Chapter 102: The End of the World for You and Me is Time (Finale)
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Li Yue'er
Three years later.
On the day I graduated from J University with a master's degree in administrative management, my father came to see me from City C. After I left City C, he has been living in my rented apartment. For some reason, the year I left, the landlord came to me and said that I would let me live forever, just as she would take care of the house for her, and not charge me rent. But the old lady was very insistent, she couldn't help it, thinking that she had left for three years, and it would be more convenient for her father's body to stay in the big city, so she finally agreed. It's just that I insisted on paying the rent anyway, and finally the old lady said, Cheng, then you can give half of the meaning, and I smiled and stopped refusing.
On the day of the graduation ceremony, when I sat in the auditorium in my master's gown and listened to the president's speech, looking at the unfamiliar faces around me, I suddenly realized that time was like water, and it had been three years in a flash. My heart fluttered, the whole person seemed to fly out of the campus, flew back to City C, the familiar figure in the corridor of Kairan unconsciously surged in my mind, the man under the acacia tree who had promised me a complete life, the man who was cut by me decisively, now, at this moment, where is he, farewell for three years, is he okay?
Occasionally hear something about him from Pleasant Goat. He left Kairan, returned to N City with Sister Xiaojuan, and adopted a daughter. They should live a very peaceful life, N City, blue sea and blue sky, white dogs and white clouds, and fallen leaves return to the roots, which is the place that belongs to him and Sister Xiaojuan. It's just countless sad nights, when I wake up from my dream and look at the bright stars under the night sky, I can't help but ask, in the time flies, the years are silent, does he think of me as much as I think of him?
However, under the leadership of Mr. Guo, Kairan has expanded its territory, and its business has spread all over the country, not only becoming one of the few leading enterprises in C City, but also listing public shares this year. Pleasant Goat always complained to me on the phone that if Manager Shen hadn't left at the beginning, now Bacheng is already the R&D director, and I heard Manager Shen smiling on the other end of the phone, just as honest as before; The two of them have emigrated and have a lovely daughter, and Pleasant Goat insists on pulling me to be her child's godmother, and I gladly accept. There are so many lovers in the world, but after all, there are still perfect people, and the love that has achieved positive results is touching, and my heart is a little comforted.
The applause in the auditorium brought me back to reality, and I heard the principal say that there would be a donation ceremony next, and a company called Yueran Consulting would donate 50 million yuan to his alma mater as a bursary fund. I don't care, but I heard the host introduce, "Next, I would like to invite Mr. Chen Ran, chairman of Yueran Company, to sign a donation agreement with J University, and invite Mr. Chen to speak."
I was stunned.
Time seemed to stand still, everything around me disappeared, I suddenly looked at the sudden stunned interval with layers of applause, the familiar figure, got up from the first row, steadily walked up to the rostrum, smiling and shaking hands with the school leaders, neither humble nor arrogant, always so indifferent, calm, gentle and modest, just like him in my eyes; The spotlight hit him, he lost weight, he hadn't seen him for three years, his figure had lost a lot, and he was wearing a black suit that made him look like a humble gentleman, which made me think of the day I first saw him, he came through the crowd of people among thousands of mountains and rivers, stretched out his hand and smiled at me, "Hello, Xiao Li." ”
My tears welled up in an instant.
On the stage, he signed with the school leaders, took pictures, shook hands, and then walked to the microphone, looked at the black crowd below, smiled slightly, his eyebrows and eyes were clear, and his voice was low and gentle between breaths......
"I am very happy to come to J University today to participate in this donation ceremony, and I am honored to be invited to attend the graduation ceremony of the 20** graduates of J University's administration and management major, which is of great significance to me, so I would like to thank J University, President Hu, and all the leaders for giving me the opportunity.
Yueran Consulting is a young company, although it has only been established for three years, we are a strong, talent-focused, professional, humanistic company, and is also quite famous in the industry; Therefore, I hope that if you like to challenge yourself, like a simple and energetic working atmosphere, and do not refuse a more competitive salary mechanism, you can come to our company, and I believe we will not let you down......
As for President Hu asking me why I chose J University, I think it is because I am from the north
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, there is an innate affinity for the colleges and universities in the north; On the other hand, J University's rich humanistic heritage and rigorous academic tradition are well-known throughout the country, and it was once my personal dream of studying at a high level. Of course, there is another personal reason, I am inconvenient to disclose here, I only hope that the bursary donated by Yueran Company can be named after the "Yueran Fund", and I hope that J Dacheng will be perfect" Chen Ran turned his head and nodded to the principal, paused, there was a faint sadness and hope in his eyes, "Because, this is my name and my wife's name"
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I saw the girl next to me with tears in her eyes, and said that Mr. Chen's wife was so happy and enviable, but I felt that the tears on my face were like a flood that opened the floodgates, and I couldn't wipe it off......
At last I saw him, the figure that haunted me, the man I had tried to forget to cut and leave, and when I saw him again, I realized that all my efforts were in vain.
He is still the slight trembling string in my heart, the earth-shaking in my heart, and the love I can't leave or let go, Chen Ran......
He should have known, knowing that I was here, but he didn't bother me; Yue Ran Consulting, Yue Ran Fund, Yue Ran, he just loved me silently in his way, guarded me, left a little thought for me, and also for himself......
This kind of Chen Ran only belongs to me, but it will never belong to me, we love, hurt, look, think, just like this, with another person, or ourselves, to live our lives.
Outside the auditorium, the banyan trees are shady, and the sunlight shines through the gaps between the branches and leaves, making it impossible to open your eyes. I tried to look up, and the layers of green leaves actually looked like acacia trees, and there was a faint rustling sound. At the end of the green shade, there are Chen Ran's smiling eyebrows and eyes, as always, gentle as yesterday, as if it is still the same as the old time to pick me up and go to work, nothing has changed.
The tears I had just stopped were streaming back out.
He walked over slowly, walked in front of me, looked at me affectionately, wiped away the tears on his face for me, and gently took me into his arms, "Silly girl, it's not good to cry about graduation." ”
As soon as he opened his mouth, my silent tears turned into loud tears in an instant.
He smiled and frowned, but he didn't stop it, and let me cry silently in the rain in his arms. He will always be like this, patient, gentle, tender like water, and the wind and moon will last. Time brings us back to the old times without paying attention, the lead is washed away, and the scenery is seen through, as if it is still me and him, looking together, the water flows for a long time.
I don't know how long it took, the cicadas on the trees had been screaming through, and the sunlight above my head was silently changing my steps, I slowly raised my head, and my mind gradually turned around, but I couldn't complain after all, I only said softly, "Didn't you say that you wouldn't meet, why did you come?" ”
He smiled slightly, and picked up the broken hair in my ear, "I can't help it, I've thought about it for a long time, I still think it's time to come and see you" Helping me with the master's hat, it seems to be infinitely emotional, "The little girl has grown up and is already a graduate student"
He made a slight movement, and my eyes turned red again.
"Yue'er, I'm very happy to come and see you today." He paused and looked me in the eye, "I can be by your side to watch you graduate, I am very happy to be involved in the important moments of your life"
I saw the twinkling starlight in his eyes, like an endless sea, deep and vast; More than a thousand days and nights of wind, frost, rain and snow, the rising moon and the setting of the sun and the moon can not stop me from thinking about him, for a moment, I feel that I can't help but throw myself into his arms, tell him that I miss him so much, I want to go back to the past with him, I want to embrace the future with him, life is so short, but a moment is too long, just one glance, just this glance, the past and the old things will come like boundless falling wood, and the two ends of the world and him will be strung together into the most beautiful time in each other's lives.
However, when I spoke, it was, "Thank you, Chen Ran, I'm also very happy." ”
He smiled silently, took a delicate box from the car next to him and handed it to me, "Come, Yue'er, graduation gift" held my hand, paused, and said, "Let's see when I'm gone." ”
I look up at him, is he leaving? Is he still leaving? Yes, he also said that he just came to see me, and I, how could I have stayed with him, parting, as if he was always with us, no different from any encounter in the past and future.
That's it, he sees me, I see him, and it is enough to know that the other person is well.
"Mr. Chen, it's only an hour before the plane takes off," his driver urged.
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He nodded and hugged me again, "Yue'er, I love you, take good care of yourself" sighed, didn't wait for me to speak, turned around and got into the car and roared away.
I stood there and looked at him as he drifted away again, tears streaming down my face.
After a long time, I lowered my head and gently opened the box, and what caught my eye was two red property certificates, and below was an equity transfer agreement, and the property owner and the shareholders of Yueran Company were in my name. At the bottom, there is a thick stack of postcards, the beautiful scenery across the four seasons, mountains and rivers, the sun, the moon and the stars, the fields, the villages, the courtyards, and the houses and buildings pass by one in front of my eyes, just like Chen Ran's hand holding me and taking me to see the flowers all the way...... Behind the card, there are endless thoughts in the spring, summer, autumn and winter of three years.
"Yue'er, this is all the days I miss you, now I'll give it to you"
"On January 20, 20**, do you remember today a year ago, I had you as a sister, and you called me Brother Chen for the first time. Yue'er, do you know how happy I am? ”
"On March 18, 20**, Yue'er, a year ago today, you finally accepted me, Guo Kai got married that day, but I was happier than getting married, because I finally had you."
"On April 16, 20**, Yue'er, I went to the cinema to watch "Heartbeat" again today, but there was no you around, in the empty theater, I was a big man, crying a lot"
"June 22, 20**, Yue'er, do you remember this day? The moment you finally agreed to marry me and put a ring on you under the acacia tree, I really felt that I was the happiest man in the world. Do you still have the ring I gave you? ”
"On August 14, 20**, Yue'er, after separating from you, I went to Hehuan Mountain again, the acacia flowers are gone, and the grandma can't find the shadow anymore, I think of Li Qingzhao's words, 'Things are people, everything is rest, and tears flow first', but how many tears I shed, you can't see it, Yue'er, where are you now, I miss you so much"
"On September 27, 20**, Yue'er, Xiaojuan and I went back to N City, and adopted a daughter, which is the child of Xiaojuan's lover, with a child, Xiaojuan has sustenance, and her body and spirit have recovered a lot, the whole family is very happy, and I am also laughing with them, but the happiness is theirs, my happiness, from the day you left, it seems to have left me."
"October 11, 20**, Yue'er, you have been away from me for two years, I have been looking for you for two years, you are so ruthless, why do you hide from me so far, don't even give me a little news, my number has not changed, it has been kept for you, but you, why can't you even make a call, even if you pretend to be wrong, at least let me listen to your voice......"
"November 25, 20**, Yue'er, today Guo Kai came over with his little wife, I thought of you again when I saw his wife, I was drunk at night, Guo Kai scolded me, scolded me for being a man like a woman and not free at all, I ignored him, let him scold, I was too lazy to pay attention to him, I didn't want to pay attention to him......"
"On December 31, 20**, Yue'er, another year has passed, the winter in N City is so cold this year, and there are fewer northerners. The scarf you gave me has finally come in handy, and I'm wearing it now. But why is my heart still so cold, Yue'er, I think I still have to find you, if I can't find it, I will continue to look for it, keep looking, one day I will find you, right,......"
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A warm wind blew, my eyes itched so much that I couldn't open them, closed the postcard, I looked at the direction of Chen Ran's departure, and the song of "Heartbeat" faintly came from my ears,
"It's been a long time since I've seen you
Thought you were where
It was in my heart
Breathe with me
How far away
I thought I couldn't smell you
Who knew your back was so long
I'll see you when I look back
The past lets it pass
It's too late
Like you from the beginning
White clouds wrap around the blue sky
yes
If not able to walk together forever
Also at least to us
The courage of remembrance
The right to hug
So that you understand
Traces of my heartbeat
Always want to see you again
Also try to find out your news
It turns out that you live in my body
Guarding my memories"
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