only a back that was getting farther and farther away, slowly disappearing into the crowd, never to be seen again.

I can't help but feel gloomy, I should have broken his heart, his quiet expression seemed to be calm and waveless, only I knew his loneliness and disappointment.

Alas.

Did I really do something wrong, Chen Ran has been working hard for me step by step, why do I always hide in my shell like a turtle and retreat step by step, leaving him only to be left with the wind, frost, rain and snow to make him struggle alone. I'm starting to hate myself a little bit for being cowardly and selfish.

"Yue'er, isn't Mr. Chen on the way, why don't you take his car?" Pleasant Goat looked at Chen Ran walking away, turned around and asked casually.

"Huh?" I was stunned by her words, but how could I tell her the truth, so I had to deal with it, "He's the boss, how dare I take the boss's car casually, I'm so nervous." ”

"Cut, are you still nervous about such an easy-going boss as Mr. Chen?" Pleasant Goat smacked at me and said, "You're too cowardly! ”

I'm speechless, yes, I'm not just cowardly, I'm cowardly, I'm selfish! I just hurt the heart of my loved one, sitting in the car at the moment, looking at the front row of Manager Shen and Pleasant Goat, I couldn't stop sighing, Chen Ran, Chen Ran, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you know, I want to sit next to you more than anyone else, just like Manager Shen and Pleasant Goat, and I will go to a lifetime with you.

The message ringtone on my mobile phone rang, and I opened it to see that Chen Ran's text messages were still so considerate and tolerant, as if he understood all my turns, "Girl, it's okay, I understand." You go back alone and stay safe. Also, can you promise me not to go on a blind date this weekend? ”